Jellal

Present

Night quickly passed by after Erza successfully delivered OUR babies. Last night was a once in a lifetime experience. It's absolutely terrifying for an unprepared guy like me to fly at a hospital from Erza's parents' house on the spot. Especially the part when I had to pass two more streets up to the hospital while carrying her. She became thrice heavier than she was before. Especially, when I found out we're actually having twins. No wonder why her baby bump is bigger than the usual ones. What's more terrifying than taking her to the hospital with a limited amount of time? Well, probably when we're already inside the delivery room.

I could see how she is in pain. What's worse is that the doctors didn't have much time to inject an epidural to her body because our first baby is almost out. The first one is a boy. I wonder what would Erza name him. Would she pick a name that rhymes or similar to my name or hers, like what most parents do? I hope she does. Our baby boy is completely safe inside the nursery, sleeping with the other infants. But our second baby, the nurse told me last night they had to put her inside an incubator for observation.

Erza had a flat line during her delivery for our baby girl. Yes, it's a girl. It's so wonderful that it's one boy and one girl. I almost died in nervous because I thought she wouldn't be able to make it. But I'm glad she does. Well, she is a strong woman, no wonder she was able to fight for her life. Especially when she had a big reason of surviving. Though she is still asleep, since she lost consciousness during delivery, but the doctor said she'll be fine and they'll only have to monitor her condition and our baby girl. The doctors managed to deliver our girl through forceps. But then, again, they had to put her inside the incubator because there are some parts in her internal organs that are not yet fully developed.

Right now, I am beside Erza, while she is still sleeping after losing consciousness. I just got back in her hospital room after I gave all my prayers for them at the chapel. I couldn't pay our babies a visit at the nursery room because there's a schedule when to see the infants. I held her cold hands tight and rested my head on her arm. I promised myself that no matter what happens I won't give up in winning her back. And, I just hope when the nursery room opens later, Erza will finally be awake...

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9 months ago...

8:06 AM

I gathered plates on the tray, while I wait for the fried bacons and two sunny-side ups to be ready to serve. Gladly, the Ham and Cheese croissant I made are finally ready to serve. Then, I poured coffee on our mugs. It's very unusual for me to be the one to prepare breakfast. Usually, it was Erza who cooks since she is the woman. Or sometimes we'd just eat at a breakfast cafe or pancake house nearby. But since I did something that totally embarrassed her, I'm going to cheer her up this morning by being the one prepare breakfast. Later, what can I do for her? Well, I'll see...

After the eggs and bacons are finally ready to serve, I carried the tray and made my way back to my bedroom. I pushed the door open with my leg to get inside. Then, I placed the tray of food on the bedside table. Erza is still sleeping, on her loose white T-shirt and panties.

Last night, again, is a total disaster for the two of us. We got home by three-thirty in the morning after the condom was finally removed inside her. I could still picture how she looked like when we left the hospital. She was only wearing her short robe with a thin fabric. Every time she passes by an area with a strong lightning, her robe becomes see-through that you could clearly see her bra and panties underneath. If only I wore that condom properly, it wouldn't get stuck inside her. Sorry, Erza, that's life.

I sat beside her. I couldn't help but stare at her. Her skin is so flawless, her hair and its color is just seductive as her perfectly carved body and her pretty face. This is why lot of guys are so insecure of me since high school. Not a single guy aside from our guy friends were able to touch Erza. She didn't let any guy near her to win her heart. She instantly rejects a guy who tries to court her. For those who are not giving up despite her rejection, I'll allow her to use me to get those guys wake up from the reality that they don't stand a chance on her. Until now I am still wondering why she doesn't want a boyfriend.

For someone gorgeous and hot like her, she should use it as some kind of bait to hot guys. I was actually expecting her to have a boyfriend during college years because we're apart from each other. I understood that she didn't liked those boys at out high school who are absolutely immature and childish. But now that she is an adult already, it's still making me wonder why she still doesn't have that guy who'll make her feel special and loved?

"Mmm..." She mumbled in her sleep, and lightly flipped her body on the opposite side from where I am sitting. I hope she wakes up cause I'm hungry already. "Requip...!" She says in her sleep. Okay...? Alright, she's dreaming again. Damn, so cute. I wonder what's her dreams about this time? Requip?

I moved my body on top of her, and started planting kisses on her neck and shoulders. I couldn't help it, even though we already did it two times last night. She's damn irresistible and yet so seductive. She mumbled as I kept kissing her neck. "Jellal...mmm..." She moaned. I stopped from kissing her, since I already woke her up. "Wakey wakey, sleepy-head." I whispered on her ear. She didn't do anything, nor open her eyes at least. Instead, she just grabbed the nearest pillow and hugged it. "I made breakfast. If you don't want it, I'll eat it all by myself." I told her.

Then, she finally flipped her body on the opposite side to face me, and started stretching her body. "You made breakfast? That's unusual." She said while rubbing her eyes with her arm. She sat on the bed with her back leaning on the headboard. I took the tray from the table and placed it above her legs. "Breakfast in bed. Consider it as a make up from what happened last night." I told her with a bit awkwardness. She rolled her eyes as she recalled her 'most' embarrassing moment. "Let's just eat. I don't want to remember what happened last night- ever again!" She groaned, and just started slicing her bacons instead into small bites.

"Like i said- I AM SORRY MY CONDOM GOT STUCK INSIDE YOUR FANNY." I chuckled, trying to annoy her.

"I said-!", she groaned once again.

"Disaster, yes, but probably one of the most unforgettable and once in a lifetime experience for me." I laughed softly.

"Oh, Jellal! Stop teasing me about it! You think it's funny to have a condom stuck inside your- yeah, that thing!" She rolled her eyes at me annoyingly. I could see how annoyed she is, from the way she holds the fork and bread knife and how she chews the food. "And, don't you dare tell the boys about it or to anyone else, not even your mother! Who...caught us yesterday - banging. I won't be able to look at her anymore once she finds out you stupidly left your condom inside me!"

"I took responsibility, so let's just move on and forget about it." I told her, and took a sip from my coffee.

"I will never ever forget that moment, until the day I die. I will never forget how the girl at the front desk looked at me, a-and how the doctor keeps hiding his laughs while removing the condom from me."

"Yeah, one thing. I'm sorry that a male doctor has to insert his whole fist inside you just to get that thing." I sighed, trying to hide my laugh. "It's not my fault the condom is too short unlike the normal ones. I want to sue the company who made that condom Or maybe my- boner is just really small that's why."

"Oh no, it's not." She giggled. "In fact...it's too, big? It was one of the reasons why you always make me scream and moan loud, and probably...the reason why I bleed so much after our first time."

"I'd take that as a compliment. Thank you." I told her.

I'm surprised she isn't that aloof or feeling awkward with me after we've done it so many times. But I'm wondering why having sex with a friend many times isn't a big deal for her? In fact, she seemed to like what we're doing. It's like she's considering it as a part of her life already - to sleep with me, her best friend. Until now, her actions always makes me curious.

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After Erza and I ate breakfast, we just took a quick shower together, then I drove her to Lucy's house so they could prepare for the Alum party of Fairy Tail. Yeah, a quick shower together. It's not something unusual anymore. We've been doing it mostly ever since the first few weeks after we 'accidentally' slept with each other. Like I said, 'touching' each other, or most likely doing stuffs that are usually done by couple has been part of our friendship already. It's really confusing and weird, but that is what we are. We are that kind of best friends. We didn't have a quick one earlier, not after the incident last night. Despite my desires to do it with her, I controlled it for the meantime.

Moving on, I am here at Natsu's place along with the gang- Gray, Gajeel, and Laxus. I also have no idea why do we have to be in one place before going to the Alum party. It's not like we needed a long time to prepare to put on make up, fix our hair and try out different clothes. We, boys, could just simply make ourselves look good and presentable with a gel or hair wax and perfume, then finally put our clothes on. I can't believe how I managed to survive with Erza being that kind of girl.

"Jellal, you look- groggy! What seems to be your business with Erza last night?!" Gajeel chuckled, trying to annoy me. Damn, if only he ain't got deadly piercings on his face, I would have punched him already.

"Shut the fuck up, Gajeel. Your face is making me shiver." I groaned and looked away from him.

"So, tell us, Jellybean...how's banging with Erza feels like?" Laxus joined, who is sitting on the other couch. "Is she good?"

"What-! I did not bang with- Erza!" I hissed with my teeth gritted, denying what I really did. I'd rather have them find out that I used to play dolls with Erza when we're kids, than let them find out we've been really 'touching' each other. And, especially, I won't let them find out my condom slipped off inside Erza last night! If they do find out, it's going to be a total nightmare.

"Yeah, why would he even bang with her, if they're 'just friends'!" Gray scoffed, they all laughed. "You never know...they might be the kind of friends. The 'friends with benefits' and 'no strings attached' kind of friends."

Gajeel, who keeps annoying me, sat beside me and patted my shoulder. "Someday a 'no-boyfriend-since-birth' girl like Erza will soon crave for her needs in bed. And, once she does, take it as one of your biggest opportunities in life and for your status symbol as a man."

So, is this pierced-freak beside me trying to implement that I should take advantage of Erza? We've done it so many times already, without telling anyone. Gray is right, we are that kind of friends. We are getting benefits from each other through fulfilling our needs in bed without any strings attached to each other aside from being best friends. Erza, yes, she didn't have a boyfriend, and I've been the only man who's around her for years. I also concluded maybe that is why it is fine for her to do it with me. But a part inside me saying that she deserves a man who'll love her and only do that thing with her in bed for love.

I don't love, Erza, again. I do, but just as my best friend and sister. Is it possible I could fall for a girl like Erza so doing it with her in bed wouldn't make me feel guilty?

She's perfect in the eyes of most men, and I'm the luckiest man of all to do whatever I want with her. But I don't know how would I fall for her? I mean, how do you even fall in love with someone whom you just used to see as a friend and a little sister? I don't want to force myself to fall for her. There are lots of ways for a person to fall on love with someone. I don't want to fall for her just because I kept registering in my mind that she is the one or because she is my best friend who's been there for me. I just want to suddenly feel my heart beating for her one day without thinking of any material thing or benefits from her. That is if we are really made for each other...but if I'm really meant to fall in love with her in the future...God, let it happen this instant. My only question is, if it really is meant to happen, I am wondering how would I start to feel it?

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A/N: Sorry for not being able to update for months :(( i hope not many readers have forgotten about this story. I just got home from a family trip, and it's a good thing I found time to write a chapter because of the good ambiance of the place :D To those who are asking when will I update the perfect time...I will try my best to update it and improve the storyline for those who still feel disappointed about the hanged :(( i'm just really busy these past few days. But I am doing my best to give you all an update :))

So, please review so I'd get motivated to update it sooner