Sorry. I know you all probably feel like killing me or never reading my fics again, I truly am sorry for not updating in a long time. Things have been crazy busy with school so I haven't had a chance. I'll hopefully try post a couple of chapters in the next couple of days. Here's the second part of I Do, I hope you enjoy .
Brittany woke up the next day with a throbbing headache, the dancer couldn't stand the light from the window shining in so she put her pillow on top of her face before blacking out. Meanwhile Mike and Tina were heading downstairs for some breakfast, the two weren't together but they enjoyed spending time alone. They decided it be best to let their blonde friend sleep off some of her hangover before Tina interrogated her for answers on the whole fiasco last night. They approached the table to be greeted by Santana,Quinn, Rachel, Finn and Sam. Their five friend smiled up at them and motioned for them to join the table. As they took a seat they could feel someones eyes on them. Mike looked up and met Sam's gaze, the blonde headed boy smiled shyly before biting into a piece of toast.
"so has anyone see Brittany"? Sam hesitantly asked after swallowing his food. He didn't dare to look at anyone let alone Santana, after a couple of seconds he slowly lifted his head to look around each one of his friends slowly. Mike nodded while he took a sip of
"yeah, we found her last night. Poor Britt she was pretty wasted so we took her back to our room. She's still asleep, thought it be best for her to try sleep some of the hangover off."his orange juice. Mike replied with a small smile. Santana send a death glare to Sam which didn't go unnoticed by anyone, Sam shifted his gaze towards the floor hoping that Santana would stop burning a whole into his soul. The table sat in awkward silence. Nobody knew what to say or do, the tension between Sam and Santana was so thick it could be cut by a knive. Several minuets past and still no one dared to speak, the only sound that could be heard in the room was an old couple chatting away while drinking tea.
"yes, the fight lasted for ages. I wouldn't be surprised if she left him for good", the old lady said with a sad smile. Her husband shook his head in disagreement.
"no dear, I think she was out of line to. That Sam boy sounded awful upset." The little bald man replied before pouting slightly. The conversation seemed to grab the five young peoples attention, without a word they all made their way across to the elderly couples table.
"we couldn't help but over hear you're conversation. We think you might be talking about our friend Sam, would you care to tell us what happened"? Rachel asked in a soft voice. "My names Rachel, Rachel Barbra Berry." She added before smiling.
"oh, sure we can explain." The little old lady said, unsure of what to say to the gang of young adults surrounding her table. She looked at Sam and smiled sadly. "You're the young man from the argument last night aren't you"? She asked with the fainest of smiles. Sam shifted uncomfortably on the spot before nodding slightly.
"well it was about 11 last night me and the Mrs had just gotten in from our wild night of bingo." the old man began. " We got back to our room and just as we shut the door we heard yelling from the room next door.
FLASH BACK
"I can't keep living like this Sam". "It's unfair to you, to me and Santana". Brittany yelled to her boyfriend who was sitting on the bed looking very pissed off. Sam just huffed before shaking his head.
"Brittany when are you going to realize that I'm the best thing for you. Santana knows it to, you two weren't meant to be, it's a simple as that. You need to stop dwelling on the past and move on from her. Lets start a new chapter babe, forget about you and Santana it's me and you from now on." Sam stated back. Brittany screamed in frustration throwing her shoes across the room.
"Sam, I don't want to be with you. I don't want to forget about her. I fucking love her. She's my soul mate, I only stayed with you so she'd go to New York and chase her dreams." Brittany screamed back, her anger was rising every time Sam opened his mouth. She didn't understand how he couldn't grasp it.
Sam looked at his girlfriend, he couldn't believe what she'd just admitted. He felt anger boiling up and before he knew it he got up and grabbed Brittany by the arms. " You can't just fucking tell me one minuet you don't want to waste last chances and then tell me your using me the next Brittany. I get that your hurt but it gives you no right to do all this bitchy back stabbing stuff to me." Sam roared back while tears rolled down his cheeks. Brittany just stared at him, her face remained emotionless while her arms began to sting from the way Sam had his fingers digging into her skin.
"Sam, you don't get it. I thought I'd lost the love of my life. I was hurt and I felt like my whole life was ruined. You asked me out when you knew I wasn't one hundred percent ok. You can't blame me for making a stupid decision because I was hurt. I do mean all the things that I said Sam, I like the way you make me feel but I don't love you. My heart always has and always will be Santana's." the dancer cried back, while struggling to get out of her boyfriend's vice grip. "Let go Sam, your hurting my arms." Brittany whispered while she cried harder. Sam slowly released his grip on Brittany's arms before sobbing.
"Britt, this isn't fair." Sam cried trying to stop crying. Brittany nodded her head.
"I know it's not fair, Sam I can't pretend to be in love with you anymore. I can't." Brittany whispered before wiping her eyes. "I'm sorry Sam I can't do this anymore we need to break up." Brittany chocked out before inhaling a deep breath. Sam felt his heart racing, he didn't want to belive it was the end not when it'd only begun.
"no, Britt." Sam begged. "I thought you turned Santana down to let her chase her dream. Why would you a couple of months later change your mind"? Sam asked quietly.
"I can't keep my emotions in forever Sam. I need to let her know how I've always felt. If she turns me down then I'm just going to have to accept that." Brittany stated a little more firmly while she put her shoes back on. The dancer walked towards the door.
"you know what fine, Britt you go and fucking do that. But you're not sleeping here tonight. I can't even look at you right now." Sam yelled before laying down on their bed.
"I wouldn't want to anyway." Brittany screamed back before opening the room door walking out and slamming it shut.
End Of Flash Back
The four people around the table all gasped. Sam looked at the ground before walking away. Santana was so confused, Brittany loved her but let her go. But she was going to tell her last night she wanted to be with her. Then the latina remembered Brittany walking into her and Quinn's room last night. She gasped and grabbed Quinn's arm. "Quinn, remember when Britt showed up last night." Santana whispered into the small blonde's ear. Quinn's eyes widened before she flung her hand over her mouth while she gasped. The old couple said their goodbyes to the young adults before leaving the room. Rachel, Finn, Tina, Mike,Santana and Quinn all made their way back to their table. Bram breakup was the big talk at the table. Unknown to all of them a very hung over Brittany was standing at the entrance to the dining room. The blonde knew what she was going to do would be a bit pushy and it was going to make her head worse but love won over pain so she pressed play on the CD player she had. All eyes were on her. She walked towards the table before she began to sing
Sometimes I watch you when you're sleeping,
I wonder what you're feeling,
Both wide awake and dreaming of yesterday.
Brittany didn't even bother to hide it, she was looking directly at Santana. Nobody else mattered apart from the girl sitting in front of her.
I want you to kiss away the tension,
The issues never mentioned,
With all the best intentions,
But you turn away.
Brittany was already crying but she pushed thought, Santana needed to hear this. Santana was sitting with her hands over her mouth while tears ran down her cheeks.
Oh baby if you find I'm not the loving kind,
I'll buy you flowers, I'll pour you wine,
Do anything to change your mind.
I know you may be disinclined,
To find the love we left behind,
So kiss me then make up your mind,
I'm not the loving kind.
Brittany grabbed hold of Santana's hand. She wasn't paying attention to all of their crying Glee club friends. Santana squeezed the pale hand tightly.
I'd do anything, sing songs that lovers sing,
If I could change your mind,
Am I not the loving kind.
Santana just kept hold of Brittany's hand she never wanted to let go. Here was her x- girlfriend singing her heart out to her.
I'd do anything, sing songs that lovers sing,
If I could change your mind,
Am I not the loving kind.
Brittany smiled gently at Santana. The others sat their smiling like idiots.
Somewhere on a Monday morning,
In a rush hour of another day,
Standing on a crowded platform, carelessly we lost our way.
Brittany gently pulls her hand back but winks at Santana.
Sometimes I watch you when you're sleeping,
I wonder what you're feeling,
Both wide awake and dreaming of yesterday.
Santana smiled at Brittany.
Oh baby if you find I'm not the loving kind,
I'll buy you flowers, I'll pour you wine,
Do anything to change your mind.
I know you may be disinclined,
To find the love we left behind,
So kiss me then make up your mind,
I'm not the loving kind.
Brittany swayed from side to side while the instrumental part of the music played.
I'm not the loving kind,
I'm not the loving kind...
Brittany grabbed Santana's hands before singing again.
Oh baby if you find I'm not the loving kind,
I'll buy you flowers, I'll pour you wine,
Do anything to change your mind.
I know you may be disinclined,
To find the love we left behind,
So kiss me then make up your mind,
I'm not the loving kind.
Brittany finished singing and looked at Santana's sparkling brown eyes. They looked down at each others lips, before leaning in and softly kisses each other. "I love you Santana, I want to be with you. I-" Brittany began but was cut off with Santana's lips on her own.
"I know babe, I know. I love you too." Santana said before kissing Brittany again.
"BRITTANA'S BACK BITCHES." Quinn yelled at the top of her voice causing everyone to laugh. But Santana and Brittany were too caught up making out to even notice.
Sorry for not updating sooner. I love you guys, hope you can forgive me. I hope you liked the way this chapter went. Let me know your thoughts . Again I'm very sorry.
