Sirius and Remus woke at the same time. However, they both were worried about James but they also both knew that he was going to be fine. So, they did not know what they were feeling. "Good morning Rem," Sirius said when he walked into the dining room to see Remus who was standing by the coffee waiting for it to start. Remus let out a breath and nodded but he did not say anything as he smiled at Sirius. Sirius understood why he did not say anything because it was early, and Remus was not a morning person. Sirius wound not be one if he was a wolf too. Remus took a deep breath and smiled a little.

"Good morning Siri. James is going home today. We should get ready for them when they get home," Remus said after a while, but there was something in Remus's voice that Sirius can't place. However, he did not worry about that at the moment. Sirius sighed and sat down at the table.

"Moon," Sirius trailed off and looked at the paper that was in front of him and Remus knew what he was going to say.

"Nightmare again?" Remus asked Sirius who closed his eyes before he let out a breath. Slowly, he nodded and opened his eyes.

"Yeah. I was so real. James and Lily died. I went after…after Wormtail and….and…." Sirius trailed off again and shook his head. "It does not matter. It was just a dream," Sirius added as he picked up the paper. Remus hummed and sat down but he did not say anything as the two best friends fell quiet while the sun rose and shined in the room.

James never thought that he wound like a wheelchair, but yet he loved it. Lily, of course, was telling him to be careful while he had Harry in his lap while he rolled around the halls. "James!" Lily shirked "Be careful. Harry!" Lily was calling while James was riding around the halls faster than he should be going. James laughed and rolled over to her and gave Harry back to Lily.

"Ah, come on. I was just having fun. Right, pup?" James asked his one year old who giggled. Lily smiled at this and ruffled her son's hair.

"Alright, you two, let's go home. I'm sure Sirius and Remus will be happy to see us," Lily said as she took hold of James's wheelchair and the small family left with a pop.

"They should be here soon Pads," Remus said as the two friends made a room for Harry to sleep in. Sirius smiled but he did not say anything as he let out a breath when the memory of that nightmare came back into his mind. Remus looked over to Sirius after he finished putting up a lion in Harry's crib. "Sirius?" Remus asked Sirius who looked at him and smiled a fake smile.

"Yeah, Moon?" Sirius asked Remus who opened his mouth, but the soft giggles cut him off. "Ah, their home. Come, Rem," Sirius said in a shaky voice that Remus heard but he did not say anything as he walked out of the room. Remus sighed and nodded as he too walked out of the room. What he saw made him smile but he still felt like this was a bad idea.

'What about the full moon? What would Harry think of me? I can't do this. Yes, I can't…'

"Moony?" James cut him out of his thoughts. "Are you ok? You seem lost and I think Harry would like to see you," Remus smiled but he did not say anything as he took Harry into his arms. "Moon?" James said again as he wheeled over to the werewolf who nodded and closed his eyes for a minute before he said in a calm voice:

"Yeah, I'm ok. I don't think….." the werewolf cut off and shook his head. "It does not matter. Come on cub. Let go see your new room," Remus said before he left the hall by the front door and walked up the stairs. Leaving the others in the hall.

Remus smiled at the baby who giggled when Remus sat down on the rocking chair. "I don't know what to do cub. I don't think….." Remus cut off with tears in his eyes before he closed them for a minute and said: "Can I tell you something cub? The reason why I don't think I can help rase you is…..is the werewolf that bit me knows that I'm alive and he is looking for him. I'm leaving Britain. I don't want anyone to get hurt more than they already are. I'm sorry Harry. Good-bye," Remus said with tears in his eyes as he stood up and put Harry in his crib before he looked around him and left with a pop.

A/N: Sorry about the wait on this story. I was busy with other things and family stuff that scared me. Right anyway, thank you for reading and tell me what you think. I will see you next time -Captain Voxland