Welcome to Chapter 5! Oh my gosh. It's been awhile since I uploaded hope this one is good enough for now. I'm working on a few chapters for the future uploads. And I'm currently re-writing Cursed, I loved the idea but I wasn't able to give it justice because of my crappy writing. So onto the reviews!

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The world is not a good place.

He knew that from when his father locked him and his mother in the basement.

Society is filled with filth and injustice.

He knew that when his mother gave up, killed herself and left him all alone.

Akaguro Tsuna is not a good person.

He knew that when his screams never seemed to reach his father.

People are selfish.

He knew that when his neighbors just turn a blind eye when he was abused.

The ...

He knew that when he got his quirk.

World ...

He knew that when he hunted down his fathers employees.

Is...

He knew that when he killed his father.

Not...

He knew that when no one helped him.

An...

He knew that when their were others like him.

Equal ...

He knew that when society itself is the problem.

Place ...

He knew that when the heroes he admired turned out to be faked.

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Cling. Bam. Whoosh. Swing. Two people were fighting in an alley. One has a sword on their hand which is quickly sliced through the others body. "Gah!" A yelp that somewhat resonated through the quiet alley. He stared down at the body of the villain he slained. Takes out a cloth and wipes the blood from his sword.

Before he could leave the sounds of footsteps stops him in place. He didn't look behind him to know someone was watching him. Weapon raised to kill whoever was behind him. But the tension in his shoulders die out when a familiar voice says. "You did great today Stendhal. Can't believe you've only been doing this for a few weeks!"

Knuckleduster, someone Stendhal can somewhat trust in the world they live in. "Thanks. How's your daughter doing?" "Gahahaha! She's doing fine these days! Happy to know she's enjoying her childhood." They talked for a few more minutes before they destroyed the evidences that can lead back to them. And left the alley along with the cold dead body.

He returns to their house no his house. Entering his house, he went straight to the bathroom and took a shower. Hoping the water could somehow wash away the heaviness wearing down his soul. Finally scrubbing himself clean from the dirt and blood he got from the fight. He got out and took a towel by a nearby shelf to dry himself. Then goes out and enters his room to get a fresh set of clothes.

Finally clean and dressed before he left the room he stares at the bed. More specifically the left side of it. Thousands of memories flashes through his mind. Memories filled with joy, filled with laughter and most especially filled with regret. His most precious love ones gone too soon. Taken so cruelly by the world. As if it hadn't already taken so much from him.

Clenching his hands into fists, biting his lips to stop a sob forcing its way out. Tears flow down his cheeks, knees turning like jelly. He forces himself to walk out of thei- his bedroom. Takes a few steps forward only to stop when he uncounciously walked towards another door. This door was a decorated like a cat.

Fingers trembling his forces himself to open the door. Looking inside you can see that the room is clean save for a few toys on the floor and an unmade bed. A memory of a small 5 year old boy jumping up and down the bed pretending to be a hero. Squealing with delight as a beautiful woman pretends to be a citizen waiting to be rescued. Remembers standing at the exact same spot starring at the two of them with love and fondness in his eyes.

Flashback no Jutsu!

"The P-pro 'ero Stain is here to the recue!" The 5 year old yells out and pretends his blankent was a cape. "Donut worry for I am 'ere!" The beautiful woman crouching on the floor smiles and playfully yells out. "Help! Hero Stain please help me!" The child lets out a battle cry and fights the imaginary villain. Once he won against the villain he squeals out.

Why?

"I won! Mama I sabe you!" Runs towards her and hugs her. Both mother and child laughs neither noticing him standing at the door. A soft smile on his face, warmth spreading in his chest at the scene. A few seconds later they finally noticed him well his son does first. "Papa!" Running towards him Chizome opens his arms and catches his son.

Why?

"Akihiro! Were you playing your hero game with mama again?" The child in question looks up and smiles at him. "Yup papa! I sabe mama from tha bad guys!" Smiling he then looks at his wife who was smiling also. He picks up his son once again and slightly tosses him up in the air. Squeals can be heard from his lips and once he catches him again he runs towards his wife.

Why?!

Hugging her close and sandwiching their son between them. All three of them laughing, a picture perfect family. Oh Chizome thought this happiness would last forever.

Oh but he was wrong.

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?POV

"Why ? Why are you trying so hard for me ?!" "Because to me, this is one of the first bonds I've ever had. That's why I'm going to stop you!"

Sitting on a corner of the street. Just hoping one day I'll see you walk by. Some people stare wondering why on earth is there a child. Some try to hand me money, they don't understand. I'm not broke, I'm just a broken hearted man. I know it makes no sense but what else can I do? How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

How can I move forward without ever knowing you? How can I stop the memories of you? I see you everynight in my dreams yet I still can't remember you. But all I know is this, that you mean the whole world to me. I've been in that corner for many days now. Some tried to take me home, some called someone over. One day a policeman named Sansa came.

'If you were here I'm pretty sure you would have yelled. "He's a cat cop! That's so cool dattebayo!" Dattebayo ?'

"Son you can't stay here. Come, child services are here to take you." Before he runs he yells out "There's someone I'm looking for even if it's a day, a month, or a year from now. I'm still looking for her as promised!" He runs and runs and runs some more. Trys to run forward thinking about a girl he loved in another world. How she meant everything to him.

He remembers the color of her eyes, or how bright she smiles. Yet when it comes to her face he can't say the same. He knows her and at the same time he doesn't. He remembers being a ninja but he remembers being trained to be a hero. 'Hero? I hurted the hero who never gave up on me countless times. I remember saying awful things to her. Crushing her heart every time. What right do I have to stay by her side in this life?'

For all Sasuke knows she's finally happy. Free from the cycle of hatred he created. Free from a world that gave her nothing but pain. Free from a world that did nothing but watched her suffer. What right does he have to stay by her side?

I am not a good person.

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Stendhal's POV

I am not a good person.

'I've slain tons of people. Not once did the heaviness I feel lessen. In fact I think it even became heavier.'

Chizome is tired. Not sleepy; tired. The kind of tired that doesn't exactly need sleep but seeps into your bones nonetheless. And makes you want to not see anyone while simultaneously making you crave human contact. Ever since the accident he's been alone. In a house that feels too large. The silence even larger.

He's on another alley waiting for a chance to kill his target. After a few minutes of waiting his target finally shows up just in time for his patrol. They fought, he manages to catch him off guard but just a split second he saw a child. A small little thing hiding behind the trashcans. He hesitated and the hero actually managed to hit him hard enough for him to coughs out blood.

Wiping the blood off his lips he focuses once more on the hero. Their weapons clashed and he finally grazes his arm. Paralyzing him and quickly kills him. Paying no attention to the kid he leans himself towards the wall. Trying to control his breathing. 'You can't have a panic attack here. Get up! Get up and go back home. Home. Where it is safe. Home where... they no longer live in.'

Chizome was shaking, desperately trying to hold back his tears. Once again memories flashing through his head. Before he could even do something small arms wrapped themselves on his waist. Forcing him out of his panic attack, he looks down and the child he saw not long ago.

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Sasuke's POV

After outrunning the cop, Sasuke stayed off the streets for a few days. He hasn't had anything to eat or drink because of that. But he can't get caught now! Not when he hasn't found her. Not when he hasn't maked sure she was finally finally happy! She means everything to him. He doesn't remember why but he knows deep down inside him that he does. Hiding behind a trashcan he contemplates his next move.

'The streets are too dangerous, too open, unlike back in Konoha I can easily hide anywhere. I never would have thought that people would actually cut down trees this much.' Ever since he left the house he's been careful about his appearance. He was able to hide the color of his hair because of Henge. But his chakra reserves are not that high enough for a long lasting Henge. So he was forced to hide in alleyways when he uses up to much chakra.

He was about to leave before he heard a grunt. He slowly looked and was a little shocked to see two people fighting. 'I thought killing is forbidden here? Or is this a "villain" that everybody here talks about.' Sasuke watched amazed by the way the one in the mask fought. Each move was done so flawless, the way he fought seemed like a dance. Sasuke was entranced by him.

And he was not the type to be amazed that easily. He left that job to his dobe. Dobe? He wanted to know this person, wanted to find out his secrets. And how is body operates. 'Wow guess staying with that perveted snake for 2 and a half years can change you.' Sasuke continues to watch them but suddenly the man with no nose locks eyes with him.

In that brief moment as if time has stopped. His gaze pierces through him as if he could see his soul. His eyes makes his heart race... 'Okay! Sasuke Uchiha your not gay! Since when did the Uke in my name changed to SasuGay?! Now I know I must be losing my mind. Bad thoughts go away!' He watches the man get hit after a few seconds retaliates back. More like kills him, he notices that the man looks distressed.

He leans towards the wall and he just watches him for a few seconds. But realizes why he didn't want to leave this man. The look in his eyes were... 'The same as mine when I woke up after the massacre. He has the same haunted look as I did. Something tells me we're more alike than I first thought.' When he sees him about to have a panic attack before he could even question why he knows about what a panic attack looks like.

He grabs the mans waist and squeezes him tight but not tight enough to cause more panic. He remembers doing the exact same thing but he can't remember who did he did it to. He looks up and sees that up close the mans eyes are filled with hatred and pain so much pain. And he doesn't know why that pains him too. He doesn't even know this man for heavens sake!

And yet a voice inside him is telling him not to let go. That he has to help him because 'It's what she would have done if she was in his shoes. That bleeding heart of hers just won't abandon someone else. Not once did she think of abandoning him. In all the years I've been away she still chased after me.'

Ba-thump Ba-thump Ba-thump Ba-thump

What Sasuke didn't know while he was having an internal crisis his eyes were slowly closing. Hearing the heartbeat of another. For the first time in years, he felt at peace. Then there was only darkness. But once he wakes up he would not admit it under any circumstances that this happened...

And that's a wrap! I'm already writing the next chapter. Hope I can upload it sometime next week or somethin'. Also I would like to take this opportunity to tell you guys that I am getting pissed at all the messages some keep sending me. I know I said in my bio that I'm genderfluid. BUT! That wasn't an invitation to sexually harrass me online. I've already politely told those who've messaged me to back off! Yet you still continue with this petty and annoying notion of yours. If you read the very end of chapter 1 I've already told you guys off. I'm once again politely telling you to STOP. Thank you. Stay safe everybody!