Chapter 37… it's happening! I am officially getting back into the swing of things and uploading for this series. Thank you for your patience and I will explain things more at the end with any questions. On we go…

What to do:

School was rather hard for the group. Kendall didn't show up Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday. It was now Thursday and it had been hard for the group, since they hadn't spoken to Kendall for a while. Things for her would be different, now seeing as her father was in jail, heading to prison, her mother gone, and her sister letting her live alone in the house. Kendall wasn't Kendall anymore. She cut off communication and has been in her house since all of the events that took place. Even Jackie couldn't get a hold of her, and the group was torn with emotions they were feeling and the fact that Kendall was currently out of their lives, didn't sit well with them. Things took their toll on everyone, but on Kendall the most.

It was lunch that Thursday, the group sat in their usual place, however it was quiet and everyone was saddened. Tess, André, Scarlet, and Teena walked up.

"I'm guessing no one has spoken to her still…" Teena frowned, as they all sat down.

"What do you think…" Brianna glanced at her, with a sigh. Everyone was silent. Tess began to tap her knee with her finger, annoyed with the silence.

"Alright this is pathetic." She finally stated. Everyone glanced at her surprised. "She is our friend and you guys have known her for a crazy long time, and you're telling me you haven't even thought about breaking in to see her, or something?" She looked at everyone.

"Trust us when we say it has been thought of…" Nicolette began.

"Then why haven't you all acted upon it?" Tess interrupted. "Kendall is in a broken dark place right now and she needs you guys."

"That's kind of hard to do seeing as she's pushing out." Mouth replied.

"It's called a defense mechanism… every girl does it… bloody hell, everyone does it." Tess retorted. "You all need to be trying as hard as you can to be there for her…hell even the girl was going to commit suicide because of all that's happened." Kick, Brianna, and Jackie looked even sadder. "She needs you guys in her life, even if she's pushing you away. She needs you because no one should be going through this alone… No one." It was silent for a few moments.

"She's right." Scarlet agreed. "Kendall needs us and we all need her. We should at least be trying harder."

"Yeah but how do we even start?" Ramia questioned.

"She's not even herself anymore. I mean she's had all these secrets and incidences. How are we supposed to even begin helping her?" Loraina added.

"Plus, what makes you guys think she even wants us in her life now?" Dante mentioned.

"Well what reason would she have to keep you out?" André asked. "You guys are her friends right? Just because all this happened doesn't mean she doesn't want you in her life."

"You're right…" Eli realized a few things. "You guys are absolutely right. Why shouldn't she want us in her life? If maybe we try harder, she'll let us in and then we could help her." Eli glanced at everyone.

"There is a point to that, maybe the reason she's shutting us out is because she was embarrassed, and thought we judge her for all of this." Gunther pointed out.

"But why would she think that?" Jackie started to have some tears in her eyes. "She knows how much she means to us…to me." She looked down. Gunther looked sad, but Brianna decided to hold Jackie in a hug.

"Maybe because of everything she has ever been told." Teena thought about it for a second.

"What do you mean by that?" Kyle asked.

"What I mean is when you're told things over and over, you start to believe it." Teena answered.

"So you think her father and the Jackass have left her to think we don't care about her?" Kick inquired.

"Could be…. I mean how many of us can say, if we were in her situation, we could still come to school and live life 'normally?" Teena brought up. Everyone thought about it.

"I guess you're right on that one." Brianna agreed.

"So here's the question, where do we start on getting back in her life?" Nicolette questioned.

"Good question…. Where would you guys think?" Tess countered. They all thought about is, then the bell rung.

"Looks like we'll have to discuss this more during class." Gunther helped Jackie up.

"And after school." Kick added. They nodded and headed to their next classes, wanting to figure out a lot of things, and how to get back into Kendall's life.

To be continued…

Shorter chapter this one, but more to come soon. Also for those wondering, yes, Kendall talks to voice that's inside her head…there's more to it, but that's further down the line, anyway thought I clear it up… anyway thanks for reading and see you soon. Please review and stuff!

L: I love how I am just ignored….

M: Sorry just trying to do stuff….Lereda's back guys!

L: Proudly….and all I know is I'm still waiting for things, like some couples…Ronaldo to get beat….rigging any bells yet….

M: Just wait…jeez….you and your violence…

L: It's me…anyways let's move on, on to the next chapter.

M: Okay…. Bye guys.

L: See ya.