Previously on Violet Marie Jonas:
Zac: Violets best friend was killed by a drunk driver.
Kevin: Lily? Lily's...
Jesse: Yeah.
Kevin: Where is she?
Zac: Upstairs with Nick and Joe.
Kevin takes off upstairs.
Jesse and Zac follow him.
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Hey Guys I'm still on vacay but since everyone I came to visit is busy and I have nothing else to do at the moment I thought why not write more. Hope everyone is having a good week. Now for the real reason you are here. Oh and I realized in the last chapter I had put shed dropped the phone that was a mistake see I had basically wrote how I felt the day I got this news and I had a phone in my hand she however does not. Sorry bout that.
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(Kevin's POV)
I ran upstairs into violets room and see her in joe's arms he's sitting against her headboard and nick is sitting next to him holding her hand and she's crying really hard. It broke my heart to see her so fragile. I don't exactly know how to fix this and make it better but I know having her brothers with her will somewhat help so I climb in next to joe on the other side of him and start rubbing her back. She then climbed into my lap and wrapped her arms around my neck really tight.
Me: Vi is there anything one of us can do for you?
Violet: N..N..Nooo please just stay.
Me: Shh it's ok I'm staying right here.
Nick: We're staying right here.
Violet: She's not dead she can't be they must have gotten the name wrong.
Zac: Sweetie they didn't get the name wrong.
Violet: No she's not she can't be dead!
Me: Shhh it's ok.
Violet: Im sorry Zac I didn't mean to yell at you.
Zac: It's ok you're grieving its natural.
Violet: I..I..I don't understand how or why this happened? She was only 13. How could an adult be so irresponsible?
Me: Sometimes people make mistakes that they wish they could take back because no one is perfect. I know that doesn't make it better but you have to forgive her.
Violet: I'll never forgive her she killed two kids because of her "Mistake". She doesn't deserve to be forgiven.
Me: Maybe not but you forgive people not for them but for you. Right now it's hurting but down the road if you want to be able to let your anger go you have to forgive her for this mistake.
Violet: How do you do that though? How do you just forgive someone you know doesn't deserve it? How do you let all your anger go?
Zac: Honestly it's not gonna be easy but you will someday.
Suddenly violet just starts crying again.
Me: It's ok to cry vi I'm right here.
Joe: You're gonna need a bigger boat. ( A/N If you guys get this reference you are awesome! Even if you don't you still are.)
Jesse: Dude not funny.
Zac: At least not at a time like this man.
Me: Joe why don't you go get violet something to drink.
Joe: Finnnne!
Demi, Selena and Taylor get home and they all walk in and Taylor's crying too.
Demi: WE'RE HOME!
Selena: HELLO!
Demi: Come on Tay I'll take you to the guys.
They get upstairs and find everyone surrounding violet.
Demi: Hey guy... JOE WHAT DID YOU DO?!
Me: For once it wasn't Joe. Tay are you ok?
Joe: Here Vi. Why's everyone blaming me? Oh and I didn't do it this time just to clarify.
Nick: Not everyone is blaming you Joe.
Taylor: (Still Crying) Nooo I broke up with Peyton.
Zac: Aww sweetie come here. (Pulls her into his lap so she's crying on his shoulder.)
Demi: Ok I know why Taylor is crying why is Violet if Joe didn't do it?
Jesse: Violet's Best Friend was killed tonight in a drunk driving incident.
Demi: Don't you mean accident?
Jesse: No Driving drunk is not an accident. You can't accidentally drink alcohol just like you can't accidentally drive after knowing you've been drinking.
Selena: You seem to be speaking as if you know how she feels?
Jesse: Yeah well my friend killed himself by driving drunk. I have a song about it called invincible.
Selena: Oh right. What do you want us to do?
Me: Right now everyone just go get some rest I'll stay with vi tonight. As for Tay she can either sleep with someone or alone.
Nick: Alright everyone bed time lets go. (He gets up and starts to get everyone out of violets room.)
They all start leaving the room.
Taylor: Zac Can I sleep with you tonight?
Zac: Sure Tay.
Me: Oh and Zac and Jesse the guys and I have something to ask you but we can talk in the morning. Night everyone.
Zac: G'nite
Jesse: Nite
Nick: Goodnight
Selena: Nite Kev
Demi: G'nite Kev
Taylor: Nite Kevy
Joe: Goodnite Kev
Demi and Joe go to their room as well as Selena while nick and the others go to Taylor's room.
Nick: Goodnight Tay I'll leave you with my good friends here as I am exhausted and need sleep and tomorrow we can talk about your breakup. (Kisses her forehead.)
He leaves and goes to his room.
Jesse: Tay do you want me to stay too?
Taylor: It's ok Jess I'll be fine. (Cuddles up to Zac in the bed.)
Jesse: Ok goodnight then. I'll see you in the morning.
Zac: Goodnight Tay.
Taylor: Night Zacky.
*The next morning*
(Joe's POV)
Kevin and Nick are in the kitchen when Joe, Zac and Jesse enter.
Kevin: Oh good your up. We want to talk to you before anyone else joins us.
Zac: What's up guys?
Jesse: Did we do something?
Nick: No.
Me: We were wondering if..
Kevin: you guys would be interested in moving in?
Me: Seriously! I was supposed to say that!
Nick: Oh boy here we go again.
Zac: I'll move in as long as I can have the room I'm staying in.
Jesse: Same here.
Nick: Oh good. We were hoping you'd want to keep your rooms since they are right next to Taylor and violet.
Kevin: It's not a big deal Joe as long as one of us got it out.
Me: No it is a big deal we agreed that I could ask!
Kevin: So what!
Me: Why do you have to be like that?
Kevin: Get over yourself!
Me: Shut up!
Kevin: Make me dude!
Me: You're so annoying!
Kevin: I'm gonna punch you!
Me: Bring it on!
Nick: ENOUGH! (Dani walks in) WILL YOU TWO JUST SHUT UP!
Dani: Nicholas!
Nick: Don't Nicholas me! They're fighting over something so STUPID.
Dani: What are they fighting over?
Nick: Over asking a question.
Dani: Seriously? Paul Kevin Jonas the second!
Kevin: What?!
Dani: Stop Fighting with your brother over stupidness and make up with one another!
Me: I'm sorry everyone but mostly I'm sorry Kevin.
Kevin: I'm going for a walk.
Dani: Kevin!
Kevin: No Dani not right now. I need to go right now before I punch Joe.
Kevin leaves.
Me: I'm gonna go for a walk too.
Nick: Joe be careful please!
Joe: Yeah.. Alright.
Zac: Joe why don't I go with you?
Joe: Nah dude I need to be alone right now.
I leave the house and I walk in the opposite side of Kevin until I get to park where there's not really anyone and I sit in the grass just thinking about what just happened. I get up and keep walking till I reach the beach and sit in the sand watching the waves.
Dani: Nick I'm worried Kevin's been home for two hours and Joe still isn't back.
Nick: He's fine. I'm sure he's fine. He has to be fine.
Zac: Jesse and I are going out to look for him.
Nick: Alright take your phone so we can reach you.
After an hour searching they decide to check the beaches and they see someone sitting on the sand almost near the water so they run up.
Jesse: Thank god! Joe we were so worried about you!
Me: I'm fine.
Zac: Look J, Kev was way out of line he had no reason to leave mad. After all you apologized and it was a really stupid fight. So come home.
Me: Yeah Alright.
We drive back to the house and I walk into the kitchen where Kevin and dani are both sitting at the bar.
Kevin: I'm sorry Joe. That was really inconsiderate of me. You should have asked and I shouldn't have threatened you.
Me: It's ok.
Dani: Now that everyone is better. Someone want to tell me why there is very depressing music coming out of both girls rooms?
Me: Well Taylor broke up with Peyton and violets best friend was killed last night by a drunk driver.
Dani: Ah ok, that explains So Much!
*Ring Ring*
Nick answers the phone.
Nick: Hello... ...I'm so sorry Mrs. Oliver for your loss...Uh yeah.. Oh when is it?...ok yeah sure... Is there anything we can do?... I'll talk to her and find out...yeah no problem...thank you... Bye
Kevin: Mrs. Oliver? What's going on?
Nick: Mrs Oliver is gonna have the funeral in two days and wants violet to speak about Lily.
Me: Think she's up for it?
Dani: She might be go talk to her.
Me: I'll go.
I run up to her room and knock.
Violet: Come in!
Me: Hey Vi can we talk?
Violet: Yeah I suppose.
Me: Mrs. Oliver called..
Violet: Is she ok? Does she need anything?
Me: Well if you'd let me finish.
Violet: Sorry Joe. Continue.
Me: She wants you to give a speech.. Sort of like an eulogy about Lily. You up for that?
Violet: When?
Me: Well the funeral is in two days.
Violet: Yeah I am. I want to. No Need to for her and for me.
Me: Ok. How are you doing?
Violet: I'm hanging in there.
Me: Well I'm here if you need or want to talk as are everyone in this household. We love you and some of us have been in your situation.
Violet: Have you?
Me: Well no but Jesse has and I'm sure he would rather you come to him than fall apart. Remember Lose One Friend ,Lose All Friends, Lose Yourself.
Violet: Uh thanks I think. Can you ask Jesse to come here? Please.
Me: Sure
I leave her room and go downstairs to find Jesse. I find him in the music room with Zac and Nick.
Me: Hey Jess Violet wants you.
Jesse: Ok I'll be back and we can finish.
I sit down and watch them while Jesse leaves.
(Jesse's POV)
I knock on her door and hear Enter.
Jesse: Hey sweetie you rang?
Violet: Can I ask you something? It's a bit personal.
Jesse: Ask away!
Violet: When your friend died what went through your mind and how did you deal with it?
Jesse: Well at first I didn't believe it was true. I kept saying it was a cruel Joke. Then I was angry mostly at my friend for all the pain he caused by being so irresponsible and for not listening to me. But mostly I was heartbroken because I would never get to see him again. We wouldn't be able to hang out and joke around and laugh at stuff. We are no longer able to go on a road trip at the drop of a dime or make plans to go out to eat or to a game and honestly I still haven't fully dealt with it. I don't know if you ever do. I just learned to live with it. You learn to move on and the pain does lessen. Eventually you'll be able to look back and smile at the memories. He's always with me. She'll always be with you. People will tell you she's in a better place or that it will be ok when in reality who's to say what place is better. They don't know if it will be ok or not. Just take your time and deal with it as you need to. I know it's hard I really do. I still can't even drive down or near the road it happened on without breaking down. It's really hard but eventually as time moves on you'll move on. I guess what I'm saying is I'm here for you and I understand what your going through. If you need a friend or just someone to talk to I'll always be available no matter what.
Violet: Thanks Jess. I love you. You're like my fourth big brother. One more question.
Jesse: Shoot.
Violet: How can we stop drinking and driving so that no one else has to go through this pain?
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Finally finished I have been working on this for a couple of weeks and I'm finally ready to post. I hope you all liked it. Three things before I go... (One) Down in Isla vista California there was another shooting about two blocks from where my sister currently lives I'm thankful she was safe and I could see her in person again. Please pray for the three injured people though. (Two) My Birthday week/Vacay was amazing thanks to my amazing family and all of you and (Three) I'm a long time BSB fan and I went and saw the movie in theaters may 13th... It was Amazing and I'm so excited to see them back strong as ever and making music only this time on their own. I'm addicted to their songs Madeleine, Love Somebody, One Phone Call and Soldier. Such great new music from such a timeless and inspiring band. Congrats to BSB on all their success and I hope their future is just as bright. Anyways thank you for reading and I'll try to update when I can.
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