Author's Note: I hope you enjoy this chapter and I'm really sorry for the long wait. Also please let me know what you all thought and this chapter will be a lot darker than usual just a warning.

TW: Mentions of sexual assault and abuse

Lola just quickly took a deep breath as she prepared herself to tell her story. "Alright well I guess we should start with Carlos right," Lola jokingly told the others trying to distract herself from how hard this story was going to be to tell.

"Okay so it all started about 5 years ago when I was around 14," Lola began as she began to explain her story about how she ended up with two kids. As soon as she began to explain her story Lola was immediately filled with the memories again as her mind went back to those days almost 5 years ago.

Flashback

"Come on why not," the young boy asked his young girlfriend, making Lola roll her eyes as she continued to analyze the photos she was taking of her boyfriend. "Because I don't feel like hanging out with a bunch of drunks at a party. Besides I have a huge photography contest tomorrow," the young fourteen year old told her boyfriend, making him get angry as he was sick of Lola never wanting to do what he wanted.

"Dude do you know how hard it was to get us those invites and now you're gonna make me turn them down!" The young boy screamed out angrily as he looked at Lola. "I never said you can't go! I just don't want to go!" Lola screamed back as she was getting sick of her boyfriend making her do things she didn't want to do.

"God I thought you were cool! Why am I even dating you! You're such a loser!" The young boy screamed out as he pushed Lola down making Lola immediately get back up as she pushed her boyfriend back.

"Dude what's your problem!" Lola asked her boyfriend with an attitude making him get more angry as he practically slammed her against the locker. "My problem is that I don't even know why I am dating you! I only date cool girls and you are definitely not a cool girl! Later loser," Chase told his girlfriend as he pushed her down again and then walked off.

"Ugh why does he always do this!" Lola asked herself as she was used to this by now. Her boyfriend would get angry and push her around a little then he would come back a few hours later once he was calmed down and he would apologize for his aggressive behavior.

Lola knew this relationship was toxic, but she couldn't help it. Chase was so nice to her when he wasn't angry. Lola was brought back to reality when she heard the sounds of Chase and what sounded like a literal terrified kid.

Lola just groaned as she was getting sick of having to go deal with Chase's messes all the time. "Dude what are you doing! Put the kid down! What is wrong with you!" The fourteen year old screamed out when she had followed the sounds and found her boyfriend bullying a literal kid.

"Lola stay out of this! She deserves it!" Chase called out to his girlfriend making Lola roll her eyes as she pushed Chase off of the young girl and helped her up. "Thank you," the young eleven year old nervously told the older girl who just nodded as she gave the kid a small smile before getting a look at her very angry boyfriend as she immediately filled with fear.

She had never seen her boyfriend look that mad before and it was honestly terrifying, but Lola couldn't just let him bully and harass a child. Before Lola had time to process what was happening her boyfriend grabbed her wrist tightly as he dragged her into the bathroom and made sure it was empty then when he was sure it was he locked the door.

"What are you doing!" Lola asked her boyfriend trying to hide the secret fear from her voice. Chase just rolled his eyes as he pinned her up against the wall. "I'm sick of you never letting me do what I want!" Chase screamed out furiously.

Lola just froze up in fear before regaining herself as she quickly tried to push Chase off of her but he had her arms and legs pinned already.

"CHASE LET ME GO NOW! THIS ISN'T FUNNY!" Lola cried out as she had never seen Chase this angry before and she was completely terrified at this point. "NO YOU ARE GOING TO GIVE ME WHAT I WANT FOR ONCE! YOU DESERVE THIS! FIRST YOU WON'T GO TO THE PARTY THAT I WORKED HARD TO GET US INTO AND THEN YOU GET INVOLVED IN SOMETHING THAT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU! I'M DONE PLAYING GAMES!" Chase screamed out as he got closer to Lola causing her to start panicking as she was pretty sure she knew what was coming next.

"CHASE DON'T DO THIS PLEASE! I'LL GO TO THE STUPID PARTY JUST PLEASE GET OFF OF ME NOW! CHASE SERIOUSLY STOP! YOU'RE SCARING ME!" Lola cried out as she continued to try and fight against Chase, but it was no use he was bigger and stronger than her.

"IT'S TOO LATE FOR THAT! I GAVE YOU A CHANCE AND YOU BLEW IT! WE'RE DOING WHAT I WANT NOW!" The older boy screamed out as he slammed Lola onto the floor and pinned her down making Lola start screaming and thrashing as loudly as she could but it was no use.

"There now isn't that better. I'm sorry for getting mad but you know I don't like it when you disrespect me. Anyway I'll see you tomorrow oh and good luck with that contest thingy!" Chase called out once he was finished completely torturing Lola.

Lola just waited for Chase to leave before she broke down sobbing as the earlier events just kept replaying and she could feel the pain hit her whole body as she just sat on the bathroom floor and pulled her legs up to her chest just letting all her tears fall as her tough act completely broke.

After another ten minutes or so Lola composed herself as she quickly cleaned herself up, so no one would suspect anything and then left the bathroom just like she always did whenever Chase would get angry and violent.

Flashback Ends

"And nine months later this little cutie was born. So any questions," Lola asked the younger girls as she held her now sleeping son as she finished her story of how she got pregnant with her son. That had been one of the darkest days of her life, but it was also the day her little pup was made and Lola would never trade him for anything.

"Oh my god I am so sorry," Maya said as she was in shock by what she had just heard and she couldn't believe that Lola had been through all of that. "I am so sorry I asked you! I shouldn't have done that! I feel horrible! And I can't believe he would do that to you!" Riley cried out as she was feeling horrible and disgusted after hearing Lola's story and she felt guilty for making Lola talk about it when it was clear Lola didn't really want to.

"It's fine I'm fine now and it's okay I need to tell people about my story otherwise it's just going to keep haunting me and no one will understand what I'm going through," Lola told the others, but Jenny just looked at her friend as she started crying as she had always seen Lola as a tough irresponsible rebel, but she didn't know anything about what Lola had been through and especially considering it was all her fault in the first place.

"He raped you!" Jenny cried out in shock as she finally managed to get some words out after Lola's traumatic story.

Lola just sighed as she wiped away her tears as she had tried to block that day out of her brain, but she just couldn't seem to. "Yeah Jen he did," Lola sadly told Jenny who just hugged her friend close to her as she let Lola cry on her and a few seconds later Riley and Maya joined in as they had finally processed what happened with Lola.

"Lola I am so sorry this is all my fault!" Jenny cried out once they had all broken the hug as Jenny was feeling guilty. "Jen it's not your fault," Lola told Jenny who just shook her head no as she knew that it was.

"Yes it is Lola! Don't you get it! I was that kid!" Jenny practically cried out as she was still feeling guilty and wanted Lola to understand how it was her fault, but Lola just pulled Jenny towards her and brought her into another hug.

"I know that Jen. But it's not your fault. Besides if that never happened I would never have Carlos or Mal either, so who wants to hear more about what happened after because it will explain Mal's story better," Lola told Jenny and the others trying to make Jenny feel better because she didn't want Jenny to blame herself especially because she knows that he was going to do that anyway.

He was already angry at her that day for the party thing. Anything she did would have set him off like that. Besides Lola couldn't just let him get away with hurting a child. "But Lola," Jenny began again, but the others cut her off as they knew it wasn't Jenny's fault and she couldn't control what Lola's ex did.

"Jen I promise it was not your fault. He was angry it was going to happen no matter what. Besides I got the greatest gift that day my little pup. So again now that we got that out of the way should I continue with what happened next," Lola asked the others who just looked at her like she was insane as Lola was clearly holding back her emotions.

"Lola I think it would be best if you just ended it there. This is clearly a hard story to tell and you shouldn't have to tell us anything," Jenny told her friend and the others agreed, but Lola just shook her head as she realized that talking about it was actually helping her.

"No it's okay this is actually helping me. I think I should tell more besides what else are we going to do. We're all wide awake now anyway," Lola told the others who just nodded as they wanted to hear more too, but didn't want to be seen as forcing their friend to talk, but if Lola wanted it then they were in.

"Okay well now where did I leave off. Oh right okay so after that," Lola began as she started her story back up again and the flashbacks filled her brain again.