I am so sorry that I have not been updating this week, but I have been feeling so tired I could not do it. This week has been long and really demanding of my energy. Hope you can forgive me. :(
Maxon POV
This has been an excruciating week for me; it is so frustrating that I can't even concentrate on my own work. I have been trying to occupy my time with my duties, but I just get so distracted. Nothing can get my mind off the beautiful creature, which looks so angelic, so fragile that it is driving me crazy. This is not good; it is too dangerous that I want to spill everything about my life, my secret. How can I cure this fluttering in my heart; it is like I am sick, but warm. Will I be going insane soon? That is not a real question, I have but already gone mental with just thinking about her. Emotionally, I have been tortured, just sitting in my room and office, waiting for m angel to come. Since the report I have been counting the days till my love will be living here at the palace, as one of the contestants of my selection. No one will deny me anything, even with making her more special than the others. That is what I will do: spoil her rotten, more than the other girls. My angel deserves the best.
-FEW DAYS LATER-
Finally the contestants are coming here, and that means my angel is coming also. I have requested a plane to only pick up America; I know that I will seem weird, but my beloved needs her privacy. What would I do to impress her on the spot? I mean does she see me as possible lover, or just a way to gain fame and money? There are just so many possibilities that can be dreams and nightmares. Let's just hope that I will be the one who will be able to win her heart, since she has already won mine. Biased thinking, but that little vixen has a way of seducing my feelings. I have made up my mind; there will be nothing that will stop me from choosing her as my darling wife. The only thing that frightens me is that she'll keep my heart and destroy it.
I look onto my computer, finding the screen with my sweetie's room. Just like the stalker I am, I look at all the things that are already set up. Her ivory room has a calming feeling, with her piano and violin. I ordered the maids to get these essential instruments after I learned that my dear has a musical talent. I can only just imagine, America sitting at her desk writing music; singing out her creation, it would be a magnificent picture. How I feel so lonely, it is like me seeing the sunlight for the first time in my life when I saw America. It is like she is a drug and I just have to have a daily dose. How is this going to be cured, clearly it is not healthy for me to result to stalking her.
I have been looking at the screen for about two hours, just waiting for her to come into the room. Then my wishes have been granted. When my goddess walked in looking like Aphrodite, she looks so beautiful it must be illegal. I watched the whole interaction with her maids. At first she was shocked that there were three strangers in her room then she was welcomed by the sweet girls. Then when she dismissed them, all I could think was how she could be anymore selfless; she will be a great queen. Then she insisted that she will be alright by herself in the bedroom, I could think was how can I be there in her presence. Nothing would make me happier or at peace that she won't be alone.
When she was changing, like the decent gentleman I am, I turned away. Then my beauty lay in bed to get her rest. I first she was lying in bed staring at the ceiling, but it was like watching my heart break when my love was hyperventilating and running out of her room. I ran out of my room to get to her, I didn't want her to be harmed. I sprinted to the front of the palace just in time to see her run out to my mother's garden. When I walked outside, my heart was crushed to see America being comforted by…
OMG! Plot Twist! Who do you think it is? Anyways, again I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while*cringe*, but I have been busy. So, thank you to all those who stayed loyal to this story so far; showing your amazing support for and opinions on my story. You guys are the best. Until next time, review or PM me if you have any ideas or opinions you have for this chapter or future chapters. Love you all!
