Upstead (First Kiss)

Chapter 20

Hello friends! I am back with the new chapter and if you really want to know what this chapter is about I'll tell you. Most of this chapter is rated M but there are a few important points. Hope you enjoy and understand. :)

It had been over two weeks since Hailey and Jay had seen each other, let alone spoken to each other. And all the pent up emotions were overflowing now and it appeared that none of them wanted to stop what was happening. Hailey was pinned against the wall and Halstead was using more force than he had ever used before, there must surely be a reason for it she thought. He was kissing her furiously and there was just something more aggressive and demanding about his kiss this time. It almost felt like he was forcing her to do what he wanted her to do, but she wouldn't think of it that way because she herself wanted to do this. They parted for breath and Jay was literally panting on her face now and that weirdly turned her on. He was saying something, his voice was deeper than usual, "You know, I hated it when that prick was hovering over you."

Hailey just looked at him, herself breathing raggedly. Was Jay telling her he was jealous? It sure as hell seemed that way. She opened her mouth to ask him that but he spoke before her, "I was downright jealous of that dude and I never want to see you in that kind of situation ever again."

His last words sounded almost like an order but Hailey was not bothered by that at all, she was turned on rather. She spoke softly, "Jay, I had to"—

But she was interrupted immediately, "No! That's never going to happen again! Do you understand me Hailey? You're mine and only mine. Nobody can even look at you that way."

So this was where the aggression was coming from. Jay was jealous and perhaps a little too much for his own good. But the effect it had on Hailey was incredible. She was downright turned on now. She needed Jay right now and right here. She grabbed his face and pulled him down for a passionate kiss. He was still as aggressive and he was trying to get as much of her as possible. One moment she was pinned against the wall and the next she was being carried away towards the bed. He dropped her more forcefully than he normally would have and followed her on the bed. Lust and desire were evident in Jay's eyes and Hailey thought her eyes too would be reflecting those emotions.

Suddenly Hailey flipped their positions and Jay was under her now. She too knew how to be rough, for lack of a better word. Jay was slightly surprised at first but seeing her eyes he was certain she too was as turned on as he was. She pulled him up a little and took out his jacket in a hurry and he did the same to her jacket. She pushed him back on the bed and he was lying down again, she reached for the hem of his T-shirt and yanked it over his body. She stopped at his face and made him take out his arms and placed them beyond his head. The T-shirt was over his face and he couldn't see anything. He attempted, "Hailey, I can't see"—

"Shut up," was the only response he received followed by, "You won't move until I tell you too. And those hands remain there until I ask you to move them."

These words turned Jay on to an extent to which he had never been turned on so much by mere words. Moreover, he hadn't seen such a side of Hailey ever and that added to the situation. He nodded as best as he could and Hailey spoke, smiling to herself, "Good."

She dipped her head now and started kissing his neck. Jay was really trying not to move his arms but that was proving to be a rather difficult feat. She kissed his arms and descended back to his neck all the while her one had resting on his chest, feeling his heart rate increase by every touch. Then she moved to his chest and started kissing his bare chest, caressing his nipples lightly then licking them and even biting them. Jay couldn't help but groan and let out sounds of pure pleasure. What was she doing to him? He wasn't going to last long. She travelled his torso with her mouth and Jay was doing his best to contain the sounds that were coming out of his mouth. Hailey bent down near one of his ears and whispered seductively, "I didn't say you have to remain quiet."

That was it, that was the tipping point for Jay and now he needed control. He attempted to lift his arms but Hailey was quick to anticipate that and pushed them back down, saying, "Not so fast soldier."

Jay groaned loudly and Hailey smiled. She had only started, she had so much more to do yet. She sat on him now and made him feel her core which elicited a loud groan from Jay's mouth. She herself couldn't control her moan when she felt his erection. She discarded her T-shirt in one swift motion and undid her bra and threw both garments on the ground, making Jay realise she had discarded them. She bent down again this time slightly lifted his T-shirt over his head revealing his mouth. She kissed him and his face literally reached out to hers. She intentionally pressed her breasts against his bare chest and Jay was thrashing under her. He moved his hands to touch her breasts and she allowed that, revelling in the touch, but quickly positioning them back behind his head again. These movements were not only affecting Jay but she was herself inching closer to her release. She bent down to his ear again and whispered, "Jay, I am only yours and I am going to show that to you today."

Those words had a wild impact on Jay and this time he was adamant on doing what he had in mind. He suddenly placed his hands on her shoulders, knowing fully well how tiny she was and how she was positioned on him. He pushed her off of him and sat up himself, yanking the T-shirt off his head in one quick motion and throwing it on the floor. Hailey had not expected this sudden change and she knew she was going to have it now, she had teased him so much. They were both staring at each other for a long moment then Jay lifted her and swapped their positions again, pinning her below him. He didn't waste any time and began assaulting her neck and her mouth. Hailey was already arching into his touch, wanting more. His hands roamed shamelessly over her upper body giving her breasts the attention they required. Hailey was moaning loudly, and trying to grab onto anything for friction. He grabbed her hands and placed them over her head like she had done to him and Hailey was squirming under him now. He held them there with his one hand and the other grabbed one of her breasts and began squeezing it. His mouth assaulted the other one biting her taut nipple and licking it with his tongue. He switched and gave the other breast the same attention with his mouth and grabbed the other one with his free hand. Hailey was screaming under him and that accelerated his pace and made him act more frantically. He stopped and reached for her faded jeans and yanked them off with her underwear in one wild motion, leaving Hailey completely naked in front of him. Her hands were on his shoulders now but he didn't care, he continued with his assault. He grinded against her and both of them screamed sounds of pure joy. She had done the same thing to him and she was receiving the same sort of treatment now. She finally managed reaching his pants and yanked the belt off first and pulled the zipper down. She fumbled with the button too turned on to see clearly, but Jay helped her and stepped out of his pants completely naked now as well. She grabbed his dick aggressively and started pumping it with a vigour she had never used in bed. Jay was thrusting into her hand forcefully, too overtaken by the pleasure. He was grunting and panting. She could already see the precome on the tip and she licked it with her tongue all the while looking at him. Jay screamed when she did that and grabbed her hair to make her stop. He pushed her back on the bed and she was lying down again, ready to make her his own. He didn't even bother teasing her clit or playing around, he simply entered her in one fell motion and they stilled for a moment to get accustomed to this new position. In a moment Jay started thrusting fiercely, one hand playing with her breasts and the other placed firmly on the bed so that he wouldn't fall on her. With every thrust he earned a loud and erotic moan from Hailey and that made him drive into her even more forcefully. He was himself grunting and groaning and breathing heavily. Hailey was arching her back as much as she could to make him reach her hilt, and he did each time with sufficient force to make her scream out of her mind. These sounds were really undoing him and he needed to do something about them. He bent down to kiss her hoping to silence her but she moaned in his mouth and that worsened the situation. He was going to come only by her sounds. He then bit her lower lip and that was both of their undoing, they came hard at the same time, Hailey's screams echoing in the room and Jay's groans enveloping her sounds. They were highly out of breath and a clear and rather thick layer of sweat was sticking to their bodies. Jay remained inside of her a moment longer then came out slowly, groaning softly. They had had sex like animals today, it had been rough, savage and aggressive. But it was required today and both of them knew it and didn't regret it, at least as yet. Jay moved to her side and collapsed on the bed beside her. Hailey pulled the covers over her now, suddenly too shy to remain naked in front of him. She let some moments go by and finally whispered, "I am sorry."

Jay turned towards her and knew exactly what she was referring to and said softly, "It wasn't your fault and I should have been more understanding. I am sorry."

Now she too turned to look at him and they exchanged apologetic looks and knew that this hurdle was crossed but it was not the end of all their problems.

"Jay this was…you know," she couldn't complete her sentence.

"Savage, vulgar and not at all like us?" he asked, not too proud either.

"Yeah… And it just didn't feel right," Hailey said, disheartened.

"I know, but I guess this was required for us to let go all that we had been holding on for more than two weeks," he replied, hoping his answer made sense.

Hailey simply nodded then spoke, "Jay, I am really worried. You should really leave, this doesn't feel right in any way. I am really scared."

Jay could see that Hailey was almost in tears and she was in fact terrified, so he said approaching her, "Hey, everything's going to be fine. Hailey, nothing's going to happen."

Jay had wrapped his arms around her now and he felt Hailey sobbing silently against his chest. Whenever he saw her cry something always broke in him and he wondered with all his heart how he could help her. He whispered in her ear, "Hailey, we are going to be fine. First thing in the morning, I'll leave."

Then Jay decided to change the subject, "Come on, let's eat something. I am starving, and after what we just did I think we need a proper meal."

Hailey smiled through her tears and nodded against his chest. Then Jay got up and pulled on his boxers and entered the makeshift kitchen in the UC apartment. Hailey just lay on the bed, still worried. She really didn't want anything to happen to Jay. Jay came back in a few minutes with a tray of all that was available in the kitchen, and it wasn't much. Hailey sat up, pulling the sheets over her breasts and deciding to give her mind a break. Jay sat down in front of her and they ate in silence. In a while the sheet slipped off of Hailey's upper body and revealed her breasts. She didn't bother to pull it up or cover her breasts, after all it was only Jay who was looking and he had all the permission in the world from her to do so. He did look at them and noticed, "You're bruises are almost healed now."

Hailey nodded, looking at him and happy to see that he was so observant and cared so much about her. They finished eating and Jay took the tray back to the kitchen and Hailey got up looking for something to put on. The first thing she found was his T-shirt and she smiled to herself by that discovery and put it on nonetheless. She had a ton of work to do and she couldn't delay it anymore. Jay joined her and they worked for a long time. Finally they were done and Hailey was yawning clearly exhausted by all that she had done today. Jay glanced at her and smiled. She looked at him in surprise and wondered what was so funny, she asked, "What Jay?"

"I was just thinking how about we do our thing now?" he asked grinning.

She looked at him with incredulity and couldn't help but smile after a point. She answered finally, "Jay I am tired and well… these things require energy."

He smiled broadly, "Don't worry, you won't have to do anything. I'll take care of everything."

The implications of these words were enough to make Hailey shut her mind. She didn't want to think about what Jay would do or how he would do what he would. She looked at him and said, "Jay…"

"Oh, come on! It'll be fun," he urged, decided and ready.

"Fine," she said, a part of her wanting it and another saying no.

At that Jay got up from his chair and made her get up from her seat as well. Hailey was nervous all of a sudden. He pulled her closer and this time there was something beautiful and positive in his eyes. He reached for the hem of her T-shirt, well his T-shirt and pulled it off gently. Uttering in between, "You have to stop this Hailey, otherwise I'll always be ready to do this."

Hailey blushed and he smiled. Jay could be so gentle but intense at the same time. Hailey was standing naked in front of him but he only looked into her eyes, trying to catch and understand what she was feeling. There was a new spark in her eyes as well. He lifted her gently and placed her on the bed and stepped back for a moment, only staring at her. That made Hailey self-conscious and she became shy and asked almost trying to cover herself, "Jay… What's the matter?"

He smiled and said stepping out of his boxers, "I don't deserve you but I still have you. That makes me the luckiest man on earth."

Hailey was blushing now, Jay could really be everything one expected and wanted. He came over her and bent down to kiss her, everything about him was so soft and delicate now that Hailey wondered how he could have so many facets. Their lips met in the softest of kisses, but the intensity went straight to their core. Hailey could feel his erection gradually increase on her stomach and she moaned in his mouth. Her sound was so feminine and so soft that Jay was turned on by that instantly. He reached for her breasts and fondled them playfully and teasingly. All the while his eyes were on her and he saw her eyes shut in pleasure and her head thrown back in bliss. He took the opportunity and kissed her neck ever so gently that it had a greater impact and Hailey moaned loudly. He knew all her sensitive spots and kissed them and earned himself moans and screams of pleasure. He saw Hailey reach for her clit but he moved her hand away gently and placed his hand on her bundle of nerves and began rubbing slow circles. Hailey was panting now, waiting to get her release. Jay saw her urgency and lubricated himself with her wetness and positioned himself at her entrance. He looked at her and she nodded and he entered her slowly, all the while looking at her. He could see she was enjoying this so he decided to have a little more fun. He dipped down to suckle and bite her breasts, and that did it, Hailey was screaming and whimpering under him now. Then he levelled his face with hers and looked her in the eyes. She was close to her release and it was only a matter of time before she came on his cock. She stared back at him, his eyes were soft and so full of love. She said, "Jay, I love you."

Her voice was so soft and so pure that Jay was shook by the emotion he felt then. Tears appeared in his eyes and he smiled. He was thrusting in and out of her at an even pace and both of them realised they were close now, Hailey's legs were shaking and his thrusts were faltering. Jay's hand reached for her clit and he began rubbing continuous circles. That undid Hailey and he came right after, hearing the unique moan that always escaped her mouth when she came. He bent down to kiss her once more and their chests pressed together and Hailey's breasts always did something magical to Jay. He leaned down more to get a feel and Hailey sensing this reached up making the contact more erotic and breath-taking. She too knew that Jay was particularly fond of her breasts and she didn't mind it, because she was certain he would never hurt her. Finally he lay down beside her panting and trying to catch his breath. They were completely naked for a while and finally Jay spoke, "That was…you know," and he trailed off imitating her from before.

She turned towards him and said, "Pure, romantic and how it's supposed to be."

Jay turned towards her and smiled, "I told you, you wouldn't have to do anything."

She approached him and lay on his shoulder holding his torso. His head rested on her head and he wrapped his arms around her. He pulled the sheets over them and their lower bodies were covered. Hailey turned a little more and her stomach was on the bed now. Jay played on her bare back with his fingers and she smiled in his shoulder. This moment was perfect and they were both happy and satisfied. But Hailey had one more thing that was nagging her from the back of her mind and she decided to voice it now, "Jay?"

"Yeah?" he said and she could literally hear his smile in his acknowledgement.

"I am leaving Intelligence after this undercover case," she said devoid of any emotions, but knowing deep within this would hurt Jay and even herself if she was honest with herself.

Jay's entire body language changed after that sentence and he attempted to look at her but she wasn't looking at him, she couldn't look at him.

That concludes the chapter. I have noticed my chapters are becoming quite long these days. But my approach is so because I don't post as often as before anymore. In any case, I would love to hear whatever you have to say of this chapter and if you would prefer shorter chapters. I am always open to suggestions. This chapter too is rated M and if it has become too much, do let me know. I could tone it down. Nonetheless, thanks for reading! :)