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Tsuna entered her apartment. It was late and she just made it home. She was pretty tired and wanted to sleep. Tsuna stretched as sh plopped down on the couch and turned on the TV. Digging into her purse, she pulled out a pill bottle. She emptied out some unto her hand. She popped them and put the bottle back up.

She sighed and lit up a cigarette and took a couple puffs. Today was tiring. Tsuna was a little sad that she had to give away most of her check, but it had been kind of her fault. She should have checked the table earlier.

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Tsuna sat on her couch and hugged her knees. She rested her cheek on them. All the lights where off, and only the TV was on. She was staring in the corner of the room.

'You know they didn't mean anything they said right?'

'They weren't forced to leave you, they decided you where so stupid that they couldn't wait to be rid of you'

'They don't love you. No one loves you.'

Her grip around her knees tighten. A man was in the corner of the room talking to her. His lower body wasn't there. He was leaned up against the wall. She could see his insides if she where to duck her head a little lower. He had a knife in his hand as he chopped his own body parts off. She would probably draw it later.

'Would love a disgusting pig like you?'

Chop. Chop. Chop.

'They pitied you. A sad disgraceful little girl. Left alone in a basement for five years.'

Chop. Chop.

He had cut off all the fingers on one hand. She blinked as the man looked her in the eye while waving a cut off finger at her.

'You should have turned into a bug from how many you ate.'

He stuck the finger into his mouth and pulled a lighter out of his shirt pocket. He lit the tip of the finger. She wrinkled her nose at the smell of burning flesh. He put it in his mouth and inhaled. It sat limp in his mouth, not doing anything. He frowned and took it out and tossed it aside.

'Someone should just get rid of you. Your father was so close too.'

He lifted his hand and started digging into his eye. With a sick squelch he popped it out. He used the knife to cut it away. He held up the eye and threw it at her. It landed in front of her on the floor.

'Like those people you killed. Remember how you dug out their eyes? They screamed and pleaded for mercy. You cried as you cut out there tongue.'

She reached down and picked up the eyeball. She rolled it around in her hand. "Shut up."

The man seemed to laugh. He popped out his other eye and smiled.

'You know the worst part?'

She tossed the eye back and forth. A bit of blood and slime covered her hand. "What?"

'You liked it. No- you loved it.'

The man used the stumpy hand and helped guide the knife as he traced it around his face.

"I did." The man kept tracing.

'That- that's the reason that no one will ever accept you. Never care about you. Never want you. Never love you.'

She crushed the eyeball in her hand. It was like crushing a peeled boiled egg in her hand.

"Why do I even acknowledge your presence?"

'Because you need a reminder. A reminder of what you really are.' He put the knife down and wiped his finger-less hand on his shirt. He lifted his other hand and start to peel his face off.

'Your all scarred up.'

'Your not nice.'

'Your not happy no matter how much you smile.'

'You don't really trust anyone you meet.'

'Your not truly happy that they took you from the basement.'

'Maybe papa would have learned to love you. Mama may have realized that she loved you. But they took you away.'

Tsuna raised a brow as he threw his face on the floor. His meaty face seemed to look in her direction.

"I agree and disagree. I agree with everything but the last bit. Yes, I used to think that. I grew out of it though. I learned that they would never care. I still love mama and papa, but that doesn't mean they have to love me."

The man's jaw moved as if it was laughing. 'What ever you say.'

She blinked as he disappeared. The corner was free of blood and gore. She looked down at her hands. They where free of slime and blood.

Tsuna sniffed and went to her room to get her drawing pad. She drew what he looked like before he started cutting away. She then took up multiple pages drawing the stages of what he looked like up to the point of his face being cut away.

She put down her sketch book and sighed. She was running out of paper. Time for another one. She went to her room and opened a bottle dresser drawer. It was full of multiple sketchbooks. They where all full of drawings. She stuffed this sketchbook into it.

She went to her closet and pulled out an easel and a large canvas. She had finally bought more paint the other day.

Tsuna had bought the stuff to paint a few months after moving in. She realized she was just as good as painting as she was at drawing. Everything looked realistic.

She stayed up well into the morning painting. She painted the final stage the man was in. Faceless, fingerless, eyeless, and lower body-less. Face tossed to the side. She painted herself on the couch with the eye ball in her hand. She was staring at the man emotionless.

Tsuna backed up and grinned at her work. Just as real as before. She would have to leave it be to dry. She set aside her paint and glanced at her watch.

She had to be at work in thirty minutes! Tsuna felt horrified. She didn't have time for a shower or anything else. It took her twenty-five minutes to make it to work. Of course she had to walk. She ran to her closet and changed her cloths real fast. She went into the bathroom and pulled her hair up into a quick bun. She looked helplessly at the paint on her skin. She would have to fix it at work. She slipped on her gloves.

Running into her living room she grabbed her purse and ran outside. She cursed when she realized she forgot shoes. She ran back inside and put them on. Running back outside she nearly tripped. It was raining. Fuck it. She put her purse over her head and ran.

What a great start to a beautiful day.

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Tsuna ran into the front door panting. She was soaked down to the bone. The place had just opened, so it was pretty much all old men drinking their coffee.

A few old men eyed her up and down. Haru came out of the back. "Hello! Where would you like to si- Tsuna! Are you okay." She grabbed Tsuna and pulled her into the back. Tsuna sputtered.

Once in the back Haru brought her to the staff locker room "Here let me see your clothes." Tsuna stood there awkwardly. She wasn't stripping in front of Haru.

Haru looked confused. "Are you shy desu?" Tsuna looked at her suspiciously.

"What am I going to change into?" Haru rolled her eyes. "We have a change of cloths for all the staff members in case something happens. I usually get ready here since I get up early. I have a some make up and hair stuff in here. She opened her locker and pulled it all out.

Tsuna raised an eyebrow. She's only came in here a few times before. She wasn't aware anyone actually used the lockers.

Haru left and came back with some cloths. "Here, change into these." Tsuna smiled gratefully. Haru smiled and left the room. Tsuna quickly changed. Setting her wet cloths to the side she grabbed Haru's hair dryer and plugged it in. She dried and hair and styled it into a clippie. Searching through the make-up back she pulled out some eye-liner. She quickly found a mirror and applied it.

Tsuna checked herself and scowled. She had paint on her face still. She tried to scrub it off with her wet shirt. After a while of scrubbing she was pretty sure she got it all off. She put all of Haru's stuff back into her locker. She nearly ran into Kyoko coming out.

"Oh! Hey Tsuna. What are you doing? Your supposed to be on the floor!" She grabbed Tsuna's arm and put a notepad and pen in her hand. Tsuna smiled at her and walked over to her side. The only people at her side where an old couple. She approached them smiling.

"Hello there, what would you like to drink?"

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Tsuna sat in her ally. It was near closing time once again. She was worn out. She had been running around since she got here. She took a puff of her cigarette. At least she had a bunch of tips today.

She paused as something moved in the corner of her eye. She glanced over. A small orange kitten was by the dumpster. It was digging through a pile of random trash by the dumpster. She wondered where it's mother was. As she was bending drown to sub out her cigarette it whirled around and hissed at her. She tilted her hand. It had a scar on it's chin like she did. She held out her hand. "Here kitty kitty." It stared at her a second before darting away. She blinked. Aw…

Tsuna stubbed out the cigarette and went back inside.

Kyoko came up to her and pouted. "Tsuna~ You got so many tables today!" Tsuna laughed. Kyoko shook her head. "Well, we still made about the same in tips."

Tsuna winked at her. "You know that just because we get a bunch of tables doesn't mean we get a bunch of tips. It helps, but still."

Kyoko snickered at her. "You know, you would have made a lot more if those old men wouldn't sit there forever drinking coffee." Tsuna giggled.

Tsuna scratched her neck. She glanced around. "Where's Haru?"

Kyoko motioned towards the tables. "She's taking care of stragglers."

Tsuna nodded and yawned. She caught sight of Haru and grinned. "Hey Haru, need some help cleaning up the tables?"

"Help would be welcome desu! I just got rid of the last customer and their kid made a mess all over the floor desu." Tsuna laughed and grabbed the broom from her.

"Here, I'll clean all the tables. Kyoko might need a hand in the kitchen though." Haru looked relieved and scampered to the kitchen. Tsuna called to her. "Hey, thanks for the help this morning!"Haru grinned at her and waved her off.

Tsuna turned to the mess on the floor. Now where to begin…

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