Dallas, Texas

JR heard the bathroom door open and turned, his jaw dropping as Sue Ellen stood looking both elegant and sexy, she was the perfect woman and she was his wife. Although he wasn't finished changing his own clothes, he didn't care, standing and walking toward her, taking in every little bit of her appearance. "So beautiful", he whispered and she got shivers, it was as if every emotion he was feeling was conveyed in his voice. Sue Ellen looked into his eyes, ready to reply to his words, but instead, she was silenced by his lips covering hers and his tongue invading her mouth; he needed to kiss her, needed to touch her. One hand encircled her waist, pulling her even closer to him than she already was, untying the belt of her peignoir and revealing her nightgown in its full glory. His other hand moved down her back, lower than it had ever been before, but she was his wife now, he didn't have to stop and she didn't want him to stop. The way she felt as his fingers touched her skin was electric, she'd never felt this sensitive to such small actions before and she loved the way that her body was reacting to him; his touch felt good and she was so happy that he was hers, for the rest of their lives. It was freeing to not have to constantly remind herself of their boundaries, they were married, they could go all the way and it was acceptable, it was expected. They continued their passionate kisses and JR's hands roamed her body while he used the force of his own body to slowly move them back toward the bed. Sue Ellen thought he looked very sexy in his white shirt and boxer shorts, but she guessed that he'd look even sexier wearing nothing; her hands slowly unbuttoning the remaining buttons before she pushed his shirt off his shoulders and he moved his arms to let it fall to the floor. She broke their kiss for a moment, taking a small amount of time to look at him and take it all in; she wanted to remember these moments forever. It wasn't that she'd never seen him in his underwear before, or that they'd never spent the night together, but tonight was different, tonight she was actually allowed to think all of the impure thoughts she had about him, he was her husband, she still couldn't get over it, it was a novelty and she was enjoying it. JR wondered why she stopped kissing him, but when he looked at her, he knew; she was so young and innocent, it was actually sweet and nice to see her be so taken with the little details. In their brief pause, he took the time to look at her too, she was beautiful, but she was so shy sometimes, as if she didn't believe that she could ever affect him the way that she did. "I love you", he whispered before he kissed her again, he couldn't control himself, he was in love with her and he wanted every part of her, it was a deep attraction that he'd never felt with anyone else and he never wanted to feel with anyone else.

His hands moved to the straps of her nightgown, slowly sliding them down to reveal her chest and body, and Sue Ellen suddenly felt self-conscious again, he'd never seen her like this before and she didn't know how he'd react, she was deeply afraid of disappointing him. JR moved his kisses from her lips down her neck and toward her chest, slowly sliding her nightgown off in the process; Sue Ellen moaned as his lips touched her in her most sensitive areas on her neck and then in a completely new way when he reached her chest. It was already overwhelming and he'd barely even started on the list of ways he knew how to please a woman; JR laid her on the bed and kneeled over her, taking a moment to just look at her, it was the first time he'd ever seen her this way and he was not disappointed, she really was stunning. Sue Ellen always enjoyed when he was kissing her or touching her, but when he looked at her the way that he was now, she grew shy and self-conscious, the look in his eyes was a mixture of love and lust, and it was a little embarrassing and overwhelming for her knowing that she was the cause of his look. She couldn't believe that she was able to have that kind of effect on any man, especially one as powerful and experienced as JR Ewing, he was a man who could have any woman he wanted, and he'd chosen her. She covered her face with her hand as he continued to look her up and down, but JR slowly leaned down toward her, moving her hand out of the way and whispering to her that she was beautiful and she shouldn't be embarrassed.

She sat up a little and moved her hand around his neck, pulling his face closer to hers she kissed him passionately, his closeness and his words were overwhelming her senses and all she wanted to do was be close to him. She moved her hands across his chest and back as she kissed his neck and enjoyed the sounds and feelings of him reacting to her touch; it was nice to know that she had a similar effect on him that he had on her. She was becoming less and less nervous about the rest of the night; he was caring and loving, taking things as slowly to make her feel comfortable, she was sure that he wouldn't hurt her or make her do anything she didn't want to do. Her hands moved down his back as he pushed her back down toward the bed, hovering above her slightly, but not putting any of his weight on her; as her hand reached his lower back and moved further down, she realised that she hadn't actually looked down there yet and hadn't realised that he was still wearing his boxer shorts. She continued to kiss him as she hooked her thumbs on the waistband of his boxers and slid them down, waiting for him to kick them off; JR was relieved when she made the move to remove his underwear, their actions had made his boxers rather tight and uncomfortable. Sue Ellen felt him moving and then heard the sound of the fabric falling to the floor, she opened her eyes and pulled away from their kiss for a moment, taking a little time to look at him the way he had her. She was genuinely curious about the whole thing, she'd never actually seen a man this close before and it was all new to her; even when she and JR had been close, they'd always been dressed at least in underwear. This was her first time seeing a man's body in real life and it was slightly terrifying as she realised the size was a lot bigger than she'd imagined or read about in books. She was fairly innocent and naïve, she knew the biology of what was about to happen, but she didn't really understand it, she now realised why her mother had said it would be painful. Her thoughts must have been clear on her face because JR started to speak as she was still trying to process it all, "just relax darlin', I promise, we won't do anything that makes you uncomfortable". He'd had experience with virgins before and he knew exactly what was going on in her mind, he wanted her to know that it was going to be fine; they would take things slow and gentle and it wouldn't be as bad as she was thinking. He knew it wouldn't be that bad and she would eventually enjoy it, but he wanted her to know it and believe it before he went any further, he didn't want her to be upset on their wedding night. Slowly, he resumed kissing her, lightly touching her in all the right places and helping her relax; they had the rest of their lives to get it perfect, but for now, he just wanted her to be comfortable enough to actually want to do it.

To be continued…