Yay it's summer! Screw the heat, but cheers for the days off! Hm…speaking of which I started this fic last summer didn't I? Wow, where does time fly to? Anyhow it's been a while- here's the next chapter! Enjoy!

P.S. Very tiny Spoiler/recap from Episode 1

Disclaimer & Warning: head back to first chapter.

No reviews this time? )': I'm lonely here people…

Chapter 13:

"Er, it's kind of cold…" the teen trembled at the cold cream being poured into the opening in his back.

"Just relax. You'll get used to it." Ayanami comforted effortlessly as he easily slipped his middle finger inside. As the elder wriggled his finger back and forth, Mikage curled his toes and clenched the bedsheets at the unfamiliar pleasure. In no time the silverette added another finger and then the third evoking moans and gasps from the younger every time. While the blond was in his own world being toyed by the elder, he passed a quick glance to the clock on the side wall.

'Anytime now.' Ayanami sneered at the clock as the thought followed. He replaced his fingers with the main thing and captured the blond's lips once more to calm his breathing in case it suddenly spiked up from the sudden thrusts. While he was at it, he also began planting kisses on the younger's face scar, neck and sternum. "Mikage-kun, open your eyes."

Mikage hesitated but painfully cracked them open giving the elder the attention he wanted. "Hmn…"

"I love you." Ayanami reminded once again in a coaxing voice as his face was buried in the small chest.

"…ack, I …" From his tone of voice, it seemed like the silverette was expecting to hear something in return too so the teen tried saying it back, meaning it at the same time but couldn't muster the strength to speak just yet.

…

Slow footsteps turned the corridor and were walking calmly towards the second to last door at the very end of the ship's hallway. Incidentally this room also happened to be that of Ayanami and Mikage's. However, Yufuin was unaware of that as he grew closer to the room. All he knew was that he was summoned to be at this room at this particular time.

Flashback:

Yufuin was standing idly when all of a sudden his phone began ringing and thus he immediately attended to it.

"Hello?" He asked the unknown number.

"Yufuin S?"

"Yes… Who is this?"

"If you wish to see Mikage, come to the room 2-X, second floor at 22:00." That was all the voice said before canceling the call all together leaving a puzzled Yufuin.

'What did this have to do with Mikage…? I hope he's not in trouble or anything.'

End of Flashback.

As Yufuin neared the room, his trail of thought was disturbed by incoherent noises coming from the oncoming direction. Curiously he kept walking, stepping closer and closer to the sounds.

"Ah! Wai…hah…" Someone panted. The brunette was only a few steps from the ajar door of his designated room and reflexively peered into the room from the small gap of the door. If he was holding something in his hands he would've surely dropped it as he let out a small gasp. He stared at the scene before him: On the bed, Ayanami was sitting with his back leaning against the bed post and Mikage who was facing him was in his lap riding on top of him with his back turned to the door. The blond had his arms hooked onto the elder's shoulders crying as the silverette was biting into the flesh of his collarbone. As he watched Ayanami's eyes fixated on the teen, he almost jumped when those same lavender eyes shot up to his gaze and met eyes with him. The chief lifted his head slightly just so that his smirk was visible to Yufuin before thrusting into Mikage again who was completely oblivious to the situation.

On that cue he couldn't believe his wide eyes and even tumbled a few steps back hitting the wall with a thump. 'No way…so they're really in that …kind of relationship…Tch! That Ayanami—he planned this whole thing deliberately. How dare he use Mikage like that.' Yufuin clenched his teeth and brushed the hair off his forehead.

"Ah! A-Ayanami-san… hold on—did you hear something…?" Mikage opened his eyes automatically at the sound and turned his gaze towards the door.

"I'll check, stay here." Much to his discomfort yet inevitability, Ayanami freed himself from the teen and pulled on a bath robe before heading out of the room closing the door shut behind him. He glanced at his expected guest. "So you really came. Now, if you have anything close to a conscience then I don't have to make myself clear. Mikage is mine, don't ever come near him again."

Yufuin frowned at that declaration. He honestly didn't expect this much from 'the Ayanami.' 'I guess it proves how little people know about his true nature despite his military persona.'

"And…what if I do?" Yufuin regretted asking every word of that question however let his boldness take over him this once.

Ayanami stared at him for a split second not anticipating such a question but then initiated a smirk admiring his courage. "I'll kill you." The silverette answered with a radiant yet murderous smile that caused the other to stare in horror wondering how much truth was actually behind the sentence.

"E-excuse me." Yufuin, as if struck by a bolt of lightning, staggered away from the room and hall without a second glance backwards. The chief exhaled in accomplishment before re-entering his room.

"Was it…someone outside?" Mikage sat at the same spot on the bed, face still red and embarrassed at how easily he got swept away earlier while he clutched his shirt from the center as it came down his shoulders.

"Nope, just the wind." The elder answered as he cruised over to the bed appreciating the sight and gave his new lover another kiss. It was so tender and sweet Mikage felt like he could forever melt into that moment. Did love really feel like this? Suddenly he felt no regrets whatsoever. "Put some clothes on before you catch a cold." He demanded glimpsing at the open windows of their room that invited cold breezes of the night.

"Mm, actually I think I'll take a quick bath first, if that's okay."

"Do as you may." The elder simply stated heading for the closet for a change of clothes as well. Mikage smiled and did as he saw fit before retiring for the night.

'That smile belongs to me alone. I won't let anyone come in between it ever.' Ayanami vowed to himself, eyes turning a deeper shade.

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The Next Day:

'I can just hope Mikage is in…' Yufuin nervously showed up in front of their room again and hesitated knocking the door. 'Dammit just knock already!' He finally gathered the strength to raise his fist and knock the door but before he even reached the wood, the door swung open. 'Ah!'

"Ore, hey there Yufuin-sempai! I haven't seen you for a while. What's up?" Mikage opened the door to exit but was confronted by Yufuin.

"Mi…Mikage," Yufuin was a little astonished at his good luck to have run into Mikage and not Ayanami. "Boy, am I glad to see you."

"Is something the matter? You seem concerned."

"Ah, no well…Mikage, what exactly is your relationship with Ayanami-sama?"

"Huh? Where did that come from? I told you it's nothing special, I'm just a subordinate—that's all." The blond frankly answered waving his hand.

"Stop lying!" Yufuin startled the other teen with the sudden pitch in his voice.

"Wha…are you talking about?" Mikage's defense only caused the brunette to click his tongue and open his mouth to speak but was stopped by a tall figure coming in sight from the corner of his eyes. Yufuin rotated his face a bit further to recognize the figure as Ayanami, who on the other hand was arrogantly fixed on his own path and hadn't noticed the pair yet.

As if a subtle bold part of Yufuin wanted revenge, he impulsively grabbed the blond's shoulders and forced a kiss on the other's surprised lips just in time for Ayanami to look up. Yufuin kept an eye on the silverette's priceless expression which was one of utter shock while Mikage immediately backed away noticing his lover too.

"Ayanami-san?!"

The chief's rationality cracked on the spot as he marched over to them instantly and strangled Yufuin against the corridor wall by the neck, literally choking him. Or at least he would had if Mikage didn't had the time to gather the situation and react.

"Wait, Ayanami-san, you can't! You'll kill him!" The younger tugged one of the silverette's large arms.

"So be it." Ayanami declared apathetically. Normally, one wouldn't think that a person could seriously be killed in such a way over a grudge as this. However, Mikage had no doubt that Ayanami wouldn't do it and on the spot too. He had to do something quick, but what? Changing the elder's mind had to be the hardest thing ever.

"Uhm! It…it was only an accident!" The blond attempted to come up with the best excuse he could render.

"What is going on here?!" A security guard rushed towards them with a whistle. "Stand back at once!" He ordered.

"I'll deal with you later." Ayanami finally released his grip on the younger and let him fall, dragging Mikage back into their room and straight to the bathroom after slamming the door. Yufuin just sat their panting for his life. The elder harshly freed Mikage in front of the bathroom sink and mirror.

"Rinse your mouth this instant." He demanded. Mikage found the demand unreasonable but obliged anyhow since it didn't appear as though the other would take 'no' for an answer. The silverette stood behind him clenching his fists as the earlier scenes replayed in his head. 'What was this abysmal feeling of anger? No he was experiencing something even deeper than anger…Was the blond going to betray him like this? See him be taken away by another guy that didn't even come close to him in any comparison? He had power, wealth, status and looks—everything.' The chief decided to break his introspection before he completely lost it and yanked Mikage 180 degrees, smacking a kiss onto his wet lips, ultimately slipping his tongue in as well. Ayanami emphatically coursed through his whole mouth as he arched over the younger, whose neck was stretched all the way up. Soon the lack of air started to make the teen's knees wobble and push away from the elder.

"Gah…Ayanami-san, hold on…" Ayanami backed away but much to Mikage's short-lived relief, he briskly cupped the teen's face again and rotated it his way. "Ayanami-san?" The blond called out, unclear of the emotions that were held behind those purple eyes.

"How could you do it? How dare you let him kiss you?" The last sentence was spoken more aggressively then the first as the silverette accused.

"No—"

"No?!" The chief was certainly beginning to frighten the other. "Are you claiming what I witnessed was my delusion?"

Mikage averted his eyes and quietly answered: "No…" For some reason, if not already, Ayanami really broke a nerve now. He threw the teen onto the hard bathroom floor and roughly stripped him of his clothing much to the blonde's halfhearted protests. Taking a bathroom rag, he tightly cuffed the teen's lithe wrists with the foot of a stand and raped him for hours. At one point also having him use his mouth once…

…

'Ouch…it hurts…really,' Were the only thoughts that circled around Mikage's conscience as he lay there on the cold tiled floor, forced to stay awake. Somehow this was tenfold as painful as the first time he was raped (and by the same person not to mention); maybe because they had just done it last night for the first time in a long while. 'How many hours has it been?' Or are the minutes just dragging on longer to torture him? His jaws were killing him and so was his arms and legs, back and—actually it would be credulous to include his whole body to that list.

'Did he deserve it?' The younger didn't know the answer to that and so just closed his teary eyes to focus on the cold floor grazing his cheek.

Meanwhile Ayanami was stomping down the hall dialing a secret number from his phone. When the call finally connected he immediately spoke. "I have a job for you. Name: Yufuin S. Rank: First Regiment. Height: approximately 170 cm*. Hair color: Dark brown. Badge number: 5. Inform me if you need any other information." The chief concluded. He waited for approval from the other side before hanging up. "Thanks."

[Hint: that's probably the last you'll see of Yufuin. 0.0]

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After much effort, Mikage picked himself up and wiped himself before searching for his scattered clothes. The blazer and trousers were safe but the collared shirt apparently appeared subtly torn as if it was roughly handled. Luckily for him that shirt was underneath the blazer and thus it would hide all the distress until they arrived back home in another day. He cautiously came back to the main room wondering if the elder was still around but gratefully he wasn't. Heaving a sigh of relief, he staggered over to lay down on the bed ignoring the cries of his sore muscles. 'Ah, I never thought the simple sensation of a bed would feel this heavenly.' The blond allowed himself to sink into the mattress.

The room was silent excluding the crashing of the ocean waves outside which for the most part was ignored by him. As usual, he let his mind wander. 'I thought being in the academy after Teito's escape was like being caged but this is way more suffocating. Stuck on a ship, in the middle of an ocean with nowhere to turn to, no one to talk to.' That last thought caused him to sigh again and thus he decided to change his trail of thoughts. Eventually Ayanami emerged in his mind.

'He's always so composed and cold, yet even he can lose it like that…and when he does, it's not on a normal level anymore.' Subsequently the teen almost laughed at himself when a particular flashback made way in to his mind.

Flashback:

"Who was that guy who casted the zaiphon back there?" Teito asked while he lay on the top bunk bed in the dorms.

"You mean Chief Ayanami?" Mikage responded while examining his twisted wrist on the bed below.

"Ayanami?"

"Yeah, they say he's nuts. Who knows how many thousands of people he's killed!" The blond laughed climbing up to Teito's bed before officially taking refuge there for that whole night.

End Of Flashback.

Those were indeed some good times—and Teito's embarrassed face after that was hilarious too! Even so, that time he was the one to call Ayanami nuts so why was he surprised now? Was it because he wanted to believe in all the gentle kisses they shared?

*170 cm = 5'7''

To Be Continued…

Poor Mika as always, well that's what happens when you have a psycho person who killed his own entire family for a boyfriend lol XD.

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