Chapter •29•

《Carmen》I was in the living room watching TV when I looked over to the kitchen and saw Heaven sitting at the kitchen table so I get up and walk over to her Heaven honey what are you doing?

《Heaven》Starting on the next letter to put on daddy's headstone

《Carmen》That's great, you see Heaven and I started writing letters to Kevin 2 days ago and we have been putting them on his headstone but when we go back to see if they are still there they are not so I just chalk it up to them blowing away, so can mommy see what you have wrote so far? She nods and hands me the letter and when I start reading it I start to cry when I get done with reading the letter I hand it back oh Heaven that letter is beautiful honey daddy would love it

《Heaven》Thank you mommy, hey mommy where is your letter to daddy?

《Carmen》Oh I did my letter last night I do my letters at night after I put you to bed

《Heven》OK mommy I'm done with my letter are you ready to take them to daddy's headstone?

《Carmen》Yes I am I got my letter in my purse go get your shoes and jacket on she gets off the chair and runs to get her shoes and jacket on but as she's doing that I notice that she left her letter on the table so I pick it up and take it with me, I walk over to the front where Heaven is, so baby are you ready to go? She nods and we walk out the door and head to the car and get in and we head to the Cemetery when we get there we get out of the car and walk over to Kevin's headstone I hand Heaven her letter and I get mine out of my purse and we put them on Kevin's headstone and we sit there and talk to him for a bit

With Rowan and Jasmine

《Rowan》I walk into Jasmine's room and find her laying in her bed awake so I walk over to her bed and help her sit up and I get her dressed for the day once I get her dressed and get her braces on I look at her and say do you want to use your walker today or your wheelchair?

《Jasmine》Don't I have school today?

《Rowan》No it's the weekend but we are going somewhere special, so again wheelchair or walker?

《Jasmine》Do I have to walk that far?

《Rowan》No just from the car into a building

《Jasmine》Then the walker, my mommy helps me to stand up and I take the handles of my walker and my mommy and I walk out to the living room where I sit on the couch and my mommy gets her shoes and her jacket on and she helps me get my jacket on and I stand up and together we walk out the door to the car my mommy helps me into the car and then she takes my walker over to the trunk of the car

《Rowan》When I get Jasmine's walker in the trunk of my car I walk back over to the back door of the car where Jasmine is, alright baby you got your seat belt on? She nods and I close her door then I get in the driver's seat and buckle my seatbelt then start the car and drive off to the vet clinic when I pull up to the clinic Jasmine says to me

《Jasmine》Mommy why are we at your work do you have to work today?

《Rowan》No baby I don't have to work today but we are meeting Peyton and Josephine and Julie here

《Jasmine》OK I undo my seatbelt and wait for my mommy to get my walker for me once she gets it she brings it over to where I am in the car when my mommy puts my walker down she helps me get my legs out of the car then she gives me my walker and I stand up and together we walk into the building when we get in the building I hear dogs barking so I look at my mommy and say why do I hear dogs barking, this is clearly not a pet store?

《Rowan》No this is not a pet store this is a Veterinarian Clinic this is where mommy works now come on let's go in this room right here, she nods and we walk into one of the exam rooms where we see Peyton, Josephine and Julie sitting on the floor with a basket full of baby bunnies I smile at Peyton and I hear Jasmine's say

《Jasmine》Bunnies mommy look bunnies, she nods and I get down on the floor and crawl over to the basket of baby bunnies and pet one of the bunnies then I sit on the floor and Peyton passes me one of the baby bunnies, I look at Peyton and say, where did you get these baby bunnies?

《Peyton》A client of mine her rabbit had babies and she couldn't keep the ten week old baby bunnies so she brought them here to me, I look at Rowan and she nods so I look back at Jasmine and say, and your mommy told me that you like bunnies so how would you like to keep one of these baby bunnies? As I'm waiting for her response I can see the excitement in her eyes she looks at Rowan and she says

《Jasmine》Oh mommy can I have a bunny please please please?

《Rowan》Yes you can, what do you say to Peyton?

《Jasmine》Yay thank you mommy and thank you Peyton

{Rowan and peyton}Your welcome, so what are you going to name the bunny?

《Jasmine》Well she's brown and white so I was thinking Oreo

《Rowan and Peyton》That's a great name

Back with Carmen and Heaven

《Carmen》When Heaven and I took the letters to the Cemetery and put them on Kevin's headstone we sat there talking to him for a bit, now we are on our way home when Heaven said to me

《Heaven》Mommy can we go to the restaurant for something to eat please?

《Carmen》Sure baby as I'm driving to the restaurant I can't help but think about Kevin I wish he had of lived too when we get to the restaurant I park the car and get out and walk over to Heaven's side of the car and help her out of the car and we walk into the restaurant and take our seats and wait for a waitress to come over

《Patricia》Hi Carmen hi Heaven what can I get you 2 today?

《Heaven》Can I get the Heaven special please?

《Patricia》Sure thing sweetheart and what do you want to drink?

《Heaven》Chocolate milk please, she nods and then she looks at my mommy and says

《Patricia》So Carmen you want your usual with an Ice tea? She nods OK I'll be right back with your meals