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hey sorry for the late update. i know that i said I'd try to update more because of everything that's happening to the world at the moment. and i still will. but every time i sat down in font of my computer i felt flat. but i hoping that, that will change now. anyway i was meant to post this a few hours ago but needed up getting side tracked. it started to rain and i needed up sitting on my porch reading for a while enjoying it. I'm from south Australia and it hasn't rain like this in months and months. so at the moment I'm so happy. I'm a big pluviohile here. if you don't know what that means look it up.

and as always please look up the songs if you haven't heard them before and comment so that i know how you are all liking it.

thank all enjoy... wow in been a few house and it's still raining. I've been listen to it it's so beautiful. looks like I'm going to sleep well tonight.

also please note that I do have dyslexia. I'm not ashamed of it because it is something I cannot control but I am self-conscious about it. so a lot of my words are miss pelt and many, many of the sentience's are a little back to front. I can't tell you the amount of time I've gone to reread something that I have wrote but couldn't even understand what I was trying to say.

He who haunts the attic chapter 9. I don't care if the sun don't shine by Patti page

to Leah it all seemed like it happened in a matter of seconds.

"LEAH WHAT THE FUCK?".

The she wolf didn't know which of her pack mates had yelled that.

But at that moment that didn't matter.

Because she had just been caught with her leech mate in bed by her brother and friends.

"shit. Shit, shit Alistair shit get of me". She said to pushing him away.

He hadn't been paying any attention what so ever about what was going on around him until he heard Seth yell out her name. because if he were then he would have been able to smell the sent of the wolfs enter the house. And would have been able to jump of her his mate, snatch up his clothes and be out of there before they would have been able to realize that he was anywhere close to the house.

But when he heard them enter the room he froze completely. And that was try had hadn't of moved away form her until he pushed him off of her.

He leaped off of her and was by the side of her bed in seconds. He went in to an defensive stance, he put everything in to not hissing. Alistair could see that there were more of them then there was of him. he knew that he wouldn't be walking away from this one if he were to come to blows.

"Leah". the tracker slightly lent over to were she was on the bed. Unsure of what he was supposed to do.

Not like Seth who was sure of what he was going to do, do to the leech that was just on top of his sister. "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU…. WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER". he yelled angrily.

Before her pack walked in.

"Alistair". She said as he thrusted in to her and out of her. not to hard so he didn't hurt her but not gentle so that she wouldn't be left unsatisfied.

And oh….. was she satisfied.

"you feel so good". He whispered back. kissing her neck and jawline.

"harder". she groaned as her eyes rolled back in to her head. needing even more of his touch. She took a hold of his shoulder…. that were surprisingly musically. Not that she thought he was a stick figure. But because of his always wearing multiple jackets that you wouldn't be able to know unless he were to take them off. He wasn't a big guy under either. He was slim….. and firm.

She left him chuckle in to her neck. "love….. we both know that, that's not a wise idea". He contained to thrust in and out. "I don't want to break you". he lips her lips.

"Jesus fine then I'll be on top".

"no".

"no?".

"no?... I wanna be on top". He told her in an ruff voice. He then began to kiss just under her ear. She moved her hands on his shoulder to his back and tried to pull him even more on top of her. even though that just wasn't possible. If she was able to she would of left scratches all up and down his pale smooth back.

"Alistair…. Tell me you love me".

"I love you". he said without missing a beat.

"tell me you want me".

"I want you….. I'll always want you".

The two were so engrossed with one another that either of them heard the front door open and shut.

Leah wasn't sure when her hands ended up in his golden blond hair but they had. She smoothed her fingers through his hair thinking that it felt like silk. She began to kiss his neck back. "Alistair". She groaned again. loving how he felt inside her.

They where both becoming so close to release that either heard her bedroom door open. "LEAH". a voice yelled from her bedroom door way.

Her brothers voice.

Leah snapped out of her blissful wonderland and upsettingly came back to reality. The she wolf snapped her head to the door and wanted to throw up.

Because her brother and pack mates were standing there with their jaws to the floor. She didn't know how she wanted to tell them about her… but she knew that she didn't want them to find out like this.

Not while she was in the middle of having sex with the guy.

"LEAH WHAT THE HELL?".

"shit, shit, shit Alistair shit get off of me". Leah tried to push him away. The tracker jump off of the bed and was standing by the end of it glaring at the wolfs.

"Leah". he said looking at her like he didn't know what to do.

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?... WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER".

'shit". The she wolf thought sitting up and covering herself as best she could.

"Seth he didn't do anything". She said sitting up while wrapping her sheets around herself.

"THE FUCK HE DIDN'T".

"Seth…".

Her angry younger brother cut her off. He turned to Alastair and growled. "WHY WHERE YOU IN BED WITH HER?".

"well….".

"I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT". Seth turned back to his sister. "LEAH….. WHAT THE HELL?".

"Seth oh my god stop yelling you'll wake up half of the Rez". She stood up from her bed with her sheets wrapped around her. she walked to the front of the bed and looked at her pack brothers….. and actually brother.

"Leah….". this time it was the Alfa who spoke looking confused. "please explained". He said slowly.

Seth looked like he wanted to lunge for Alistair throat and while the other two boys who looked like they should be in an Edvard Munch painting.

"he's….. well…. He's… we've been….. he's…. he's my….. FUCK". She yelled all of a sudden. She fan her fingers through her beautiful black hair then held her hand over her face. Leah didn't have a clue what to say to them.

All this was happening while the tracker was standing there…. Naked.

"you". Seth said angrily to the tracker.

Alistair had been watching Leah while also trying to looked around the room without moving for his clothes. He looked up once he realized that her lovers brother was talking to him.

"ya you". he stomped in to the room. "what the shit, who are you and why are you in my house?. How do you know my sister and….".

This time it was the tracker who cut in off. "she's my mate". he said it like it wasn't a big deal.

Seth stopped walked in mid step. His foot hadn't even touched the floor yet, so he was just standing there on one leg.

"wow, wow wait what?". Jacob now step in to the room. "hold on". he had both of his hands out I the air while standing in the middle of the room. "ma… mate?. what do you mean mate Leah what does he mean by mate?".

"Alistair". Leah harshly whispered looking at her other half. He looked back at her and shrugged. She knew that, that was his way of telling her that they may as well confess about the two of them now that they had just been walked in on. he didn't see the point in lying to them now that they'd all seen him naked.

She gave up knowing that he was right. That was the good thing about their relationship… they didn't need words. "well fuck…. He's my mate". she throw one hand up in the air while the other held the sheet around her.

"no, no, no, no, no he isn't". a wide eyed Seth said. "he isn't your mate…. you hate vampire…. And we also can't have mates. We have imprints….. Jacob". He turned to his Alfa. "tell her we have imprints".

But he didn't…. because he couldn't stop staring at the naked couple. The tracker had now moved to be next her Leah. the wolfs hadn't even seen him moved… he was just there.

"okay…. I know how bad this looks but…".

"is he the one?". Jacob asked. "the one that you were talking about?".

"yes". The she wolf took a deep breathe.

"Leah why didn't you just tell me that…. that the guy was an…".

"leech?".

"bloodsucker?".

"flea?".

Seth, Embry and Quil all said at once.

"I was gonna tell you then you thought that you thought that I was talking about an human. Look I didn't know how'd you react okay…".

"I'm sorry". Embry stepped ford… a little scared to interrupt what was going on here. "but how long…. Has..".

"four days". The English man answered. "well officially four days".

"when did the two of you…". this time it was Quil who asked.

"do you remember when you kicked the ball on to the roof and I had to go get it". Leah turned to her brother.

"yeah". He said trying to control his temper. He knew that he really shouldn't be angry…. But this all was just an shock to the system.

"wellll..". she gestured to Alastair.

"I was in the attic". He shrugged again.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED IN THAT ATTIC?". Seth was having trouble keeping his cool. He took a deep breath and composed himself. "okay….. I'm sorry". He had his hands over his mouth. He moved them to his hips. "so…. you two are what?. Together now?".

"yeah… we are". the she wolf watched her brother. "look… we…. I didn't know how to tell you all this because of all the drama I knew it would cause. So much is going on and I didn't think having us…. our relationship getting tossed in to the mix would help anything. And I didn't know how you would react". Leah was now talking to Seth rather than anyone else. "I was scared that you'd be pissed. I didn't want you to think less of me….. being with a leech and all". She looked down.

"Leah..". her brother walked towards her. "I'm not pissed I'm just…. I'm just…. I just didn't see it coming. With you… and an vampire".

"and a vampire". She said at the same time he did.

"look". He said keeping eye contact with her. she looked at him with a guilty expression. "if your happy…thennnn". He panned his eyes up to the tracker. "then…. I can he happy for you. but I'm gonna be honest… this is really freaking weird because..".

"I hate vampires".

"she's hates vampires". All the wolfs said at the same time.

"yeah". Seth said.

The siblings looked at one another.

"it's just the last thing I wanted to do was disappoint you…. I couldn't have you hate me….. not you….. your my brother".

"Leah…. after everything that's happening to you…. after everything you've gone through. I could never hate you". he stepped to her and hugged his his sister.

She hugged him back. "I just couldn't handle being the reason for yet another thing going wrong…".

"hey I know". he pulled away to look at her. "and it's okay". he turned to Alistair and glared. "but you".

"here we go". The she wolf rolled her eyes at her younger protective brother.

"what the hell?. Just because I'm not mad at my sister about all this doesn't mean I like you okay dude. Your still the guys who's with my sister who by the way hasn't had it easy..".

"ya I know…".

"no….. I'm talking now".

The tracker put both hands up in surrender. But just as Seth was about to continue there was a loud banging at the front door and they all froze.

"shit… who would that be. Lee was someone supposed to be coming over?". Her brother asked.

"no, mum didn't say anything about anyone coming over".

"it's Sam". Jacob said with a stern expression. "I can smell him".

"damn what do we do?". Quil said, looking worried.

"you.. go out the window". Seth told Alistair pointing at him. still mad about him not knowing any of this. And mad that he didn't know anything about this vampire. 'it isn't that I don't want my sister to be happy. Because I do. but she's been hurt a lot and I don't want to see that happen again. and vampire's their….. their unpredictable. Or at least the nomads are. Edward had told us to keep an eye on Peter. He told me that Peter thought in the newborn wars with Jasper, and around that same time meet his mate cholate. But I've never meet this one before. I knew that there was one up hiding in the attic not wanting to be a part of any of this. What am I meant to think about all of this?. Walking in on them together…. In bed. Being told that they were mated together now. after everything that's happened to my sister over the past few years I didn't think she could surprise me anymore… boy….. was I wrong'.

"no everyone get in the closet now". the Alfa said.

"what why?". Embry asked, confused by that choice.

"because if he goes out the window then Sam or his pack might end up smelling him and catching up to him. if you all get in the closet then all you scents will mask his. you'll be all huddled together. that way he'll only be able to smell us and not bloodsucker".

Alistair hasn't said anything. He was too busy putting his clothes back on while Leah was still coved by her sheet.

"okay, come on". the she wolf took a hold of the tracker hand and led him in to her closet.

"Jake… what if..".

"it will be fine Seth just get in the closet". Jacob went down stairs just as Embry and Quil entered the walk in, followed by Seth.

Downstairs at the front door.

"Sam". Jacob said opening the front door.

The other Alfa for a moment seemed taken a back by see Jacob opening the door but quickly composed himself. "Jacob". He nodded. "I…I… wasn't expecting to see you here. I thought you'd be at…".

"well tonight to came to hang out with Seth and Lee. Seth told me that she still wasn't feeling well so I came by. Everything cool?". Did you need something?".

"no…. no..". he shook his head. "I just came to see Leah. we got some things to talk about". Sam wanted some answers. He knew that he didn't deserve any but him but not knowing who his ex-had moved on to was killing him. after his talk with Paul he had calm down quite a bit. But only for a little while. He needed to talk about this and it needed to be with Leah… his first love. He had to move on from her and let go of this. But he needed to hare it come from her. though she had told him that she had moved on with somebody else already. He had to hear her says the words again. he hoped that this time they would sink in and stay that way. in his mind he thought that once she said the words. 'I have moved on'. then it would be over. He'd be free to start his life with his imprint, like really start it. not like before when he and Emily would put off having kids and moving the wedding up because they didn't want to hurt Leah.

"no can do". Jacob said simply.

"why". 'don't get angry, don't get angry'. Sam told himself.

"because she's….".

"what?. Not feeling well. Well Jake I've heard that one before". It was true Sam had come to see her at some point but Leah had told her mother to tell him that she was feeling too much like shit to see him. "come Jake if she doesn't want to talk to me then tell her to come down here and tell me herself".

"Sam me and you both know that Leah doesn't do anything she doesn't want to do. so if she doesn't want to come down she isn't gonna. And you know what…. That's fine. Leah doesn't have to do anything. So if she decides to stay up in her room for the rest of her life that's her choice".

"Jacob..". he said through his teeth.

"no Sam… you don't tell her what to do, if she wont talk to you then that's her choice not yours. So just leave it man".

"do you know who he is?". Sam didn't know if Jacob actually knew about her new boyfriend so he was just taking a shot in the dark. Has she told you anything about him?".

"no she hasn't told me anything about him". 'except for that fact that he's a vampire…. And they've mated'. He said dryly. "and I'm not going to make her. when she's ready Leah will tell me".

"and if she doesn't….. then what. We don't know this guy Jacob". He continued to speak through his teeth. "for all we know this guy is a human..".

'oh Sam'. Jake thought as he mentally shook his head. 'if only you knew'.

"what if she were to loss her temper and phases in front of him. he could tell the world about us if he decides too, and that's only if she doesn't kill him while doing it. this could put us all in danger if she isn't careful…".

"so that's what this is about is it then?. Protecting out people. Nothing else".

"I wouldn't I be worried for our tribe, of course I'm doing this for them…".

"are you sure Sam?.

"what's that's proposed to mean?".

"are you sure that your not doing this because you wanna know what Leah's been doing?. That your not just jealous?".

"it isn't about that..".

"the hell it isn't Sam. For the first time in a long time she's not thinking about you and you can't stand that…. can you Sam?. You can keep telling yourself that it isn't about that but we both know that's bullshit. You may have been sick of her when she was always on you about what you did when you imprinted on Em. But at least she was around you wasn't she…. Wasn't she?".

"now that bull…".

"at least you could still know what was going on with her. at least you still could see her every day. know what was going through her mind. Keeping tabs on her when needed. It was your way of punishing yourself wasn't it. you couldn't get over the guilt could you Sam. So you left that you were getting what you deserved and that way you were even with her wasn't that right".

There was an stillness.

"fine..". he finally said. "I was trying to punish myself for what happened with Em. And fine…. I wanted to know what was going on with Lee most of the time because I cared about her…. I still do. but none of it was meant to bring her any pain. More pain was the last thing I wanted to bring her. but…". And this part he said slowly. "never ever….".

There was a thud from up on the second floor.

"what was that?".

"I don't know". Jacob looked back at him. "I'll see you later okay". he shut the door without another word.

Up in Leah's room, in her closet.

Their Alfa had just left leaving them in the closet.

"your standing too close to me". Embry complained. "Quil I can feel your breath on my neck".

"well god damn I'm sorry but it's not like I have all the room in the world over here. I'm stuck between Seth and the leech. No offence dude".

The tracker signed. He looked and Leah who looked back at him. she gave him a tiny smile and moved closer to him. he let his arms fall around her and pulled her in more. " right tell me again why I've had to be stuck in here with a bunch of wolfs?". Alistair said. his English accent sounding thinker against their American accent.

"well if you didn't go around sleeping with everybody's sister this wouldn't of happened". Seth snarkily told him.

"Seth". Leah hissed.

"Quil of my god breath less with you. another guys breath on your neck feels weird".

"well sorry your highness".

"where's the light switch in here". Seth said feeling around the closet walls.

"it's the string above your head idiot". Leah said to her brother.

"shut up spazz". He replied. She gave him the finger. He pulled the string and the light came on.

"Ahh". Embry stepped back in to Quil when the first thing he saw when the light turned back on were a pair of deep red eyes. The younger man hadn't realized how close he was to the tracker until Seth pulled the string. "how long have you been there for?".

"take a wild guess". He replied to Embry in an flat unimpressed voice.

"AW Embry your on my feet". Quil nudged him away.

"only barely Quil don't be a drama queen".

"shut up you're the drama queen".

"you shut up".

"no you".

"why don't you both shut up".

"shut up". Both boys said to Leah at the same time.

"tell me why I'm in here again". Alistair said with his eyes tightly shut. Already being sick of all this, being in a small cramped closet with a bunch of gross smelling wolfs. Except for Leah…. who smelled of Lime and coconut. He buried his nose in to her beautiful black sort hair. And inhaled as deep as he could.

The light began to flicker.

"why's it doing that?". Quil looked up at the light.

"shit". Leah said and the other looked at her. "it started doin this a few night ago I was meant to change it".

"well good going Leah". Seth shit back.

"shut up pimple".

"screw you wart".

"why is Jake taking so long to get him out of here?. you guys think something happened?". Embry looked around at the others.

The light began to flicker even more now.

"like what?". Seth asked him. trying to move out of the way of the light string that hung just above him. it kept almost getting him the eye every time he would knock in to it. it was starting to piss him off.

"love". The tracker said quickly to Lean.

"yeah". She gazed up at him.

"here". he took of his coat and wrapped it around her body so that she's be a little more covered. So she wouldn't have to hold up that sheet any more. She turned towards him and he moved to the side. So that Leah's back was facing the other boys when she dropped her sheet. He through it over her and she dropped the she and slid her arms through the sleeve holes. He zipped it up for her even though she could do it herself.

"how am I meant to know I'm in here with you". Embry replied to Seth.

The light finally went out.

"so what?... we're just gonna wait here in the dark for something to happen?".

"looks like were gonna have to Seth". His sister told him.

"who's touching me?".

"Quil no one touching you….. I don't think".

"Embry how would you even know…. unless..".

"I'm not the one touching you".

"well you are the one stepping on me..".

"I'm not doing it on purpose, it isn't like I'm trying to annoying you. if I were I'd be the one touching you".

"you said on one was touching me".

"and he was right now stop ya bitching".

"Leah….. control your pet flea". Quil spoke to the she wolf.

"it isn't like he said something that wasn't true". She said off handedily.

"oh take his side why don't you".

"can we all stop talking now". Seth huffed.

They all quieted down.

Until.

"Embry your pushing me".

"am I not".

"yes you are your pushing me now bud off". Quil alrighty pushed Embry ford a little. not too much just a little.

Embry pushed back in retaliation. "quite it".

"you quite it". Quil shoved him back again.

"will you both stop your really pissing me off". Leah snapped.

"not until he quiet's it first".

"shut up Quil you quite it first".

"hey boys us a favour listen to her and pipe down".

"Leah tell your mate to quite it".

"leave me out of this".

"hey your both pushing in to me now". Seth whine and pushed Alistair back thinking it was Embry. But because of the tracker pretty much being a brick wall it hardy did anything to him. Alistair was still holding on it Leah who felt Seth push him.

"Seth that was Alistair you just pushed".

"you know what". Leah pushed Seth…. Or at least she thought it was Seth. The she wolf had actually pushed Embry, who intern was in the proses of pushing Quil. The force from the two pushed made Quil step back a few time and crash in to the closet door. facing it to brake open and coursing the young wolf to tumble through it and on to the carpet with a thud.

Quil turned back to Embry on his spot on the floor. "Embry". He whine.

Embry turned back to Leah". Leah". he to whine.

"ya both fine don't be babies". The she wolf grabbed a hold of the tracker hand and walked out of the closet sick and tired of being in there. Even if it only was for a few minutes.

Jacob opened the door to her bedroom. "guys…. what the hell?. There was a reason I told you all to be quiet".

"they pushed me". Quil pointed back towards the other.

Later

The group had gone dawn stairs to talked about what had just happened. Leah stayed in her bedroom to get dressed while all the man were in the kitchen. Alistair was currently sitting on one side of the kitchen island while the other four wolf boys sat on the other. They were all the staring at each other. Quil kept needing to looked away every once and a while from the tracker. Because the younger wolf thought Alistair were off putting and they made him feel uncomfortable. He was so used to seeing gold once.

"so…". Seth started talking to the tracker. "what are your… intentions…. With my sister.. hmm?".

"bloody hell". He rolled his head back and shut his eyes. Wanting Leah to hurry up and get down here. "what do you think my intentions are?".

Seth was about to answers when Leah stepped in to the room. She walked up to Alistair and stopped. "can you sense any of them?". she asked him.

"no… none of them are near us".

"good". She nodded.

"can he sense who?". Quil asked them.

"Sam and his pack. Alistair's a tracker, he knows were others are". the she wolf said to her pack.

"well that's handy". Embry said. mainly to himself though.

The couple turned to each other. Both choosing to ignore everyone else. "I better be getting back now love. Carlisle could come up at any time and decide to visit me. I don't want to have to explain this to him".

"yeah, yeah I get it". she looked at her feet. "when are we gonna tell… your kind then".

"my kind". he smirked and raised an eye brow.

"yeah the rest of the blood…. I mean….. no bloodsuckers ….. I mean bloodsuckers".

The tracker chuckled. "whenever you want…".

"and if it could be soon… that would be great". Jacob told the couple. "I'll more than likely see Edward tomorrow so…. if you want it done on your own terms…. You better be quick".

"fine". Leah said turning back to Alistair. "tomorrow". She nodded. It was obvious to her mate that she didn't want to do it but felt like there was no other choice.

"hey". He grabbed her arms and pulled her close. "how about we just tell Carlisle and Esme. We don't have to tell everyone else. Let them tell the others there doesn't have to be a big stage performance. The other can find out through them… so don't worry. I don't care who knows anyway".

"I do". she looked up at him and he knew who she meant.

"if he wants to bitch and whine about us let him. your none of his business anymore". He kissed her cheek.

Then her neck.

Then her lips.

Still choosing to ignore the pack of wolf watching them. she kissed him back thinking in the moment.

They stopped once they heard a throat clear. It was Seth of course.

"come on Alistair I'll walk you back". Jacob said getting up from his seat. They looked at him then back at each other.

"I'll see you tomorrow alright". he kissed her cheek again then followed Jacob to the door.

"yeah we better get back to". Embry got up.

"yeah I wanna see Claire before she goes to bed". Quil followed.

"see you guys tomorrow". Seth waved them all off. The tracker looked back one more time to see Leah before disappearing out the door. And once the door had shut behind them he turned back to his sister with a look.

"no".

"no what?".

"we can talk about this tomorrow I'm going to bed".

"but..".

"no, no way, not gonna happen". She said while vanishing up the stairs.

"we are talking about this though aren't we Leah…. Leah!….. Leah!".

But she didn't respond.