Date: 8-8-2028
Julian's p.o.v
Broken, I am shaken beyond words.
Life is tough, it is a diamond in the rough.
Deserted lifestyle, what could've should've
would've been haunts and taunts me. Living
on the edge, I set the world's stage on fire.
Where has all the love and desire for Jesus
gone to? I hide my emotional pain behind
a smile. I don't feel like walking another
mile. All I want to do is die so go ahead
and hug me goodbye. I wonder if you
can hear my heart speak or read my
mind in this blissful silence and darkness?
Please forgive me if I don't stay here for
a while. I am as weak as a newborn baby
in your presence. You offer me a kiss of life,
encouragement. Disappointment
erases that pretty smile you love
off my face once again. Rain reign over
me until I can find a way to heal my soul.