Ok so this chapter is gonna be based on the shooting and the after part of it. Mainly the after part of it but I wanna have a cute Brittana moment during it. Jumping between Brittany and Santana's POV. Also I just wanna give a massive thank you to songbirdsxo . She gave me some help with the idea of the after part of the shooting. Hope you enjoy.
Brittany's POV- Day of the shooting
The gun kept going off. I was so scared. Sam being the baby he is ran away at the first chance he got. Now I'm trapped in the toilet by myself. I don't know how many people are still in the school . I don't even know if my friends are alive. I'm not leaving this room though. I can't , it's too risky. My heart is beating so fast, I'm actually scared in case it comes out of my chest. The gun shots are firing like mad. All I want to do is cry but then the shooter might hear me and shoot me. I wish Santana were hear. The gun shots get further away. He's moving away from the bathroom. I think I'll stay here for a while longer just to be safe, I think I'll call Santana. I mean who am I kidding. I'm one hundred percent madly in love with that girl, I need her in my life. Right now I don't know how much longer I'm going to live. I want to stay positive and pray that I'll make it but I know there's a chance I won't. I'd rather die knowing Santana knows how I really feel about her. I can feel myself getting upset but I can't cry not right now. I have to do this first. Slowly and quietly I dial Santana's number and pull the phone to my ear. It rings a couple of times before a raspy voice answers. "Hello, Britt." Santana chirps down the phone.
"h-hi, San." I whisper, hoping I can't be heard.
"Britt, why are you whispering?" Santana asked, worry becoming evident in her voice. I take a slow shaky breath.
"San, I don't know how much time I have left but I need to tell you something." I say so softly I wonder if she even heard me. My question is answered when I hear her gasp down the phone.
"Brittany, what do you mean?" she says her voice cracking slightly. I feel the tears fall from my eyes, this is going to be harder than I thought.
"San, I love you and I want to be with you proudly so. Nobody else baby just me and you. You're it for me. I know I chose Sam the last time but it was a mistake a stupid mistake. I hope you believe me and we can work past this." I cried as quietly as I could. Santana stopped breathing. "San." I say.
"babe , do you really mean all that." Santana sobbed down the phone. I know she felt me nod my head because she lets out a shaky laugh. "Well babe , looks like Brittana are back from their long break." she jokes, I try to force a laugh back but I can't.
"baby, I donno how to tell you this but I don't know how much longer I'm going to be alive." I slowly and quietly begin to explain. Her breath catches in her throat and she begins coughing.
"w-w-what!" She gasps.
Just as I go to explain the gun shots get louder, shit it means the gunman is close. I hear Santana gasp again down the phone before she starts screaming my name. "S-s-san , shh... It's go-gonna be o-o-ok." I stutter trying to calm her down without making too much noise. The gun shots go of rapidly, I shut my eyes and pray, it's all I can do. I bit my lower lip hoping it will stop the sob I'm trying to hold in escaping my lips. On my phone I can hear my girlfriend crying uncontrollably, she keeps screaming my name. I want nothing more than to answer her but I know it's too risky. "I love you so much. I'm yours proudly so." i whisper before a massive bang sends things flying everywhere landing on top of me, the last thing I remember was seeing a wheel chair.
Santana's POV - Day of the shooting.
FUCK! My baby girl's in school while a shooting is happening. She told me she loved me and then the line went dead. I'm fucking freaking out. I turn on the TV and sure enough major headline on the news. SHOOTING AND MICKINELY HIGH SCHOOL IN LIMA OHIO. Ok I'm seriously having a panic attack now. My breaths become rapid and I'm pacing around the apartment. I need to go home now , I need to see Brittany. I don't even know if she's alive or not. The thought of her being gone is scaring me shitless. I decide to jump on the train and get to Ohio as fast as I can. A couple of nerve wracking hours later I'm at my house. My mami and papi and quick to come comfort me, the know about everything that's gone on between me and Brittany from our breakup to our latest phone conversation. " Sweetie all we can do is wait and see what happens." my papi says before placing a kiss to me temple.
"Santana, honey we're all praying everyone especially Brittany is safe and makes it though this ok. We're in this together. I nod before lying down resting my head on my mami's legs. She played with my hair. I feel the tears running down my face again. "It's going to be ok honey." my mami whispers.
We're all sitting watching the news. We just found out the shooter shot himself behind the school. Fucking loon. Now I'm sitting hear waiting for them to announce everyone who's been killed or seriously injured. I'm praying that none of the Glee club especially my Britt-Britt's names come up. Finally after an agonizing ten minuets they stop. Thank god I've not heard one name I know. I'm brought out of my thoughts when I hear a knocking on the front door. I quickly walk to the hall before opening it. My eyes go wide when I see my girlfriend standing there, she's paler than usual but smiling none the less. I scream before throwing myself into her arms. She wraps her arms around my waist and we stand at my front door hugging each other like mad, slowly I pull away. "Britt, your ok." I breath, she laughs and nods before crashing her lips into mine. We just slowly let other lips explore each other, not moving from my door. We pull apart when I hear my mami and papi laughing at us.
"Brittany, thank god your ok sweetie. We've been worried sick." my parents say at the same time.
"yeah, I'm fine. I'm a little freaked out but ok." she says wrapping her arms around me.
We spent the the next couple of hours catching up on each others lives. Brittany had a very stressful day so we went to bed early that night. "Love you baby." she whispered before cuddling into me and drifting off. I kissed her head.
"love you too babe." I say back before drifting off.
Brittany's POV - Day after the shooting
Since school was off for the next couple of days. Me and Santana decided to have a bed day. We're just going to sit in her room cuddling, watching DVDs and getting our sweet lady kisses on. My beautiful girlfriend had just put on Harry Potter , we got back under her covers and cuddled. To be perfectly honest I love spending time with Santana but I really want to let her know how I feel. "babe, can I tell you something." I ask while kissing her tanned cheek.
Santana smiles up and me and kisses my quickly. "Sure baby, you know you can tell me anything. I smile and cuddle her tighter.
"I feel like I never got the chance to tell you how I actually feel about you. I mean I kind had to rush it yesterday." I began to explain, she looked at me curiously so I continued. "I just want you to know, Santana you mean the world to me. Words can't describe how you make me feel. I just know that every moment spent apart was a waste of time, I know we can't change the past but we can start our new future. Together, you and me for ever babe. I love you and we're Brittana together proudly so." I finished, I didn't have time to look at her reaction because she crashed her lips into mine.
"baby, that was so cute and romantic. So perfect. We're going to spend the rest of our lives together, I know that." she said to me. I couldn't not kiss her after that. We made out for a while before we went back to watching the movie. During the movie I got an idea, I plugged in my ipod and shuffled though the playlist until I found the song I wanted. I paused the movie and began singing to Santana. I knew she knew the song because her face broke out into a smile.
Six on the second hand
Two new years resolutions
And there's just no question
What this man should do
Take all the time I lost
All the days I cost
Take what I took and
Give it back to you
Santana grabbed my hand and smiled at me softy, she kissed my cheek and then she began singing with me.
Brittany & Santana :
All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you
We were sitting holding hands keeping eye contact at ll times. I squeezed her hand and she smiled before she began singing alone.
Santana:
I don't know what day it is
I had to check the paper
I don't know the city
But it isn't home
I let a few tears roll down my cheek, Santana did the same. We kept our hands joint but got off her bed so we could slow dance together. Santana kept singing.
But you say I'm lucky
To love something that loves me
But I'm torn as I could be
Wherever I roam
Here me say
Brittany and Santana:
All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you
We were slow dancing making sure our bodies were a close a possible. I wanted to kiss Santana so bad but I wanted to hear her voice sing the next verse so I restrained myself and asked her to keep going. She smile shyly and kept singing.
Santana:
Yeah, all, running back to you
All, running back to you
Yeah...
Brittany:
Oh, every time so far
Every time so far
To get back to where you are
We began slowly waltzing around Santana's room as we sang the chorus together.
Brittany and Santana:
All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you
I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you
Yeah
Straight in a straight line
Running back to you
To You
We stopped waltzing around and we looked each other in the eyes before we both slowly leaned in to kiss each other. This kiss lasted a couple of minuets, it wasn't rushed it was slowly and perfect. Santana pulled back and leaned her head against mine. "You're mine proudly so." I stated, she smiled.
"And you're mine proudly so." She said back.
Hope you all enjoyed this chapter. Hopefully it was easy enough to follow. Hope you all review.