A/N: Well apparaently a lot of people liked my very first chapter even though it was just a test chapter. I only gathered a couple of reviews on the first chapter but I am going to try and make the chapters longer that was my goal in general but I'm going to try my hardest. I'm also ecstatic that there were no flames in my reviews. And I say 200 views in less than 2 days is pretty good. Well enough of my ramblings but I want to make this clear Bella is not making a harem each of the girls I have her with is part of her heart and she would be shattered without one of them in her life. I guess on with the show.

I felt as if my heart was going to pound out of my chest it was beating so fast as I stared at the dark vermillion eyes staring back at me in the shadows. I began to scramble to my feet as I wanted nothing more than to run away from those eyes that caused a cold ripple of fear to run through my entire body directly to my soul. Running or should I say stumbling through the brush of the dark forest was exhausting and with the cold sweat of unrelenting fear all around me I couldn't help but to constantly look behind me. Seeing no one was there I continued running a few minutes longer before collapsing to my knees panting in the cool forest air into my burning lungs my chest was heaving my thin jacket doing nothing to keep out the cold of the night as it began to drop in temperature. Looking up and around to see if I recognized anything I saw only stars and tree branches looking back down at me. I choked back a sob as I pulled my jacket tighter around me trying to keep in as much warmth as I could, I was already to the point of shivering even though I had just been running through the thicket of forest. I sobbed as I realized I might be stuck out here and whatever or most likely whoever killed that bear is still out here with me. I cried as all I wanted was to be back in Edward's arms as he whispered how much he loved me and how I made him feel complete. Tears streamed down my cheeks as the images of his pixie little sister the exstatic and ever energetic bundle of joy Alice danced through my head as I already began regretting telling her how much I hated her trying to turn me into a live dress up Barbie. I scream up into the air as loud as I could, "Someone, help me please!."

After calling until my throat was raw I started to slowly get back up as my muscles tightened and caused me to slam head first into a tree I couldn't of seen in this pitch black night, my eyes swim as I land in the dirt feeling a warm wet patch spread over my head, thinking sluggishly, "Oh god I'm alone in the middle of the woods and I'm bleeding from my head with a human drinking vampire, I'm going to die... I'm going to die before I ever even got to really know Charlie." My eyes clouded more with the hot tears of that thought but could of sworn I saw porcelain white skin approahing me catching a glimpse of red hair before darkness consumed my mind.

Through the darkness I kept on hearing the heart crushing words Edward had said to me.

*Dream/Flashback*

Edward led me through the forest he had been avoiding me this entire week after the incident of what happened at my 18th birthday party. I wasn't upset at what Jasper had done I knew that he was considerably knew to the diet after so long of consuming human blood. What I was truly upset about but would never admit because I loved him to much, but how he had shoved me back and into the table causing it to shatter and get me even more hurt he should have knew how much strength he was putting into the shove.

We came to a stop in our favorite meadow looking at all of the flowers that were blooming. He turned to look at me and his eyes were unnoticeably cold as I was to distracted by his beautiful face as I hadn't seen him in those two weeks since the accident at the party. Before Edward could speak up I said softly, "You don't need to apologize it's okay I know that Jasper just lost momentary control but I'm fine and nothing extreme happened besides my cuts."

Edward just gazed at me with cool eyes just shrugging his shoulders after I finished before speaking in his deep throaty voice. "Bella we are leaving," he stated bluntly.

I looked at him to clarify before asking, "O-okay when will you be back are you visiting your cousins again?" I asked confused

He continued to look at me with the same cool stare, "No we are not coming back ever. You were nothing but a burden on me and my family. We never truly cared about you, you were nothing but a distraction to entertain my family with you imperfect humanity. Good bye Isabella." Before he turned away and left me in my shattered heart.

*End Dream/Flashback*

An irritating constant beeping slowly pulled me from my nightmare my eyes feeling as if they were made of lead before slowly opening hissing at the sting of the bright light hitting my eyes before slowly, squintingly blinking them. There was an insesant throbbing pain in my head as I slowly turned my head looking around at the empty hospital room. "W-what happened how did I even get here?" I heard the door slowly creak open, smelt the sterilized uniform of a doctor before he even put his foot into the room. Everything was so white that I nearly felt like my eyes were going to implode inside of my skull. The reality of the situation I was in really crashed down on me while the doctor checked his clipboard.

"Well Ms. Swan, it seems like you've had quite a time," he said, glancing up at me and not even bothering to answer my question. "You had some trauma to your brain, possibly a moderate concussion but we won't know for certain until we do some further testing."

My doctor leaned close towards me, causing me to wince at his white uniform. His skin was as light as toffee and was a heavy contrast with his pale outfit. At first, all he asked me were simple and very basic questions like 'do you know your name?' or 'when's your birthday?' and all those sorts of things. But then, Dr. Mawobee asked me something that really got me thinking.

"Ms. Swan, do you remember who brought you to this hopsital?"

"Uh no not really. I only barely remember why I'm here," I answered, shaking my head.

"A girl with firey red hair and snow colored skin carried you in here and dropped you off with our nurses," he responded, raising an eyebrow at me over his glasses. "Do you have any idea who that could've been?"

Brief images of red hair flashing through my mind and porcelain white skin but other than that nothing stuck out. Whispers, "I remember but I can't really peice it together." looks up from his clip board and thinks to himself for a second or to before softly suggesting, "There is an excellent psychiatric facility and no Ms. Swan I am not referring to a loony bin. The reason I suggest it because when we were examining you we discovered recent but healed injuries that your mind might be repressing."

I looked at the doctor consideringly before responding, "And where would this facility be located?"

The doctor looks me dead in the eyes and says, "It is located in Denali, Alaska. The reservation time ends by tomorrow so I suggest you make up your mind now."

Mulling it over and considering my options I sighed and decided to resign myself to what would probably be the best option. "I agree to go. I guess I'm going to Alaska for a little bit." I sighed

Unknowingly smiled and nodded his head. "I will make sure all of your preparations are in order you leave tomorrow at 11:00 a.m. sharp."