Okay, if you don't remember what I said from last time, things are going get darker for the next...well I tell you when it stops being serious and dark...Also I am so sorry I have been gone for so long, but I'm back guys! I hope you enjoy the new chapter, and sorry it's depressing from here on out, it's Christmas (and the spirited season) and there really is no good time to post these, but I need to update so… anyway on with the story...

How It All Starts:

I know the look my dad had had. My heart rate was now so fast. I had to leave my friends quick, or else.

"Uh I got to go..." I told them, starting to walk away, before Jackie grabbed my hand.

"But Kendall what about..." She started to ask, but I wasn't going to let her finish.

"Sorry... I'll try to come by later... I got to go." She let go, and I had to hurry to my house before something bad happens. Once the door shut behind me... I knew I wouldn't be leaving at all tonight. I just told my friends a lie to keep my situation, a secret. My body was shaking, because I knew the events that were about to unfold. He was silent for a few minutes, pacing back and forth a bit.

"Where the hell have you been?!" His voice was harsh.

"Dad it was our homecomin..." I turned and began to answer before being smacked across the face, hard. I fell on the floor.

"You liar!" He picked me up by the arm, as if I was a ragdoll. "You are just a little slut lying through your teeth!" He threw me against the wall. "What Ronaldo wasn't good enough, now you're with every boy you see?!" He smacked me again. I fell down the slight step we had from the entry hallway to the living room.

"No...I..."I was trying to breathe and defend myself, not that he would have it. He kicked me.

"Get up you little disgrace!" He grabbed my throat, causing me to struggle. "You're just a little slut unworthy of anything." He threw me against another wall. My body was in excruciating pain. I could barely breathe. "If you can't handle the punishments, you shouldn't be such a twit!" he yelled walking over. "You're weak, unworthy and it's always your fault why any of this happens." He grabbed me by my arms roughly. "You couldn't please Ronaldo, you couldn't be a good daughter, and all you have done is make a wreck in the family!" His grip was so tight. He then tossed me against the edge of the wall. I started to have tears run down my cheeks. "Weak." He smacked me again. "You dare cry for the punishment you know you deserve!" He kicked me again. I tried to get up…I needed to run. But I couldn't, the pain was too great. He grabbed me again, throwing me on the couch. I was just his ragdoll or punching bag at this point. "There isn't any escaping this! You have pissed me the hell off, and I have had it with your poor, inappropriate, and disgraceful behavior." He walked over grabbing my face. "I've told you many times to stop, I've told you thousands of times to stop hanging out with those influential, pathetic friends, especially that dare devil, Clarence Buttowski!" He smacked my face again. "Now it seems telling you, punishing you is not enough." He started to unhook his belt and use it a few times to hit me, then soon enough was on top of me, "You want to act like a slut, then you're going to be one." He had me pinned, and I was using all my might to get him off.

"No!" I screamed. "Get off!" Then before I knew it, something came over me and I kicked him off. I quickly got up and ran to the kitchen. I grabbed a knife out of the case. I turned and there he was, an evil smile on his face. I was scared… no I was fearful that tonight might be my last night.

"You really want to play this game Kendall?" He asked and evil intent in his voice. He folded his arms. "You really think you can use that against me." My heart rate and breathing were so fast. I kept the knife's point toward him, starting to move slowly. 'The front door is just over there…' "You should keep your attention on me." He interrupted my thoughts and charged. I screamed. I tried to fight, but he grabbed the knife out of my hand, had me against the wall with my face facing it, and the sharp edge to my neck. "You actually thought you could win?" My tears kept rolling down my face. "You pulled this pathetic trick on me…your father? How dare you?!" he hit me with the handle of the blade, upside the face. I was on the floor, so afraid. I glanced and saw the front door in the corner of my eye.

'You have to live!' A voice in my head told me. 'Get your ass up and fight!'

'I can't…' I thought, still crying.

'Liar! You know what you can do! Now fight and survive!' the voice yelled.

"Such a shame you did this Kendall… looks like you'll have to make it up…" I know what he was intending to do. "But this…" He knelt down with the knife. "Will make you scream more." I closed my eyes and the voice's words echoed in my head.

'Survive!' He reached for me, but I quickly elbowed him the face.

"Ugh! You little bitch!" He blocked his face. Before he could get up I kicked him in the balls and ran. I ran out the front door. I screamed when the knife flew by my face, cutting it a little on the cheek. I looked back and saw he was starting to come after me. With all my might I ran, not realizing I screamed more. I ran until I was in a familiar place. I was heading through the woods of that go up to Dead Man's Drop. But I couldn't stop running, I made it more up the climb until I tripped over a rock or something. My body was so tired, in such pain. I didn't have the will to get up. That's when I felt the drops. Rain. It started to sprinkle. I rolled over to feel the drops on my face. I didn't know what time it was, I didn't know if he was still after me, I just knew my living hell was so much worse and death could have me at any time it chose. I closed my eyes and let the rain fall on me.

To Be Continued…

It is so amazing to be back guys! I am so sorry I have been M.I.A for so long with this story, I was just trying to get farther ahead with it and then life caught up with me but I am back and am excited to say updates are here! They are darker, sad, depressing updates but thus the story is becoming so, I mean it is a story guys…. Anyway I hoped you enjoyed, again I am so sorry for such the long wait, but hey here's a Christmas, or Hanukah or whatever gift guys! Merry Christmas! Please review, fav/follow and stuff! And don't forget about my poll, thank you! See you soon.