Brittany and Tina were sitting in the lunch hall. They'd just come from history and both girls were trying to wake back up. Tina had noticed how different Brittany had been acting lately, she could tell something was bothering the blonde and she felt like it was her duty to find out. Tina was trying to plan out what to say, she didn't want to say something that could upset or offend the dancer.
"Britt, are you ok?" Tina asked. Brittany just gave her a confused look and smiled. Tina took that as a cue to continue. "it's just you've been acting unlike yourself and I'm worried. You know if there's something wrong you can talk to me right" she said offering the dancer a warm smile.
Brittany just huffed and shook her head from side to side. She let out a fake laugh. "Tina I've not been fine for ages, I'm getting by though so can you just drop it". Brittany said with a little too much force, she seen Tina wince at how cold and emotionless her voice was.
"Brittany just talk to me. I'm trying to help you," Tina gently added. She knew Brittany was really sensitive and would block her completely if she pushed too much.
Brittany looked up and met Tina's eyes , her blue eyes glistened with tears. Tina was really pushing her emotions to the edge, she knew she couldn't keep up the barrier that was holding her emotions in. The blonde took in a shaky breath and laughed a little , "Tina my life is one big tragedy, it's a joke", Brittany slowly said while blinking back the tears that threatened to spill from her eyes.
"why is it a tragedy Brittany? , the smaller girl asked genuinely curious to why Brittany's perfect life was making her unhappy. Brittany didn't say anything so Tina continued. "You're dating Sam, you're head of the Cheerios and one of the most popular girls in school". Tina stated. Brittany just shook her head from side to side, she knew nobody would understand.
"Tina I have all these things, I know I should be happy but I'm not. I cannot and I will not ever be happy again. I'm not even alive, I'm half dead". The dancer whispered the last part hoping Tina would let it slide.
"wait what do you mean you're half dead?".
Brittany let out a weak laugh, she found it funny how confused the girl was. "Tina, Santana wasn't just my best friend or my girlfriend. She was part of who I am, she compleats me. The emptiness I've felt all my life was gone the second I met her. I knew from the day we first laid eyes on one and other that this girl was going to bring me uter joy and be a part of me for the rest of my life. The whole breakup thing broke me, it's killed part of who I am. The only way I ever see myself being fully alive again is if we get back together but that's never gonna happen". Brittany finished wiping the tears from her eyes. "I need to go to Cheerios, I'll see you later. With that Brittany got up and left Tina speechless. Tina couldn't believe how sweet and heartbreaking Brittany's confession was. Tina knew one thing she was going to help bring Brittany back. Brittana were getting back together even if she had to break hearts in the prosses.
Tina's POV
Brittana will be back. First things frist I need to tell Santana. I thought to myself. Lucky from me Santana, Quinn, Rachel and Mercedes were all back From a couple of weeks so it was the perfect time to fix things. I was on my way to the choir room cause I had to meet with Mercedes we were meant to be going shopping but true love is more important. I entered the choir room and to my luck all the old Glee girls were here. I wasn't going to tell Santana anything Brittany said it seemed unfair , it should come from Brittany not me I thought as I walked over to hug them.
"hey guys", I greeted.
"Tina!" they all yelled in unison.
"are we ready to get our shop on girl?" Mercedes asked.
"sorry M, shoppings gonna have to wait." I replied quickly . She gave me a confused look. so I thought I might as well continue. "I have stuff I gotta deal with, it popped up last minuet and I can't get out if it. It's gonna take a lot of work." I finished, I was trying hard not to give anything away.
"what do you mean stuff popped up?" Rachel asked scrunching her face up. Santana and Quinn razed their eye-browns. I couldn't think of a reply but then something hit me. Brittany's at cheerio practice, I can take them there. I'm still curious to see this new routine Britt's been working on.
"I told Brittany I'd come watch her cheerio practice today. She's been working on a new routine all week." I was meant with smiles, yes they bought it.
"wait Britt's cheerio Captain?" Mercedes blurted out. Quinn and Santana's faces lit up.
"yeah she is. And if I do say so myself she's the best the schools ever had. No offence Quinn, Santana." I giggled.
"well let's go see Britt in action." Santana excitedly said she looked so happy. I could tell she still loved Brittany.
We all walked quickly towards the gym. I stopped everyone before we went it. "I have a confession to make. Brittany doesn't know about us watching her routine. In fact she said nobody was ever meant to see it." I closed my eyes waiting to be yelled at or maybe hit for lying. Instead Quinn just grabbed my arm and yanked me inside. We quickly made our way up to the top of the bleachers, we sat down, none of us talked. Just as Quinn was about to music started to play and the cheerios appeared in the middle of the floor. Brittany was in the center and she lead the dance. All the girls bodies rolled in perfect motion as they each done a back flip. Brittany took center and began singing much to all our suprise.
Here at night
In a lost and lonely part of town
Held in time
In wad of tears I slowly drown
The cheerios all down a spin before going back to a stands and shaking their hips.
Going home
I just can't make it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you, loving you
Loving you.
They split into two different lines and done so sync dancing while Brittany done her free styling while she sang. I felt the emotion of the song, I wondered how Santana was taking it. I looked round and saw her looking upset but confused.
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know
Why it's bare
The cheerios and Brittany were all doing a dance involving their hands. It looked very complicated. They then all crowded round Brittany and picked her up. Brittany was facing us.
With no - one to love you
You're going nowhere.
I think Brittany noticed us but she didn't stop instead she jumped back down and her and the rest of the cheerios began doing the dance with their hands again while their hips swayed from side to side.
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know
Why it's hard to bare
Brittany along with two other cheerios began walking up the bleachers towards us while the others continued to dance in perfect sync.
With no-one beside you
You're goin' nowhere
Brittany was now standing in front of us. She and the other two cheerios were moving their hips while their arms moved from side to side.
Night and day
There's a burnin' down inside of me
Brittany looked Santana right in the eyes.
Burnin' love
With a yearning that won't let me be
Brittany and the two cheerios made their way back to the floor where they all began dancing together again.
Down I go
And I just can't take it all alone
I really should be holding you
Holding you, Loving you
Loving You
When Brittany sang the loving you part she was looking right and Santana. Each time the latina's face burst into a smile but when Brittany looked away Santana's face fell. I could tell how much they loved each other.
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know
Why it's bare
Brittany and the cheerleaders were dancing their asses off yet none of the stopped or looked tired.
With no - one to love you
You're going nowhere.
It was coming to the end of the cheerio routine and Brittany looked very emotional like if she were to stop she would just break down. I knew it was probably because this song and routine were letting her bring all her emotions out.
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know
Why it's hard to bare
The other Cheerios actually started to leave which confused all of us. The routine was still going on. But everyone's confusion soon faded as we seen Brittany coming towards us alone. She stood right in-front of us. She wasn't even dancing anymore , just singing.
Tragedy
When the feelings gone and you can't go on
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know
Why it's bare
Again Brittany's eyes met Santana's.
With no - one to love you
You're going nowhere.
Tragedy
When you lose control and you got no soul
It's tragedy
When the morning cries and you don't know
Why it's hard to bare
Brittany and Santana's eye contact never broke.
With no - one to love you
You're going nowhere.
The music faded and Brittany stopped singing. Santana couldn't speak. Quinn just sat there, while myself Rachel and Mercedes were just staring. Brittany turned to me and spoke. "you wanted to know what was wrong , you wanted me to tell you everything. I just did. Tina now you and everyone here knows exactly why my life is a tragedy. I hope this made you're day." Her voice was cold, but you could here the emotion. I didn't say anything, so she spoke again. "after all this the least you could do is speak. You pride at something that was on the verge of erupting and congratulations you managed to break it Tina." Brittany said before she let her tears flow freely.
"Britt." Santana whispered. "I'm so sorry I made you feel like that. I-." Sanana began before Brittany cut her off with a kiss. It was a very quick but Passionist kiss. Brittany pulled back and her eyes widened . She slowly began backing away.
"I'm sorry." She chocked out. "I shouldn't of done that. I'm a terrible girlfriend. Sam's gonna hate me. It felt so right. Why does this feel right? Oh yeah because Santana I've never stopped loving you." Brittany said before she turned and ran out of the gym.
"she loves me. She still loves me." Santana repeated in disbelief, tears ran down her face. "I need to talk to her. I need to get her back." with that Santana bolted out the gym. Me and the other girls just sat there trying to take in everything we just witness. Operation get Brittana back together was on the road of romance, all we needed now was for them to get
Guys I hoped you liked this chapter it's a two part. I know we never got any Brittana really but don't worry it will come. I hope you liked it. Please review. The song was Tragedy - steps version . Review . PM me if you have any questions or contact me on Twitter - HEYAarmy1