Okay this time the request came from Krytsel101 and they wrote:

Hey :) i absolutely love the little/big brother series! I was wondering if you could do a one shot about Justin/Justine? We know a bit aboutJustine, but not as much about Justin's personality. Maybe Justin is upset about something,and Wes comforts? I don't know... but yeah, your writing is amazing!

I hope this will make you happy, because this is what I came up with due to the mood I am in today. I am in a sad mood today because I miss my grandma that passed away in October last year. So if this feels a bit sad, depressing or just dark it's because of that. But it suited to write to this request due to the mood I had today.


Eyes, hair, mouth, figure, dress, voice, style, movement, hands, magic, rings, glamour, face, diamonds, excitement, image. All that had to be taken away so that he could exist. He looked at his face in the mirror. A face that moments ago had been hers.

Eyes… no mascara, eyeshade or eyeliner, just green orbs looking back at him. Hair… short strawberry-blonde locks that looked soft but were short, clearly a boy's hair.

Mouth… no lip-gloss or lipsmack or lipstick, just two pinkish lips.

Figure… no figure, just straight lean lines of a small male.

Dress… hanging in the closet. Voice… deeper but still rather light.

Style… a sour, depressed, boring, stiff, cold, mean, snappy soul and style, not like her.

Movement… stiff, cold, angry, so much anger.

Hands… two pale hands without any nail polish or long nails, just male hands.

Magic… there's no magic in him it dies and she dies.

Rings… not a single ring on a single finger, that's what girls wear.

Glamour… there is no glamour in him.

Face… a pale face without any rouge, colors or anything, just a sad and cold face.

Diamonds… the only diamonds he has is the tears on his cheeks.

Excitement… there is nothing exciting about him.

Image… he has none, she has it all and he has nothing.

He loves her, he loves the spectacle that is Justine, he doesn't want to experience it he wants to be it. He is it. But not all the time. At night he can't be. At night she has to go into the closet again.

He has a single room this year but wishes he could share with Mitch. He can't' share with Mitch because the seniors of the White Tiger shares a floor with the sophomores and the juniors share with the freshmen. He wanted to room with Mitch, they were best friends and last year they "were" roommates because the rooms for the freshmen weren't enough so Mitch had to stay with sophomore Justine/Justine Gideon.

Mitch was the only one that fully accepted him. The boys all accepted Justine but not Justin. Nathan and Otto thought he was too depressing and too cold. Everyone thought so, but only they said it. But not Mitch. He always stayed at his side when Justin was out. Justin only came out at times, when Justine was not out, when Justine couldn't be out and that was when Justine was about to be sad. Justine doesn't do sad… Justin is sad. Justin is always sad, snappy, angry or upset. No one wants to be around Justin because he will bite their heads off. If Justine is a joker Justin is the bore. If Justine is sunshine Justin is the thundercloud. They were the same person and still not.

Eyes, hair, mouth, figure, dress, voice, style, movement, hands, magic, rings, glamour, face, diamonds, excitement, image. All that had to be put on so that she could exist. She would look in the mirror in the mornings and see the face that used to be his.

Eyes… green orbs with eyeliner, eyeshade and mascara making them beautiful.

Hair… long or short locks in every color imaginable.

Mouth… shine with lip-gloss or lipstick, always smiling.

Figure… a perfect female figure, not too curvy but curvy enough, sexy, attractive, causes jealousy, causes desire, gives a boost of confidence.

Dress… dresses, long dresses, short dresses, skirts, jeans, shirts, everything.

Voice… sweet and warm, light and happy.

Style… fashionista, sweet, caring, funny, happy, sisterly, motherly, protecting, scheming, fierce, star.

Movement… fluent and happy, like an warm summer breeze.

Hands… beautiful manicured nails, soft and warm and tender and caring, has a hand in it.

Magic… everything about her is magic.

Rings… a few of them on her fingers to make her hands even more beautiful.

Glamour… she is glamour embodied.

Face… rouge on the cheek, soft skin, soft features, the face of an angel.

Diamonds… her smiles are diamonds, her laughs are diamonds, her eyes sparkle with diamonds, her fingers wear diamonds, she has a diamond around her neck, she is a diamond.

Excitement… she is excitement.

Image… the image of an angel. That's Justine. She is everything but what is Justin? Nothing that's what he is. He looks at his face and stands up. He is so tired. He goes to bed. Sleep the pain and ache away.


Justin is out the next day, he doesn't have the energy to become Justine today. There's no smile to great any boy he meets, only a scowl and a dark storm cloud. Only Justin. He hear boys laugh around him but doesn't join in. They leave him alone, they always do… except Mitch. But Mitch is sick, he's got the flu so Justin sits alone at the table that morning.

No one sits beside him, afraid that he'll bite their heads off. He probably could, that's how testy he was when he was out of the closet. It really is strange. Justin was the one born but Justine is the one living. Justin just can't find a meaning or reason with living. Justine has it all… Justine has everything good and sometimes anger. But anger and sadness is all Justin has.

Justin only comes out when Justine is too sad to show herself. He hear the boys talk and snarls as Jesse asks why Justine is in the closet today. Luckily for Jesse Nathan and Otto are there. They pull him away from Justin before the strawberry-blonde can punch him. Even teachers walk on eggshells around Justin. They are all afraid of him. Everyone is afraid of him. It's not fair. Everyone loves Justine but no one loves Justin. He is snappy and cold and angry and… sour. He is only nice when Mitch asks him to be.

"What crawled up his butt and died", he heard Jesse ask and he would've attacked the guy if not a small form sat beside him.

"Hi Justin how are you feeling", Wes Montgomery asked. "You look a little pale."

"I'm fine", Justin spat.

"Are you sure?" Wes sounded worried. "You're usually a little less feral than this when I see you."

"You haven't seen me that much", Justin spat angrily.

"True but when I do I'm happy I get the chance. It's good to see the big brother part of my sister at times. I wanna know him too and not only Justine."

Justin stared at him and was aware that everyone was watching them anxiously. They were worried about Wes' safety and health… as if Justin could hurt the boy. He was too precious to him, not that Justin really knew him but Justine did.

"What", he asked.

"I want to know what Justin's really like. I mean he must know how to smile too right and not just show-facing at competitions."

Justin looked at the boy that was eating his breakfast calmly. Was this kid for real? How could he be for real? Did he really have that big of a heart?

"Huh?" Justin asked and Wes turned to look at him smiling.

"What's your favorite color?" he asked happily.

"Um… Green."

"Sweet I like black. I know I know it's depressing and dark but it goes with everything. Black looks good and is nice to look at."

Justin couldn't help but feel that Wes was talking about him right there.

"What's your favorite song", Justin asked.

"Tomorrow Is Another Day from the Rescuers", Wes said happily. "It reminds me that there always is another day and that things will be better tomorrow. And you?"

"I'll Cover You from RENT."

"I haven't seen that one…"

"How can you not have seen RENT?! Are you for real?"

Wes blushed and looked at him shyly.

"Isolated", he said and Justin stared at him. "Can I watch it with you sometime?"

Justin smiled.


Here you go, feel free to send me request by review or pm ;) And I'll see what I can do about it :D

It felt right to end it there. And big hugs to those that knows where I got the: "Eyes, hair, mouth, figure, dress, voice, style, movement, hands, magic, rings, glamour, face, diamonds, excitement, image" part from ;)

ForeverFree - I am brainstorming about your request.

kristal - I have some ideas for your request and I plan on combining them with a request I got from ForeverFree.

Guest - I'll see what I can do about that. It shouldn't be too hard ;)