Harry finds Lily
Chapter 4
"Harry you're a lord of at least several families you been given Minerva, your mom, Amelia and me those looks which isn't bad but you have a problem that we need to heal before you can even try to do it" said Andi.
"Please, don't say anything to anybody" said Harry. "Not even you mom, " said Andi. "Especially my mom because it started with my dad," said Harry. Lily was standing by the door when Harry faces looking out the window when he said this statement. "Harry it's a little late your mom been standing by the door and heard what you said;" said Andi. "Andi gives me a few minutes with him pleases" said Lily.
"Harry you promised" said Lily. So Harry turned around and she saw tears running down his face. "Come here Harry, I know you scared I am sorry I wasn't there for you all the time because I thought he loved you as much I did; but we can get you healed and you will be okay Harry" said Lily. "Okay, I finished this, but I hope you know this hardest thing for me to do what you want me to do mom" said Harry. "Harry your father is not James or anyone here so I can hear this entire story okay. Ready go back Harry, " said Lily.
"Ok, we can keep it going, but it still going to be hard just the same" said Harry. "All we have to do take pictures and give you potions, then you will need to brew some potions also Harry" said Lily.
Harry and Lily went back to the room so they can finish with the examine with pictures and taken his potions. "Harry you need to take a few potions longer to heal you in certain areas" said Andi.
"Harry it times to tell your story in detail alright" said Lily.
"Please don't say a word if you happen see I have some tears I been getting better of show my feelings, please bear with me. It started when I was a year old. James that what I am going to call him okay, when Lily wasn't there and James was watching me, he would use a clamp on my member because I had a bigger one than he.
He would make it bleed for three months this was going on as Harry was looking out the window. Then when I was taken to the Dursley Albus left me on the doorstep and Petunia took me in that house so they could do as they wish to me that was when the rape really started. I had taught myself to go potty, then I wasn't allowed any clothes.
Harry kept going with his story he told all the gruesome tales came out when he was done, he hand, Amelia a journal that he copy of his and thirty vial of memories of her.
Harry went to get dressed and left to go outside to work out his feelings through Kata Karate and Kung Fu, other martial arts.
Then he went into push-up, sit-up and pull-up then he ran twenty miles to work his emotion out, that he doesn't understand at all. When he was running Lily join him and ask him if he okay. No, mom, I am not I don't understand my feeling.
"I won't be able to understand am I," said Harry. "Harry in time you will why do you say that" asked Lily. "Never mind," said Harry. Harry went to take his last set potions for the night and went to Andi to check him the following week.
"Harry you're healed you can have sex now, but take slow okay. Why don't we start I can teach how to take of it properly if you want your mom can be here to" said Andi.
"Not now, " said Harry. "You really are having hard time aren't you, " said Andi. "Thank you healing me Andi" said Harry.
Then Harry left to go home, then stripped and jump in his pool and swims for twenty laps, then change sides to long length and swims twenty more laps and got out and got a swim brief on and started to run twenty miles again.
Then did he work out when he was done, he went to the shower and got to sleep this was when Lily came and said "Harry, let me help you understand your body please." At his left to deal with feeling somewhere else, they didn't know where he was at the time.
When Lily found him again in his place he was at. "You are still pushing for many people away because what you said" said Lily. "Excuse me mom" and he left to take a cold shower and started to run again and do his martial arts. "Stop it Harry now. What are you scared about, " said Lily? "I can't talk about it sorry" as starting back up. "Harry you left something out what was it," said Lily.
"Read journal I am not talking about it sorry" said Harry.
Just then Amelia march in there and said "we need to talk Harry and you are going to face the one thing you are afraid of" said Amelia. "No I am not sorry" said Harry.