Dear Danny,
The team just finished an arrest when I got the call. I could hardly believe my ears. You woke up! All these months of talking to you, touching you, and praying for you to wake up after your car crash with traumatic brain injury. It's like my wish came true! A miracle happened! The doctors don't know how or why you woke up. The nurse walked in your room this morning, and you were just sitting up in bed.
I just saw a glimpse of you as they wheeled you in for tests, and you sent me that adorable smile of yours. It made me laugh, and before I knew it I was crying. Tears of joy this time Danny. They were tears of wild joy! They're giving you a barrage of tests, and then releasing you to my care. I'm taking you home today! The doctors tell me you're acting completely normal and feeling good. I'm in shock! We all never expected you to make it.
My stomach is in knots, and I feel kind of goofy. I'm so nervous and excited to see you. I don't know what to say. How to tell my best friend that I'm head over heels in love with him? What if you don't want me to hold you anymore? What if you don't want my kisses? Maybe I should just keep my big mouth shut. But how can I go on without you in my life?
The months while you were in coma, I've built up this huge fantasy in my head that's so real it's almost frightening. I want us to do everything together, and I mean everything Danny. I'm ready to jump whole-heartedly into a deep relationship with you. What I need to know is if you're ready for me? I want you in more ways than I could ever describe. Once you come to me, I will own a piece of you for all time. I promise you that. Be ready.
If you don't want to be with me, I can't stay. It will hurt too much to look at your sweet face and not be able to kiss it, to look at your smooth skin and not be able to touch it, to see you every day and not be able to take you to our home every night. I love you Danny. I want to show you just how much over and over again. Once I start, I will never stop.
-Steve