Von by Zankyou no Terror is most fitting for this chapter
A Requiem Sung by Amane!
"Do you fear forgiveness, Amane?"
Filling. Overflowing. Spilling out. Tsukasa's blood flood out his chest, gushing endlessly like a sink turned on high. Pooling onto the floor as he lay dying, Amane fell to his knees in disbelief, hands stained a dark crimson.
"Tsukasa!" he cried pulling me into his arms. He sobbed cradling me as my body went limp. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry!" he cry. My eyes opened wide.
Never had I seen such a face, never had I witnessed his eyes full of so much sadness. No matter how much I hurt and beat and violated him, no matter how bad I bullied or raped or tortured Amane; had he ever looked so sad. It hurts.
Amane held me tighter as I began to cough up blood, his fingers shaking as he cried profusely. It hurts so much.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry!" he cried in horror. It hurts, more than anything.
I felt light headed, struggling to breathe as blood filled my lungs and mouth, watching lifelessly as my twin suffer in agony. I get it now. I understand. This is what I love about Amane.
Blood.
He will always forgive me, always find a reason to show me kindness.
Amane, who has a heart of gold, a spirit so big and bright and beautiful- that he could never become me. Filling. And I too, could never become Amane; I, who at my core; was truly evil.
Only feeding on the satisfaction of someone else's torment, only searching for things to fuel my dark curiosity's. Overflowing. I could never become Amane, and Amane could never become me. And Yet.
Lying me on the floor, Amane grabbed the knife stuck in my chest as my eyes stare at the ceiling.
Even though I am dark, and evil and disgusting, I too; want to feel what it means to truly love. "It's ok, I'll save you!" he shuttered nervously struggling to pull the blade from my chest. Spilling out.
After all of the horrible things I've done to Amane, he always finds a reason to forgive me; finds a way to still show someone like me love. I look at Amane as he panted in anxiety. Me too, Amane. "I'll save you, don't die!" he begged.
I want you too, to know the ease of forgiveness. I gasped from the sharp burning sensation as he ripped the knife from my chest, only making the wound worse. I want to show you the kindness you've always shown me.
The blade severed an artery in my heart as he pulled it put, I coughed blood as my body convulsed. "Oh, no! I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to! I'm so sorry, I'm sorry! I'm sorry!" he sobbed covering my wound in a panic, his arms shivered in disarray.
I want you too, to know forgiveness. I felt tears run down my face, what's this feeling? I understand now.
I don't want him to be bitter or mean, I don't want Amane to be a monster like me; I don't want Amane to be thing else but Amane.
Why would I ever want to change the very person I strive to become?
I want to be like you, I want to be with you. I want to bask in the warmth of your light and be spoiled by your never ending kindness. I'm dying.
You, Amane; are the closest thing to happiness I could ever have. You're the one thing I could never become, and I hated you for it. I'm sorry. But I loved you for it as well.
Don't cry Amane. He embraced me, cradling me tight as he rocked back and forth; sobbing helplessly. I want to tell him I forgive him, he needs to hear it; but I'm so tired.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY!" He screamed over and over and over again.
Why are you sorry, it's all my fault? I felt everything closing in. I forgive you.
The only thing I feared at this moment, is not being able to console my Amane. All of the hate and anger and evil had disappeared with the blood, only leaving a hollow pit of sorrow and regret. I just have to tell him, I forgive him.
"I'm sorry! Please don't die! Please don't leave me Tsukasa! I didn't mean it! I don't hate you, I don't want you to go away; so don't die! Please don't die Tsukasa!" he sobbed.
I moved my lips but my body was too weak to make out any words and the only sound that filled the air was Amane begging me to live. I want to tell, Amane I'm sorry, I want to tell him I forgive him. I want to ask him for his forgiveness.
"Haaaaa," I whispered, unable to gain the strength to make out the words; I died. Without ever setting Amane at ease, without ever begging him for my own forgiveness, without making up for all the wrongs I forced on him; I, Tsukasa Yugi, died.
Waking up in the 7th ward, Tsukasa sat up, some how he had avoided death and become an apparition. The only thing he could remember, was being killed by Amane. He grinned sitting on the cold floor.
Tsukasa had forgotten the feeling and memory of pity; the experience of real love.
He had no memory of wanting to show Amane forgiveness, he had no recollection of needing to make up for all of his wrongs.
Tsukasa began to chuckle as his memories before the murder came back as fast as bullets, all the fun he had with Amane was new in his mind.
He leaned back laughing barbarically, remembering the face Amane had when he stabbed him, and the look of horror right before he died.
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Creator's Note:
It's weird, this is the one chapter with no smut, I'll make up for it if I write another chapter. This by far is my most popular fanfictions, gaining nearly 6 thousand views in a little over a month, but everything must come to an end.
Thanks for reading this far, hope it was worth the madness. Tell me what you thought in the comment section, if it's highly requested I'll do more chapters with the Hanako version of Amane T_T