Creator's Note:

As requested, a flash black chapter leading up to the twins first time. Your feedback is much appreciated! Feel free to leave a comment, I'm more likely to write a chapter and write it sooner if you do! Thanks for reading. And caution – This contains Virus!

First time with Tsukasa! Part 1 of …

"Do you want to experiment, Tsukasa?"

It hurts. I spit in the sink as I set my tooth brush down. Blood. I ran water to wash it away, and yet pain remained. The aching of my body, the rope burns on my wrist stinging, the beating in my head throbbing.

I looked so much like him that my very reflection gave me anxiety. Except for these.

I flinched touching the a blackish-blue mark covering my face as I look at myself in bathroom mirror, I am blue- inside and out.

How can I go to school today? When my face if plagued in bruises, when my skin has been littered in bite marks; when my will to go on has decayed. I wish I could go to the moon. Where there are no people, no pain; no fear.

I touched the black eye and flinched at the pain, how long has it been since I've been clean of brusies. Since I've been clear of injury and free of stress? A year, two- three maybe.

I suppose I was always walking around with some kind of injury. Getting in the way of Tsukasa starting trouble or hurting someone else meant that I'd he hurt me in rebellion.

I'll never be free of him. This cycle of violence, where does it end- when did it began? I closed my eyes. "Tsukasa," I muttered. "This was all, because of me,"

X Years ago:

"AMANE! AMANE!" Tsukasa yelled happily kicking in our room door. I nearly jumped out of my skin as I froze, siting on the bed with the buttons of my boxers undone. A dirty magazine in my hand with the look of guilt on my face.

"Hmmm? What are you doing Amane?" Tsukasa wondered putting a finger on his cheek.

My face turned pink with embarrassment, "Ah! I-It's, don't look!" I cried covering the smut under a blanket. Tsukasa's face lit up, "Is it a surprise?! Lemme see, lemme see!" he called flying onto the bed before yanking at the blanket.

"Gaaaah! Stop it Tsukasa! You're too young to look at this kinda thing!" I scolded as we fought in a tug of war, both pulling at both sides of the fluffy cloth.

"No fair! You're only a few seconds older than me, now let me see!" he yelled pulling so hard he took the blanket and me along with it. "OW," he yipped falling on his back as I slipped on top of him, I sat up; hovering over my younger twin. "Oh no- are you ok?" I gasped touching his cheek.

A grin swiped across his face. "Gotcha!" Tsukasa shouted pulling the magazine out from between us, I blushed bright pink, "Whaaa- I-I!" I muttered shyly as Tsukasa opened the book.

"Hah?" he asked with open eye. I sat up sighed covering my face, unsure of what to say to him as he lay in confusion. "Is this… A hentai?" he asked in a playful voice.

"Gaaaah, it's not hentai- it's a porno magazine!" I barked snatching the picture book from his hand. He sat up.

Tsukasa: "Is there a difference?"

Amane: "Of course there is! Pornos are real life and hentai are just drawings!"

Tsuakasa: "Ohhhhhhhh. Why are you looking at a porno book?"

Amane: "It's a magazine, there aren't any words!"

Tsukasa: "But there's a title on the front of it, it says '12 Hoes in Space"-

Amane: *Covers Tsukasa's mouth with his hands* "GAAAAAH SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!"

Tsukasa: "Mfneihrnwhffsoifnfihes?"

Amane: "I don't know what you're saying!"

I sighed setting my hands down, "I-I didn't mean for you to see it… I-I thought you were still outside so I… Was gonna, you know," I muttered shyly. Tsukasa tilted his head, "Going to… What?" he asked. A light lid up in my head. "Oh, you've never…" I started to say.

Tsukasa: "I've heard of pornos before, some of the other guys talk about it at school, but I don't think I've ever seen it before,"

Amane: "That's not what I meant; I was talking about masturbating…"

Tsukasa: "Hmmm? What's that, is it debating- or fishing! Umm… But what does that have to do with pornos?"

Amane: "It doesn't have anything to do with that. It's just… Well, it's hard to explain,"

Tsukasa: "Then show me, I want to see! Please, please, please, show me what it is!"

Amane: "T-That'd be weird! It's not something you're suppose to do with other people…

Tsukasa: Awe, but we're twins! It's not nice to keep secrets Amane! Show me, show me now! Amane! Amane!" *Shaking Amane*

Amane: "O-Ok, just stop shaking me!

I pulled the blanket away, exposing the boner poking out of my boxers. "Oh, mines gets like that too! Are you going to take a cold shower?" Tsukasa asked curiously. "N-No, there's another way, to get rid of it, I mean." I muttered shyly. He smiled entertained as I pulled myself out of my boxers.

I licked my hand, smearing it with spit, "D-Don't stare too hard, T-Tsukasa," I blushed before covering my cock with the wetness. He watched eagerly as I rubbed the tip with my index finger, teasing the precum that dripped from the head. Then using it as lube as I began to stroke myself.

My hips moving up and down to meet my hand as skillfully masturbate, I looked away at Tsukasa who stare hungrily at the sight.

Without knowing it, he found himself copying me; for the first time he felt the pleasure of jerking off. Speeding up his strokes in fast thrust as he watched me.

"O-Ow," He muttered pulling his hand away. "Tsukasa, you can't do it with a dry hand- you'll hurt yourself!" I scolded worried. "Here," I licked my hand, covering it with a thick coat of saliva, Tsukasa's face shifted. As if a switch went off in his head, and he felt an urge he had never felt before.

He swallowed hard as I touched him softly. Rubbing my hand up and down his shaft as we blush shyly, "Haaaaa, that feels good, Amane," he panted in awe. I felt an unsure excitement fill me. This was weird, but it felt good too.

"I want to try too!" Amane mutter spitting into his hand, I flinched nervously as he stroked my cock. Mimicking the rubbing motions I used on him, I shivered him pleasure. The feeling of someone else hands touching it was… Exhilarating~

We both pant heavily as we jerked each other off, I bit my lip as I came into his hand. "Haaaa, A-A-Amane," Tsukasa moaned cumming in my hand as well- the sight of watching me was enough to send him into bliss.

I closed my eyes as I finish, too shy to look at him as he stare at me in such a lustful way. That was the first time, he'd ever looked at me like that. "Awe, we made a mess, Tsukasa,"

We laid in bed quietly, I covered myself up to my nose our blanket as Tsukasa read through the porn magazine. I myself grow anxious, feeling shameful of our perverted act.

Amane: "We shouldn't, ever do that again. Tsukasa,"

Tsukasa: "Why not, it was fun! I never thought something could feel so good!"

Amane: "No, it was wrong and it shouldn't have happened."

Tsukasa: "Did you not like it?"

Amane: "I-I… Just forget it ever happened, ok?"

Tsukasa: "… Ok,"

That night, I had such a nice dream. I couldn't see anything, but I felt all warm. It was as if my cock was covered in warm honey, dripping on the head and rolling down the shaft. The feeling of something wet rubbing against the very tip, my oversensitive head shaking at the mercy of the soft, heavy strokes making my heart beat fast. What's this feeling?

In this dream, I felt my body get hot, my cock grows hard and my head go light as the wet weight slowly glide up and down my shaft. More. In chest felt so heavy, the good feeling causing me to pant in my sleep- irritated with the hunger of needing more.

I could feel something leaking out of me. And once again the blissful weight found itself at the tip of my cock; stroking the lust of liquid spilling out of me. More.

In this dream, I felt something grab hold of my man hood, that sweet, warm honey sucked me into a tiny hole. Squeezing in my cock, pulling me into a tight suction in by inch until it consumed everything. I panted overwhelmed by a pleasure I had never felt before. More.

I groaned as that lovely squeeze released me only to take me back again, I began to thrust my hips in desire.

I wanted to be inside; I had to be inside of it; I panted as two soft weights held my thighs down as my cock was slowly devoured. Wetness pooled down my cock, covering my shaft; making it easier for me to slip in and out of the endless hole.

Building. Filling. Overflowing. "Haaaaa, so good!" I cried panting as I came.

The orgasm waking me in a sleepy, euphoric reality- I sat up as I instinctively pulled the wet hole down, shoving my cock all the way inside, hitting the end of it making me feel even better. It's dark in here.

I panted in shaky moans, cumming in a sloppy orgasm I shoved the soft object up and down while I filled it with cum. It's soft, like hair. Drool ran down my mouth as I stroked spiky hair. Wait. Hair? Why does this hole have hair?

My eyes opened wide as Tsukasa sat up, thick cum running down his lip with his cheeks filled with my sticky load. We looked at each other dumb-founded in absolute confusion. That hole, tight wet and warm was- "Eh? Ehhhh? EEEEEHHHHHHHHHHH?!"