Hi guys, sorry this is not an update and to be honest I hate these kind of posts in the middle of stories, but I thought I would have to tell you.
I won't be updating this story for a while and I am not sure when I will find the strength to keep writing. You see, yesterday I found out that my older brother, who was born with a muscular dystrophia, was taken to intensive care after he had alerted his caretakers about breathing problems. His heart stopped shortly after the alarm went off, and when staff and police found hi, his heart had stopped. Today it was made clear that he will never wake up and as his muscular symptoms are as bad as they are, we do not plan to keep him alive, especially since they cannot measure any kind of brain activity whatsoever. He was also diagnosed to have pneumonia and blood poisoning.
As you can probably understand I am completely and utterly destroyed by this. I only poke to him on Friday and everything was normal, save his nasty cold, and now he is gone. I don't think I will be able to write anytime soon, even if the next chapters are all to only be edited, but I cannot stare at words at the moment, nor think clearly for it.
My only means of some comfort is that this happened very quickly, he did thankfully not suffer.
But as you can guess from this, it will take me quite some time to recover. I am still in shock and not sure why I am typing this out, but I guess parts of me wanted to alert you as to why I will be gone and not working. I will try to get back, writing does help me when something happens, but I neither my head or my heart will be in it for now.
Hope you all understand, and sorry for the tragic news.