A few weeks has gone by since my dreams about Marcy started to come back to me. Honestly I really liked that the memories of her were coming back. It seems to be the only thing keeping me going. It made me happy in a way. I couldn't explain it. Even a few people around the hospital started to notice my behavior. Asking if I was on some new medication. Because I never really showed any actual expression other than a slight frown. I shrugged them off though. I wasn't going to let the crazies bring me down.

I was in the cafeteria again, near the window away from the rest of the patients. The sun barely visible behind the clouds.

"Looks like it might rain." I murmured and took a sip of water.

"BB?" Said someone from behind me.

I turn my head slowly. "Yeah?"

"You have a visitor today."

I groaned frustrated and frowned. "If it's that cop again tell her I ain't going to talk to her without a warrant. She's wasting her time coming here."

"It's not the police woman this time. She says that she knew you back in a place called Wammy's?"

I stood up quickly, knocking down my cup. "Are you positive that's what she said?!"

They nodded. "Are you going to go or not?"

"Y..yeah! I'll go." I said and breathed in deeply.

I walked behind them in the hall, still a bundle of nerves. Once when were in the interview rooms in the center of the room there she was. My breath caught in my throat when I saw that flowing blonde hair. At this moment I could have sworn that this was a dream. I rubbed my eyes quickly and gently slapped my cheeks. This definitely must be a dream. This couldn't be my Marcy. The one I left behind.

She slowly turned around and smiled brightly at me. "Hey there BB. It's been so long!" She gushed and turned to the orderly. "Can I hug him?"

The orderly shrugged. "Your not really suppose to be touching the patients but I wont say anything."

"Thanks!" She smiled and rushed towards me, wrapping her arms around me tight.

It took me another second to process what was going on. Was this not a dream? Is my dream girl really here holding me. I slowly wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer. "I can't believe its really you Marcy." I murmured and slowly pulled back a bit. "How did you find me?"

"It was't easy BB. But when I heard of your court case I didn't really believe it was you.. until I saw your picture. Then I rushed right over here." She smiled and slowly let go. "I was kinda worried since they told me that you weren't excepting anymore visits I begged for them to tell you who was here in hopes that you would reconsider."

I smiled more and hugged her even tighter. "I'm really glad they told me! I was really skeptical at first.. but then they said Wammy's then I knew it had to be you! You don't know how happy I am right now Marcy!"

She giggled and leaned onto me. "I'm glad you are. It makes me happy to hear that. Let's sit, enough of this standing."

I nodded as I finally let her go. She went to go sit down as I sat across from her. As I looked at her more I could see that she really didn't change. She was still shorter than me, she still looked the same on her face. But of course older now.

"Why do you keep staring at me?" She raised an eyebrow at me. "Do I have something on my face?"

"Hmm.. well you do have something, since you pointed it out to me." I smiled and reached forward to gently brush her hair from her face. "I think I caught it now."

She blushed slightly and coughed a bit. "Did you get it?"

I nodded and smiled. "All gone... Why did you find me..? It's not like I'm not happy.. I am! I'm just really curious."

"I was in the library, right when I was about to leave someone left the newspaper on one of the tables. It was what I saw on the front page that caught my attention, along with your picture. So I started to ask around.."

I gulped and nodded slowly. "So you know.." I murmured nervously.

She nodded and gently took my hand. "I do.. But I know you wern't in your right state of mind. I know you BB. The BB i know would never purposely hurt someone."

I held onto her hand and smiled. "Thank you Marcy. I really needed to hear that."

"Wrap it up BB." Said one of the orderlies by the door.

I sighted as she gave my hand a gentle squeeze. "I guess my times almost up."

"Don't worry about it." She smiled. "I'll come back to see you."

I smiled back and gently ran my thumb across the top of her hand. I wanted to do more but soon I felt hands on my shoulders and force me out of the chair.

"Time already up BB." Said the orderly.

"Awe come on! Just give me a few more minutes?!" I protested and looked at Marcy.

She walked up to me and hugged me tightly. "Don't worry, I will comeback. Don't freight." She whispered and gently kissed my cheek.

Before I could speak I was dragged back, stunned on what just happened. Marcy waved goodbye to me as she turned to go.

When she was finally out of sight I was pushed back into my room. It took me a couple minutes to get my head back on my shoulders. I slowly touched my cheek. It's been so long since I was kissed by her..

I couldn't help but smile like an idiot. For the first time I actually felt a bit of happiness in my on going misery. I walked to my bed and laid down and stared up to the ceiling.

"Until next time my love." I murmured and closed my eyes.

For the next few days I walked around with more of a smile of my face. I could tell my sudden mood change was making the other loonies uncomfortable. I normally was the gloomy one out of the whole bunch but right now I wasn't.

I had no reason to be gloomy, after seeing Marcy's face it perked me up. And knowing that she was coming back to see me brought more of a smile to my face. I truly felt like I could go on.

"Hey BB. Your session with the doc is up." Someone called out to me.

I nodded and made my way towards her office and opened the door.

"Hello BB." She smiled at me. "Take a seat."

I closed the door behind me and sat down I front of her with my knees up to my chest. "I really don't have much to dump on you."

"How about we start off with something small? Tell me about why you've gotten so happy?"

I felt a bit of a blush creep into my cheeks. "Y..you noticed?"

She chuckled and nodded. "I have. And I've been pretty curious. Did it have anything to do with the visitor you had not too long ago?"

"Your pretty sharp." I chuckled and nodded. "Yeah. After she came I just felt different."

"That's good. I'm glad that she's having a positive effect on you. Keep it up and I'm sure you'll have more privileges around here." She smiled.

I nodded. "Sounds good. I feel like I am getting somewhat better."

"Good. Good. I'm glad to hear that."

After my session with the doc I started to wonder. What kind of privileges did she mean? Would I get a chance to step outside and smell the fresh air? Feeling the sun rather then feeling the fluorescent light, which made me sick to look at. I would hope so.