Newt woke with a start and to the worried face of Theseus staring at him. 'This is rare. Why is he worried about me? He never cared about me?' Newt thought confused however he could not ask him this because he could not find his voice at this moment. Not that he wanted to ask his brother this because he knew that Theseus did not care about him. Just like his father.
"Newton! Oh, thank Merlin. How do you feel?" Theseus asked Newt who still could not find his voice. Theseus noticed this and sighed. "Sorry Newt. I should not push you. I'm just happy that you are fine and alive. I don't know what I would do if I lost you," Theseus added putting his head in his hands and let out a sob. This made Newt look over to him shocked.
"I thought you did not care about me?" Newt asked quietly and filled with pain. Theseus felt a tear run down his face, but he did not hide it as he stared at Newt shocked by this.
"Why, why would you think that little brother? I care about you. You are the only family that I have left. I care little brother. Why would you think that Art?" Newt did not say anything as he looked at the door and shook his head slowly. "Art?" Theseus asked but Newt still did not say anything. Theseus sighed as the brothers went quiet.
It was a few minutes later when Newt sighed and said: "I think that you don't believe in me or…or that I'm a little screw-up. Like father said to me after I got kicked out of Hogwarts because I was protecting Leta," Theseus looked at Newt and sighed as well. However, he shook his head and smiled a little.
"I don't think that Art. You are my brother and I love you," Newt looked at him and sighed once again but he did not say anything as Theseus looked at his brother. He really looked like he was in bad shape, but he knew that Newt will never tell. He wished that he did but Theseus knows that his little brother likes to keep things buried inside. However, the war hero knows that this is not the best thing to do. So, after a long silence, Theseus took a deep breath and said: "Newt what's wrong? You can't keep things inside like this," Newt sighed but he did not say anything. Theseus sighed at this and looked at the ground before he ran his hand over his face and added: "Look, Newton. I know you don't want to tell me, but you have to. I don't know how you got in this state, so you need too…" Newt looked at him cutting him off.
"Why do I? No one cares about me anyway. I know you say you do but…" Newt cut off and started off into space for a few minutes. He then started to shake, and tears filled his eyes. Theseus who hand his hand on his face looked up sharply.
"Newt?" Theseus said standing. However, Newt closed his eyes. Then he opened them again, cleared his thought and said:
"Yes, Thee?" Theseus looked at his brother and sat back down. "Oh, you saw that? That was nothing. Everything is just fine. You don't have to worry about me because I know you don't," Theseus shook his head.
"I do, how many times do I have to say that? I care about you brother," Newt rolled his eyes and stayed quiet. Theseus sighed and picked up the paper that was sitting on the end table that sat next to Newt's bed.
Theseus read the paper till Newt fell asleep. Theseus wished that his little brother would tell him what is going on with him. Theseus wanted to hold his brother tight but Newt hates being touched. Theseus watching his brother sleep with a small smile, but he wanted to hold him tight and never let go. "Newton why don't you just…. just tell me. Don't you trust me?" Theseus said quietly so that he does not wake Newt awake but he wanted him to talk to him. However, Theseus also knew that he should not push his brother into telling him. Even though he wanted to. Theseus looked at the door and then got to his feet to get something to eat.
A/N: ok that was better. Tell me what you guys think. Do you like it? Can um, someone help with the plot of this story. I'm having writer's block on it. Thank you all for reading and I will see you next time. -Captain Voxland
