A/N: Thank you for all the wonderful reviews and requests for me to continue. I am really glad you like this one. So I need to ask a favor, I normally don't do this because I have ships in mind already but this one is providing me with some trouble, I can see it going so many ways. So I am asking for your opinion on who the relationships should be. I can't promise I will definitely go with your opinion but it will help me decide. So let me know what you prefer to see. Your choices are: Faberry, Finchel, Quintana, Britanna, or Quinn/OC and Rachel/ OC and Santana/OC. Would you rather this be a great friendship fic or a romance fic for our characters. Thanks for you opinions. Disclaimer: I do not own Glee or any of its characters.
Little Blue Plus: Ch. 2
I woke up earlier then both Quinn and Santana. Walking out to the living room I noticed Quinn was no longer on the couch. Curious I tiptoed towards Santana's side and peaked behind the curtains.
There they were, Santana propped up her strong arms embracing Quinn tightly, Quinn resting her head and upper body against Santana's chest. Santana's mouth mere centimeters from her blonde friend's ear, red streaks snaked down from Quinn's bedded eyes over her Jaw. It was clear as day to me what happened last night, after I'd fallen asleep from emotional exhaustion Santana had held a crying Quinn while whispering long overdue comforts into Quinn's ear.
Guilt filled me; of course my current predicament would cause emotional turmoil for Quinn. Sighing I headed to the kitchen and started breakfast quietly, I didn't want to wake my friends, they'd clearly just managed to fall asleep.
"Smells good," looking up I saw Kurt walk over to me. He eyed me then his eyes went to the curtains dividing Santana's room from the rest of the apartment. "So you going to tell my why our steely yet endearing blond friend arrived suddenly yesterday?"
"Just visiting." I reply quickly. I'm not sure I'm ready for Kurt to know the truth, he'll be so disappointed in me.
Kurt leaned forward on the island his hands cupping his coffee mug, "Rachel what is wrong?"
"What makes you think anything is wrong?" I knew I was being evasive and uncooperative but it was so hard to discuss this with Kurt.
Kurt sighed and tilted his head staring at me with concern flowing from his blue eyes, "Rachel you were near catatonic for two days and then suddenly Quinn is here."
I shrug, "So? She's just visiting."
"Quinn doesn't just visit. It took me calling about your brief insanity to get her here the first time. Quinn emails, she calls, but she doesn't visit." Okay so that may be true. At first I'd been offended when she didn't use the pass she bought us, I ignored the fact that I hadn't either, but then after talking to Santana, Mercedes, and Brittany I discovered Quinn hadn't visited anyone. She'd been home twice, once for Thanksgiving and once for Mr. Schue's wedding. "So tell me Rachel what has called Quinn to your rescue?"
I bit my lip, I didn't know what to say I wasn't ready for anyone to know outside of Quinn and Santana. I loved Kurt he was my best friend but he was also a boy and my ex-fiancé's brother. How could Kurt possibly understand what I was going through right now. If I told him he'd have to keep it a secret from Finn and I didn't want to be the reason two brothers kept secrets from one another.
Kurt reached out with one of his hands and placed it over mine gently, "Please Rachel. You're my best friend and I want to be here for you. No matter what I will be on your side."
"Stop pushing Lady Hummel, if Rachel isn't ready to tell you then don't push it." Santana came in glaring at Kurt before getting herself a cup of coffee. I heard the front door open and close.
"Where is Quinn going?"
"The robot is off to run, normal people function in the morning with an IV of coffee, Q runs, like really runs."
I looked out to the window; it looked like it was raining, "Is that save you know with her back and stuff?"
Santana shrugged, "She took an inhaler with her and the rest who knows, she's tight lipped about the after effects of the accident. Knowing Q she'll run through any type of pain. Danced at Nationals even if ever step was agonizing thank God Coach Sylvester could get her that cortisone shot."
My eyes went wide, "She needed a cortisone shot to dance that day?"
"Hell yeah, you really think it is natural to be dancing that soon after your spin is compressed into a thin line. Girl was in so much fucking pain all summer."
"I had no clue."
"No one did. I only know because I found her crying in the park unable to move one morning, scary as shit I tell you. Anyway she seems better so I guess the PT up at Yale is working well. Eggs and bacon Kurtsie?"
I watched as Kurt and Santana went about their routine of killing innocent animals in order to satisfy their hunger. My hand went to my stomach. Should I start eating meat or at least dairy by products, a vegan diet couldn't be great when you are pregnant you need more vitamins and stuff when you're having a baby. "Can I have an egg?" I ask quietly.
Kurt spins around his mouth on the floor he is about to say something when his eyes drop to my stomach where I realize I am still cradling my still flat stomach. I drop it but it is too late I can see the truth dawning on soft features. "Oh my God you are pregnant."
"Kurt I…" He cuts me off.
"It makes total sense now, the depression and then Quinn showing up out of the blue. Of course who would be your first call when you find out your pregnant, why not the girl who's already been through it."
I feel tears coming to my eyes. He is pacing back and forth now rubbing his hands through his hair, "Who is the father? Is it Brody or Finn? Oh please tell me it's not Finn's."
I start crying for real now. "I…I" I don't know what to say. My mind is a mess. Kurt looks like he is about to have a coronary.
"Chill Porcelain!" Santana shouts at him. Then she is in front of me. "Rach calm down breath with me." It's only now that I notice I am hyperventilating. I follow Santana's instructions and match my breathing to hers. The light headedness begins to fade and she leads me to the couch where Kurt follows. After I control myself I look at my best friend, his face is neutral and doesn't give away anything he is thinking.
"It is not Finn's we used a condom and I was already a few days late at that time."
"Why didn't you tell me?" He sounds so hurt. I didn't mean to hurt him, I wanted to talk to him but I didn't know how too. "You told Santana before me."
"She actually found the test I didn't tell her. I only told Quinn." I reached out and took his hand this time. "I didn't tell you because it would make it real and I wasn't ready for that. I also didn't want you to have to lie to Finn. I don't want him or anyone else knowing until I decide what I want to do."
He didn't say anything at first but then nodded, "Okay. I'll keep this to myself and I will help you with whatever you need. I told you I'd be here for you no matter what and I mean it."
I launched myself into his arms and felt safe for the first time in so long, "Thank you."
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Quinn returned about an hour after leaving she was drenched but didn't seem to notice as she smiled at me and went to the shower. After that we made our way to a local clinic she had researched on her way here.
"It has great reputation and is known for informing patients without influencing their decision." Quinn said as we took the subway ride there. It was just the two of us. Santana had work and Kurt a study group, both had offered to skip to come with me but I declined. I didn't really want a lot of people with me. Just Quinn was good enough for me.
When we got there I was surprised at how unassuming the building was. It was in an old brownstone there were not protestors or advocates at the entrance. When we got inside it was decorate nicely with floral pictures and calm colors. I filled out the information sheet and waited for my name to be called. Quinn and I didn't speak, there wasn't a need to so instead we just sat our hands intertwined.
Soon my name was called and I stood. Quinn stood with me, "Do you want me to come or stay?" I paused what did I want? Part of me wanted her to be there to be my rock as she had pledge to be but another part of me felt this was something I had to do myself. It was odd standing her trying to decide if I wanted Quinn Fabray to come with me for arguably the most important doctor's appointment in my life. Two years about I would never have guessed that it would be Quinn I yearned to be by my side when I found out if my life would be changed forever. That had always been Finn's role and if I am honest with myself there was still a part of me that wanted him but it was small and very deep.
"Come."
"Okay."
The exam was quick and the nurse took a blood sample before disappearing. We waited forever it seemed before the doctor returned. "Well Rachel congratulations you are pregnant."
My heart stopped at her words. My body went limp and then I was in Quinn's embrace. This was it; it was really true I was 19 years old and pregnant. How was I supposed to do this? What had happened? One minute I was on my way to becoming the newest Broadway star and now I was going to be a mom, oh Lord a mom.
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