Heyyy! I've missed you guys so much! For weeks I've been thinking about Aya x Mika but couldn't spare a single ounce of a second to type anything. I still have hw and other stories due but this time my ambition is stronger lol (or my desperation in the least). Don't know how long I can make this chapter but I really wanted to post something—after this I can guarantee another chapter during Spring break ;) (insa)
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Atashi no dark side: Hey! I'm glad my fic can provide some motivation and I hope it inspires you too-but nonetheless there's no harm in trying! I think the site could use some nice KonaHyuu fics since the ones I've read are a bit more or less OCC. You're right, writing those scenes are super embarrassing-even I struggle with that. This fanfic has to be the only one that's a little more descriptive than the rest of my fics & yet it's nothing compared to what goes on in my mind. (I'm getting there XD) You can start out brief then write more detailed when you get comfortable with it. Anyhow, best of luck & thanks for the review!
Mysteriouskiddy: Thanks! Wow, to me AyaMika occurred as a coincidence and I loved the idea so much that I had to produce a story lol. You're close, Mikage will accept his feelings very soon (maybe in this chapter if you look at it in a way :P) Awesome question! I never thought anyone would ask: Teito will most definitely make an appearance sometime in this fic—it'll really spike things up for Aya-tan that's for sure. Honestly, I've been desperately waiting for that moment. (PS I already have those scenes written out, way before these ones). Thanks again for the review!
Disclaimer &Warning in first chapter people.
Chapter 12:
Mikage didn't spare a second and turned around after his decision. 'Maybe it's about time I return to the room.' He thought staring at the ceiling once before officially walking towards the door.
"You'll have to excuse me because I'm not the slightest bit interested in dancing with you." The blond stopped dead in his tracks when his brain processed the words Ayanami had just spoken. He even heard the women gasp and automatically swerved his body to face the pair. Before the blond could properly even compromise the situation, the silverette's physique hovered over him and snatched his wrist tightly, much to his surprise. The next minute he allowed himself to be dragged across the chambers of the room and into the hall by a dejected Ayanami-san.
"Ow…it kind of hurts Ayanami-san…" Mikage presumably stated, hoping to be freed from his iron grip. Absurdly enough that only tempted the elder to squeeze harder causing the teen to shut his eyes once. "Nh!" As soon as they turned the corner the younger was slammed against the wall with his wrist. "Ouch! That really hurts… what's the matter…?" He frowned at the other's arbitrary actions.
Ayanami brought his face much closer, eyes still carrying bitterness. "Does it hurt?" He tightened the fingers around the younger's wrist enough to break it. "Tell me, does it hurt more than the pain I'm feeling?" The blond's face evidently showed signs of not following on the same wavelength. "From this moment on, never speak for me again, do you understand?" The elder continued. That wasn't the reason he was mad though. "However I'm very curious to know what fostered you to assume that I would have any desire at all to dance with her?"
Mikage averted his hazel eyes to the ground. 'That's right why did he say that? Was it because he knew he had no chance against her? Chance against what?'
Sure, he couldn't comprehend the reason why the other was so aggravated or why he felt self-conscious but he was well aware that if he didn't free himself now, he'd have a fractured wrist tomorrow. The blond groaned as he had his free hand encircled around the larger gloved hand, his efforts to break free futile though.
"Why…are you so mad…? I don't understand." Mikage mouthed, cautiously choosing his words and eyeing his hands. Ayanami narrowed his eyes on the teen further as his brows knitted even closer to one another. The chief realized that unless he spelled it out, the teen would remain helplessly clueless.
"How dare you call her beautiful? Listen to me carefully: there is no one in this world worthy of being expressed as beautiful as you. And if there is, I will never accept that." He emphasized seriously on every word like it was poison, closing the gap between their faces to only a few centimeters. In fact, had it been another language it could have easily been misinterpreted as a threat. But, because it wasn't a foreign language, Mikage's heart sank in his chest; wide eyes gazing at the other's unwavering ones.
'I can never understand what or how he thinks…' The blond resolved once more. "I…I'm sorry." He apologized despite the prolonged pain in his wrist. Albeit Ayanami did have him convinced that all of this was indeed his fault. "I won't do that again…so please…let go…?" Mikage sincerely pleaded. Ayanami granted him mercy and let go of the wrist but not entirely. Overlooking the red waves outlining the teen's wrist, he abolished any sort of space between them and generously kissed the younger's thin lips. Mikage accepted the gesture and tried his best to respond to it as his head was being pushed into the hard wall. He immediately noted their location upon that and involuntarily shifted away from the kiss. If someone found him in such an intimate position with their Ayanami-sama or Chief Executive, there'd be no telling of the consequences. He would most definitely be jailed and who knows what felony Ayanami would be charged against…
"Um, can we…go back to the room first…?" The younger requested consciously. The question was a simple one, however Mikage found himself fearing to mouth every word of it. Perhaps it was because he could never truly predict the other's reaction to it? Would Ayanami get angry for stopping in the heat of the moment? No, the silverette arched back at once and led them to their room without a single word, holding on to the same wrist yet significantly kinder this time.
As soon as they entered the room Ayanami locked the door and backed them up to the bed. The blond fell backwards and landed on the foot side of the bed, sitting patiently as he watched the elder loom over him to pick up from where they left off. As the silverette's knee sank into the bed ready to climb up, Mikage shifted further into the bed as well, leaning on his wrists and keeping up with the other's tongue at the same time. The elder forced his tongue to occupy every corner of the smaller mouth as he pushed Mikage's back onto the mattress, his desire screaming into the younger.
In hopes to confer a comfortable position, Mikage flicked his wrist to bring his arms over him but wished he never executed that. "Agh!" He abruptly sat up again wrapping his fingers over the bruised wrist and clutching it close to his chest. Before now he hadn't had a chance to notice how swollen the wrist was. He really didn't want to imagine what kind of strength Ayanami possessed when he was seriously enraged. Wait, like this wasn't serious enough?
"Is it painful?" The silverette asked the obvious. The teen nodded his head in response. Like on some sort of cue, the elder moved away, off the bed and out the door in the next two minutes flat. Mikage only stared at him as he left, oblivious as usual to how his mind worked. The room was silent still again. The cruise was on its way back to the Army base but it would still be another few days before they officially arrived. Personally, as much as this had been a luscious experience the blond couldn't wait to get home. Back to his dorms, back to everyone else and back to his family, even if he wasn't able to visit them for quite a while now. Being in this foreign room and space for more than long enough just felt like a stranded shaft to him.
The door swung open again and Ayanami walked in with a first aid kit and an ice pack. "Here, cool it with this first," He handed the cool ice pack to the teen. Mikage obliged and then watched the other take a seat beside him and open up the kit to unroll the white dressing. "Now show me your wrist." He firmly took the younger's wrist and bent it backwards a bit causing the victim to twitch in agony and automatically pull away.
"Ah! That's painful—!"
Ayanami refused to release the hand and kept his fingers locked, intertwined with the other's fingers. "It's alright," He spoke in a consoling tone hoping to convince the blond. "It's not broken." He told as he peeled off the younger's glove and began massaging the area benevolently before slowly wrapping the dressing tape over and over. Mikage sat there trying to relax as he watched the silverette engrossed in the task.
"I really can't fathom why you act so mindlessly sometimes…" Ayanami thought out loud, almost offending the teen. Even so his point was well taken. It reminded the teen of the time he rescued Teito on a whim without worrying about himself for a single second, or like when he attempted to protect Jio and ran from the soldiers in spite the rules and even now for being on this cruise in the first place.
While he was busy reflecting on his actions, the chief brought his band-aided wrist to his lips and kissed it like a charm. The blond noted the gesture almost suddenly and felt his heart skip a beat. The elder's lips then pressed on the back of his hand, next on his bare knuckles, and then all the way to the tip of his fingers. Once again Mikage found himself only capable of staring and feeling a certain déjà vu creeping on to him. It was the complex feeling of liking the other then fearing him and yet warming up to him again with gestures such as these.
"Your response?" Ayanami's composed voice scattered his introspection. The blond snapped at the gaze directed towards him.
"Um…response…?" The teen felt pressured to search the perimeters of his memory banks to recall anything the other had recently spoken which acquired any type of 'response.'
"Will you accept my feelings?" It came out more like a statement than a question. Something in his tone of voice indicated that the elder was only willing to hear one answer, the answer he wanted to hear. Finally reminiscing the whole event, Mikage's eyes trailed to the ground in thought. 'What was taking him so long to answer when the reply was so apparent?'
"There's no one in this world more beautiful than you." Ayanami's prior words rung between his ears again leading to a small blush to form under his cheeks.
"Ano…but… Wouldn't this be against the academy…and—and the age difference—?" The blond was silenced immediately by the chief's long two fingers pushing against his lips, looking rather impatient suddenly.
"Mikage-kun," Ayanami pronounced his name with a coaxing pitch. "Yes, or no?"
'Damn, I wish I had his boldness! Does he even care about the situation we'll be in—no more like the predicament we're already in. But then again…can you control who you fall in love with…?'
"Yes…" The teen decided to give into his intuition. He was soon caught off guard by the elder's following smirk of satisfaction as anticipation danced in his purple eyes, watching the blond affectionately.
The silverette kissed his hand one last time before gently grazing the silhouettes of his face with his fingers. "You've made the right decision. Stay by my side and I'll promise you anything."
"Ayanami-San…"
"One last fact, burn this into your skull: from now on I'm never letting you go. You're mine, do you hear?" The elder declared. Mikage inwardly chuckled at this childishly possessive side. While normally the seriousness of the obsessive words should be questioned by anyone yet the younger inevitably thought they were cute in a way.
"Roger that," Mikage smiled still holding back his flattered laugh. Ayanami smiled back before connecting his lips with the other's again while crawling on top and striping him of his clothing, leaving only his unbuttoned collar shirt which slacked off his small shoulders. Breaking the kiss for a brief moment to appreciate the younger, Ayanami backed away a few centimeters to gaze at the breathless blond under him who was clutching unto his shoulders.
"Aesthetic…" The silverette breathed as his eyes roamed every inch of the exposed body. Mikage blinked and turned a darker shade of red at that comment.
"Please don't stare like that." Mikage was still making an effort to get used to always being in such a position and as usual it was harder said than done. The elder tore away Mikage's hands from his face and pecked at his neck, then trailed to his collar bones and sternum while his thumbs teased both his nipples. The younger breathed hard as he clutched on to the silver hairs of the chief. "Ah…nh!" After biting and sucking for a good five minutes, Ayanami arched back and removed his upper garments too, dropping them unto the floor and finally feeling the heat. When he inched closer to Mikage again he set his eyes on only one region of the blond that was twitching helplessly. The elder spread the other's thighs wide enough to take him in his mouth.
"Uwa! Wai—hah…" Mikage was expecting the least. Ayanami distracted the teen by caressing his hands over the sides of his waist and hips while he relieved him down there. "Aya—I can't hold any long—ah!" Mikage moaned as the silverette moved away and replaced his mouth with his hand on the younger's member as he watched him climax.
'Hmph, with this, I've seen everything.' The chief gratified his angle of view as he licked his thumbs. Without wait, he reached across the bed to pull out a tube of peach-scented lube that he had ordered this morning. Pouring more than half of the substance onto his hands, he poked Mikage's entrance.
"Er, it's kind of cold…" the teen trembled.
"Just relax. You'll get used to it." Ayanami comforted effortlessly as he easily slipped his middle finger inside.
To Be Continued…
Nooo! Don't stop yet!- I bet that's what all y'all are thinking right? XD Sorry guys, I really hate to stop in the middle of their juicy intimate most lovely bonding scene but I just have to T_T. Dont worry this is exactly where we'll pick up next time bcoz they're not done yet. Okay gotta run now, my eyes look like those of zombies—should call it a day now. Do me the biggest favor and please REVIEW! XS Thanks again for reading!