Kylo woke with a cry of pain. He gasped loudly, trying to recollect his thoughts on what he just witnessed. Was it real? He looked around and he was in his room, there sparks of the destroyed wall behind him. He felt light headed the more he thought of what happened.

He hurt Rey and the voice was responsible for triggering him, but the question is whose voice was it? It doesn't matter now, he needed to calm down.

Kylo stood up and felt himself scanning over his entire room. His helmet was sitting were he last saw, the wall was destroyed from his temper tantrum, everything is as it was when he came back from the meeting.

He must've passed out, oh god he hoped so much that he drifted off to sleep. There was no way Kylo could live with himself if he actually did what he dreamed about. If he ever hurt her in such a way he wouldn't want to live, no one could hurt her and that meat himself too.

Without hesitation he headed straight to the bridge, but of course he equipped his helmet and lightsaber before leaving his room, it wasn't common for him to show his face to the whole First Order.

He entered in a calm fashion, originally he was looking for Hux, but he realized that he wasn't there so he assumed this is after he had been done with Hux's behavior towards him and everyone.

"Supreme Leader." He was greeted by several authority. Kylo brought his attention to the next in command, to take over from Hux, well he assumed he would.

"General Barok." He seemed to have snuck up on the general, the man had spun around after hearing those words down his back. Barok slightly smiled to cover up his fear.

"Yes Supreme Leader?" Kylo sensed the generals fear, he had no reason to be afraid. If he wasn't like Hux then he should be fine.

Kylo looked out into the large window that allowed them to see what was happening."Have we sent out any ships to head to the resistance base?"

Barok shook his head," We haven't since the attack General Hux had sent out, you also have made it painfully clear that you wanted orders to go through you before they were put into action."

So it was a dream? What kind of horrid nightmare was he having, it hurt him even more now that he knew he was dreaming. How dare he hurt the one person who understood him, the one woman who did not fear him the way others did. This was a clear awakening for him and it killed him to think this, he needed to keep distance from Rey.

He feared he would actually do something like that again, but this time it would be real and there would be no second chances.

"Sir, are you okay?" Even with his helmet on, General Barok could see the unsettled state Kylo was currently in.

Kylo glanced at the general before turning on his heel and leaving the bridge, if he knew one thing at that moment, it was that he needed to limit any contact with Rey if not that then completley eliminate any contact.

XX

Rey watched as Finn trained where they had been at days prior. He was using a wooden stick against standing logs. It was the best replacement for a lightsaber. She could sense his determination, yet along side that was anger towards himself.

Finn wanted so much to live up to the Jedi name but if Rey were to be completely honest with him, there was no point. Having any type of force user alive or around only made them a target, especially since the First Order is still around.

If she taught him what Luke passed down to her then he would have to live the rest of his life as a force user, who knows what is also out in the galaxy hunting down force users. Thats the last thing she would want for either of them.

Rey sighed and walked started towards him. Someone needed to initiate a conversatiom between the two. Finn was aware that Rey had waken and was healing but he made no motives to see or talk to her. He feared she would not forgive him for what he had done. He didn't think she wanted to see him but he was wrong.

Suddenly Rey stumbled forward a bit, a force from behind ran into her feet. She heard the all too familiar beeping of BB-8. The round droid was excited to see one of his greatest friends. He hadn't seen her since the fire fight.

"Easy there BB-8,"Rey laughed and attempted to lean down to greet him. It came with a sharp pain jolting through her shoulder and down her back. She groaned and stood back up straight, it felt like the scab and dried over wound was tearing.

BB-8 gave a concerned beeping noise as he looked up at her." Yeah I know, definitely wasn't a good idea." Rey smiled through her pain."It is good to see you too, I was just coming to see Finn."

BB-8 turned and started towards the man Rey was originally walking towards."Yeah I know, he hasn't tried to talk to me since that day."

"No, I know he didn't mean to hit me." Rey and droid strolled along the dirt road to get to their friend and had a small conversation while at it. BB-8 was just filling her in on everything that was going on while she was passed out. Of course she knew but did not want to hurt her little droids feelings.

She stopped only a couple feet from Finn, he had his back to hurt while he was swinging madly at the log. He obviously was not even alert, anyone could've came up behind him and put him on his back quickly.

"Finn." Rey spoke up slightly quietly. No other nosies were heard, so you could clearly hear anyone speaking. She spoke up again but he refused to stop to speak with her. Rey looked down at BB-8, the droid gave an annoyed beep and suggested an option. She nodded and gestured for him to so it.

The small droid rolled up to Finn and ejected a little arm and shocked his calf until he yelped. He spun around panicked."BB-8 go away." He looked to Rey,"What?" Attitude contaminated his tongue and words as they left his mouth.

Rey let it slide and walked closer to Finn. He was sweating excessively, must've been out here for hours on his own, trying to avoid any living figure in the vicinity.

"No hug or anything? Not glad to see I am alive? Heard you have been distance from everyone, even Rose." Rey cocked her head at him as he took a big drink from his metal canteen.

"I didn't think you wanted to see me, besides everyone saw what I did." He put the canteen down and his gaze dropped to the ground."I almost killed you." That last part was barely audible.

"It was a misunderstanding, yes it hurt a lot and it still hurts. I can't lean over and I have to sleep on my stomach constantly, but it's going to be okay." Rey tried to give him a reassuring smile. He only frowned and didn't make eye contact.

"If that was supposed to make me feel better its not." Finn turned away and held the wooden stick like a staff." You were burned down to the muscle tissue in your shoulder, if it made it past that it could have down severe life long damage." He didn't even want to get into the details of where that would lead, it wa already too much to think about.

"And?" She stepped towards her friend. Nothing could ever break their friendship together, ever since they met on Jakku they knew they would become life-long friends. There wasn't anything in the universe that would make her change it."Stop feeling sorry for yourself and come to terms with your mistakes."

Finn looked up, he was a bit startled from her change in tone. He should know how she works, Rey wasn't one to tolerate this type of behavior.

"As you can see, I am here right in front of you. I am healing, slowly, but its still healing and I know I will be okay in time. Stop avoiding everyone." Rey crossed her arms only to feel that pain from earlier. She did her best to suppress the cry of pain but ultimately failed. Finn was by her side within seconds.

"Are you okay?"

She gave him a pained expression and nodded."I said it was still painful and not fully healed."

"I am sorry," His hand barely hover over her wrapped shoulder." I-I panicked when I saw how close he was to you."

Rey put her good arm on his shoulder. She needed to choose her words wisely. If any information was given to him about how close they really are, he would go insane, especially since his best friend had been tortured by Kylo.

"He was giving me one of his signature speeches of saying how I will turn." Rey lied easily, hoping he wouldn't catch on.

"To the darkside, you would never." He chuckled slighty. That made her feel better, definitely.

Rey shrugged and decided to continue the lie." I guess you could say I sensed and heard your battle cry to attack I only moved in the wrong direction."

"I will always feel guilty about it, I was the one shooting Chewie's crossbow." He frowned again.

"Its fine, how many times must I fogive you, but I think you should stop avoiding everyone." Rey smiled and gave him a smile."You have two people who really want to talk to you and tell you the same thing."

He smiled weakly," Yeah, I guess."

Shorter chapter sorry. Also tbh I killed Hix because I dont need a dirtbag general in the first order. I dont want any sabotaging or stuff like that. Also did I get anyone with that dream? XD