Upstead (First Kiss)

Chapter 18

Hello guys! I hate to say this but I haven't received too many comments and reviews these past days and I can't help but wonder whether this story is good enough. It could be a problem with my account as well, but I already looked into that and it seems to be fine. So I am slightly disheartened about the lack of feedback. In fact, I would encourage you guys to give me any kind of feedback. If you don't like something, do let me know. If you find something not right or incorrect, please send me a message. Somehow, I am under the impression that the M rated part didn't please you guys and perhaps I should avoid that. Prove me wrong or even right by commenting, so that I know what the audience likes. It really helps. Or even simply comment to say good things (of course, if you think it is good), it would really mean a lot. I'll stop my rant now and let you enjoy the story. The only request I have is: please comment, it helps to better write the story and actually connect with the readers. Thank you for bearing with me. Hope you enjoy. :)

WARNING: This chapter too contains a portion that is rated M, please bear with it if you don't like it. Thank you for sticking around.

Hailey woke up the following morning delighted and satisfied. She couldn't help but smile and whenever she thought of the previous night, she was blushing down right. She turned to her side and saw Jay still sprawled on the bed. The little sunlight that pierced through the half drawn curtains, displayed the clear freckles on his back. His lower half was covered in a tangle of sheets and Hailey couldn't help but blush again. She got out of bed, looking for something to put on. Boy, had they made a mess of the place! Clothes were strewn across the bedroom and some were scattered in the living room as well. She headed there and picked up Jay's T-shirt and put it on, realising Jay was a lot bigger than her and this T-shirt fit her so loosely and was well below her butt. Nonetheless, she kept it on, it smelled of him and she loved his full sleeved T-shirts. She headed to the kitchen and put a pot of coffee on the stove. She was cleaning around and arranging things when she saw someone walk in. She looked up and met Jay's broad smile and beautiful green eyes. She was relieved to see she wasn't the only one who couldn't stop smiling.

"Good morning," he said approaching her.

"Good morning," she replied too happy.

He wasn't wearing anything on top and Hailey thought that was a sin because he looked too hot. His broad shoulders displayed strength, his chest was tough like him and his six packs were too good to be real. His V-cut didn't help the situation and Hailey found herself staring at him blatantly. Under this hotness he was wearing sweatpants, thank God for that, thought Hailey otherwise she would have lost it there and then. Jay was observing her all the while and he finally asked her, "Find anything you like?"

"You wish," Hailey shot back, smirking.

"I see," he replied back, deciding to play along. "Something could be done about that."

"Oh, yeah," she said, sensing where this would lead them but not stopping.

"You know, I couldn't find my T-shirt this morning. Wonder where it is," he said, looking at her intently, wanting to see her every reaction.

"Oh, that's unfortunate," she continued leaning on the counter now.

"Maybe I should look for it and take it from wherever it is," he continued leaning on the counter as well.

"Maybe…" she said winking and smiling devilishly.

Before more words could be exchanged, Hailey had turned to the stove and was preparing coffee. Suddenly she felt two hands grab her waist and she gasped. She could feel Jay's warm breathing on her hair and she was starting to lose control. She turned around and their proximity made her look up, to meet his eyes since he was so much bigger than her. The only thing that could come out of her mouth was, "Jay…"

"What," he asked innocently. Then he continued, "I am just here for my T-shirt."

She looked at him half smiling and half knowing what this was about and said, "We are going to get late Jay."

"Fine, just tell me you don't like this and I'll stop," he said kissing her neck.

Hailey was shook immediately and her head was thrown back.

In between his torturous kisses Jay was saying, "I can't hear you Hailey. Did you ask me to stop?"

He knew her too well to say such things and not be denied. She knew herself too well too and she knew she wasn't going to win this battle. Moreover, she wondered why she wanted to stop this at all, she wanted this, she had always wanted this. So she grabbed his face and pulled it up to her and kissed him passionately. Jay moaned in her mouth not ready for such a change and that made her moan in his mouth too. They were both panting by now and Jay managed between huffed breaths, "I told you"—

But he was cut off by her words. "Shut up," she breathed into his mouth.

She wanted him and she wasn't going to let anything get in the way. She pulled him deeper and devoured his mouth not giving him a chance to even take control. Jay was constantly moaning against her mouth, too shocked by such a reaction from her side. But he finally lifted her and she could feel his hard member. He placed her on the counter and reached for her T-shirt, well, his T-shirt. He pulled her T-shirt off in such a manner that his hands touched her breasts significantly and Hailey gasped too taken over by the feeling. Jay knew how to get her close. He started kissing and sucking her breasts, knowing fully well the impact it had on her. Hailey was moaning loudly now, her one hand tightly holding his hair and the other gripping the counter firmly. Jay noticed she wasn't wearing any underwear and he said, "My God! You weren't wearing anything else!"

This news turned him on even more and he began kissing her all over the place again. Finally he said, when Hailey was panting loudly, "Last night I couldn't taste you. I want you to come in my mouth."

Those words drove Hailey crazy and she wondered how Jay could get hotter each time. But before she had time to think about anything else or position herself, his mouth was on her core, sucking her clit. She moaned rather loudly, her head falling back in pure pleasure. As much as he adored these sounds he had to silence her, "Hailey, you can't be screaming like that, the whole building will hear you."

And he was back to her core, rubbing it, massaging it and sucking it. Hailey was really whimpering under him, her hips bucking for more. Jay held her legs still and sucked harder, his tongue entering her now. Hailey bit her lip to prevent herself from screaming. He was lapping around her folds at a constant pace but her hips bucking signaled to him that she wanted more. He put a finger inside her and started pumping, adding another one. Hailey was shaking now, a sign that she was close. So Jay pressed his thumb against her clit and began rubbing furiously. That did it, Hailey came hard in his mouth and on his fingers, eliciting a loud moan. He rode her down from her high and stood up licking his fingers. He knew she was waiting for her share so he bent down to her and kissed her, she tasted herself and moaned in his mouth. She was pulling him in further to get everything she could. They parted for breath when she managed, "I want you inside me Jay. Please…"

And her wish was instantly granted. He stepped out of his pants and pumped his cock a few times. She too prepared him fully with her hand and he lingered at her entrance making both of them whimper. He positioned himself and drove inside her in one fell motion, leaving Hailey gasping. He stilled for a moment letting her adjust to his size. When she nodded he began his movements. They started slow but gradually Jay picked up pace, his balls hitting her core, the sound resonating in the room. Hailey was close once again, but Jay too was nearing his release because his thrusts were faltering. Hailey was letting out the sexiest sounds and that undid Jay. He exploded inside her with a deep grunt. This entire scenario drove Hailey over the edge and she followed him. She was holding onto him so tightly that they were both certain her nails would leave prominent marks. They rode down their highs and this time Jay did not collapse on her but simply held onto the counter to steady himself. He dipped his head down and they shared a passionate kiss, both realising that they never had enough of the other. Finally he got up and helped Hailey down too. "I am going to go take a shower," she said trying to straighten her hair out after the experience it had gone through. Jay simply nodded and she was off.

They reached the district just on time earning a slightly long look from Voight. There was new case since Abby's case had been solved. Abby was still in the hospital and it would be like that for a few more days. Jay and Hailey tried their best to focus on the case and not stare at each other. It was proving to be more difficult than expected. Though they had a busy day so after a point they were forced to concentrate on the task at hand and forget about everything else. But as evening was approaching the team relaxed because it was the end of their shift. They were all relieved and wished to grab a beer or simply go to bed. Working in the Intelligence was no easy task and it drained one out most of the time. Voight was seated in his office till late. One by one everyone left leaving only Jay and Hailey in the bull pen. Seeing this Voight got up and walked over to them. He looked at Hailey and said in a normal tone, "Hailey, can I speak to you for a minute?"

Hailey wondered what she had done wrong so she simply nodded and Jay nodded at her assuring her he would wait. But Voight spoke, "Jay, you can go home. I'll drop Hailey."

This was something new and both Hailey and Jay were surprised but they did well not to show it. Jay hesitated for a moment but Voight assured him again, "Don't worry Halstead, I'll drop her. Go on now."

Jay nodded towards Voight and turned to leave, him and Hailey sharing a quick look that conveyed they were there for each other. And just like that, Jay was gone and Hailey was all alone with Voight. He asked, "My office?"

Hailey wondered why it even mattered now that everyone was gone. But she nonetheless nodded and followed him in. She had been invited into this office numerous times and all her appearances had been negative, or at least not pleasant. Voight motioned for her to sit and she obliged. He too sat down and looked at her for a long moment, making her nervous. He finally spoke, "Hailey, what I might say next might sound absurd but I want you to hear me out."

Hailey nodded, sensing where this conversation was leading her and dreading it. "I am sure Halstead must have told you about the chat we had."

She nodded, waiting for the blow to come.

"And I meant every single word," Voight concluded.

Hailey responded as calmly as she could, "I understand."

"Good. That's why I have a proposition for you," Voight continued.

Hailey was slightly surprised by these words. She had not expected this. Nonetheless, Voight continued, "There is an undercover operation that I just received today and I have to send one of my officers for it. I thought of signing you up."

Now Hailey was speechless. She didn't even know how to react. Seeing her state Voight continued, "It should last around a week to ten days and then you're back."

"Okay," Hailey said, relieved that she wasn't being sent away for months.

"There is only one condition, and this condition is from my side," Voight added, looking at her intently.

Hailey panicked for a brief moment wondering what this could be now. So Voight decided to enlighten her, "You can't tell anything to Halstead. You cannot tell him you're going for an undercover operation and you cannot tell him when you will be back either. Only the both of us will know about your whereabouts."

The blow that Hailey was anticipating arrived with ten times more the force and she really didn't know how to handle this situation. She somehow got the feeling that this was Voight's way of testing her. So she asked, knowing it was pointless, "Is this some sort of test?"

"You could look at it that way," Voight said matter of factly.

Hailey realised there was no way to decline this offer either and if the truth were to be told, she wanted to take this assignment and prove herself but that one little condition made all the difference. Voight really knew how to put people in the most difficult of situations. Her mind was still confused as to what to do. Voight spoke again, "You have time till tonight to decide and let me know. If you agree to go undercover, you will start right away. Everything is arranged, only your answer is required Hailey."

Hailey nodded and barely managed, "Okay Sarge, I will get back to you in an hour."

Voight nodded and both of them got up to leave, after all Voight was going to drop her home. This was such a difficult decision and the worst part was that she couldn't speak to the one person with whom she desired to speak about this the most. Now, this was real pressure and the hardships of the job. Hailey still didn't know what to do, but she hoped with all her heart that she would be ready with an answer after an hour.

Well, this concludes the chapter and I have left you guys on a cliffhanger again. I was really happy to write this chapter and I feel that now the story has a strong foundation and I can explore various things. I am eagerly looking forward to your reviews and comments, they mean a lot. So please send feedback and even ideas if you please. Thank you for being part of this. :)