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okay I decided to try something new with my HP fanfiction story. I hope it works and everyone loves it.

Okay now its still a bit to early for a poll but if you want you can tell me whom you think she should be with.

Letters from Harry

The days where getting close for Draco and I to go home for winter holiday. I wasn't my happy self no matter how hard Pansy, Blaise, Daphne, Crabbe, Goyle, or even Draco tried to cheer me up. I wasn't sure if Hermione told Harry what I had said because every class and hallway we saw each other he would smile at me. I would nodded in return and keep walking. I think he was getting the hint when in class I didn't reply to his notes. Most of them were jokes that didn't need a reply but when he sent some that needed replies I would just smile and continue on with my day. Apart of me was glad that she hadn't told him. I enjoyed it when he would smile at me and then on a Saturday morning I get awaken up by someone shaking me.

"Liz? Wake up someone brought a letter for you and you didn't come to breakfast. Draco asked me to give this to you."

I slowly opened my eyes to see that it was Daphne. I smiled at her and take my mail from her. I look at it all and see that its sweets from Narcissa and a letter from Harry just looking at the handwriting I knew it was his letter.

Beth,

Is it true what you told Hermione? She just told me tonight when I finally asked her if she noticed how different you been with me and everyone one else. Don't you think I deserve a chance to decide if we are no longer friends? Look I know you are nothing like your brother and Ron just needs to understand that. I don't want to lose you Beth please don't push me away. Hermione and I miss you. Please write back to me at least while you are away on Christmas break.

Sincerely,

Harry

I didn't know what to do or say so I dressed quickly and walked into the common room and yelled at everyone to leave as I walked over to my brother sitting by the fireplace. Those in the years above us didn't even try to argue because we were Malfoy's. Throwing my letter at him for him to read so he could help me figure out what to do.

"Read it Draco." I said as I began to walk back and forth waiting on him.

He nodded and read the letter. "Okay so what do you want me to do about this? He's your friends not mine."

"Help me. Please."

"Lizzy, this is something you have to deal with. This is your mess that you made and you have to clean it up." looking at me he sighed "Lizzy, tell him you will write him only until you are ready to be around that WEASEL."

"Weasel I like that I think I can call him that too." I jump on him and hugged him tightly saying "Thank you so much." then kissing him on the cheek. I ran back to my room and began to write a letter to Harry explaining everything to him that I was okay with him knowing about me. Explained to him that until I had more control over my anger that we would write as friends. Then slowly meet somewhere for just us both to talk or with Hermione with us.

I ran out of my room to take my letter to the owlery and send my letter to Harry only to reach the Great Hall and run into someone. I would have fallen but the person caught me I looked up to see that it was Harry and beside him was Ron and Hermione. We both smiled at each other before he let me go to stand on my own.

"Harry."

"Beth."

"Malfoy." said Ron causing me to look at him.

"Weasel" I said with a smirk as I noticed his face turn red. Hermione and Harry had to hold him back.

"I was on my way to send you this letter." I said as I handed it to him, "It explains everything and I hope you understand as well. Hermione how rude of me. Sorry to leave so quickly but I can see that I'm not wanted around you guys so I hope that you and I can set some time to study together. Goodbye Harry Hermmione."

I turned around to walk away when Ron spoke again "You don't have to worry about them talking to you Malfoy. Nobody can be friends with your family let alone you." I heard slap then him yelling "Ow what was that for?" I smirked and kept walking I would never let anyone bring me down.

I was about to enter the common room when Uncle Snape called me into his office. I walked in and noticed that it was just him and I. So I took a seat and waited for him to speak.

"How's your magic been reacting lately?"

"It's been better. Why?"

"I've talked to your parents and Dumbledore and we all agree that you will be taking extra lessons on how to control your emotions and with that you should be able to have more control over your magic. With that said you will be meeting me twice a week till the end of this school year for lessons. That is all you are dismissed."

I couldn't believe that he didn't even give me a chance to speak back or fight against it. When I exited his office I slammed his door and ran to my room ignoring Draco's voice. Pansy had to come get me and drag me out of my room. Draco was waiting at the bottom of the steps pissed at me. I tried to get Pansy to let me go I didn't want to deal with his shit right now. I saw it before I felt go through me I was screaming and Pansy went flying into Draco because of the force of my magic that had exploded out of me. I was in shock and I knew that I couldn't stay there so I ran again ignoring Draco once more and this time I went to the Gryffindor tower and stood before the Fat lady.

"I know that I don't belong here but could you please call Hermione Granger or Harry Potter to meet with me out here. Tell them it Beth they will know who I am please."

She just nodded at me so I turned away from and slid to the ground waiting for someone to come out. I saw the portrait open and out came the one person I really didn't want to see. He came to stand before me after he shut the door I looked up at her.

"I said I wanted Hermione Granger or Harry Potter why would you send him out Lady." I said with tears escaping me this was the last person that I wanted to see me crying.

"Harry went to take a shower and Hermione I think went to Library for... well you really don't need to know what for but why do you need them? Mal... Uh"

"Why do you care? You're probably enjoying this moment."

"Because Harry would care. Besides I told her that as soon as Harry was done to let him know that you were here waiting. No I don't enjoy seeing you cry. I've never been able too."

I looked at him with one eye brow raise but said nothing to him.

"Why did you want to talk to them?" He asked after a while of silence.

"I just need to talk to someone that I trust. I'm sorry that it's not you"

"I'm not sorry that you can't." He sat down beside me, "you can't remember everything can you?"

"No not everything but its slowly coming back to me. Why would you say that I shouldn't remember anything?"

"Mother explained to all of us that someone cast a strong spell on you that would keep you safe and that you would never remember anyone of us. She said that you were being sent away from our world and that your body would be nothing but an empty shell."

"Oh."

"Something tells me that you were brought back to us just in time for us to enter Hogwarts. I won't apologize for how I acted because until that morning I thought you were just an empty shell of a girl I once knew."

"We could never get along could we?"

"Nope. We still can't for some reason."

I laughed and smiled before I could reply the portrait open to show Harry slowly sticking out his head which caused both Weasel and I to laugh together.

"So does that mean you can control your anger around him?"

"Nope, it means that he came out here and saw me crying and decided to be nice to me."

Harry waited for Ron to go back inside before asking anything.

"So what brought you here anyways?"

"My magic is going crazy lately and if I get to upset it explodes everything around me. It doesn't matter if it's something or someone, but what brought me here now is that it exploded again as Pansy was just trying to get me to Draco. He's always been able to calm me when events like this happen. Pansy ended up being thrown at Draco when my magic exploded and I ran here after that without thinking."

Harry just hugged me closer to him and I leaned my head on his shoulder. "Sorry that I interrupted your shower. I just didn't know what to do I panicked after I what I saw happened to Pansy and Draco. I'm not the kind of girl to hurt people."

"What caused you to get you so upset? When you left us you were happy and you ignored Ron."

"Yeah I ran into my Uncle and he went behind my back to talk to my parents and Dumbledore about how my magic was behaving and now I have to study with him twice a week with him. I don't like him much because he's always spoiled Draco and treated me like I was nothing but second best. I don't think he knew he was doing it. But it still hurt me you know."

Harry was rubbing my arm when we heard the stairs moving back in place and we saw my brother. "Lizzy, there you are. Potter."

"Draco, you are not hurt." I said as I got up and hugged him.

"Yeah I'm fine and Pansy is just sleeping it off for now. We should get back before it's too late and we end up with detention."

I nodded in agreement and walked back to Harry I kissed on the cheek before leaving with Draco missing his reaction as for when I looked at him there was no emotions on his face. Harry said goodbye to me as Draco and I left to our common room.

"Do you always kiss boys like that?"

"No just you and Harry so far. Why?"

"I didn't think you would kiss anyone other than family."

"Are you jealous DRAKEY?"

Draco only mumbled but I knew that I was right about him because he didn't get too upset about the nickname I used. When we got to the dungeons he took me to his room again and had me stay with him.

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