Jellal
Present
I slowly opened my eyes. My vision becomes clear as my eyes gets used to the sunlight that is coming from the window. I lift myself to sit on the bed as I realized that I was just dreaming about Erza. I sighed in disappointment as I covered my face with my palm, wishing that losing Erza was just a dream. I looked around my room that's been messy and unorganized ever since Erza was gone. Erza always cleans and fixes every clutter in my condo unit. Now that she's gone, my house is always messy.
As I spotted the door, I suddenly pictured Erza whenever she sleeps over in my place her charming smile is the first thing that I'll see as she bring me some bacon and eggs for breakfast. That charming smile of hers always made my day. I looked beside and pictured Erza when she was sleeping after we made love. Well, not love, I don't think I made love to her.
She looks beautiful as she was sleeping with the blanket covering her naked body. I can hear her sweet innocent moans as we do it through my mind. I can still feel how she tweaks my hair and dug her nails on my back as she eases with the pleasure I give her.
How stupid of me, to lose her, to lose the perfect girl that every man would wish for.
They say that everyone deserves a second chance. Do I?
They say that if you love someone, you have to fight for it. Will it be worth it?
I used to waste my effort before over a girl. But this time, I knew that fighting for Erza will be worth it. I can't bear losing her forever. Four months of not being with her is enough, this can't go on forever. I vow to win her heart back and make up to her. I'm not yet late to do so, right?
Erza…she deserves someone better. Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve a girl like her. But I'm gonna win her heart back. I need to make up to her before it's too late.
I was interrupted by my thoughts when I heard the doorbell ringing. I grabbed my shirt from the clothes stand and wore it. "Just a minute!" I said as I head towards to the door. I opened the door and saw Ultear standing. I hissed at her, still couldn't forget what she did to Erza. I walked away from her, but left the door open. "What do you want? Erza is not here anymore, happy?" I growled at her.
"Jellal, she deserves it. She's a whore! Look she used her body to have you and took advantage of our break-up." Ultear said. I faced at Ultear and slapped her. "Ow!" Ultear exclaimed as my hands touched her cheek by slapping it. "Don't you ever call her a 'whore'! In the first place, you're the one who broke up with me. So, it's none of your business what happened between us." I yelled at her.
"You want me back, right?" Ultear asked. "Here I am I want you back. I'm so stupid for leaving you and I just realized I love you." She cried. I scoffed at her. "Well, I'm sorry, Ultear, because I don't love you anymore." I bat at her. "And whom do you love right now? Erza?" She cried.
"Yes, Ultear, I love her. Not just a friend, but her whole humanity and her." I confessed. Tears started streaming down from her eyes as I bat those words at her. "Crying? You don't have the right to cry because you started this." I scoffed at her.
She left my house, annoyed and crying. She deserves it, she needs to be awaked with the truth. How stupid of her!
I just forget about Ultear and think of a way where and how to find Erza as soon as possible.