My first lemon, how did i do?

So was Carlisle a true gentleman.

As he kisses me his hands go to cup my face, they then travel down to my hips and he continues to kiss me. My own hand automatically go into his hair, it feels like silk. I can't help but pull it gently it is then I realise he enjoys it as he moans tightening his hand on my waist.

His tongue gently sweeps my lower lip asking asking for entry, I open my mouth slightly allowing him in. It is then that I taste him for the first time. He's sweet but spicy making my tongue tingle, as I gasp he takes the opportunity to push his tongue all the way in.

He is gently but there is passion behind it. I let my own tongue dance with his, pushing into his mouth. I pull away gasping for air, his lips take a spot on my neck sucking and then nippling my earlobe. I'm loosing my thought as all I can do is moan with each kiss or nibble.

"Ding"

The elevator bring me back to the present, I look at him we are both panting hard.

"Wow"

"There's more to come" he says as he leads me to our hotel room. He gets the key card out of his pocket and opens the door. It's then he picks me up bride style.

"Oh Carlisle what are you doing" I manage to say as I grab hi neck

"Carrying you over the threshold " he says to me as if it's the most normal thing in the world to do. I only thought you did it when you buy a new home. As he carries me into the he kicks the door closed behind him. As Carlisle carries me to the bedroom I try to look around but Carlisle has other ideas.

He places me on the side of the bed. "I will be right back" he says as he works over the the bedside table and picks up the 'Do Not Disturb' sign. I smile as I know now what he is doing. I finally take in my srounding. I'm sitting on a king size four poster bed with purple cotton sheets, with lots of pillows. There is a small sofa and table by the windows. I can't see the view the curtains are drawn, as i get up to look Carlisle comes back.

"Are you alright" he asked with concern on his face

"Yes I was just going to look at the view" I said looking at the curtains.

"I like the look of the view in front of me"Carlisle said as he walked towards me

I could feel me cheeks heating up and I dropped my head.

"Please do be embarrassed my sweet, you are a true beauty." He said as he lifted my face with the tips of his fingers. We stood there in silence for a few minutes

"How about we change into something a bit more comfortable, I know I'm getting uncomfortable". He said as he started to take off his jacket.

"Yes that would be nice my feet are killing me. "

Carlisle was at my feet in an instant. He gently lifts my right foot making me sit down on the bed, as he takes my foot in his hand he kisses my ankle and slips the show off my foot he then proceeds to kiss each toe making me giggle.

"My feet are all sweaty you don't want to do that" I point out.

"Ladies don't sweat they perspire and you taste sweet." He then does the same with my other shoe and foot.

When he's finished he looks up at me from we're he is kneeling. He has lust in his eyes. He still has my left foot in his hands may I he askeds as he runs his fingers slowly up my calf.

I can only nod. The tingling sensation that he is giving me is going to my women hood. As he traces his hand up my calf he pushes my dress up with it once he gets to my knee he stops again, looking for my approval. As he places kisses on the inside of my knees I nod my head but I'm unsure. My hand have taken hold of the bedsheets scrunching in y hand as if I'm waiting for pain. But so far it has not happened.

Carlisle then slowdown as he starts to run his hands up my thighs, with every inch that is uncovered he kisses my flesh making me gasp. I'm starting to tremble. As he get to my apex of my thighs he stops

I want to see you, all of you. His words are full with lust and want and his eyes are not black with passion. He takes my hand gently opening then to release the sheet and pulled me so I'm standing next to him.

"Carlisle I don't know what I'm doing"

"Sshhh my sweet. We will go through this together. My pleasure will come from giving you pleaser." He leans in again to kiss me but this time his hand go to my neck as he tries to undo my wedding dress

"Here let me help I say as I turn around." I'm feeling quite bold. His hands start at my neck and travel down my spine as he undoes my dress. I can't stop the shivers that he is giving me

"Are you cold my darling", he says as he kisses down my back

"No not al all." I could feel him smiling as he kisses me.

Once my dress was undone, Carlisle placed his hands on my shoulders and ever so carefully pushed my dress off me until it was a puddle round my feet. It was then I suddenly felt exposed just standing there in my white silk underwear set, I quickly wrapped my arms around myself.

Carlisle came round to face me, he placed his hand over mind but didn't pull them away from my body.

"I'm sorry, I said I would go slow, but here I am rushing." He look so upset.

"No it's not that, I'm i'm..." Carlisle stopped my ramblings with a kiss.

"Do you want this to continue?" He asked as he rested his forehead on mine.

"Yes I do, I'm just so nervous." I whispered

"Would you believe me if I said I was as well." I full out chuckled at him.

"You nervous, never"

"It's true, I'm not a virgin but it's been a while." He gave me a small smile. I smiled in return.

It was then I let my hands slowly drop to my sides. Carlisle didn't step back right away. He let my body relax, then took a small step back.

"Your beautiful, so very beautiful", he whispered. He then brought his hands up to cup my face where he peppered my face with kisses. It was then I placed my hands on his chest to gently push him back as I was giggling so much. His chest was solid, but defined. I stated to run my hands down his chest to where his shirt meets his trousers.

"Please don't stop." He voice husky. It was the I get a bit braver, I unbuttoned his waistcoat and pushed it off him. I then went to his tie and quickly got rid of that. My hands started to shake when they went to his shirt, I took a deep breath and slowly started to undo his shirt. Carlisle just stood there watching me.

I managed to do the first few with no problems but when I started to uncover his chest I had to stop and admire him for just a minute.

"You ok?"

"Yeah" I breathed out. As I carried on down I let my hands go inside his shirt to feel his chest. It was as I thought, firm but warm. I got lost lost in my own thoughts, that I forgot I was stranding here in just my underwear. It was when Carlisle cleared this throat.

"Oh sorry" He let out a small chuckle. I carried on until I had them all undone that I could see. I pulled the shirt out of his trousers, ran my hands up his chest up to shoulders and pushed it off him so it landed were his waistcoat was.

It was then I saw the tattoo.

"Oh what's this?" I asked as I ran my ringers over the tattoo on his right biceps

"It's my family crest, I got it a few years ago, do you like it." I nodded.

We stood there in silence just breathing, neither talking or touching. I summoned all the courage I could and placed my shacking hands on his belt and tried to undo but couldn't. Carlisle didn't say anything but just placed his hands over mine and helped undo the pesky belt. I pulled it out of the loops and dropped it. So I wouldn't loose my nerve a went and undid his trousers and helped them fall to the floor. He nearly stumbled as he tried to get out of them, but having his shoes and socks on didn't help.

"Shit!" He hissed as he grabbed hold of one of the posts and got rid of the trousers, socks and shoes. I was trying not to laugh. We he stood up he look flustered.

"You ok there"

"Yes I'm fine, thank you, just got a bit tangled." He was smiling then. He then took my hand and led me to the bed. I climbed on to it and sat in the middle Indian style. Carlisle sat next to me, taking my hand in his.

"Do you want to try tonight..." he left the question open.

"I want to try but I don't know where to start, I know it sounds silly."

"No not silly at all." He said as he leaned in to kiss me.

"Tell me if you want me to stop ok." He looked me in the eye as he said it.

"Ok I will."

As Carlisle started to kiss me he placed his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed my down on the bed, I straightened my legs so they were both on one side of Carlisle, I didn't fight him just let him lead. He kept his weight off me as he peppered kisses along my jaw down neck to my throat. He carried on down until he was in between my breasts. It was a front clasp strapless bra, he looked up thought his lasses asking for permission. I nodded

He had my bra off in seconds and the cold air made my nipples pebble. Carlisle took that as a sign and took one in his mouth and sucked and nippled it making it even harder. That had me moaning and squirming under him. Just so the other breast was no forgotten he played with my nipple rolling in between his finds.

"Uuuggghhhhh" was on the only sound out of my mouth. Carlisle then switched breasts, kneading it. I could feel jolts of lightning going down to my women hood and I could feel myself getting wetter.

Carlisle then carried on down leaving my breasts making a beeline for my naval. He dipped his tongue in making me giggle. He carried on down, when he got to my hips. He placed kisses just over the the top of my knickers. He placed his thumbs under each side but before he pulled them down he look at me in the eye, silently asking permission. I just nodded.

Once they were off he took my left ankle and moved it to the other side of him, so he was sitting in between my now open legs. He once agin started to kiss up my legs until he was just below my women hood he stopped.

"I will try not to hurt you, I want to give you pleasure." His voice so so husky and intense. He placed both hand on the inside of my thighs and pushing them open all the way. I was now fully open to him now.

"God you smell so good, I bet you taste even better. Can I find out?"

"Yes!"

I felt his breath on me just before I felt him. I nearly jumped off the bed. Carlisle placed a hand over my hips

"Relax Esme, I won't hurt you."

Carlisle started rubbing my hip with his hand. He started to kiss the inside of my thighs again. I think I was ready to pass out and he hadn't even started yet.

I felt him move to my lady bits. I felt his tongue run up into my folds stopping at my little bundle of neves

"God!" Was all I could say as he kept flicking his tongue over me. I then felt his finger near my opening. I tensed.

Carlisle look at me "Hey remember I won't hurt you my darling I want you to feel good, but you need to relax sweetheart." I took a deep breath and released it slowly calming down some. "Good girl he whispered."

I felt him push one finger in and oh the sensation was brilliant, it felt good. He then added a second finger, that was uncomfortable that was when Carlisle started to suck and flick my bundle of nerves. The stinging was getting less and less, it was then he added a third finger. I couldn't help by cry out in discomfort.

"I'm so sorry baby I'm trying to help you, get you ready do you want me to stop." Carlisle asked, he had stoped.

"No I just need a little time, it stings" I'm said trying to keep my emotions in check.

"Ok." He continued to use his fingers, the stinging was getting less and less that's when I started to get tingles. It was starting from my head and it was travelling down me pooling in my stomach. It was then he started to lick and suck me again. The tingling was getting bigger and bigger until I was screaming out Carlisle's name. My toes curled and my hips lifted off the bed.

As I came down from my fantastic orgasm, I was panting heavy.

"Oh wow, that was..."

"You are so beautiful when you cum" Carlisle said as he rested his head on my hips. I cupped his face with my hands to pull him over me, we kissed and I could taste myself on him. It was a different taste. Carlisle pulled away resting him forehead on mine.

"Do you want to carry on Esme?" Carlisle whispered. I was torn. I did but I didn't want the pain tat I know will come.

"Yes." I said my voice stronger that I thought it would be. Carlisle got off me and removed his boxers, it was then I noticed his manhood. It was huge. How was I going to get that in me. Carlisle returned to me coving my body with his, his manhood pressing against me.

"It's going to hurt isn't it" I ask Carlisle, a tremor in my voice.

"I won't lie, yes it will be uncomfortable, it may hurt, there is no way I can stop that from hurting my love." He kisses me and all I felt was love.

"Ok, let's try "

"If it's too much we can stop." I nodded.

He grabbed his manhood in his hand and rubbed it a couple of times, then rubbed his tip at my opening getting my juices over him. As he slowly pushed his way into me I could feel myself stretching. As he pulls out, then pushes back in again but a bit further this time. I could see the concentration on his face. He continued this a few times, then proceeded to push further in, that's when I felt the first sting of pain, I tried not to show it but as Carlisle carried on I couldn't keep it quite any longer.

"Stop!" He did

"I don't think I can do this" I said as tears started to trickle from my eyes.

"Hey hey, I said we would try," he wiped my tears away with his fingers

"Is there any other way we could try. "

"Yeah you could be on top". I looked at him wondering if it would be better

"Let's try."

As Carlisle got up I saw his manhood it look red and angry, I knew I could bleed a bit but it looked so nasty. I moved over so he could lie down then then helped me get on top on him, straddling his hips.

"This way you can take control." Carlisle took hold of his manhood again and had the other hand on my hip, as before he rubbed it in my juices, then punched it into me. I placed my hands on his chest to help keep me stable. I pushed my hips down bit by bit, it was uncomfortable but not so much. Carlisle put his thumb in my bungle of nerves and started rubbing in circular motion. Oh that was helping, as I got into a rhythm I started to push myself lower onto Carlisle. When I came to pain, Carlisle's thumb got faster. It was then I eased myself down onto him. Oh god it hurt, tears began again, but also there was pleasure. When our hips met I stopped for a second, to adjust.

A grown came from Carlisle "are you ok" I asked worriedly. He gave a strangled reply "yes but I need you to move sweetheart," both hands on my hips, griping hard.

"Oh sorry." It was then Carlisle sat up kissed me, then move us so I was under him again. My legs fall open as he is settle between me never breaking contact.

"Next time we can try that position but I'm worried I will hurt you, this way I can control a bit. Plus I can kiss you this way." He said as he places a searing kiss on me. It then he starts to thrust gently into me, the sting is still there but it's slowly lessening.

"Oh Esme, your a goddess." This thrusts are firm and strong. "I'm not going to last long my darling" he pants as he places his head on my shoulder. He takes his two fingers and puts them on my bundle of nerves again using a circular motion. It was then everything seems to happen altogether. I started to bring my hips up to meet his, Carlisle's thrusting was becoming erratic.

"Oh yes Esme, cum with me my darling please cum with me." It seamed to do the trick as I saw stars as my orgasm ran through me.

"Oh yes Carlisle yes"

"Esme my Esme"

We both said at the same time, as his happened just a second later. He let his full weight on me and it felt good. As Carlisle rolled off of me, he pulled me into his side and kissed the top of my head.

"Are you ok sweetheart." He was running his fingers up and down my spine. I snuggled into his side.

"Yeah I'm good, thank you. Thank you for helping me through this." I kissed his chest

"Your very welcome my darling Esme." I remained snuggled into his side as I started to drift of into a very peaceful sleep.

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