chapter 5
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EPOV
Every moment they spent together made my un-beating heart ache, even though they just were hanging out with eachother until Bella was healed, I know they were getting closer and Bella was beginning to fall in love with him and all I could do was sit back and watch. Talking to Leah made the ache subside alittle but when she left or had to patrol I felt like I was alone, no one understood me and the ache would return.
LPOV
I was patroling before I went to the Cullens house Jared, and Quil were phased 'Hey! Leah!' Quils thoughts rang loud in my head 'hey Quil' I responded 'Are you guys heading over to the Cullen's house after patrol?" I continued 'no were headed to Emiley's' Quil said That caught me off guard 'why?' I asked, I was confuzed considering none of us had herd from or spoken too Sam in about a month even though we were all on some good terms 'because Emiley is pregnant and Sam wanted to talk about us helping patrol around his house whenhe's not there' Quil said.
I didn't know whether to be sad or angry, so I was both I ran as fast as I could to the meadow it's where me and Edward talked and this time I needed to get some things off my mind when I made it to the meadow I phased back to human "the bitch is pregnant!" I sneered, Edward looked at me like I was crazy "who" he said paying attention to me "Emiley!...Emiley is pregnant and here I am a genetic dead end that's why she's perfect for Sam and i'm useless" I said trying to hold back tears, Edward was at my side in seconds "that's not true ..your not useless" he said putting his hand on my shoulder I shrugged it off "your just say that because i'm just someone you can vent to...you have a familya family that loves you...i'm a bitch, i'm bearen, and the list goes on i'm damaged goods..nobody will ever love me" I sobbed almost falling to my knees Edward caught me and held me in his cool embrace.
"Listen to me Leah Clearwater you are not just someone I can vent to your more than that believe it or not I've come to...care about you and so what if your bearen..I am too technically there's always adoption...and your not damadged goods your a women scorned and guess what? you still push through everyday...and you do have family and people that love you very much ..and just like you told me on day you'll find that someone who you will fall in love with and they love you just the same if not more...so everything you just said about yourself is a lie" he said still holding me "thank you" I said. that day I cryed , I let out all the feelings I always held in and the only one who was there to confort me through it all was Edward.
A/N: so Edward and Leah are getting closer, I hope you enjoyed it read and review NO FLAMES sorry it was so short i'll try and make the next one longer. Next chapter will be mostly Jacob and Bella it might be a little Edward and Leah in there also. No story suggestions today
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