Caesar's POV
"Damn" Michael Ceaser stared into his phone screen as a familiar feeling penetrated inside his body. The feeling that makes you want to die because you're slowly dying inside, and you can hardly breathe because it empowers you. It felt like a drug to him, that intoxicating toxic feeling running through his veins, it compelled him.
The feeling of a guilty conscience is the feeling he could never escape. And it was all because of that one mistake, the mistake that changed his fate and he can't ever catch a break.
He couldn't believe what he was reading. Jazmine Dubois had tried to commit suicide and now they're saying she's an endangerment to herself, and she's out there somewhere getting some help.He knew what that meant, she was going to be sent to some type of mental hospital. all they will do is poison her head into thinking she is insane. He felt pity for her because he knew she only did those things because she was hurt. She was hurt because she didn't have Huey's forgiveness, and he knew how that feeling felt.
Huey Freeman was his best friend. When they first met they had this bond that only they could understand. They were like different versions of each other, Huey was the serious one while Caesar was the comedian, however, they shared so much in common you would think they were blood brothers.
So why did he betray him?
16-year-old Michael Ceaser was fed up with his girlfriend's ignorance. He walked out of Cindy Mcpherson's mansion, put his headphones on, and kept it moving. He didn't know where he was going, but he just knew he had to get away.
He was in his zone as Kendrick Lamar raps,
"Miscellaneous minds are never explainin' their minds
Devilish grin for my alias aliens to respond Peddlin' sin,
thinkin' maybe when you get old you realize I'm not gonna fold or demise
(I don't smoke crack, motherfucker I sell it!)
Bitch, everything I rap is a quarter piece to your melon
So if you have a relapse, just relax and pop in my disc
Don't pop me no fucking pill, I'mma a pop you and give you this"
It was only 5:30 pm.
The heavy rain poured as the intense thunderstorm ringed loudly in his ears, too bad his headphones had died, they would have been very helpful for the moment. He hated rain because it made him think about the things that bothered him the most.
Like how Cindy was acting lately. When he first met her she was this beautiful, unique, one of a kind type of girl. She was funny, bold, and the best female basketball player he had ever met. She was even better than some of the male basketball players. He didn't care that she acted like a gangsta wannabe around others because he knew it was all just an act. In reality, she was this sweet passionate chick that had big dreams and ambitions.
She actually spoke properly behind closed doors, she was this whole different person and he fell in love with that part of her. As they got older, she wouldn't let that phase go, she wanted everyone to believe she was this was this hardcore gangsta chick that everyone was imitated by, she wanted to keep her reputation, which made they relationship suffer.
Everyone was calling her soft because she was in love, so she started disrespecting him in public, calling him names and even assaulting his favorite sport, soccer. Not to mention, he disliked her obsessive use of the N-word. Overall, He felt like he was the submissive one in the relationship and it had always made him feel weak. She just didn't understand him.
Huey didn't understand him either, he would just criticize him for letting Cindy run all over him. He knew Huey was right, but he didn't want someone to remind him how fucked up his relationship was, he just needed someone to comfort him and he found someone. She was the only person that knew what to say and do that would make him feel good, and that person was Jazmine DuBois.
He knew she wasn't his, but he couldn't help but want her. She was like an angel sent from heaven. She was sweet, delicate, caring, respectful, and drop-dead gorgeous.
He never looked at her other than a sister, she was always crying and whining and under Huey, and plus he had Cindy, but he can't deny that he grew an attraction for her as they got older. Her hair wasn't its natural puff ball, it was curly and shiny.
Her big emerald eyes were hypnotizing, but she was kinda short for his taste, but she had an amazing body. Her boobs weren't as huge as Cindy's, but she had curvy wide hips and a nice round ass. Sometimes he would catch himself staring at her too long because she was just too damn beautiful. He wasn't the only one that grew attracted to her, all the guys in school were drooling over her and they wanted her just as bad as he did. The only difference was they couldn't get pass Huey Freeman
Huey was similar to Cindy except he respected Jazmine, but he was very overprotective and controlling when it came to her. If anyone would even look at Jazmine wrong he would kick their ass, even if a guy would ask her a question he would be all in their face, ready to fight for his woman. After the accident with Justin Pierce, she wasn't allowed to wear short skirts or any revealing clothes. He had never known his best friend could ever be whipped, but he was extremely whipped. He did everything to make her happy, he even did things he hated doing, like watch Disney movies, have picnics, Hold hands, etc. Huey was in love and no one could break them apart.
Except him.
It all started weeks before Jazmine's father passed away. He was diagnosed with brain cancer and he was getting sicker by the day. Huey was too busy hanging around this stunning tall dark skin girl. She was fine with long braided beads with big boobs and a huge booty. Her name was Amelia Jones, Huey met her in his after school program, and ever since she came in the picture, Jazmine was in the picture less.
They spent so much time together that people thought they were a couple. It was sad because Jazmine would just sit there and cry, she never spoke up about how she felt. Until one day, Caesar and Cindy got into a huge altercation, Cindy spit on his shoes in front of all her friends.
Next thing he knew, he was standing in the middle of the street trying to end his life, but Jazmine spotted him and right on time she pulled him into the sidewalk and gave him the biggest hug and patted his back softly and told him it was okay. He cried in her arms that day, she even cried with him.
After that day, she never mentioned his breakdown to anyone and that's how she gained his trust. Pretty soon they were meeting up with each other and expressing their feelings to each other. She would tell him things that she went through with Huey and he would tell her things he went through with Cindy.
It wasn't love, it was more like a comforting bond. They didn't do anything romantic, it was just friendship.
So he thought.
The more he and Jazmine spent time together the more he grew feelings for her, and he wanted it to go away, but it only got stronger. That night her father took his last breath. He found her crying in the cold rain with her with dad's favorite suit tie in her hands.
"Jazzy?"
She looked up to him, her eyes were red and puffy, and her hair was soaked.
"H-he,h-he's, g-gone" she sobbed, pulling her hair roughly.
"Hey hey hey," he said, grabbing her tiny arms and pulling her into his chest. "I'm here for you, it's okay to cry, let it out," he said softly, rubbing her wet hair.
"Did you talk to Huey?" He asked.
"I tried calling him several times, but he won't answer, he never answers anymore," she said in her hurt tone.
"Did you try going to his house?" He offered.
"Yes, but he's never home either" she responded sadly.
"Come on, let's go to my house before you get sick,"He said, wrapping his arm around her shoulders, leading her into his house. Once they reached his bedroom, he gave her a big t-shirt to wear while her wet clothes were in the dryer.
Then he gave her a big bowl of ice cream with a big bag of chips and He turned his radio on.
I should've left my baby girl a message
Sayin' I won't be coming home, I'd rather be alone
She doesn't fully understand me, That I'd rather leave than to cheat
If she gives me some time I can be the man she needs
But there's a lot of lust inside of me
And we've been together since our teenage years
I really don't mean to hurt her,
but I need some time To be alone
How could you let this be?
I just need time to see
Where I wanna be
Where I wanna be
Sweet little dee-do-dee-dee... I don't mean to hurt you, baby, oh, no, no...
Jazmine cried as the song played and Caesar grabbed the bowl of ice cream and placed it on the dresser, and wrapped his arms around Jazmine protectively.
"H-he..d-doesnt..l-love..m-me..anymore,"she said, sobbing loudly" he's always with her"
He rubbed her shoulders as she continued
"My mother doesn't love me either, she left us" she said with a hint of anger in her voice." and d-daddy..daddy was all I had left..and..now...h-he...left...me..too" she said, sobbing into his chest.
"No one loves me anymore!" She shouted as she cried dramatically.
Caesar held her head up to look into his eyes
"Listen to me Jazmine!" He shouted, forcing her to stare at him."Don't you ever say that no one loves you because I love you!" He revealed.
Her eyes widened in shock but before she could speak again, his lips were smashing into hers. Her body trembled nervously as he deepened the kiss.
She pulled away slowly."C-C-Caesar..we-we..c-can't..h-Huey.."she said through his kisses.
"Shh, It's okay, just let's take the pain away," he whispered in her ear as he nibbled on her neck.
She wanted to push him away, but his kisses were so tempting she hasn't been kissed like this ever since Amelia took Huey away. He must be with her, she thought. The thought of Huey and Amelia being together made her heart burn severely, she couldn't take it anymore, she needed this.
"Wait," She said, pushing Caesar off of her.
He gave her a confused and desperate look until she stood up and removed the huge t-shirt from her body.
His dick hardened when she slowly removed her panties and bra, revealing her breathtaking naked glory.
Her long curly-frizzy hair was damp and her eyes were still puffy from crying too hard, but overall she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen.
"Michael?" she said, climbing on top of him nervously. He loved when she called him by his first name. It turned him on.
"Hmm?" He responded, distracted by her strawberry scent.
"Make love to me," she pleaded.
"You want me to fuck you?" he translated, running his hands all over her body. She trembled at his touch but he was making her wetter.
"Y-yes" she responded nervously, feeling a bit off guard by his use of profanity.
What is wrong with me? She asked herself.
Why am I doing this I love Huey, not Caesar
But Huey doesn't love me anymore, so why should I care?
Her mind was fighting with her heart and her body. She knew she wasn't supposed to be doing this with Caesar because she secretly wished it was Huey, but he's not here for her, he never was anymore.
She just lost the greatest Father of her life, and it hurt so much. She just wanted the pain to go away.
She made her decision
"Micheal..I want you..to fuck me" she said smoothly.
She kissed him intensely, rocking her hips against him slowly.
"Damn.. baby" he moaned weakly, as she began twirling her hips in a circle. She was teasing him with her body, dancing on his lap. Her pussy rubbed against his dick in motion, driving him insane.
"Fuck," he cursed, as she began kissing on his neck.
"You like that Michael?" she teased.
Damn what has gotten into me, she thought. Was it that she was angry at Huey? Was she trying to get back at breaking her heart?
Damn, she's a freak. Caesar thought as he felt his palms sweating.
"Yeah, I like that baby" he moaned, gripping her hips tightly. She moaned as he squeezed her ass.
What the hell Am I doing? He thought.
This is my best friend's girl and this is my girl's best friend.
But damn she's so sexy, I need her now.
He had made up his mind.
He was going to fuck the living life of Jazmine DuBois.
He flipped her over so that he was on top of hèr and placed her arms above her head, holding them tightly.
She squealed at his sudden movement
"No more games DuBois," he demanded seductively, as he began sucking on her nipples.
"Ah-mmm!" she moaned, closing her eyes.
He continued tasting all over her body from her head to her toes.
"Ooh... Michael" she moaned, arching her back while he was rubbing her pussy with his fingers in a circular motion.
"Ahh!" She screamed loudly, feeling a heating sensation.She sounded so sexy moaning his name, it was the best music he ever heard, he needed to hear more.
He kissed her full soft lips one last time before slowly entering her cave of wonders.She screamed loudly as he banged his hips into hers. She was whimpering as he thrust harder and rougher into her. He could see tears rolling down her eyes.
He released her arms so she could hold on to his back for support. He laid his head on her neck as he rocked her body on his shaking bed.
Tears rolled down his eyes as he realized that he was betraying his best friend and the love of his life.
He knew after tonight, it wouldn't be the same. He knew he would soon face the consequences, so he mind as well enjoy it. Damn her pussy was like gold. She felt so good to him, especially when she tightened against him. She was so wet that he could hear the sounds of his dick bursting inside of her. The feeling was incredible, but it was so wrong.
She had tears rolling down her face as well because she was beginning to regret her decision as she realized that he smelled exactly like Huey.
"No," she sobbed.
"No," she sobbed again
But he couldn't hear her. He was roughly slamming his body against hers as he sobbed against her neck. She bit her bottom lip to keep from screaming. It wasn't just the pain of their rough sex that hurt It was the fact that she wanted him to stop because he knew she would lose Huey and she didn't want to lose him.
And he didn't want to lose Huey's friendship and Trust.
But it was all too little too late.
Later that night, when Jazmine was limping back home, she spotted Huey sitting on her doorstep with a huge bag of M and a dozen of light pink peonies.
She stopped walking and collapse into the ground, sobbing loudly.
"What have I done?" She whimpered. Huey dropped the flowers and candy bag on the ground and rushed to her side.
"Jazmine! don't worry, I'm here and I'm never leaving your side ever again," he said, caressing her hair "I'm sorry I wasn't there for you, I love you so much" he said, kissing her forehead.
"It's going to be alright, I'm here now," he added."I won't hang with Amelia anymore, I'm done with her, you are all that matters. I know it hurts, trust me I know how it feels to lose both your parents," he said lifting her chin.
"I'll take care of you". He said, kissing her passionately.
His kisses were so much better than Caesar's. She felt this electric shock running through her body when she felt his tongue melt inside her mouth,
She needed this and she never wanted it to ever go away.
She couldn't lose him, not now, not ever.
She had to keep it a secret or he will never forgive her..
Caesar glanced into the window watching the rain. Jazmine had just left, he would have walked her, but she insisted that she go alone.She lived down the street anyway, so he was okay with it.
He was going to text Jazmine to make sure she had got home safely when he noticed he had 5 missed calls from Cindy.
His eyes widened as he clicked to hear his voicemail message.''Hey, this is Cindy...I know..you probably hate me right now, but I- 'sob' just want to..tell you 'sob' that I really love you!" Her voice cracked, as she continued to speak. "I really miss you.. And I'm-'sob' sorry okay, I want to change..I want to be better for you"
His eyes watered as he heard her struggling to speak."I just want-to..be Together... I..don't.. Want to..fight..just... Please..c-call..me.. Back" she sobbed loudly, he could hear her breathing heavily. He couldn't believe Cindy was crying.
She never cries.
This was all for him and she was willing to change just for him.He broke into tears as he realized he had ruined his relationship with Cindy.
His friendship with Huey
And soon, Jazmine and Huey relationship will be ruined.
How can the best sex he ever had been the biggest mistake of his life.
He fucked up big time.
Weeks later the guilt started building up and everyone was so happy. Cindy became a better girlfriend she even spoke proper English in public now, but she still had that hardcore Cindy in her, which he didn't mind.
Huey and Jazmine were still the best couple people had ever seen. He stopped hanging with Amelia who would give them dirty looks And he and Jazmine stayed over her house most of the time because she wanted to feel closer to her dad.
Everything was just too perfect and he couldn't enjoy it because he knew deep down inside it was all fake.
He couldn't take it anymore he had to tell Huey the truth.
When he did tell Huey, he reacted just as he expected, But it wasn't his actions that surprised him. It was the fact that Huey accused him of forcing himself on Jazmine, and he was enraged. He was enraged because there he was pouring his heart out and begging for forgiveness and then Huey turns around and accuses him of raping Jazmine?
Of course, he would be angry at that, his mom was raped before and Huey knew that. That's why he got cocky on Huey, and that's why he cracked a smile on his face Because he wanted to hurt Huey.
After Huey brutally beat him that day, he realized that he was the one in the wrong. How could he want to hurt Huey when he was already hurt, Jazmine was his everything. He had the nerve to fuck her behind his best friend's back, then brag about it? He was a terrible person.
Even when Cindy was outside Jasmine's house ready to beat her ass, Huey was there to protect her. He even shed tears for her, according to Riley, who was also angry with themThings started to fall apart, Jazmine disappeared into thin air and even Huey searched everywhere for her, thinking something bad had happened to her.
Cindy became even more reckless than ever.
Everything was ruined and it was all his fault.
Yes, Jazmine played a part in it too, but she was vulnerable at the time. Huey was right about one thing: he did take advantage of her.
Now she's somewhere alone in the world.
Huey was depressed. He started losing weight and he looked tired and weak. He didn't even participate in his after school club. He lost himself because he lost Jazmine.
The guilt burned in Caesar's heart, he couldn't take it anymore.
He had to leave town.
Caesar sighed deeply as he went back into the soccer field.Everyone was screaming and shouting his name, cheering for him.
His fans were wearing his jersey shirt, number 7.
Anyone would love to fill his shoes because his life seems like a dream come true. He was a professional soccer player. He had money, fans, trophies, hoes, and, of course, his team.
The only thing didn't have was his childhood friends
Huey, Riley, Jazmine, And most of all
He didn't have Cindy, but it was too late, she was married and in love with some guy named Cairo. They lived in a big ass mansion in Woodcrest along with their newborn twin babies. Though he wishes he could be as lucky as her husband, he was glad that She was in a happy place.
Then he thought of Jazmine, the woman he once loved.
She wasn't in a happy place, she was living the fast life and he was afraid she was going to die soon if she didn't get what she really needed.
She didn't need help.
She needed Huey.
And he was going to bring her to him.
He was going to fix his mistake.
He was going to finally face his fears
He was going to finally face his ex-best friend. He had made his final decision and this time it was going to be the right decision
He was going to help Huey Freeman get Jazmine DuBois back.
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Big Sean - Control (Kendrick Lamar's Verse).