Chapter 24
A/N: I am so sorry you guys I know I promised to update quickly and I know I promised all these things but there were two problems 1. I had writers block like crazy and 2. I had absolutely no idea where this story was going I read it multiple times and I left you guys with a lot of loose ends so I am going to desperately try and bring everything together however you might see darker sides of characters and there might be a little more vulgar language but it will be a whole lot more interesting in my opinion but feel free to weigh in on anything I will probably re-write a couple of chapters but I will be sure to let you guys know so enjoy and review.
Disclaimer: All twilight characters and some plots belong to Stephanie Meyer
BPOV
On the way to see Edward the only person that was on my mind was my Jacob was I too hard on him I mean he was the only one at fault here but the thing is he is my other half and I love him. As we pull up into the drive way I couldn't help but feel anxious as soon as we got out I handed Quill Julian and his diaper bag " mommy won't be long…and don't drop my baby" I said looking up at Quill he rolled his eyes as we made our way to the house, as I stepped in Quill right behind me I started to walk towards the living room while Quill took Julian to the other room as soon as I made it in there I was met with emerald green eyes "hey guy's…hello Edward" I said I was greeted with a lot of 'hey Bella' or 'hey Belly' but not Edward and when I sat next to him he stared at me for a long moment "Madame" he said nodding at me "hello Edward" I said smiling at him even though I wasn't in love with him any longer I still had love for him and felt sorry for him "hey Edward how are you?" I asked him he looked at me puzzled for a moment "you...know me?" I asked "Of course I do we were once very good friends….Edward I want to help you I heard you are having trouble remembering things I want to help you find your family" I said grabbing his hands they were still colder than normal but not as cold. He looked at me curiously but I could see that he trusted me "Edward close your eyes and take a deep breath" I said looking at him everyone quiet around us as he did as I instructed "Edward what do you remember?" I said rubbing soothing circles on his hand I could hear one of the wolves growl but I ignored them "I –I don't know" he huffed in frustration "do you remember any feelings, familiar smells?" I asked him his brows furrowed for a moment and then he spoke "yes burning as if my insides were on fire"
"Ok what else?" I said he was squeezing my hand at this point "just pain I was in pure agony and my throat it felt as if...I swallowed flames I can't remember anything but pain!" he said squeezing my hands so hard his knuckles were turning white next thing I know I was snatched away from him and behind Paul "that's enough Bella if anything happens to you Jacob will Kill us then him" he huffed "I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you?" Edward said sadness in his eyes " it's ok I will see you later and Paul can you and Quill keep an eye on Julian I am going to pay a visit to the Alpha" I said as I began my journey to Jacob's.
When I made it there no one answered but the door was open so I walked in there were beer bottles everywhere as if there was a bonfire here "Jacob...Jake" I yelled there was no answer as I made my way to his room there was Jacob unmoving with his head inside a tub full of water "oh my god Jacob!" I said running to the tub struggling to pull him out, when I did he was unresponsive "Jake please" I shrieked pushing him on his side then he started sputtering water out, he opened his eyes "Bells?" he said softly " thank god…Jacob what the hell are you thinking?" I said hugging his head while it rest in my lap "what's the point of being here if my wife doesn't love me" he said look up at me "Jacob you and Julian are my world without you guys I am nothing I was just upset and needed some time to think but don't ever think I don't love you I think we both need some time apart because were self destructing here Jacob… I mean look at you! Do you know what that would have done to me if I lost you? you are my other half I need you….Julian needs you but not like this you need to get some help Jacob… I'm scared for us... I'm scared of loosing what we have or you" I sniffed tears began to form in my eyes " I know I know I'm so sorry for doing this to you Bella I'm sorry for doing this to Julian I want to do better and be better but I don't know how anymore I'm sorry I can't be the man you need" he said tears falling down his cheeks " and I understand if you think we need to take a break but can we be Jake and Bells for this last moment" he said sitting up looking me in the eyes "of course and don't say a break like it's a bad thing there is no one I want more on this earth but you we will be fine it's just getting a little hard but we'll make it through this and we will get married and have a 100 more beautiful wolf babies if you want you're my forever and we will always be Jake and bells" I sniffled without warning Jacob's lips crashed onto mine we were consumed in each other and in that moment time stopped nothing mattered but us.