Hey! Omg it's been so long! TOO long and I really really apologize for this! I have a reason. My PC is so annoying and stupid! It hasn't been working for months now and my brother has been trying to fix it. He finally did it (we thought) so I could finally publish this chapter, but my PC is still not that good so everything takes 10 times longer to do… I might need a new one, so I don't know when I'll get the chance to post chapters, but I'm going to do my best. I really hope no one is mad at me and still wants to read the story. And I'm so sorry the other chapter ended that way! What a cliffhanger! But now you can finally read more. Hope you like it and I'm really sorry.
Enjoy
Chapter 3
Kurt looks down to see what interrupted them and frowns. He looks up at Blaine to see if he is just as confused as him. He doesn't. It looks like he is about to faint, but he tries to hide it. Kurt can easily see it though.
What's going on?
"Daddy, thirsty."
Kurt stops breathing. What did she just say to Blaine? No, he must have heard wrong, she didn't say daddy. No, Blaine isn't daddy. He's only 24 years old and gay! And it looks like the girl is like 4 years old!
Kurt looks at Blaine, but Blaine is smiling down at the girl, "Okay, honey, go get your brother."
Brother? What the hell?
"Tell me you are only babysitting, tell me she didn't call you daddy," Kurt says as soon as the girl is gone.
Blaine sighs, "Kurt…"
Kurt shakes his head, "No! I can't believe this."
"I'm sorry, I wanted to tell you, but-"
"You adopted two kids when you were 20?" Kurt asks, not believing this.
Blaine looks towards the playground when a voice calls for him and Kurt does the same. The same girl runs over again with a boy behind her. Both of them wrap their small arms around each of Blaine's legs and looks up at Kurt. Kurt smiles a little so they don't get scared, ignoring the pain in his chest.
For the first time he actually looks at the kids and he stops breathing once again. Hazel eyes, dark curly hair… Holy fuck!
"I need to go," Kurt mumbles and walks away. He can hear the little girl say something, but he doesn't turn around.
There has to be an explanation here, Blaine doesn't have kids! He just doesn't, he is way too young and he would have told Kurt.
He walks back to the apartment, his thoughts still running in his head. Blaine has tried to call him two times, but Kurt can't talk to him right now.
He closes the door after him and sighs, leaning against it. He closes his eyes, trying to breathe normally. It's hard though and he can feel the tears coming.
"Kurt, are you okay?" Quinn asks him and Kurt opens his eyes.
Kurt stands up straight, "Yeah, I'm fine."
He knows Quinn is going to ask more questions so he walks into his bedroom. He lies down on the bed and can smell Blaine on one of the pillows. A tear runs down his cheek. Stop it, you can't cry! You can't…
Kurt makes a strangled choked up cry before letting the tears run down his cheek. Why can't he be happy for more than five minutes? Why is there always something in the way? But the bigger question is Blaine. He has two kids around 4 years old and Blaine is only 24 years old…What about the other night? Is he married? To a girl? Does that mean he isn't gay? Has he been lying about that too?
Kurt isn't sure how long he cries, but he wakes up four hours later, exhausted. Blaine has texted him once asking to meet him tonight. Kurt sighs and throws the phone away, jumping slightly as it falls down on the floor. A little part of him hopes the phone is okay, but the other part doesn't care. Nothing matters anymore.
Xx
It's been a week now and Kurt hasn't left the bed since, just when he has to pee or trying to eat. The others are asking what is going on, but Kurt doesn't answer them.
A knock on the door wakes Kurt up and he sits up. He looks over at the door when it opens, but looks away when he sees Blaine coming in.
"What are you doing here?" Kurt mumbles angry and gets out of bed. Shit he must look horrible right now.
"You won't answer my calls or texts, so the only way to talk to you is by coming here."
Kurt walks into the bathroom and closes the door before Blaine can follow him. Kurt looks into the mirror and makes a disapproving face. He's a mess. His hair is everywhere, his eyes are red and his clothes look bad. He cleans up a little before walking out the door again.
"Fine, let's get this over with," Kurt says and sits down on the bed, leaning his back against the pillows.
Blaine stands in front of him and looks down at Kurt. Neither of them say anything. Kurt lifts an eyebrow, hinting Blaine to start talking.
Blaine sighs, "Okay, I need to explain."
"You think?" Kurt says and watches Blaine sit down on the bed too.
"You haven't exactly given me a chance," Blaine snaps and Kurt looks at Blaine.
He looks tired and his eyes are red, just like Kurt's. Guess Kurt isn't the only one who has been upset.
"Fine, I'm listing now," Kurt tells Blaine and he nods before clearing his voice.
"After we broke up…" Blaine starts and Kurt gives him his full attention, "I was a mess to say the least. I came here and started school, but I felt alone. I got some good friends though, Iris and Leah especially. Before Christmas break my first year, there was a party. I didn't want to go since I was still upset about you and the thought of going back to Ohio for the holidays just made me more upset."
Blaine was still upset about them 6 months later? Guess Kurt wasn't the only one not getting over the break up…
"But Iris and Leah forced me to come." Blaine continues, shaking his head slightly with a little smile at the thought of them, "I drank a lot, too much. I don't remember much, but I remember waking up the next day in bed with Leah…" Blaine looks down. Kurt is surprised by this, but doesn't say anything, "We told each other it didn't mean anything and it didn't because I'm gay and she is my best friend. We acted like nothing had happened, but a week after Christmas she told me she was pregnant."
Blaine looks up at Kurt, "I really didn't mean this to happen and neither of us were ready or wanted this, but Leah didn't want to take an abortion. The plan was to give the child up for adoption, but as the months passed… I guess it was after we found out it was twins, Leah wanted to keep them. I told her we didn't have the money or the time, but she said she was keeping them either way. I couldn't let her do this alone, so I agreed," Blaine shrugs, a tear falling down his cheek.
Kurt grabs Blaine's hand as he continues, "I remember that day so clearly… We were watching her favorite movie because her stomach was hurting. Iris was there too. We didn't even see half of it before we were rushing to the hospital. I wanted to be there with her through it all, I had promised her that. Iris waited in the hallway and I went in with Leah. I was holding her hand the whole time. It didn't take long. First came Devon and a few seconds later, Ivy comes. I remember seeing them before they got cleaned up and Leah whispering how beautiful they are and giving me a kiss before…" Blaine is looking at his and Kurt's hands, "before her hand slips out of mine. I look at her and her eyes are closed. They push me out of the door before I can even understand what's going on. Iris and I wait for what felt like hours. The doctor comes over and tells us… tells us she…" Blaine starts crying and Kurt quickly wraps his arms around him and hugs him.
"I'm so sorry Blaine," Kurt says, not sure what else to say.
"She didn't even get the chance to hold them…" Blaine mumbles when he calms down a little.
Kurt is still holding him, trying to think of what to say. He definitely didn't expect this.
"I'm sorry I just ran away and didn't let you explain," Kurt says and Blaine tightens his grip around Kurt's neck to bring him closer.
"It's fine, I get it."
Kurt kisses Blaine's shoulder and they stay like that for a while. Blaine pulls away slightly to look at Kurt. He doesn't say anything though; it looks like he is struggling to figure out what to say too.
"His name is Devon?" Kurt asks, remembering Blaine's middle name is Devon.
Blaine smiles a little, "Yeah, Leah wanted that name. We never decided on a girl name and since Ivy is Leah's middle name, I thought that would be nice."
Kurt nods and they stay like this for a while longer.
"How freaked out are you?" Blaine suddenly whispers and Kurt sighs.
"I don't know, it still hasn't sunk in I think," Kurt pulls further away so he can properly look at Blaine, "I was confused and angry at first because I though you would be married or something, but now when I know what happened… I'm not angry at you anymore, just confused and shocked."
Blaine nods, "I know it's a shock, I didn't really plan on becoming a dad at 21, especially not to twins!" he laughs a little and Kurt can't help but smile at the laugh he has missed so much.
"So they are 3 years old now?" Kurt asks and Blaine nods, smiling, "They look like you," Kurt says with a nod.
He isn't sure why he is telling Blaine this. He probably knows this already. He is a little curious though, about these kids, about Blaine's kids.
"They can sing too," Blaine says with a little grin.
Kurt smiles and looks down. Blaine moves a little closer to Kurt and cups his cheek.
"I want to be with you, Kurt, but I understand if you don't want to. I have a lot of baggage," Blaine says, almost in a whisper.
Kurt breathes heavily out like he has been holding his breath since Blaine came through the door. He looks at Blaine, the man he loves, the man he has loved since he was 18 years old. Blaine is right, he has a lot of baggage and Kurt doesn't know the first thing about a child, definitely not two! He doesn't really know these kids, but they look nice enough. But kids… he is only 24 years old, is he ready to deal with kids? He wasn't even sure he ever wanted one. He loves Blaine, but is that enough?
"I love you, Blaine, but I don't know… Maybe it's just best for us to be friends?" Kurt tells Blaine, who is trying not to look disappointed.
He nods though, "Of course, I understand."
"Let's take things slow, okay? Maybe one day I'll be ready," Kurt says and takes Blaine's hand.
"So friends?" he asks, looking down at their hands.
As much as it hurts to say it, Kurt does: "Friends."
Xx
"Kids?" Quinn asks in disbelief.
Kurt nods, "Yeah, it was a shock for me too."
"Did he adopt? Is he married too?" Quinn asks.
"No he didn't and he isn't married, he just made a mistake."
Quinn nods and Kurt falls down on his back on the bed with a sigh, "This is such a mess. Why can't something work out?"
Kurt looks at Quinn and she lies down beside Kurt, taking his hand, "I don't know, I'm sorry, Kurt."
"So you broke up again?" Quinn asks after a few minutes of silence.
Kurt nods, "Yeah… Well, I'm not sure if we were even dating yet, but I ended it."
"You know you're an idiot right?" Quinn asks simply.
"Yep," Kurt says back, knowing he is.
He knows he is an idiot for not at least trying with Blaine, but it won't work. With the band, Blaine's kids…. It's so weird thinking about Blaine being a dad. He knows Blaine is a good dad, Kurt has always known Blaine would be a great father one day. He remembers one time in High School when they were dating. They were drinking coffee at a café at the mall and this little boy was lost. Kurt cared of course, but he didn't know what to do and the boy was a little scared of Kurt. The way he looked back in High School, Kurt can't blame him. Blaine was a natural though, the way he acted around the boy, the way he helped him find his mother. Blaine's kids don't need a guy like Kurt being around a few weeks before Kurt have to go back to LA and probably not see any of them ever again.
In a few weeks he will be gone, Kurt thinks again. And he will probably not see Blaine ever again… Kurt wants to cry.
"So why did you end it?" Quinn asks, lifting an eyebrow at him.
"Quinn, we are leaving in a few weeks and Blaine is a father."
Quinn shrugs, "So? Look, I know how hurt you were after you guys broke up. You tried to hide it, but you weren't really good at it. You still love him and yes he has kids and we are leaving in a few weeks, but so what? Are you really just going to ignore your feelings because it's easier? That's not the Kurt I know, he would fight for what he wants."
"I don't know, Q… That guy hasn't been around in many years," Kurt mumbles, sighing.
oooo
"Are you going to work today?" Cooper asks, finding a cup of coffee and sitting down on the table where Blaine is sitting with his cup of coffee.
Blaine shakes his head, "No, so I'll take the kids somewhere."
"Okay. How are you doing?" Cooper asks.
Blaine looks up at his brother, "I'm fine, stop asking. I just want to move on."
It's been almost a week since Kurt and Blaine talked. They said they were gonna be friends, but Blaine isn't sure if he can handle that. And Kurt hasn't called or texted so maybe he doesn't want to be friends.
Ivy comes over with a brush and some other stuff for her hair.
"Daddy, hair," she says and Blaine takes the brush after putting his coffee cup on the table.
"Okay, sweetie, how would you like it today?" he asks and Ivy turns her back to him so Blaine can start brushing her hair.
After brushing her shoulder length dark curly hair, she tells her dad to put two pink hair clips on the right side of her head. Blaine does as she says and she runs off to get dressed. Blaine shakes his head with a smile before returning to his coffee.
"What about you, any plans?" Blaine asks Cooper.
Cooper shakes his head, "not yet."
Blaine's phone starts ringing and Devon quickly takes it before Blaine can even get up to take it from the living room table.
"No, Devon," Blaine says and smiles when Devon tries to answer it.
Blaine leans down and looks at the phone. He points at the right button Devon always forgets is the one and Devon quickly taps on the button.
"Now you can talk," Blaine tells him and Devon holds it against his little ear, the phone too big for him to hold it with just one hand.
"Hello," he says loudly like he is talking to an old woman having problems hearing what he is saying. Devon smiles when a familiar voice answers.
"Auntie Rach!" he says happily and looks up at Blaine with big excited eyes.
Blaine chuckles and listens to Devon talking to the phone for a little bit before he gives the phone to Blaine. Blaine smiles before taking the phone, thanking him.
"Hey," Blaine chuckles and can hear Rachel chuckling too.
"Hey, so like I told Devon, we are having a picnic today and were wondering if you wanted to come. Devon is coming."
"Of course he is," Blaine smiles, "But yeah that would be great, what should we bring?"
"We have everything; you don't need to think about that. So our usual spot in an hour?"
"Sounds good, see you then," Blaine says and ends the call.
"We are going to the park with Rachel and the others in an hour, do you wanna come?" Blaine asks Cooper, putting away some toys from the floor.
"No, I'm good," Cooper calls out.
"Devon? Ivy?" Blaine calls out and walks into their room.
The room is a mess, clothes and toys are everywhere. Blaine sighs and tells them it can't be this messy here. Both of them are dressed and ready to go though, so Blaine lets it go for now and asks them to put on their shoes. They do as told and walk out after giving Cooper a big hug.
Devon wants to sit in the stroller, but Ivy wants to walk beside Blaine, holding his left hand and her favorite stuffed animal in her other hand. It's a cute yellow duck, named Ducky. After checking if Devon's dog, Woody (because his favorite movie is Toy Story) is in the bag, they start walking. They walk down the street and down to the subway. They both know they have to stay close to Blaine the whole time. Blaine isn't that worried, nothing bad has happen before, but you can never be too sure. Ivy doesn't really have a problem with many people, but Devon can get a little nervous at times. Usually Devon wants to sit on Blaine's lap when they take the train, and this time isn't any different. Blaine lifts Devon up on his lap when he finds a seat and holds Ivy's hand, who is sitting on the seat beside him. As soon as they are back up on the street both of them sits down in the stroller. Blaine pushes them down and into the park. It takes a while to walk and when they get closer, Devon and Ivy want to get out of the stroller so they can run around in the grass. Rachel and Finn are already here and Devon and Ivy run over to them and give them a big hug. Blaine smiles when he comes closer, giving Rachel a hug and nodding a hello to Finn.
"Hey Blaine, how are you?" Rachel asks and picks up Aria from her stroller.
"I'm fine, thanks, how are you guys?" Blaine says and makes a happy face to Aria who smiles at him, squealing and kicking her legs. Blaine laughs and takes her in his arms.
"We're good," Finn says and smiles at Aria.
Aria is about a year old now; Rachel and Finn got her only a few months after they got engaged. They haven't had a wedding yet, but with the new kid and Rachel on Broadway, it's understandable it hasn't happened yet.
Finn is sitting on a blanket on the green grass and Rachel sits down beside him, kissing his cheek. After High School Rachel went to NYADA and Finn stayed behind to help Burt with the shop. Blaine didn't see much of Rachel the little time he was at NYADA. She was always very busy and it didn't take long before she was a big success on Broadway. Two years ago, Finn came to New York and they got back together. Blaine and Rachel have always been in contact, but when the kids came, Blaine didn't have much time. It's much better now though and Blaine is happy to see more of Rachel again.
There are a few baskets around on the two blankets and some toys for Aria. Blaine looks at Aria and smiles. She looks like her mother, dark hair and big brown eyes. And just as loud.
Blaine puts her in Rachel's lap and looks up to call Ivy and Devon over. They run over, each with their stuffed animal. They really don't go anywhere without them. One time Ivy forgot her duck at the kindergarten and cried the whole night. Devon even said she could borrow his dog, but she didn't want to.
"You guys want some food?" Rachel asks them and they smile, sitting down beside Blaine on the other blanket, watching Rachel pick up some food from a basket.
They get some grapes first and they both say thank you before sitting quietly eating them. They mumble something to each other, pointing at the grapes and laughing. Rachel finds a sandwich for Blaine who thanks her with a smile and takes a bite.
If someone had told him he would be sitting in a park with Rachel, Finn and three kids when he is 24 years old, Blaine would laugh. He loves Ivy and Devon and he is so happy to have them, but he misses how it used to be. He misses hanging out with Iris and Leah. He misses having a life that doesn't include waking up early to take the kids to kindergarten or reading bedtime stories before they go to sleep. He misses Kurt…
"So, we have some big news actually," Rachel says, looking at Finn before smiling at Blaine.
Blaine lifts an eyebrow and swallows his sandwich, "What is it?"
"We're getting married in two weeks!" She says excitedly and Ivy cheers.
They all laugh at her and she laughs with them, even though she doesn't know why they are all laughing.
"Really? Wow, that's amazing," Blaine says.
"And I was wondering if you wanted to be my best man," Rachel says, grinning at Blaine.
"What? Really?" Blaine asks, surprised, "You don't want any of your girlfriends for that? Isn't the bride supposed to have a bridesmaid?"
"No, silly, I want my best friend. And I don't care what you are supposed to have, I want you."
Blaine smiles, "Wow, thanks, okay."
Rachel claps, making all the three children also clap. Rachel hugs Blaine tightly and kisses his cheek. Blaine smiles at her.
"Just so you know, my family will be there and that means Kurt too…" Finn says a little awkwardly as Rachel gives Ivy and Devon something more to eat.
"Oh… That's fine, I actually met him."
Finn and Rachel looks at him surprised.
"A few days ago," Blaine explains.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Rachel asks, "Are you okay?"
"I'm fine," Blaine forces a smile and gives Devon his attention, who is pulling at his shirt.
"Can we play?" he asks, pointing at the bag Blaine brought with them.
He nods and finds some toys for them.
"So Kurt is in New York?" Finn asks, clearly not having heard about this.
Blaine nods, "Yeah, they are here for a few weeks."
"What happened?" Rachel asks and Finn runs over to Aria who is crawling away from them.
Blaine looks at Finn bringing Aria to the playground before looking back at Rachel.
"We tried," Blaine says, nodding, "But when he found out about them," he says, signalizing the kids, "he ended it. I don't blame him though, he isn't ready for this."
"I'm sorry, B," Rachel sighs, taking Blaine's hand.
"Daddy!" Ivy and Devon says from behind him.
Blaine looks behind him and playfully screams when they jump on top of him, falling down on his back. He tickles them and they squeal and laugh, begging him to stop. Blaine laughs too, and sits back up, pretending to catch them. They sneak away from Blaine's hands, laughing loudly. They fall down on the blanket, exhausted.
Blaine's phone starts ringing. Devon quickly tries to press the button, but Blaine manages to move it away before he gets the chance.
"Can you?" he asks Rachel, hinting to the kids and she nods.
Blaine stands up and walks away, but not too far. He can hear Rachel tell the kids something and they laugh. Blaine takes a deep breath before answering the phone.
"Hey," he says.
"Hey," Kurt says back and Blaine waits for him to continue, "How are you?"
Blaine closes his eyes as he sighs, "I'm okay, why are you calling me?"
"I know you're mad, but-"
"I'm not mad," Blaine tells him and he means it; how can he be mad?
"Okay… Listen, I said I want to be your friend. So if you want that too, I would love to meet you."
Blaine didn't know he had been holding his breath and breathes out, "Kurt… I want to be your friend, but do you really think we can do this now?"
Kurt thinks for a second, "Yeah we can."
Blaine hesitates, even though he loves Kurt and it's going to be painful, he needs Kurt. If Kurt only wants to be friends, than that's what they'll be.
"I'm in the park with Rachel, Finn and the kids… do you want to come? As friends. Like you said, we can take this slow." Blaine asks.
"Meeting your kids is taking things slow?" Kurt asks and Blaine sighs.
"Fine, forget it."
"No, Blaine, sorry, I would love to come. Where are you?"
Blaine tells him before hanging up. He takes a few deep breaths before walking over to the others again. Devon looks up at him and Blaine smiles at him, showing he is okay so Devon doesn't get worried.
"Who was that?" he asks and Blaine tells him it was a friend.
Blaine sits down and Ivy sits down in his lap, her duck in her lap. He looks over at Rachel and Finn, who has come back with Aria, "Kurt's coming."
They both look at him surprised and after making sure Blaine is okay, they don't say anything more about it.
"Who is Kurt?" Ivy asks and Blaine tells her its Finn's brother.
It only takes half an hour before Blaine notices Kurt walking over. Aria has fallen asleep in her stroller and Ivy and Devon are playing with their stuffed animals.
"Hey guys," Kurt says and smiles. Everyone smiles back.
Ivy stands up and walks over to him, smiling. Kurt leans down and smiles back, "Hello, what's your name?" he asks and Ivy tells him her name, "Wow, that's a pretty name!" Kurt says and Ivy laughs.
Blaine smiles at his daughter and looks over at Devon who is hiding behind him. Ivy is the more outgoing person, but Devon is the shy one when it comes to meeting new people.
Ivy tells Kurt to sit with her, which is right beside Blaine.
"Hey," Kurt mumbles to Blaine with a smile and Blaine mumbles a 'hey' back.
"You want to say hello to Kurt?" Blaine asks Devon and he shakes his head, burying his face in Blaine's shoulder. Blaine smiles before looking at Kurt and Ivy.
"You want to be a princess huh?" Kurt asks Ivy after she tells him about the new dress she just got.
She nods excitedly and Blaine smiles. He can't remember Ivy being this comfortable with a stranger before.
Blaine looks over at Rachel and Finn, who is watching them too.
"Why didn't you tell us you were in town, dude?" Finn asks and Kurt shrugs.
"Just a lot has happened these few days." He glances over at Blaine, who looks down quickly.
Ivy walks over to Blaine again and sits down in his lap. Kurt talks with Finn and Rachel for a while so Blaine joins Ivy and Devon playing with their animals.
He can feel Kurt looking over at him at times, but he never looks back.
Aria wakes up after a little nap and Kurt gets to meet her too. He smiles at her, bouncing her up and down in his lap. Blaine can't help but smile at this. He didn't know Kurt was this good around kids. They never talked about this or spent time around any. Blaine can't help but think about how it would be with Kurt in their life. Kurt, Ivy, Devon and himself… Blaine can see him being happy and Ivy and Devon loving Kurt like a dad.
Blaine quickly stops thinking about this, he can't think like this, they are only friends and that means daydreaming about the future like that is not allowed.
"Okay, we need to go," Rachel says and stands up, "I need to go to work soon, we are having an early rehearsal."
Ivy and Devon hug both Rachel and Finn and Blaine hugs Rachel goodbye.
"Bye!" Ivy shouts after Rachel and Finn, waving her hand.
Rachel and Finn smile and wave back.
"So…" Blaine says, looking at Kurt.
"Daddy, I want coldy," Devon mumbles, holding around Blaine's leg.
Blaine can see Kurt frowning, but tells Devon they can get one when they get home. He explains to Kurt that he means ice cream and Kurt smiles with a nod.
Ivy lifts her hands up to Kurt and he looks at Blaine, hesitating, before lifting her up. She smiles and holds one hand around his neck and the other holding Ducky. Blaine can't stop smiling. They start walking down the road and to the street. Devon is tired so he gets into the stroller. Not even thinking about where they are going, Blaine takes the subway, with Kurt following him, towards the apartment.
"Oh, sorry," Blaine says when he realize where they are going "I can take her now, you don't need to follow us home."
"What if I want to?" Kurt asks and leans against a poll, still holding Ivy, and looks at Blaine.
Blaine looks back and smiles a little, "Okay."
Only friends.
They walk up to the apartment and Ivy and Devon run over to the couch and lye down. Blaine smiles at them and takes off his shoes. He looks up at Kurt and notice he has taken off his shoes too.
"Sorry about the mess," Blaine apologizes looking around the room.
It doesn't look like Cooper is here. Thank god, that would have made this even more awkward.
"Don't worry about it," Kurt says and they walk to the kitchen, "It's a nice place."
Blaine nods, "Yeah, it's alright."
"Daddy, TV!" Ivy shouts from across the room.
Blaine smiles to Kurt, "One sec."
Kurt nods and Blaine walks over to Ivy and Devon and turns on the TV. He changes it to one of the kid's channels and is about to walk back to Kurt, but Kurt comes over and sits down beside Ivy. Ivy doesn't waste any time and starts explaining what the TV-show is about. Kurt nods with a smile and Blaine sits down between Devon and Ivy. Devon climbs in Blaine's lap and watches the show. Blaine rests his chin on Devon's head and watches too. Ivy ends up on Kurt's lap and Kurt and Blaine look at each other.
No, don't start daydreaming again, stop!
"Who wants to help me make dinner?" Blaine asks after watching TV for a while, both kids had fallen asleep, but it was time to wake up anyways. Devon and Ivy both stands up and run to the kitchen. Kurt laughs and follows Blaine into the kitchen. They end up making pasta, all four of them.
"Kurtie, you sleeping here?" Ivy asks, drinking from her glass of water, and Blaine and Kurt smiles at the nickname.
"No I can't… but I will come back," he tells her and she nods.
After dinner they end up watching a movie, Finding Nemo, and eating coldy until its bedtime.
"Read this?" Devon asks, looking up at Blaine with his big hazel eyes, after they both have changed clothes and brushed their teeth.
Blaine takes the book, which is Toy Story of course, and sits down on Devon's bed. Ivy comes over and they sit on each side of Blaine as he starts reading.
He looks up after reading a few pages and see Kurt standing by the door, a little smile on his face. Daydreams starts showing up in his head again so he continue reading. Halfway through the book, they are both sleeping so Blaine puts the book away.
Blaine gets Ivy in her bad and tucks them both in before turning the light off and closing the door.
Kurt is sitting on the couch now, watching something else on the TV. Blaine comes over and sits down beside him. They don't say anything; Kurt only takes Blaine's hand. Blaine looks down at their hands, thoughts running in his head again.
"Listen…" Blaine starts and turns to look at Kurt.
"I love you," Kurt says before Blaine can say anything more and Blaine's jaw drops slightly.
"What?" he says, even though he heard him.
Kurt moves closer, letting go of Blaine's hand and cupping Blaine's face instead, "I love you, I've never stopped loving you and I already love your kids. They are great and you are so amazing with them. This wasn't what I planned, but I love you, Blaine. I want to be with you."
Blaine looks into Kurt's eyes as he listens to every word he says. "You said we could only be friends," Blaine mumbles.
Kurt shakes his head, "It was stupid and I knew we couldn't only be friends. But after this day… Seeing you with them. Especially watching you read to them, something changed. I want this with you."
Blaine looks at the door to Ivy's and Devon's room before taking Kurt's hand again and leading him to his bedroom. As soon as the door is closed he kisses Kurt. Kurt kisses him back.
"I love you too," Blaine says between kisses and pushes Kurt with him to the bed.
Kurt lies on top of Blaine and deepens the kiss, lifting Blaine's shirt slightly up.
"Okay, okay, we still need to go slow and we can't do this with Ivy and Dev here," Blaine says breathlessly.
Kurt only lifts his head up a little and looks at Blaine, "Why do we need to take this slow exactly?"
His hands tickle Blaine's skin under his shirt and Blaine can't seem to think straight. What was the reason again?
"Because… stop, I can't think when you're doing that," Blaine says and tries to pull Kurt's hand away from his stomach.
Kurt grins, but continues working his hand upwards; unbuttoning Blaine's shit on his way up. Blaine moans slightly, biting his lip.
"I locked the door," Kurt tells Blaine, "We can just stop if we hear them."
"Kurt…"
"We can just make out," Kurt says and kisses Blaine's chest when the shirt is parted on each side of Blaine's torso.
Blaine can't argue anymore, there doesn't seem to be any problem with just making out, even though he has a feeling they won't end up just making out. Ivy and Devon won't suddenly burst into the room, so they will hear them if they wake up.
"Ah fuck it," Blaine moans and lifts Kurt's head up to his so he can kiss him.
Kurt doesn't waste any time and deepens the kiss, sticking his tongue into Blaine's mouth and tangling it with his tongue. Breathing through their noses, Blaine sucks on Kurt's tongue, biting Kurt's lip and Kurt doing the same with Blaine.
Blaine lifts Kurt's t-shit up and they stop kissing for a second so Kurt can get it over his head. He throws it on the floor and returns to Blaine's waiting, swollen lips. Blaine runs his hands down Kurt's back, making Kurt moan, and down to his ass. If they don't stop now, it will be more than making out.
Blaine rolls them around and kisses Kurt's chest. He sucks on one of Kurt's nipples, making Kurt gasp slightly. He moves his lips further down… down…
"You sure you locked the door right?" Blaine asks, looking up at Kurt, who nods, "Maybe I should just check," Blaine says and moves to go to the door.
Kurt pulls him down before he can get out of the bed and straddles him, "I'm sure Blaine, so stop worrying."
Blaine breathes out and tries to just relax. Kurt kisses him softly after giving him that stupid sexy smile. Blaine knows he is in trouble now.
"I know what will relax you," Kurt whispers into Blaine's ear and kisses his neck.
Blaine can't help but moan at those words and closes his eyes when Kurt pulls down Blaine's pants slightly and kisses the top of his cock. Blaine's jaw drops when he starts licking, his tongue piercing rubbing against him.
"Shit…" Blaine gets out, trying to be quiet, "Your tongue…"
Kurt chuckles and runs it over Blaine's cock again before opening his mouth and sinking down. Blaine gasps and grabs a pillow. He thrusts up and Kurt lets him, sucking hard.
Blaine squeezes his eyes close, his mouth open and dry, and takes a fistful of Kurt's hair in his hand. Kurt moans around him and pulls away to catch his breath. He moves up Blaine's body in the sexiest way Blaine has ever seen and kisses Blaine heatedly on the mouth. Blaine moans, rocking his hips into Kurt's leg.
"Please," Blaine wines and pushes Kurt down again.
Grinning, Kurt starts sucking him again, "Fuck my mouth," he whispers and covers Blaine's cock with his mouth again.
Blaine moans, maybe a little too loud, and thrust his hips up hard. It only takes two trusts before he comes into Kurt's mouth.
"Come here," Blaine whispers and pulls Kurt up to him and kisses him. He moans at the taste.
Blaine moves his hand down to Kurt's hard cock, which is still in his pants and Kurt moans. He leans his forehead against Blaine's and breathes heavily as Blaine sneaks his hand inside Kurt's pants.
Kurt comes just as they hear a sound. They try catching their breath and put their pants on again quickly.
"Where's the bathroom?" Kurt asks, looking around the room.
"Out in the hallway, so just use this." Blaine gives him some moist towelettes.
Blaine opens the door and walks out, leaving Kurt in the bedroom.
"Hey, Blainey," Cooper says with a smile and Blaine smiles back, pretending like nothing's different, "are they sleeping?"
Blaine nods, "Yeah, half an hour ago or so."
Cooper nods and looks up when there is a sound from the bedroom. Blaine sighs, why can't Kurt be quiet?
"Is there someone here?" Cooper asks, lifting an eyebrow, a smile teasing on his lips.
Blaine quickly shakes his head, "no, it's the cat" he says quickly.
"We don't have a cat" Cooper says, still grinning.
Blaine bites his lip, coming to the conclusion there isn't any point in lying, "Fine… we met Kurt in the park, so… the kids liked him so he came here. He was just about to leave."
Cooper takes a look over Blaine and grins, "How nice."
"Mhm," Blaine says, nodding innocently.
"Well, I haven't met him in a while, so-"
"Scoop!" Devon runs over to him and Cooper lifts him up with a big smile.
"What's up, Dev?" Cooper says and Devon laughs.
Blaine walks into his bedroom, "He knows, but you should probably go now… I'm sorry."
Kurt shakes his head, "No, it's fine."
They kiss softly and fixes Kurt's clothes before walking into the living room again.
"Kurtie!" Cooper says with a grin and Kurt smiles, nodding a hello.
"Kutie," Devon says and laughs at Cooper's ridiculous face.
"Long time! How are you?" Cooper asks and Kurt smiles.
"I'm good" Kurt nods.
"I bet you are" Cooper grins, wiggling his eyebrows, making Devon laughing and touching Cooper's face.
"Okay, well Kurt needs to go!" Blaine says, giving his brother a look, and pulling Kurt to the front door.
"I'll call you" Blaine says, blushing slightly at this situation.
Kurt nods and Cooper makes a kissing sound behind them making Devon laugh again.
Kurt chuckles and winks at Blaine before walking out of the door. Blaine smiles at him and closes the door.
So what do you think? I want to know everything you are thinking after reading this! Bad idea? Good idea? Please tell me :) Thank you for reading and I'm going to try my best getting the next chapter out! Just writing this note made the PC turn off two times! Urgh! Okay, see you lovely people soon.
LOL Nina