Author's Note (Monster): Hello, our lovelies! I'm hoping this story will receive more love than the previous two chapters. I'm really putting an effort in it so I'd like some feedback whether or not you like the turn of events. Definitely in this chapter. Replies to the reviews below, Enjoy.
Funny Man yawned and stretched as he awoke. He didn't feel like getting up yet but he knew he'd have to anyway. He turned on his side and spotted the sleeping face of his boyfriend. It stung a little when he hadn't said he loved him back, but at the same time he understood why. He was hurt in such a bad way in the past, he wouldn't be able to love this soon again. After all, they hadn't been in a relationship that long. Funny Man just felt like he had to say it. He wanted to share with everyone how he loved Danny. Enough to give up control and enjoy something physical and intimate with him. He wasn't a virgin anymore.
No one could tease him about it any longer. He let out a relieved sigh and nested himself in Danny's arms. The singer's nightmares seem to have ceased as well. For once he felt a glowing happiness in his heart. Like everything was finally right.
Danny put an arm around his waist and nuzzled his hair. "You reek of sleep odour."
"Good morning to you too", Funny Man chuckled. "Your breath smells too."
The singer rubbed his eyes with a groan and sat up. "I should brush my teeth then."
"No! Stay with me a little longer. I like our morning cuddles", the baritone voiced rapper complained, pushing him down again but Danny got up anyway. "We've got plenty of time for that later. Now make yourself presentable for breakfast. It's fucking 9am."
"I don't think the others are up yet", Funny Man said as he checked his phone. He was wrong. He had a few texts from the guys, asking them to come down for breakfast. "Never mind, they're asking us to come down."
"Why?"
"Food!" he called back.
Danny combed his hair, brushed his teeth and threw on some clothes. He walked out the bathroom, looking fresh as ever. Last night's shower really did him well. "Get ready then. I'm hungry too."
Funny Man got up, brushed his teeth, ran his hands through his hair and put on some clothes before joining Danny to get downstairs to the breakfast buffet. Everyone waiting for the two to come.
"Well if it isn't the virgin Mary and her Joseph", Charlie commented with a grin and Funny Man flipped him the finger, biting his tongue not to reveal the truth. Danny wasn't as subtle as he announced: "He's not a virgin anymore."
The guys whistled and laughed as the Mexican felt his face heat up. "Danny!"
The singer shrugged. "Just thought you might want the joking to stop. It's true."
"So you took it up the butt?" J-Dog asked.
"I didn't."
The four of them stared at him in confusion and Funny Man said nothing when Danny let out an agitated sigh. "I did, you fucking morons."
"I did not see that coming", Da Kurlzz spoke. "I thought Funny would bottom."
"You know nothing about gay sex, dude", Funny Man laughed as he took a seat across from his lover. "It's not that simple to say: 'you bottom' or something."
"You didn't know that until last night either", Danny hushed him and the guys laughed at his discomfort again.
At some point, J-Dog looked at Danny with a sad look in his eyes and the singer felt his defensive walls rise. Why was he looking at him like that? He didn't like it one bit. It made his skin crawl. He let his foot brush Funny Man's leg to reassure himself. J-Dog knew nothing. He didn't know.
The six of them enjoyed their breakfast and had a nice conversation over coffee and hot chocolate milk. "I can't wait for our next show."
"Me neither", Johnny said. "I just hope I won't fall off stage."
"You say that before every show", Da Kurlzz laughed.
Funny Man got up and when the five of them looked at him questioningly, he said: "I forgot my phone up in my room. Danny? Key?"
The singer handed him the key to their room and the Mexican ran off.
"HE forgot his phone? That's new", Charlie chuckled. "We should pack our things too though. We're leaving soon."
"We should", Danny agreed, getting up along with the others and walking to the elevator. Without their bags, they would fit in it fine! Though there was only room for four of them so Da Kurlzz had to go by stairs.
"I would've send you through the stairs", Charlie grumbled at Johnny. "Since you're that fast anyway."
The blue masked rapper rolled his eyes. "Still going on about your loss? You were too slow."
When they arrived at the fourth floor, Da Kurlzz was waiting for them. Charlie had the key to their door so he couldn't go anyway.
As Danny was about to go to his own room, J-Dog tugged his arm. The singer turned around curiously.
"Hey, Danny. I'm sorry for making everyone think you were going to rape Funny Man the other day", Jay awkwardly said, scratching his hair. "I really didn't mean to cause an uproar like that."
"It's fine. You know my history with guys and girls so I don't blame you", Danny replied with an innocent smile.
J-Dog grit his teeth. "Just because of that, I should've known you wouldn't do that to him."
The singer's heart stopped. "What do you mean?"
"I spoke to Justin Smith yesterday."
No. No. Please don't. Please don't.
"He told me about the abuse", J-Dog said. "I don't know the details but they told me it was bad enough to fuck you up."
"You don't know a thing", Danny mumbled underneath his breath. "You shouldn't poke around in my past like that. You won't like me when you analyse me."
The gas masked rapper looked at him a little surprised but Danny quickly walked away towards his own room. Funny Man had left the door open for him. When he entered the room, he slammed the door shut behind him. Funny Man got up and off the bed to walk towards him. "Are you ok? You look upset."
"I'm fine", Danny growled, walking past his boyfriend.
The Mexican blocked his way. "You're not. What happened?"
"J-Dog knows."
"What does he know?"
Danny shoved him aside. "What the fuck do you think? The fucking abuse!"
"What? How? Calm down a little!" Funny Man said, standing before him again.
The singer bowed his head. "He spoke to Justin. Justin set me up with the guy all those years back. When it ended and he heard of the trial, he asked me what happened. I told him 'he abused me for years' and that's all he knew. Jay spoke to Justin who told him I was abused. Now Jay looks at me like a fucking beaten puppy."
"Danny", Funny Man whispered, taking him into his arms, he held him close and said: "It's ok. It's not that bad."
"Not that bad", the singer laughed coldly. "Not that bad, huh?"
Tension came over the two as Danny turned to stone. He closed his eyes, embraced his boyfriend before snapping and shoving him off hard enough to make the other hit the wall and bounce off it. Funny wasn't sure what just happened. He rubbed the back of his head. It throbbed like crazy. He blinked a few times before Danny was crawling in front of him, face up close against him. "Does it hurt?"
"It does", Funny Man replied confused but sounded more like a whine. "Why…"
"It hurts, doesn't it?" Danny repeated, cutting him off. He caressed his cheek. "Is it still not that bad?"
"It's bad", the baritone voiced rapper said, trembling in fear when he spotted his dark eyes. He was dead serious. Not joking around. This man was dangerous.
"I'm sorry", Funny Man whispered and Danny chuckled joylessly again as he said: "Sorry gets you nowhere, beauty."
"I'm still sorry", he insisted and Danny seemed to slowly come back to him. His eyes weren't as dark anymore as he sat down in front of him and caressed his cheek. "You're beautiful. We can't let anyone get to us."
"We can't", Funny repeated, scared of what Danny would do if he didn't agree.
"As long as I got you, I'll be safe?" Danny asked.
"Yes."
"Then I will keep you safe too", Danny said with a smile, kissing his lips, thinking of all that was good between them.
All Funny Man could think was: "what the fuck just happened?"
Please Review, they're our heavy fuel. Who would've expected Danny to become violent?
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