A/N) Hmm, I kind of tone it down in this chapter...if you really can call it that. Armin kind of blows the toning down a little bit, but hey it's all in good fun. Anyway, I am starting add some more story line to avoid turning this into too much of a smut fic (which it kind of went there anyways, but don't tell me you all didn't enjoy it) I hope to kind of build the characters and sort of steer this fic towards an ending.
Couple of notes: the "toy" described in this fic does exist people. I also make no apologies. I love you all so much for the wonderful reviews and just the mind blowing numbers I get on favs and follows. You are all the best, you humble me, and I am glad so many people love this story because I don't feel so alone in this world!
Eren had felt incredibly vulnerable, after the extreme deprivation play with Levi. Sure, he received after care, but something was still weighing heavily on his mind. Levi seemed to revert to his 'I don't fuck submissive'' ways. He pushed Eren to his limits, and even though he asked for it, he still felt insecure.
"Oi, brat. Are you alright?" Levi asked.
Eren almost jumped out of his skin. He thought Levi was sound asleep.
"L-Levi, are you alright? I mean just, you seem off." Eren asked, slightly nervous.
Levi seemed to think over it for a moment. "I'm fine. Why?"
"Well, you just didn't have sex with me. I wonder if I'm still yours."
Levi sat up, and then climbed into Eren's lap "I am your Master, brat. Unless you want to leave, or I let you go. I don't plan on letting go, so are you leaving?"
Eren's breathe caught in his throat, and he couldn't trust his voice. He just shook his head. He didn't want to leave, not at all. Not ever, if he could help it.
"Good. You want to leave, and I'll break your fucking legs." Levi began kissing down Eren's neck. He left licks, and bites on his way down.
Eren went limp against Levi's ministrations. He felt his body sparking to life, despite the bruises and marks already all over his body. He thrilled in the pain he felt. He felt vulnerable, he needed this reassurance. That feeling of love and adoration one gets from their master. Even if this comfort came in a sexual way, he felt cared for and adored. This is what he needed.
He felt Levi's lips on his own. The kiss deepening slowly. It felt like Levi was searching and desperate. Eren wrapped his arms around Levi's waist, and pulled him closer. Their bodies and mouths moved together. He loved the contact of their skin. Levi was so cold to the touch, and Eren wanted to warm him up. Their mouths disconnected, and Eren immediately began kissing, licking, and biting on Levi's neck.
Levi bit down on his lip, trying not to let a sound slip out. He wrapped his hand in Eren's hair, and tugged him back, eliciting a moan from the boy "Oi, horny brat! What do you think you're doing?"
Eren gave a cheeky grin "Being a horny brat, master." He purred.
Levi shuddered in pleasure. He pushed Eren onto his back, and re-positioned so that he was between Eren's legs. He leaned down, and licked from Eren's navel, straight up to his nipple, and the boy's back arched up beautifully.
"You know, if your feeling insecure, we shouldn't do this." Levi told him.
Eren wrapped his legs around Levi's waist and held him there "Master showing me affection is all the security I need. Please, fuck me."
Levi groaned. Eren really was a horny little brat, and he loved that about him. He was afraid the sensory deprivation might have pushed Eren to his limits. And it did. But Eren wanted comfort in the form of bodies touching, and intimacy. He felt he could do that for him.
They spent the rest of the night fucking and cuddling. The next morning, Eren stretched out, and accidentally back handed Levi in the face. He freaked out, and fell out of the bed. He heard Levi growl "I'm sorry. I am so sorry! I forgot where I was!"
"You know we have safe words for a reason. If you didn't like it, you could have told me. Instead of waiting till the morning to slap the shit out of me."
Eren blinked "W-what?"
Levi sighed "It was a joke."
Eren paused, and suddenly began to laugh. "You are terrible at jokes! Don't quit your day job!"
"I guess it's a good thing I don't have one." Levi said.
"Which reminds me, forgive me if I'm prying. You said, you strip because you want too. So, what exactly pays the bills?"
Levi sat up, and fixed an intense gaze upon Eren "Alright, you aren't completely dense are you? I'll be honest, Mr. Discreet. My uncle was stupid wealthy. He died, and left me everything. I don't feel like running a company, so the hire ups do, and I still get paid."
Eren's jaw dropped "Are you kidding? Can I ask what company?"
"Ever heard of the Survey Corporation?"
"No! No fucking way! You are the heir of the fucking corporation that runs this city? Why the fuck are you stripping?"
"Now, you're prying. Some stuff happened, I don't want to talk about it." Levi answered. Standing up to get dressed.
Eren had so many more questions, but he decided to keep his mouth shut, and just followed Levi's example and got dressed.
"Let's get some breakfast, Eren." Levi said and Eren couldn't help but smile at him. He hopefully had a long time to continue to learn about Levi.
Later on that day, Eren was sitting on Armin's bed. She had a lot to tell him, and he couldn't come over fast enough.
"Have fun with Levi last night?" She asked him.
Eren decided not to scar his best friend for the rest of her life, so just answered with a yes.
"So, Erwin takes me to a sex toy shop! Those places make me so nervous. I mean, I do all my shopping online, but being in one just makes me blush. Which is funny because, I love sex and love talking about it, but thrust a dildo in my face, and I'm suddenly a virgin!"
Eren was laughing hysterically. He had told Armin for years she needed to do drag, or some kind of stand up.
She continued "So, we walk in and I'm thinking he wants to find something kinky. Well, that's not the case. He had a friend he wanted me to meet, and they work at this shop."
"Friend...they...non binary?"
"Nailed it! So their name is Hange. And they made me feel just, so comfortable about being different and a girl, and just it was wonderful. I love them to death. We are going to have a lunch date this weekend. Although, they embarrassed the hell out of me with these sex toys. Did you know there is a thing I could wear that replicates a pussy, and only gives me the sensation of a dick rubbing against mine?"
"Armin! Really! You can stop!" Eren's face was red.
"Well imagine how I felt!"
They quickly shifted gears. Armin talked about how happy Erwin made her feel. Eren still hated himself for feeling jealous. But all he really wanted was someone to love. A master to respect and love. One that would cherish and adore him. It killed him to feel all that with Levi, and just remember that this was a temporary deal. He would never find someone like Levi, and he knew it. He wanted to ask Levi for a more permanent situation, but he hardly knew the man. He berated himself, for feeling so vulnerable and insecure. He only wanted to feel loved. Maybe, he couldn't do this anymore. And thought, maybe it was time to break things off, before he became too attached, and wouldn't be able to let go.
