Hi guys!So this chapter is a bit of fluff really, and it's a different style writing, but you will get why when you read it:) It has a few flash backs, the first one is from episode 31 I believe, some from what has happened in this story and some I made up too, enjoy!

Thank you for reading this far and staying with me:D Also thanks to all the new followers ect! :D You all really encourage me along!

And thanks to felicity93 for always proof reading these chapters! She hasn't even watched this anime or anything, so I am amazed she is staying with me for this story! What a good friend:D x (I actually made her get a fan fiction account... haha I am a pushy friend lol)

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Chapter 14: Perhaps it's a Sweet Dream

It's dark.

Cold.

And I think I'm falling.

Falling to a place unknown.

And then suddenly I stop; something warm and strong has got me. Pulling me up by the arm, the sun shining bright behind it, it says,

"Finally, I caught you."

"Wolfram, what are you doing here?" I reply; stunned. How did he get here?

"Well Yuuri, since you are such a little flirt, I put a transmitter on you so I could track you down the world over. Come on, I'm lifting you up"

Wait. Stop.

"One false move and you'll fall too"

Worry deep in the pits of my stomach. No. What are you doing? You could fall too. Don't.

"In that case, we will just fall together" he replies calmly.

"Huh?"

What did he say?

"Trust me." He says with that warm smile, as he pulls me up and out of the darkness.

I trust you.

It's blurry. Am I alone again?

What is going on? Was that a memory?

Right. A memory, from back then. Back before it went silent.

Back when he could sniff me out like a loyal dog. A clingy girlfriend I didn't ask for. Just missing the girl- part.

He was a noisy parrot always repeating the same concerns again and again.

What is with this world? It's so strange, so different. He's different.

"Filthy humans." He says.

He pisses me off.

"Wimp."

Argh, what's with that?

The boxes appear before me. All of them representing hate, despair and pure evil. They took so much. But I don't feel fear anymore.

A portal…to Earth?

Murata's there, behind me, what is he saying again?

"If we miss this chance Shibuya, then we will never have another chance to go back to Earth."

Words slipping out of my lips, I reply, "no way…"

"Go."

What?

Turning around there he is. That blonde demon disguised as an angel in blue uniform.

"Your loving Earth family is waiting over there, aren't they Yuuri? Are you so cold that you would break your parents' hearts?"

"But Wolfram…"

"Oh, honestly Yuuri, no fiancé of mine would ever be that thoughtless and cruel. Now, go."

Why did you tell me to go? Are you kind, or cruel?

Tears. Silent rivers betraying confusing, unspoken emotions.

Are they mine, or yours?

Panic rising again. Scene changing again.

It's been quiet for a while. He is sitting by the window, a pencil resting in his hand yet it has not touched the blank page resting in his lap. His eyes distant for a while now.

We haven't spoken for a long time. Is there something wrong?

I ask, "hey, how's the drawing going?"

"Oh, Yuuri. It's fine." He says, yet his hand goes to cover the blank page. His face unreadable as he gives me his attention.

"That's good to hear…um," dammit, say something!

"Yes? Did you want something?" He asks.

"Oh, that's right, I was going to ask. Are you coming to Sasha's birthday party? It's just a small dinner really, but I think it should be good fun."

A smile upon my face; it hides that strange anxiety which has been sticking to me lately.

His eyes seem to harden, "oh, that. No. I'm afraid I will be out on duty then."

"Again?"

It's cold. This castle has been quiet lately. Wolfram is always out; it's so boring.

He doesn't sleep next to me anymore. I think something might be wrong.

Moonlight draws my attention to the window; to the man sitting beside it.

A kiss. I'm unmoving as stone.

"I'm sorry…I just had to know. It is okay. You don't need to say anything… I think I finally understand."

What does that even mean?

Wait!

"Don't worry Yuuri, it will be okay."

Where did the noise go?

Silence like a bad fragrance, where did it even come from?

Conrad is there now, standing by the door as I head towards breakfast, "Happy Birthday Yuuri"

Is it that time of the year already?

My little girl runs to me, "Happy Birthday Papa! This is from Papa Wolfram and I!"

I grip the yellow papered box and do my best to smile back.

Her smile is bright, but I sense it is not quite right. Perhaps it's like mine, but I hope I am wrong.

I ask Conrad awkwardly, "where is Wolfram? Will he be coming home?"

Home. I forgot, this isn't his home anymore. "I mean, to the castle today …?"

His smile dims a little, as if he understands more than I. "He sends his apologies but I'm afraid something came up and he won't make it back before you leave for Earth."

"Oh, I see."

No big party this time; I didn't want one. It's just not the same anymore.

Time fades and it's quiet, calm even. Yet I'm always anxious.

Why is it always quiet? It's always lonely now.

You're hurt. Why did you even leave?

Why won't you trust me? Let me look after you.

"I'm a monster."

No. You're wrong.

"Leave me alone."

Why?

Sick. I feel sick. My power, it's out of control.

But.

He came again.

No. Get back. Stop! Wolfram, please don't come any closer, you'll fall!

It's painful. I don't want to hurt him anymore.

I'm falling again and he caught me by the arm and kept me safe.

"Yuuri, it's okay. I am going to make it better; you just need to trust me. Do you think you can do that?"

Don't I always?

He came again. He always comes. Just like I knew he would.

I'm not so blind that I don't see that, I just don't get it. But, I'm glad, I'm happy.

It's warm. The anxiety is gone. The silence not so loud now that he is here.

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Reply to reviews:
guest (one/first to review this chapter): thank you for your review! I can't wait either:D I am uploading the next chapter pretty quickly (perhaps it will be on here by the time you read this!) and so you will get to see some of his reaction! I am excited! haha I hope to hear from you again :D

Guest (two): thank you for your review! And yes, they do need to talk! I will get to that soon:) Thanks for informing me! It is sad Yuuri is still angry at Conrad though! If Wolfram wants a divorce? Does that mean they did get married? - Do they ever kiss or anything in the novels? I HOPE SO! haha... sometimes I worry about my sanity/ and the strange need for two men to get together... it was this very show that got me onto these things and I still don't get why I like it so much, but it's awesome. haha

Guest (three): thank you for the review! Yay! That makes me happy! I spend ages trying to put it together so I am so glad to hear that it reached you! Hopefully I can keep doing the same with the next chapters! No, thank you for reading it and supporting me! :)

BlueStarLightCB: thanks for the review! hehe I hope you enjoy the next yuuir/wolf moments I have coming up too if you like this one so much! Thanks again! :D

SweetHeaven: Sweet, thanks! I have your message there and I will reply soon! Work has been draining all my energy so when I get home I crash. When it comes to replying too I like to take my time so I have been waiting for the weekend! :)
Yay! I am glad you liked it! Hehe I liked the kiss too! I wanted one, but at the same time I don't want them together so easily. I like the way that it is something Wolfram desires, but something that tortures him at the same time... haha I think I am cruel:P
Yeah pretty much! Plus I pretty much started this story to get my frustrations out over the anime - I just really wanted them together and in more of a realistic sense :P I swear, I was compelled to write this! And it motivates me to keep going with you and everything else's support :) Thanks again!

TheAdelaid9: Thanks for your review! The rest is basically all Yuuri/Wolfram moments, I have a few wolf/brothers towards the end, and such, but really just them two now, so more fluffy/cute/getting to know each other- moments :D I thought I would say that, because I am sure like everyone else you are waiting for them:D (That is me with stories I read anyway haha)

kkmbigfan1: hehehe I liked the kiss too;) There will be more;) hehe Thanks for your review! No worries! I understand:) Good luck for your exams! Entrance exams would be for university/collage right? I just graduated from uni last year! It was a awesome I thought, so I hope you enjoy whatever course you choose!

Sawyer Fan: I loved your review! I felt the passion! Thank you! Haha I loved the "pass out at the end along with Yuuir and Wolf" - actually amazing haha