A/N:Sorry for the delay on this one and thanks for the positive feedback y'all, hope you enjoy this chapter
Ronnie Anne was laying in her bed as she let out a huge sigh waiting for Sid to come back, she started slapping her forehead after realising how she felt for her best friend, as she took a pillow and covered her face with it to scream in frustration into it (Wow, nice going Ronnie Anne) she thought to herself (Ever since day one you had some feelings for her and you kept bottling it and moving on...but you just had to go for the kiss, at least Sid now won't be worried about our friendship) Ronnie Anne sighed deeply into the pillow, desperately hoping she could bottle those feelings and never think of them again, but as she tried to ignore them, she couldn't help but think of Sid and everything that happened just in the last 24 hours, the more she thought about her, the deeper she fell in love with her, her beautiful face and hair, and her smile...god that dang smile, seeing it on Sid's face didn't just cheer her up, it made her feel that everything will be ok, that nothing wrong can happen to her as long as that smile was on Sid's face, in a way, she found comfort in her smile, kind of like what she feels whenever her mother comforted her or when her dad was doing so when she had nightmares, maybe it was because Sid was surprisingly good to vent to, some people would describe her as childish and obnoxious but when Ronnie Anne needed someone to talk to she was always a great listener and comforter, she was patient with her, she hugged her, and she showed how much she cares about her, and perhaps that was the biggest reason she fell in love with her, she was someone she knew would always stick by her side and help her no matter what
"Is everything ok mother? Why do you seem bothered? I thought you liked that kiss" Breakfast bot asked curiously looking at Ronnie Anne with confusion making Ronnie Anne blush furiously, yes she enjoyed the kiss a lot but she shouldn't have, it was just supposed to be just a comforting kiss for Sid to assure her Ronnie Anne cares about her, she didn't think it'd awaken all her bottled feelings
"Well breakfast bot, that's a very good question, and the answer is simple, I shouldn't have enjoyed that kiss as much as I did" Ronnie Anne responded to the little bot who was just left more confused
"I do not understand how that is a bad thing" Breakfast bot said
"It's kinda complicated" Ronnie Anne responded
"Well are you gonna be ok?" Breakfast bot asked with concern in his tone making Ronnie Anne smile
"Yeah don't worry about me little bot, your mommy's pretty strong" Ronnie Anne said as she patted the bot's head to assure him before laying back on the bed thinking, the truth however was that she felt very anxious, she couldn't deny how she feels about Sid anymore and she doesn't want to hide it from her, but at the same time she didn't want anything to change for the worse between them, what if she doesn't feel the same way and rightfully rejects her? Ronnie Anne knew better than anyone she doesn't have the best emotional maturity, she couldn't imagine feeling heart broken or worse, mad at Sid for rejecting her, but if she did feel the same way...Ronnie Anne couldn't deny she'd be the happiest girl on earth
However, and as much as she loves taking risks, confessing to Sid was simply a one she couldn't take, not only because of the rejection but even if they got together she didn't want to commit to a full romantic relationship with Sid even as she gets older, she was scared things could get bad between them and a breakup would be devastating for their relationship, and Sid always talked about the cities they lived in, what if she moves to another city or even worse country and she would separate from her, after all, separating from someone you love so much is a feeling Ronnie Anne knew too well and didn't want to experience again...let alone cause Sid to experience that horrible feeling, sure it'd hurt a lot as friends, but it'd be a lot more devastating as girlfriends, all these thoughts circulated through her mind confusing her and giving her a small headache, she needed to talk to someone about this...but Sid was not an option this time, (I really hope Sid's doing better than me at the moment) she thought to herself as she sighed
Sid was running around the house frantically looking for somewhere to be alone, needless to say it was a difficult task in such a packed apartment, as Rosa was cooking in the kitchen with all of her luck charms surrounding her, Carl and CJ were watching lucha libre in the living room, eventually she saw the bathroom's door was open so she ran there as fast as she could bumping into poor Bobby who was reaching for the bathroom when Sid crashed into him and sent him flying thanks to her speed while she remain unfazed
"SORRY BOBBY!" Sid yelled apologising as she closed the door behind her with full force before taking a deep breath and trying to think calmly (OH MY GOD I'M IN LOVE WITH RONNIE ANNE! I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS!) Sid thought to herself (BUT I CAN'T BE IN LOVE WITH HER SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND! SHE JUST KISSED ME TO PROVE HOW MUCH SHE VALUES OUR FRIENDSHIP! HOW COULD THIS EVEN HAPPEN?! *Flashbacks to the events of the last 24 hours and how Sid felt about them* ...Ok maybe it wasn't a sudden thing...but even then I can't tell Ronnie Anne about this! She's the first true friend I ever had, SHE JUST KISSED ME TO PROVE HOW MUCH SHE CARES ABOUT OUR FRIENDSHIP! WHY DID OT HAVE TO BE RONNIE ANNE?! I MEAN SO WHAT IF SHE HAS A BEAUTIFUL FACE, CUTE HAIRSTYLE , PRECIOUS FRECKLES AND KNOWS HOW TO COMFORT ME, LISTEN TO ME , HELP ME WITH MY PROBLEMS AND JUST HELPED ME GET OVER MY BIGGEST INSECURITY BY SHOWING ME HOW MUCH SHE CARES FOR ME?! DOESN'T MEAN I HAVE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HER! STUPID SID STUPID SID!) She kept smacking her head feeling like an idiot for loving Ronnie Anne as more than a friend
(Ok let's calm down...let's calm down...I CAN'T CALM DOWN I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW I WAS INTO GIRLS! WHY DID I HAVE TO FIND THAT OUT THROUGH MY BEST FRIEND?!!!) Sid thought to herself as she tried her best to ignore those feelings and bottle them, she tried to stop thinking about Ronnie's bravery, compassion, soothing voice, strength...and the way she genuinely loves and cares about her...the more Sid thought about it it made sense why she fell in love with Ronnie Anne of all people, but she needed to process her thoughts at home as she couldn't think straight around Ronnie Anne
(I'll just turn down Ronnie Anne's offer politely and try to forget about her for a while...yeah sounds like a plan! I'll go back to mom, dad...and Adelaide...who knows me and Ronnie Anne kissed)
Sid immediately opened her phone and called her mom "Hey mom can I sleep over at Ronnie Anne tonight?"
"Sid? Sweetie is that you? Adelaide's squeal gave me a headache and I'm not sure of anything I hear, I wonder why she screamed like that, we tried to ask her but she was unconscious by the time she was don" Becca asked her daughter
Sid blushed slightly remembering the kiss, the kiss that made her realize everything at last, she pondered on whether she should tell her mother right there or not, especially since she needed someone to tell about this, but she ultimately decided not to, feeling unsure about how her mother would react, she just found out she's in love with her best friend so she has to process that first, unfortunately she'll be sleeping with Ronnie Anne tonight "Yeah mom it's me, can I sleep over at the Casagrandes tonight?" Sid asked
"What's wrong Siddy? Couldn't take staying in a room without K-pop?" Becca asked sarcasticly
"N-no! But Ronnie Anne invited me and I don't want to turn her down, please?" Sid asked as she refused to come back and deal with Adelaide's teasing especially after what she realized
"Fine fine, I mean you just snuggled with her yesterday so what's the difference? Just don't move in with her ok? Your bed costs a lot you know and I don't want it to go in waste" Becca answered her daughter sarcasticly
"Ok mom thanks! Love you!" Sid said to her mother.
"Love you too Sidumms, stay safe, oh hey! Adelaide's waking up, now I could ask her what-"
"OK MOM BYE!" Sid said as she hung up the phone quickly
"Alright, we'll just have dinner, talk and humor each other, and then sleep normally, that's it" Sid said to herself strictly assuring herself nothing will stimulate her feelings for Ronnie Anne and make her do something stupid
Sid then exited the bathroom and went back to Ronnie Anne's room noticing she was laying on her bed and staring at the ceiling zoning out "Hey Ronnie Anne" Sid said surprising Ronnie Anne who just noticed her entering the room
"Oh Sid! Sooo what did they say?" Ronnie Anne asked
"Yeah I'm sleeping over, just give me a sleeping bag so I could sleep here" Sid replied
"Oh sure let me just look for...oh no..." Ronnie Anne said in a frustrated tone "Sorry Sid I let Casey borrow my only sleeping bag for a while so I don't have any" Ronnie Anne said
(Ok Sid this is a slight little obstacle, you know what to do, just tell her you're sleeping on the couch for the night) Sid thought to herself before speaking "It's ok, your bed seems to have some empty space, I'll just sleep in it with you" Sid said confidentially (WHAT THE *BEEP* WAS THAT?! I JUST SAID I WOULDN'T DO SOMETHING STUPID!WHY DID I SAY THIS?! Ok calm down she could still refuse and tell me to sleep on the couch it's ok) Sid thought to herself as she sweated nervously while carrying a smile
The offer made Ronnie Anne blush and her eyes widened, the thought of sleeping with Sid made her go insane, she wanted with all her heart to say yes but she had to ignore her feelings for Sid and move on, and sleeping with her will not be helping at all (Ok just say no and tell her she could sleep on the couch because her bed isn't as big as it looks) Ronnie Anne thought to herself before responding "Alright then! We'll sleep together on must bed!" (*Beep* me)
"Ok cool" Sid responded with a slight smile trying to hide her frustration
"Cool" Ronnie Anne said with a sheepish smile
(This is gonna be one heck of a night) Both girls thought to themselves
The rest of the night went on normally till dinner, as both girls had eyes staring at them from a certain little boy with a devilish grin, Carlota noticed it and found it a bit questionable
"What's wrong Carl? moved on from Lori and got a crush on another older girl out of your league?" Carlota whispered teasingly
"Oh please as if, Sid is already taken either way anyway" Carl responded making Carlota confused
"What do you mean?" Carlota asked with great curiosity and half closed eyelids. Carl giggled evily and whispered something into Carlota's ear that made her audibly gasp and look at Sid and Ronnie Anne with a huge smile
"This food is delicious Mrs.Casagrande but I don't think I can eat a fourth dish" Sid said finishing what was in fact her third dish, as much as she loved what her parents would cook for her or some fast food at times she had to admit Rosa's food was on another plane of deliciousness, she easily munched on the first dish from how good it was making Rosa feel proud of herself, the second was gone almost as fast and the third satisfied Sid completely
"Well I'm glad you enjoyed it Siddy, it's not even I get to cook for other cute little sweet kids like you" Rosa said as she pinched Sid's cheeks as Ronnie Anne chuckled at the sight making Sid blush
"I'm glad your parents don't mind you staying over for dinner" Rosa said after letting go of Sid's face
"Oh that's because I'm sleeping over" Sid simply responded prompting Carlota and Carl to look at each other with wide eyes and shipping weird smiles
"Really? But Ronnie Anne didn't Casey borrow a sleeping bag yesterday?" Carlos asked
"Oh yeah, we're just gonna...uhhhhhh" Ronnie Anne said as she tried to tell her family where Sid would sleep but was worried they'd assume things, so she stayed frozen on saying "uhhhh" for a minute before Sid realized it making her blush and pull Ronnie Anne from the table
"Sooo we're just gonna go now thanks for the meal later!" Sid said as she pulled Ronnie Anne and ran into their room as fast as she could crashing into Bobby and sending him flying and making him scream the goofy scream as he was just finally recovering from the last crash and going to the table for dinner
"SORRY AGAIN BOBBY!" Sid yelled as she went to Ronnie's room with her and closed the door behind them while the rest of the Casagrandes watched with confused expressions except for Carlota and Carl who watched with grins on their faces
"Thanks for that Sid, sorry for freezing there I just didn't want them to get the wrong idea, you know how overdramatic they can get" Ronnie Anne said rubbing the back of her head and looking at the ground
"No problem, just doing my part as your best friend" Sid said with a small smile before both girls noticed they were holding hands when Sid was pulling her, prompting both to blush furiously
"Sooo, wanna play some Dragon ball fighterz?" Ronnie Anne asked as she and Sid hesitantly let go of of each other's hands
"S-sure, why not? I mean I might finally try someone else than teen Gohan, even though he's so dreamy, why can't more boys be like him?" Sid answered slightly gushing over the fictional character
"Hehe, you dork, let's go" Ronnie Anne said as she and Sid ran to the console to begin their fun night together
A/N: That's it for now, hope y'all enjoyed the chapter and sorry again for the delay