Hey Everyone! Thank you as Always!
This chapter is going to have some Italian word but no worries They are translated.
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I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there
when I cry And the days feel like years
when I'm alone And the bed
where you lie Is made up on your side
Jazmine smiled as she read her favorite chapter of Huey's novel. He has a part about a young biracial girl named Yasalina who was blinded by her imagination. He mentioned that Yasaline used her special power(her imagination ) to block the agony that surrounded her life.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK I miss you"
He talks about how sweet and innocent she was and how she struggled to fit in with her African American culture along with her Caucasian side. It was so obvious that the character Yasalina was about her, and it made her blush when he described her as sweet, beautiful and adventurous.
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you,
I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
She knew that character was inspired by her and she wishes she could thank him for not forgetting about her because she had never forgotten about him. She wanted to buy his book in person so she could see his face again, but she knew her husband wouldn't allow her. Therefore, she ordered them online like she always did with his books.
We were made for each other
Out here forever I know we were, yeah, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do, I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me, yeah
She smiled as she read the speech he wrote at the end of his book, she was so proud of him. She had always admired his intelligence and she enjoyed hearing his sight and perspective on things. She hopes her future son will become a man that is as great as him. She held the book to her beating heart and cried her heart out, she missed him.
She felt so close to him even though he was a thousand miles away. She felt like a part of him was there with her and she loved to pretend at night that he was laying in bed holding her in his arms, even though in reality, he was out there holding and loving someone else.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK I miss you
Her heart along with her body jumped as she heard her husband slam the door shut. She knew he would be angry with her because of what happened during her interview with Wendy Williams. She quickly hid Huey Freeman's book under the bed as her husband angrily stormed in the bedroom.
"cazzo puttana!" He hollered, pulling Jazmine by her hair. " you think you can fucking make me look stupid on national TV, huh? Puttana!" He shouted, punching her back as she screamed.
See, I don't know why I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now that's all down the drain
You put me through pain, I wanna let you know how I feel
He angrily laughed as he found Huey's book under the bed. "You dirty bitch!" He screamed.
"I'm going to teach you a fucking lesson" he said as he forced her to dress up as a slut. He hired two male models and set up everything so he could record the sex tape.
You thought, you could Keep this shit from me,
yeah You burnt bitch, I heard the story
You played me, you even gave him head
Jazmine widened her eyes in shock as she saw how the room was set up, and she read the script that her husband forced her to memorize. She felt disgusted and ashamed of herself when she spoke those horrible words about Huey Freeman, and ripped her heart to have sex with two men on camera in bed with a picture of Huey on the bedspread.
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
She knows when he sees this he will definitely hate her. Her tears streamed down her face as the men took turns with her roughly, pulling her hair as their saliva dropped on her body, slapping her ass, and whispering in her ear, uttering the words. "You like that don't you, dirty slut" one whispered as he pounded her harder. She felt humiliated because she had to actually moan as if she was enjoying it, and she had to say dirty words like "fuck me master!" and "I love white dicks!". She closed her eyes and thought of him just to ease the pain.
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
Manuel watched as the two disgusting pigs fuck the life out his wife. He wanted to make it all stop because he secretly hated when men pondered on his wife, but he couldn't help himself. He was angry because he knew she was still in love with the Freeman. That's how it all started with him beating her.
You questioned, did I care You could ask anyone,
I even said You were my great one
Now it's, over, but I do admit I'm sad.
It hurts real bad, I can't sweat that, cause I loved a hoe
He would catch her watching Freeman's interviews and speeches. She would read his books and watch his favorite movies. She would even listen to the music he liked, and he would often have to beat her in the middle of the night moaning Huey's name in her sleep or accidentally during sex. They stopped making love after that and he would just grip her up and force himself on her roughly, and sometimes he would duct tape her mouth, and tie her hands up so he could let his anger out on her.
Fuck what I said it don't mean shit now
Fuck the presents might as well throw 'em out
Fuck all those kisses they didn't mean jack
Fuck you, you hoe, I don't want you back
He hated how much she loved Huey Freeman because Huey didn't deserve her love. He was the one that took her under his wing when Huey was too busy living his life. He helped her build her confidence and even finish her education, he made her into a huge star, and loved and cared for her
Oh oh Uh huh yeah
Oh oh Uh huh yeah
Oh oh Uh huh yeah
Oh oh Uh huh yeah
He loves Jazmine more than he had ever loved any woman, but he also hated her, he hated her so much for loving Huey Freeman too much.
Isabella paced back and forth in the waiting room of the hospital as she waited for the doctors to come back inside to let her know Jazmine was okay. How could she let this happen? She should have warned Huey about Jazmine's behavior, she was too busy doing errands for the big bad wolf.
Lately, Amelia has been sending her out of town to get things that she could get locally, she was beginning to think that Amelia purposely sent her away so she could do something to Jazmine. For some reason, Isabella had a bad feeling that Amelia was the reason for Jazmine's sudden outburst. Jazmine was fine until that night she found out about Jazmine and Huey's affair. She sobbed loudly as she thought about when she found Jazmine in the bathroom.
Isabella walked inside the bathroom of Jazmine's room, she spotted her laying on the floor with a sliced up wrist and bleeding arm with the words whore written in blood. The water of the tub was overflowing and glass was scattered everywhere.
"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!" Isabella screamed, running towards an unconscious looking Jazmine. Tears were streaming down her eyes as she checked Jazmine's pulse. Before she could touch her neck Jazmine's eyes shot open.
"Jazmin what happened? Who did this?"
"I just wanna die, just let me die" Jazmine said weakly, her face fluttering with tears. "I want to be with my baby," Jazmine cried. "Everyone hates me," she whispered.
"No, that's not true I Don't hate you, Huey doesn't either," Isabella said as she dialed the ambulance.
"He loves you," she added before speaking to the operator.
"He couldn't love a hooker like me" she mumbled as she felt her eyelids getting heavier for her to keep them open.
Isabella quickly grabbed the first aid kit and cleaned Jazmine's cuts which caused her to wail in pain. She wrapped her wrist that wasn't bleeding much, and her arms that wouldn't stop bleeding.
"Stay with me Jazmine, it's going to be okay. Help is coming" she assured Jazmine who was dozing off from feeling too much pain.
Isabella wept in her hands as the paramedics carried Jazmine to the ambulance's truck.
"Oh my god what happened? Is she dead?" She heard Amelia ask one of the paramedic people, acting concerned, but Isabella could hear the hope in her voice.
She hopped inside her car since there were too many of them working on Jazmine putting a breathing mask on her face.
Huey was on his way home. He was sitting in the back while his driver drove. He felt his phone buzzing, but he didn't care to answer. It was probably Amelia calling to yell at him for being out late, he didn't want to hear her screaming in his ears, besides his head was starting to ache. The driver asked if he could turn on the radio to listen to some Old School music, Huey nodded his head and tilted his head back as he closed his eyes to sleep.
Baby, baby, baby What's it gonna be
Baby, baby, baby Is it him or is it me?
Don't make me waste my time
Don't make me lose my mind baby
Baby, baby, baby Can't u stay with me tonight
Oh baby, baby, baby Don't my kisses please u right
U were so hard 2 find The beautiful ones, they hurt u everytime
Paint a perfect picture Bring 2 life a vision in one's mind
The beautiful ones Always smash the picture Always every time
If I told u baby That I was in love with u
Oh baby, baby, baby If we got married Would that be cool?
U make me so confused The beautiful ones U always seem 2 lose
Baby, baby,
Baby, baby,
Baby, baby,
Baby,
What's it gonna be baby?
Suddenly the music stopped.
Huey jumped from his seat and felt his heart sink and his eyes widen with fear. When he heard the radio announcement say that words,
"Attention we stop your favorite music with breaking news, our favorite model and actress Jazmine DuBois has been rushed to Med-Star Hospital in Washington DC , she was found by a maid in Huey Freeman's property, unconscious laying on the bathroom floor. We are getting reports that this is another suicidal attempt"
We don't have enough information of her condition at this time, But the question that we are all whispering about is what is Jazmine DuBois doing in Huey Freeman's home? Why isn't she with her husband? Are the rumors true that Freeman and DuBois are secretly romantically involved? Stay tuned for our discussion on that topic on your favorite classic old school jam 100.53."
"Drive to the hospital now!" Huey demanded.
The driver drove as fast as he could, but then suddenly, they got stuck in traffic. Out of anger, Huey cursed and got out of the car, slamming the door so hard the window cracked. He sped the rest of the way to the hospital, running with all his might. Sweat was dripping from his forehead, and his heart was pounding out his chest.
When he finally arrived, there were tons of paparazzi blocking the entrance to the hospital door. He didn't want them to notice him, so he snuck inside from the back doors. His hands trembled along with his legs in fear as he finally made it to the waiting room where Isabella stood on her knees praying.
Isabella was praying her heart out.
"Bella!" Huey shouted, running towards her.
She stood up and hugged Huey tightly as she sobbed on his chest. "Oh Huey, it was horrible!" She cried.
He gently grabbed her shoulders and pulled her off him and looked into her eyes "what happened?"
"I was out doing errands for your wife and when I arrived Jazmin, was, she was 'sob', there was blood everywhere 'sob' she was on the floor 'sob',I thought she was dead" She explained through sobs. She couldn't talk anymore. It was too painful.
He held her as she cried on his chest again. Huey felt his eyes water, but he held them because he didn't want to lose hope that she was okay.
After waiting for about 10 minutes, The doctor finally arrived. Huey quickly walked towards the doctor along with Isabella who had her fingers crossed.
"How is she!"Huey asked.
"Huey Freeman right?" he said sarcastically, jealousy in his voice. " Unfortunately, I can't give you any details until her husband arrives, " he replied sharply.
"What! Are you fucking kidding me? Her husband is the last person to ever care about her." Huey snapped. " I demand you tell me or I swear I'll"
"Where is my wife!" Manuel shouted, running towards the doctor along with his heavy weight body guards.
Huey felt his jaw tighten and he cracked his knuckles ready to beat Manuel's face in but Isabella placed a hand on his shoulder and shook her head no.
The doctor greeted Manuel with respect.
"Your wife is currently stable, however, we had to put her to sleep so we could apply 7 stitches on each slice on her wrist and 25 stitches on her arm"
"Can I see my wife?"Manuel asked.
"Right now she's asleep and on suicide watch, but you may see you're wife," the doctor informed.
Manuel smiled widely and followed the doctor, leaving Huey and Isabella Alone in the waiting room.
"This is some ol bullshit!"Huey shouted.
"Huey please stop, the police are coming" Isabella warned as two policemen walked towards Isabella. "Are you Isabella Gracia?" The policeman asked.
"Yes," she replied nervously.
"We need to hear your statement about the moment you found Jazmine DuBois, please tell us everything that you can remember. Do not worry you are not an suspect, we just need to know whether this is a case of attempt suicide, or a case of attempt murder." The policeman informed her.
"What do you mean attempt murder?"Huey asked angrily. "What are you implying that she tried to murder Jazmine?" Huey asked suspiciously.
"Listen, We don't want any trouble Huey Freeman, we are just trying to put the pieces together, as I said before, Ms. Gracia is not a suspect. We are just trying the unexplainable bruises found on Mrs. Lorenzo"
"What do you mean?"Huey asked.
" There were other bruises that we had noticed, a minor cut on her upper lip, and a lump on her nose, hickeys and bite marks on her neck. She had a bleeding scalp due to an intense hair pull. The paramedics found a trail of little strands of her hair so Ms..Gracia would you mind telling us your story?" he asked politely.
Isabella took a deep breath and sat down as she described the details of the events that occurred an hour ago, when she found Jazmine naked laying in the glass scattered floor with blood.
Huey's heart burned severely, His skin crawled, and he fought the urge to cry as he heard the horrible story of Jazmine cutting her own wrist, and telling Isabella that she wanted to die.
" This is going to be hard to look at but I need you to take a look at this photo, and try to think Of a reason for her to want to do something like this, I will warned you this is disturbing" he said as he handed the photo of Jazmine's bleeding arm that was carved in bloody words 'WHORE'.
Huey stared into the picture and walked away angrily. He entered the bathroom and puked. He felt sick in the stomach and felt like he had been stabbed several times.
Oh I'm a mess right now
Inside out Searching for a sweet surrender
But this is not the end I can't work it out
How going through the motions
Going through us And oh I've known it for the longest time
He sat inside some random doctor's office, rubbing his hands on his face in frustration. He felt so many emotions all at once. Hurt because the woman he loves more than anything tried to kill herself. Anger because she was willing to leave this world without him, and most of all guilt, because he knew it was his fault that she tried to kill herself.
I messed up this time Late last night
Drinking to suppress devotion With fingers intertwined
I can't shake this feeling now
We're going through the motions Hoping you'd stop
He called her the words she craved on her skin, he's the reason she wanted to give up on her life, and he was the one that put those bruises on her lip and nose(when he pushed her) after he placed those bruises on her neck( while making love to her). He had let her down once again after he swore to protect her. He didn't even let her get a word out, instead he treated her just like her husband did. Now it was her abusive husband sitting by her side instead of him.
And ohhh I've only caused you pain
I know but all of my words will always below
Of all the love you spoke
When you're on my road Walking me home
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Amelia hurried to the house where Jazmine was found and gathered any type of evidence she could find that would blow her cover. The plan didn't work out as she expected Jazmine was suppose to overdose, but instead that dumb ass bitch cut herself. She was smarter than she thought, that bitch knew what she was doing. She was always finding ways to put the attention on her. She may be a whore, but she sure knew how to make Huey feel sorry for her.
"Fucking bitch!"she screamed.
Jazmine opened her eyes to see her husband staring at her with tears in his eyes.
"Manuel?" Jazmine mumbled with the breathing mask still on her face.
You've been alone, you've been afraid
I've been a fool In so many ways
but I would change my life If you thought you
, might try to love me So please give me another chance
"la mia bella ragazza(my beautiful girl)" he said as he removed the breathing mask from her face and kissed her chapped lips. "Mi dispiace che non ero lì per te( I'm sorry I wasn't there for you)" he sobbed, crying as he held her hands tightly.
""ti amo così tanto, si prega di tornare a casa per me( I love you so much, please come home to me)"he begged.
"Sarà un battere di nuovo me?( you will beat me again?) " she asked.
""No, ho giurato a mia madre, non voglio mai mettere le mie mani su di voi ancora una volta, e non devi dormire con registi, capito?(No, I swear to my mother, I never want to put my hands on you again, and you do not have to sleep with directors, understand?)" he said, trying to win her over.
"hai rotto le promesse, come lui"(you've broken promises, like him)" she said weakly, referring to Huey. "mentendo! tu non mi ami, nessuno mi ama, tutti mi odiano,anche io odio me stesso( you're lying! You don't love me, no one loves me, everyone hates me, even I hate myself)" she said as she whimpered."Non sono niente ma una puttana disgustoso(I'm nothing but a disgusting whore)" she whispered, her tears falling down like dominoes.
I'm not a saint I'm just a man
Who had heaven and Earth In the palm of his hand
but I threw it away So now I stand here today
asking forgiveness and if you could just please
Mi dispiace il mio amore"(I'm sorry my love)" he whispered back. "Prometto, il mio amore, ma lui non ti ama come me. ama la ragazza che amava come un adolescente. sarete mai più essere quella ragazza, lei è andata(I promise, my love, but he does not love you like me. He loves the girl he loved as a teenager. you'll never be that girl, she's gone)" he explained, squeezing her hand.
" Mi dispiace di aver ucciso il tuo bambino(I'm sorry I killed your baby boy)" she said. " io sono così stupido e goffo(I'm so stupid and clumsy)" she said with hurt in her voice.
"potrei mai dare il dono dei figli(I could never give you the gift of children)" she said as she wept in her hands. "Sono una moglie orribile(I'm a horrible wife)" she sobbed.
"Shhh, Ti perdono e non mi importa se non mi puoi dare ai bambini(I forgive you and I don't care if you can't give me children)" he explained, rubbing her hair."Ero un cattivo marito. Mi sono fatto male la mia donna che mi prometto di amare e curare( I was a bad husband. I hurt my woman/wife that I promise to love and care for)" he said sincerely, his face as red as hers.
Little girl you're all I've got.
Don't you leave me standing here once again?
'Cause I'll give you my life Yes I would.
If you would let me try to love you
He wants to change and be a better husband to his wife. He doesn't want to lose her and he needs her to come back home. Lately, Manuel has been feeling nothing but anger, guilt ,and jealousy. He was tired of feeling like he had to compete with Huey Freeman, he just wants that man to leave his wife alone, he has hurt her enough.
Give me another chance to write you another song
And take back those thing's I've done
Cause I'll give you my heart If you would let me start all over Again
"tornare a casa con me, per favore(come home with me, please)" He pleaded.
please give me another chance to write you another song
and take back those thing's I've done
She nodded her head "Ok amore" she replied. it was her time to go anyway. She no longer had a place in Huey's heart and Manuel was right he doesn't love this version of her. If her husband was willing to change, then she would give him another chance. She would do anything for Huey to give her another chance, but he will never forgive her, and besides what the hell could she offer him?
"I'll go, but on one condition, you have to agree to go to marriage Counseling with me, and also, I will get some help for myself but no institutions!" She demanded, switching back to English. She wanted to make sure he wasn't going to send her away again.
Manuel kissed her happily and wiped away his tears 'It's done! thank you, things will be different, I promise," he promised, kissing her hand like a queen.
"May I see Isabella now?" She asked.
"Of course, I'll send her in as I go talk to the doctor," he said, kissing her forehead softly.
Jazmine slowly sat up as Isabella ran inside the room, her face was puffy with tears. Jazmine instantly felt awful, she was thinking everyone hated her but it was Isabella who still cared for her.
"Ay dios mio!(oh my god!) Jazmin I'm so happy you're okay" she said, hugging her tightly.
"Ah! Please Bella, I'm fine, but please, don't, squeeze so, hard" Jazmine said weakly, pushing her off gently. Her arms were still sore, and it made her whole body feel discomfort.
"Oh Lo siento mucho"( I'm very sorry) I didn't mean to'-"
"I'm fine Bella, Siéntate por favor(sit down please)" Jazmine politely demanded. "Just a little uncomfortable," she said honestly.
Isabella sat down like Jazmine told her and wiped away her tears. She opened her mouth to speak but Jazmine cut her off.
"Listen, bella I know that you want to apologize, but I want to apologize because I owe you that more than anything" she said, taking a deep breath.," thank you for being a great friend and again, I'm truly sorry that I was disrespectful, and mean towards you, and I was wrong" Jazmine apologized.
"I accept your apology but I understand that you were hurt so I need to know why you did what you did?" Isabella asked, hoping she wouldn't upset Jazmine.
Jazmine looked at her patched up arm and wrist and sighed deeply. "Honestly, I can't explain why I did what I did. I guess I was hurt and angry because" she began to cry. "Because, I 'sob' love him and I know 'sob' I can't fix the mistakes I have made" she explained, through sobs. " I realized that it could never work, there is just so much that I had done that doesn't deserve forgiveness," she said, holding back the truth.
Isabella reached over to her face and wiped her tears.
"Everyone deserves forgiveness, but in order to accept forgiveness, you have to forgive yourself" she said, as she held Jazmine's hand. " but this physical pain you want to feel is not the way. The devil will try his hardest to make you believe that dying is the way out, but it's just him trying to pull you down with him, and you can't let him win, Don't let that demon win" she said, referring to Amelia.
"My youngest daughter was just like you, she was so beautiful, sweet, talented, and fun,but she let people influence her to things she wasn't supposed to be a part of. She met this girl then things changed. At first, I thought the girl was nice but she was a wild girl" Isabella explained.
I fought for you
The hardest, it made me the strongest
So tell me your secrets I just can't stand to see you leaving
"Soon my Celeste had become someone else, and everytime I tried to talk to her, she would scream and fight with me," Isabella said, tears running down her face.
"She was hurting inside because my husband had died, her father, But this girl was telling her lies and she started blaming me. But after a near death experience, she apologized, and we talked, and laughed like old times" Isabella smiled at the thought. "It was like she was herself again and she even stopped hanging with that wild child" she blinked at the memory and continued.
But heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home
"Everything was great, she had fallen in love with this handsome guy named Jose Ramirez, who happened to be the wild girl's brother, but he was so much different than that girl. He was respectful and kind, I adored him. "She said, taking a deep breath.
We laughed at the darkness So scared that we lost it
We stood on the ceilings You showed me love was all you needed
" after a couple months later I received a car from Celeste telling me that she was engaged, I was thrilled and I couldn't wait to help her plan the wedding, but then later that day, in the middle of the night; I received a devastating call stating that my daughter had been stabbed to death and sliced on the throat" Isabella explained as she sobbed loudly.
But heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home
" My life broke apart and I wasn't the same. I didn't eat or sleep, I felt broken, and I wanted to die, but I knew it would be selfish because I still had another daughter who was preparing for college. I couldn't abandon her, she needed me," Isabella explained as her voice cracked.
But heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
Heaven couldn't wait for you
No heaven couldn't wait for you
So go on, go home
"For years and years I spent my life hating that woman for killing my daughter, and I couldn't be with god because I didn't want to forgive her, but soon I realized I couldn't forgive her because I didn't forgive myself.
And once I forgave myself for letting this happen, I found the strength to forgive her for taking my daughter from me. It was a hard pill to swallow, but then after I did that, my whole life changed, and I was happy with myself again." Isabella explained, thinking of how much she still misses Celeste.
Padre Nuestro Que estás en el cielo
Santificado sea tu Nombre Venga tu reino
Hagase tu voluntad En la tierra como en el cielo Amen
"What I'm trying to say is, I don't want you to spend your life hating yourself because of the mistakes you made, forgive and your life will change forever" Isabella advised.
"Words can't explain how deeply sorry I am for what happened to your daughter, thank you for sharing this with me, it means a lot and I'll think about what you said" Jazmine said, tears streaming down her face. She felt selfish, she had no idea Isabella went through so much pain.
They shared a sentimental hug.
"So go on, go home"
Ramirez Jazmine thought to herself.
"You Dont have to answer this but what was the name of the woman that murdered Celeste and Jose" she asked, hoping she won't hurt or upset Isabella. The last name sounds so familiar.
"Her name is Mariana Ramirez," Isabella said with hate in her voice. Isabella lied she still hasn't forgiven that woman. Mariana was obsessed with her daughter. She influenced her daughter into doing things like partying and kissing girls, they never dated, but In Mariana eyes they did. When Celeste almost died in a car accident, she changed her ways, and started going to church more.
She became the girl she was before she met Mariana and she met and fell in love with Jose, Mariana's brother. It was the night he proposed to Celeste when Mariana broke into their shared apartment, and murder the both of them while they were in bed together. Afterwards, Mariana tried to kill herself, but survived the attempt. Instead of being sent to prison for her crimes she cried insanely, and she was sentenced to life in a mental institution.
Though she lied about the fact that Mariana will love to suffer her life trapped with guilt she wished she would die. It made Isabella angry that she gets to breathe while her daughter is gone and now she has to suffer the pain and loss. But Isabella knows that Celeste is in a better place with god, so she will leave it in God's hands and let go.
Jazmine eyes widen as she tightly holds her grip on her hug with Isabella. She knew Mariana Ramirez was the same girl she had met at the mental institution, the girl she made out with and used to steal the pills she believed she needed. Jazmine remained silent, she couldn't break Isabella's heart, what she doesn't know won't hurt her, Jazmine thought.
"So sorry to interrupt a great moment, but may I please speak with my wife in private" Manuel asked, waking as he stood near Jazmine.
"Of course, I'll be in the lobby if you need me" she said, walking away. She stopped and turned her head "do you want a snack? '' She asked.
"Yes please, strawberry milk and some oreos and could you get me some sour cream dip?" She asked.
Manuel made a face of disgust at her weird snack choices.
"Sure anything else?",Isabella asked patiently
"No nothing else,"Jazmine replied." Thank you"
"Don't you want some Chips with that dip?"Manuel asked suspiciously.
"Oh yes, of course! Some ketchup chips"Jazmine yelled excitedly.
"Okay coming right up" Isabella smiled as she left the room.
"Muchas Gracias!(thank you very much)" Jazmine hollored.
"De nada mi Amiga!(you're welcome, my friend)" She heard Isabella yell back.
Jazmine giggled as her husband gave her a weird look.
"What?" She asked.
"Ketchup chips with sour cream dip?" He questioned
"Yeah, it's great, Isabella's daughter introduced me to that." Jazmine lied.
"è disgustoso(that's disgusting)"he replied as he wrinkled his nose in disgust. Jazmine giggled at her husband who was acting like Huey, except Huey would have lectured her on how high her blood sugar will be, and all that health stuff he talks about.
Damn, stop thinking of him, Jazmine thought.
"Get dressed," Manuel demanded. "We're leaving now"
"I can come home now?"Jazmine asked in disbelief." but I thought u couldn't leave until four days of monitoring me, and when I talked to the Counselor about my "breakdown" Jazmine said sarcastically.
"Yeah, he tried to argue me down, of course I bribed him and plus I promised I'll get you some professional help, which won't include mental institutions, but I had to convince him" he explained.
Jazmine shook her head in agreement.
"Okay, but could you pick me up later when everyone leaves?" she asked. She didn't want Isabella to be around when she left. She would give her a hard way to go then tell Huey. She had made up her mind she was going back to her husband.
"Alright, I'll come in two hours" he said, before walking away.
The nurse walked in and gave Jazmine some more pain medication then she sat down near her desk, listening to music as she texted her boyfriend, not paying Jazmine any mind. She couldn't wait till her shift was over. She only had to be here until someone that patient knew accompanied her.
Jazmine folded her arms and bit her down on her bottom lip. She hated hospitals especially now that she had to be babysit by a nurse that was about her age. Damn, suicide watch people Jazmine thought.
:
Finally after waiting 10 minutes, Isabella had finally arrived with a large box of pepperoni pizza and the snacks requested by Jazmine.
"You brought pizzaaaaahh! Jazmine squealed happily, clapping her hands, but moaned in pain. The drugs didn't kick in yet.
"Careful Jazmine you're still hurt" Isabella warned, as she adjusted the bed so Jazmine is more comfortable. " Ahora comer Jazmin" .
She gave Jazmine two slices of Pizza which she ate quickly, then she asked for four more. Afterwards, she drank some strawberry milk, and dipped her Oreo cookies in the sour cream dip along with her ketchup chips which she stuffed both in her mouth at the same time.
Isabella watched in horror as Jazmine continued to stuff her face with Oreo cookies and ketchup chips then she watched in disgust as Jazmine licked the inside of the sour cream oreo, and took a bite of her 6th slice of pizza.
"Uhm, Jazmin, I still have the uhm 'hem! test" Isabella said nervously, clearing her throat.
"What test?"Jazmine asked with her mouth full.
"You know, clear blue" she said trying to keep it on the down low.
" what?" Jazmine asked as she swallowed her food, wiping her messy mouth with a napkin.
"The pregnancy test, I have it inside my purse" Isabella whispered.
"I don't need it," Jazmine replied sharply, getting angry.
"Obviously you do, you need to know if you-"
"I couldn't be it's impossible, I discovered I can't have children" Jazmine explained, feeling her eyes water as she explained the full story of how Amelia came by and show her the files, leaving out the part when Amelia gave her some pills which she didn't take because she didn't want to harm her imaginary baby.
I knew she was the reason for Jazmine's breakdown, Isabella thought. I can't wait to tell Huey this and also how I found a bag of pills on the floor. Amelia must have given them to her, Isabella thought.
"Well, just take it just in case, there must have been a mistake because you've been sick lately, and plus you eat like a pig now" Isabella complained, trying to convince her.
"It's probably just a stomach virus, or maybe I'm just losing my mind,"Jazmine protested.
"Please just take the test and I won't bother you about it again" Isabella pleaded.
Jazmine growled loudly "okay, fine I'll waste my time, and take the stupid test, but I won't look at the results you will and then you won't say a word, just throw it away, then you can apologize later" Jazmine explained, as she grabbed the box. She walked towards the bathroom that was inside the room. The doctor wanted to make sure Jazmine didn't have any reason to leave the room.
"Uhm, the nurse said I have to be with you at all times" Isabella said.
"Come in, just lock the door," Jazmine instructed.
Isabella politely turned around as Jazmine rolled her eyes, urinating on the stick for 5 seconds. She quickly pulled her panties up and closed the lid on the stick then she quickly washed her hands.
Isabella read the box out loud "lay the stick flat for 3 minutes and wait for the result, minus sign for not pregnant and plus sign for pregnant" she explained slowly.
Jazmine carelessly slammed the stick on the sink and walked out. She didn't have her hopes up, she knew she wasn't pregnant, it was impossible.
Isabella sighed as she waited for the stick to beep. She tapped her foot and checked her watch. "One minute left," she whispered.
Huey was tired of feeling sorry for himself; he needed to see Jazmine and he needed answers. After leaving Dr. Kenneth's office.
Huey hated the fact that he was never there to protect her. He's always elsewhere getting drunk while she is pressing glass through her skin.
He was probably the smartest man on earth but when it came to love he was blind. He didn't understand other people's emotions, he didn't even understand his own. He couldn't identify a lie when he was looking at the eyes of the woman he loved. She was his everything he never expected her to ever lie to him. He could tell when his wife was lying but when there's clear evidence in his face he was convinced.
Like when Amelia showed him Jazmine's files he couldn't believe his eyes. Everything was clear and written in detail. The only thing that didn't seem clear was the picture of the unknown Hispanic man that Jazmine was seen with holding hands, walking near the abortion clinic.
It just didn't seem right.
His eyes widened when he realized he was inside Dr. Kenneth's office and his eyes widened even more when he spotted a picture of Amelia that was taken on the day of her "I'm pregnant" party.
It was supposed to be a group picture of him, Amelia Riley,Denise,Cindy,Cairo, and Dr. Kenneth, and his ex wife Brenda. But for some reason everyone except Amelia and Kenny were ripped from the picture, the others didn't make the cut.
What the hell is going on? He thought as he looked through Kenneth's desk drawers.
He accidentally clicked on Dr. Kenneth's laptop that happened to be opened.
Which on his screensaver pictures of Amelia.
Why the hell do he have pictures of Amelia on his screensaver? Huey thought as he furiously sat down to log inside the computer which was locked with a password.
Damn, he thought as he failed to figured the password, then a thought hit him he typed Amelia's name.
Still incorrect.
That was too good to be true, he thought.
He slammed his fist in the desk frustrated because he couldn't figure out the damn password.
Then he looked at the picture and turned it around
"Me and Miss Boutte"
The nickname Kenneth gave Amelia since she resembled Actress Denise Boutte.
He typed up the name and bingo! He was in.
He quickly scanned through his documents and pictures, nothing. Then he checked his browser history.
"Fucking Bastard" he cursed when he seen that Kenneth had watched Jazmine DuBois's sex tape 15 times. He had also googled her name a couple of times and he Google "how to find a crack dealer" was he serious?
Huey clicked the files one more time and spotted a folder that was named "Print4A"
A girlfriend right, Huey thought, referring to when Amelia told him she had a female friend that hacked the information about Jazmine. Was it really Dr Kenneth?
"Print for Amelia '' Huey mumbled as he saw Jazmine's medical files, he was about to look through them, but he heard the door knob turn. He quickly closed the windows and closed the laptop.
"What the hell are you doing here?" An annoyed looking nurse said, taking out her earphones from her ear.
"Looking for Dr. Kenneth" Huey responded dumbly.
"Well he hasn't been here since yesterday, so you're out of luck" she said rudely. " You're not supposed to be in here, you have to leave now" she shouted.
He walked out the office and spotted Manuel leaving the hospital with his heavy weight body guards walking beside him.
Good, now he can go see Jazmine. He thought about what he just discovered. There was something definitely going on between Amelia and Dr. Kenneth and he can't wait to get to the bottom of it, but first, he has to make sure Jazmine is alright.
The doctor that had examined Jazmine wasn't around so he could easily sneak towards the room, he knew Isabella was probably inside with her. He looked around for Jazmine room then the same nurse that busted him tapped his shoulder.
"Looking for your girlfriend? Strawberry blonde, crazy suicide chick? Yeah she's in room 209-BG with that lady with the annoying accent" she explained. "Third floor, to your left" she said, walking away.
Huey finally made it to the door he knocked twice before walking in, he spotted Jazmine sitting on the hospital bed, wincing as she opened her bandage to see her arm that was stitched up but you can still see the words "whore" branded on her arm.
"Jazmine?"
She closed the bandage and stared at the floor.
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh
Huey walked closer to Jazmine who was very interested in whatever was laying on the floor.
"Jazmine," he said softly.
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
No response.
He just heard the sound of a beep.
"Jazmine!" Huey shouted, tired of the silent treatment she was giving him.
He heard a gasp come from the bathroom.
Right when the pregnancy test beeped, she heard the sound of Huey's voice. She gasped In panic, Isabella quickly threw the test stick inside her purse along with the box, and walked out the room.
"Jazmine answer me!" Huey shouted, grabbing arm, causing her to wince in pain. "I'm sorry I forgot" he said, letting go of her arm.
But how do you expect me to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you, It's so hard for me to breathe
"Just go away," she mumbled.
"Not until you tell why the hell did you do this to yourself" Huey shouted again.
"I don't want to talk about it!" Jazmine shouted, walking towards Isabella, who was standing frozen.
"Are you happy? You were wrong?" Jazmine whispered, referring to the test results.
"I didn't see it yet" Isabella whispered back.
"Oh, well don't look until I'm asleep okay?" Jazmine informed her. She knew the results were negative, but she still didn't want to see Isabella's reaction, so she would just apologize to her and try to comfort her. Jazmine didn't want anyone's pity, it was her fault she couldn't get pregnant.
"Jazmine!" Huey yelled for the tenth time.
"Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
"What!" Jazmine shouted, annoyed by his yelling
"Isabella, can you give us a minute please?" Huey asked firmly, but politely.
"Uhm, yes of course" Isabella said, walking out awkwardly.
Isabella and Jazmine exchanged a look that Huey couldn't describe.
Then she finally walked out, closing the door behind her to give them privacy. She wanted to take a peek at the test but she already told Jazmine she would wait till she fell asleep, and she was a good friend, and good friends keep their word.
Huey stared at Jazmine who stood by the corner of the door with her arms folded. Looking elsewhere but Huey.
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
"Jazmine listen " he said slowly, walking up to her.
"You don't have to talk about what happened today, but I want to talk about the other night," he explained.
"No air, air No air, air No air, air No air, air"
Jazmine broke her stare from the ceiling and looked into Huey's eyes, He looked so hurt. He looked into her eyes, but he couldn't tell how she was feeling, she had a blank expression.
"Well, Go on, say what you got to say," she said with an attitude.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
He blew his breath and he was really getting irritated with her attitude. He grabbed the computer chair and dragged it in front of Jazmine who was still standing by the corner.
Jazmine felt a bit intimidated now that she was being cornered by Huey Freeman who looked really pissed now.
"Do you want to sit down?" He asked.
"On your lap? Not interested" Jazmine said rudely.
He blew air from his mouth again.
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
"I wasn't implying that" he informed her.
"Of course, why would you want a hooker on your lap? Wouldn't want you to make the same mistake twice" she said, referring to when he called her a hooker and whore then said he wouldn't make the same mistake not realizing that he had already said that before.
"Jazmine I-"
"Just talk already!" Jazmine shouted, she didn't want to hear his pity apologies.
He took a deep breath.
"Okay so the night when Amelia caught us, after you went inside, we went inside because she had something to show me" he started.
"Oooooh how romantic" Jazmine rolled her eyes.
"She wanted to show me some files that she had on you," Huey explained.
Oh I know because she showed me too, Jazmine thought.
"Okay, what kind of files?"Jazmine asked, pretending that she didn't already know.
"I'm not sure if you can remember or not but she showed me pictures of you and Manuel, when you were pregnant," he said it like it was venom in his mouth.
Jazmine remained silent.
"And there were other pictures too, of you and some older Hispanic male" he said with jealousy in his voice.
What! What Hispanic male, she thought as she continued to remain silent.
"The two of you were walking inside a client which you" he sighed" must have got the abortion"
Abortion? What! Jazmine screamed in her head.
"According to your medical records, you had got an abortion at 4 in a half months, then a couple months later you got a tubal ligation operation so you won't be able to have anymore children" He explained, she could hear the hurt and anger in his voice.
That's a lie, that's a fucking lie, I would never get an abortion!
"Well, why did you do it? You knew it wasn't your husband's child, so you just got rid of it?" Huey asked.
Meet you downstairs in the bar and hurt,
Your rolled up sleeves in your skull t-shirt,
You say "what did you do with him today?",
And sniffed me out like I was Tanqueray,
Jazmine looked at him with the same blank expression but inside she was hurting.
How could he believe that? She thought as she suppressed the urge to cry.
How could he think that I would do such a thing?
How could he believe Amelia over me? He always chose her over me? Jazmine thought as she felt her heart splattered like it was thrown out the window.
Cause you're my fella, my guy,
Hand me your stella and fly,
By the time I'm out the door,
You tear men down like Roger Moore,
She felt her lip quiver, but she bit on her lower lip to keep it from moving.
"So are you going to tell me? Or are you going to keep lying to me?" He questioned in a hard tone.
I never lied to you.
" Answer me!" Huey hollered, getting frustrated with her silence.
But I'm going to lie right now.
"Fine! You want to hear the real truth? You got it! Yes I lied to you! I was having an affair with one of my directors, and I got pregnant!" She shouted.
It's for your own good.
"I was going to keep it and pretend that it was Manuel's kid, but I knew that it wasn't his child, and I didn't want Manuel to discover the truth, he would be devastated, so I got rid of it, and you know what? it felt good!" She shouted and laughed.
Its a lie it's all I lie!
Huey looked at her in disgust.
I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I'm no good,
"How could you be so selfish!" He shouted, feeling his body heat up with rage.
How could you believe that? Jazmine thought.
" My body, my choice "Jazmine said arrogantly.
"What? Is this one of your personalities?" He asked, referring to her mental conditions.
Wow, Huey.
"What about that sex tape with you made with those men, did you mean those words?" He asked, hoping that she wouldn't break his heart again.
Upstairs in bed, with my ex boy,
He's in a place, but I can't get joy,
Thinking on you in the final throes,
This is when my buzzer goes,
Run out to meet you, chips and pitta,
You say 'when we married"
'cause you're not bitter,
"There'll be none of him no more,
I cried for you on the kitchen floor,
Jazmine laughed and flipped her frizzy curls carelessly.
That was an act, he made me do it. Why can't you tell when I'm acting? I'm acting right now?
"Oh yeah that" she said, walking closer to him. "I meant every word," she said sharply with a straight face.
I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would,
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I'm no good,
Huey felt his heart dying.
She hit a spot she could tell she had broken his heart as always. She continued as his shoulders tensed up and his jaw tightened with anger.
I wanna run to you and tell you the truth, but I have to push you away.
"I love to fuck" she giggled. "Other men because it's fun," she revealed. "I never loved you, it was all a lie" she said smoothly. " I just like to play with your head because you're easy to fool," she said, walking around him seductively.
She was lying but he couldn't tell, thanks to her excellent acting skills.
Sweet reunion, Jamaica and Spain,
We're like how we were again,
I'm in the tub, you on the seat,
Lick your lips as I soak my feet,
Then you notice little carpet burn,
My stomach drops and my guts churn,
You shrug and it's the worst,
Who truly stuck the knife in first
Huey remained in silence, but she could tell he was hurt because he had his hands covering his face.
He couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"I used to like you a lot but then I had sex with Caesar and things changed" she lied. " I don't regret anything, the only thing I regret was you, but then again, the sex was good while it lasted" she said, giggling, massaging his tense shoulders.
I cheated myself,
Like I knew I would
I told you I was trouble,
You know that I'm no good
He grabbed her hand and squeezed it tightly causing her to gasp. He squeezed her hand tighter causing her to whimper in pain.
Even though I said I didn't love you
I lied I lied
Even though I said I didn't need you
I lied I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
"Let me go!" she shouted, trying not to cry but the pain was starting to travel to her arm.
Even though I said don't touch me
I lied, I lied
"The next time you try to cut your wrist, finish the job. cut across your entire arm deeply" he said viciously.
Even though I said fuck you,
I lied, I lied
I thought eventually you would let me go
That was my insecurities and my ego
Missed my jump shot missed my free throw
Miss the way we kiss, miss the D yo
Her eyes widened with shock.
Did he urge me to kill myself?
He stood up and looked at her with a deadly glare she turned from him, tears racing down her face. She bit down on her bottom lip, and held her breath to stop her sobs from blurting out.
She waved her hand carelessly to signal him to go away.
Cause who knew that if I just let myself go
with you
Who knows, who knows, so I lied To keep you from breaking my heart,
ooh To keep you from breaking my heart, ooh
"And use a sharp razor blade next time, that should send you to hell quicker" he shouted, storming out of the room, and slamming the door.
She waited 2 minutes then she finally let it all out.
She sobbed as she slid her back against the door.
She lied to him because even if he knew the truth, she knew she still couldn't offer him anything. She had a bad reputation that would ruin his image and career. She had different personalities that she couldn't control.
She was a suicidal freak and most if all, she couldn't give him the children he deserved. He deserved better even if it had to be with that sneaky bitch Amelia. Yes she tried to get her to kill herself, but Amelia had every right to hate her. She stole Huey's heart and she ruined their marriage while Amelia was carrying his child. Even though Jazmine had him first, Amelia was the one who remained loyal. Amelia was the better one.
guess this is what I gotta do
to keep me from falling
Stalling the truth,
who knew what you'd do
if I let you in
My mama ain't raised no fool,
I I'm not your usual typical type
Who would protect me if I never hide?
Falling so fast I am afraid of you
Now he really hated her, he hated enough to wish death on her. She will be out of his life soon, she won't kill herself. She'll just run back to her husband, and hope that he meant his words, if not she'll just let him beat her until she finally dies.
Because if she couldn't have Huey or a child, then nothing really matters anymore.
So I lied,
I lied, I lied
To keep you from breaking my heart,
ooh
To keep you from breaking my heart,
ooh
I lied, ooh baby,
oh 'Cause who knew that if I just let myself go with you (It's over now... Goodbye now...)
(You stay in my arms... Forever..
Isabella looked shocked when she saw a tearful huey speed walking towards the exit.
"Huey!" Isabella shouted.
He stopped and turned to look at her.
Her eyes widened at the sight of a red teary eye Huey who looked as if someone died. She has never seen him so devastated in her life knowing him.
He rubbed his red puffy eyes and ignored her terrifying stare.
He took a deep breath and straightened his face to look serious again, it was like he threw a mask on his face to cover his previous emotion.. He suddenly looked so serious, and he kept a frown on His face.
"Stay with her and make sure she doesn't hurt herself, I'll be back tomorrow to bring her some clothes, and something to eat. Look out for any sharp objects, please don't fall asleep before she does" he ordered.
"You have my word" she promised, looking at him with a concerned look. " Are you alright?" She asked.
"I'm fine, just glad I finally know the truth' was all he said before, walking out the hospital.
What the hell just happened, what truth?
Oh he must have found out about Amelia giving Jazmine pills she thought. She wasn't born yesterday and she knew Amelia was trying to get rid of Jazmine even if she had to stab her in the back to do it.
She smiled at the thought of Juey reuniting and getting married then she won't ever have to see the big bad wolf again.
Isabella smiled widely as she made her way back to Jazmine's room. When she opened the door the Lights were out again, but this time Jazmine was sitting on the hospital bed watching Audrey Hepburn's Breakfast at Tiffany as she stuffed her mouth again with some more oreos and sour cream dip.
She saw Jazmine's eyes glowing with tears as she stared into the bright TV. she was doing a good job holding it in because they haven't clasped down her face yet.Before Isabella could speak, the nurse walked in pushing a hospital bed with blankets and pillows.
"Will you be staying the night?" She asked.
Isabella nodded "yes, I will be watching her"
"Good, well you sleep here once she falls asleep" the nurse said. "If you were me, I'll drop a couple sleeping pills in her drink, that should do the trick" the nurse whispered, handing her two pills to drop in Jasmine's drink.
Isabella nodded.
"Mrs. Lorenzo, would you like anything else?" She asked to dump a whole bunch of snacks on Jazmine's bed, requested by Jazmine herself.
Jazmine shook her head quietly.
"Alright then have a good night" she announced, she winked at Isabella and mouthed "pill" before leaving the room.
Isabella laughed quietly that the nurse was funny but Bella was old school. She didn't believe in sleeping pills, just an old black and white movie should do the trick. She made her bed and laid down, resting her head on the pillow as she watched the movie. She had her purse close by her so when Jazmine fell asleep, she could finally see the test results.
Two hours later...
Isabella smiled as she heard a yawn not realizing that it was coming from her own mouth. She felt her eyelids getting heavy and her eyes getting watery. She tried her hardest to fight it, but before she knew it she was sound asleep.
Jazmine smiled weakly at her elderly friend. She looked adorable sleeping peacefully. She knew she was going to miss her a lot, she didn't remember her mother but she hoped her mother was like Isabella.
Tears slid down her eyes as she neatly wrote a letter to Isabella.
Dear Bella,
I know you're probably angry and hurt reading this but I didn't want to say goodbye, because then you'll give me that puppy look and then you'll cry and it will only make me cry harder. I don't remember my mother, but I hope that she is as sweet, protective, loyal, creative, generous, and wise as you. I hope she made the best warm cinnamon milk and I hope she gives the best advice like you do. I hope she's funny and brave like you, and I hope she speaks Spanish because it's fun to talk around people that don't understand us. I hope she loves to dance and I hope when I cry she will hold me and wipe my tears, just like you did. I hope when I screamed and hurt her feelings, she never gave up on me because she knows deep down inside I love her so much and she's the best friend I ever had.
I'm sorry for letting you and him down.
PS. Red, Watch out for the big bad wolf ! Take care of Huey for me and Simba, kiss him for me.
mejores amigos para la vida(Best Friends For life!)
Sincerely, Jazmine
If I should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go but I know
I'll think of you every step of the way
Jazmine was sobbing while sliding the letter underneath her pillow. Bella and Simba would be missed, especially Huey. She hated the grief in her heart. It tore her apart when he said those words, but she knew Huey too well to know he only said those words out of pain and anger. She didn't want to break his heart, but she felt obliged to do it so that he could continue his life.
Bittersweet memories
That is all I'm taking with me.
So good-bye.
Please don't cry:
We both know I'm not what you, you need
He's the perfect man and she's like poison Ivy, anything she touches dies. It was poisonous, and the only way to keep him safe was to leave him. Even if it burned her soul to distance itself from the love of her life. She felt like she was walking through the flames of hell, walking into the arms of the devil. How she saw her husband grinning with his arms wide.
I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy and happiness
But above all this I wish you love
"la mia bella ragazza sta tornando a casa( My beautful girl is coming home)" he said softly as they shared a tender kiss.
She smiled weakly holding back her tears as they exit from the back door where the parking lot was located. She spotted her husband's new Bentley.
"We're going to stay with my famiglia(Family) in Italy for while until things cool down" he explained as he drove.
"Alright, I can't wait to see them" Jazmine said excitedly kissing her husband's cheek
"Ti amo tanto (I love you so much)" Manuel said with the biggest smile on his face.
Goodbye my love, Huey Freeman, She said to herself.
And I... will always love you
I will always love you
I will always love you I will always love you
I will always love you I, I will always love you
Jazmine said in her mind as she stared into the window, letting her tears fall down her face one again.
"mi hai sentito bambina?(Did you hear me baby?)" Manuel asked.
She quickly wiped away her tears and turned her head towards her husband with a big pretty fake smile.
"Sì, ti amo tanto il mio amore( yes, I love you so much my love)" she said, forcing the words out her mouth, feeling like she was ready to puke.
"I'll always love you, Huey" she whispered, wetting the window with her tears as she laid her head down against the first class window inside the plane.
You.
Darling, I love you.
I'll always...
I'll always love you.
Ooh Ooh
"Yes! Woo woo! Manuel you're going down!" Caesar screamed as he successfully managed to get the video recordings of Jazmine DuBois in the mental institution, thanks to Mariana who now claims she will escape soon.
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"No!" Isabella screamed as she woke up from her dream. She had a dream Jazmine died in her sleep, she looked over to the bed to see Jazmine gone.
She panicked as she got up from the bed and paced around the room, checking the bathroom, but Jazmine wasn't there.
She spotted a piece of paper that had fallen from her pillow. She opened the letter in fear that it was a suicide letter from Jazmine. She sobbed loudly as she read the letter, her heart breaking to a million pieces. It felt like she was losing a child again, just like she lost Celeste.
She gasped as she realized she hadn't read the results yet. She prayed quietly as she searched through her purse, then she finally pulled out the test.
Her eyes shot open as her heart thumped hard against her chest.
"Oh no!" As she read the test results of Jasmine's pregnancy test, which had a large plus sign, it was positive.
She would have been thrilled if Jazmine was around but since she's with her husband, she feared for her life. If Manuel discovers she is pregnant with Huey's child, he will hurt her again, or even worse kill her.
Avril Lavigne: When you're Gone
Eamon: Fuck It
Prince: The Beautiful Ones (Rest In Paradise)
Ed Sheeran: I'm a Mess
Justin Timberlake: Another Song, All over
Beyonce: Heaven
Jordon Sparks Ft Chris Brown: No Air
Amy Winehouse: You Know I'm No Good
Nicki Minaj: I Lied
Whitney Houston: I Will Always Love You