A/N- Many thanks for reading and reviewing last chapters. I want to clarify here that the reason of Sameer's confusion about Sonali'death and reoccurrence is his suffering from Dissociative Amnesia that is result of ECT, that detach a person from his past as he is aware that his Di is not alive but he didn't have her memories of that time as when she died. In this person is aware of something mishaps happened to him but the memories buried deeply inside brain and hard to recall, only reappears if got triggered by something tragic again.
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Gaurav recalls his memories of Sonali, how she left him and Sammy alone. Abhijeet comforts him. Gaurav did a prank with Daya that leads to freak him out unintentionally, later he apologised.
In hospital Gaurav shocked to see someone infront of him in his room.
May I come in Sir...Gaurav gives a look to the person and shocked to see the other person with him... manage to speak- Come..
Abb age-
10:30 AM
Gaurav- aao Kabir...happy to see you here...he speaks glared at the person beside him...
Kabir smiles a bit by understanding Gaurav's words- Sir...main...main Ajay ko le kar aya hu Sir...Ajay apse kuch kehna chahta hai...Aur aap jo bhi poochna chahte hai Ye Sab batayega...
Gaurav's home-
Sameer wake up and sitting on the sofa...holding newspaper in his hands...
Abhijeet came with coffee mug in his hand and forward towards him- Coffee...
Sameer forward his hand and hold the mug- Thanks...and he place coffee on table... starts to reading newspaper...
Abhijeet ready to face his anger...he knew very well that Sameer was sulking due to his that act and was guilty too ke why he helped Gaurav instead of stopping him from knocking him out...
He sat beside him and and smile a bit-aaj...aaj thand kuch zyada nai lag rahi Sameer mausam change ho raha hai...and he take newspaper from his hand and forward coffee to him- coffee
Sameer nodded his head- Haan...abb yahan weather aise hi rehne wala hai...Thanks and he took few sips...
Abhijeet signals towards his foot- Abhi dard kuch kam hua...
Sameer- chaluga to pata chalega...filhaal is waqt to nai lag raha...he said in confident tone...
Abhijeet smiles - achha hai...I hope tumhe aur zyada takleef na ho..and he remove blanket from his foot in order to see the swelling- Sameer swelling to bahut kam hai raat se...
Sameer gives a quick look- haan, I wish ke abb main chal saku and he looked at him sarcastically- abb Mujhe kisi ka Sahara nahin chahyae..
Abhijeet hesitantly- Sameer...tum... tum naraaz to nai ho mujhse?
Sameer sarcastically- aapne kiya hi kya hai jo main apse naraaz houga...Mujhe kisi se bhi naraaz hone ka Haq nahin hai Abhijeet...Pain was clearly seen in his broken voice..
Abhijeet concern tone- are Yaar aise mat bolo plZ...poora Haq hai tumhe apni naraazgi apna gussa dikhane ka...and he covered his foot with blanket again.
Sameer- really? Tumhe lagta hai ke Mujhe apna gussa dikhana chahyae?
Abhijeet speaks by gaining courage- haan Zaroor dikhana chahyae chahe kisi par bhi ho
Mujhe tumpar gussa hai Abhijeetttt- Sameer exclaimed before Abhijeet finished his words..,pointing finger towards him- Tumne us waqt...tumne and he stop with heavy throat and feeling of embarrassment...and turn his face to other side...
Abhijeet smiles and place hand on his shoulder- I...I'm sorry Sameer...us waqt kuch nai kar saka main...jo bhi hua itni jaldi main hua Sab...yakeen Mano Mujhe bahut bura feel hua tumhare liye...lekin
lekin phir bhi tumne Gaurav ka saath diya...tum rok bhi to sakte the use? Tum jaante the jo wo kar raha hai galat hai... He asked looking into his eyes
Abhijeet convincing tone- Itna time nai tha Sameer...main Bas chahta tha ke tumhe kam se kam takleef ho isi liye us waqt jo Mujhe thik laga Maine kiya...Gaurav ko us waqt roka nai ja sakta tha...
Sameer-aisa hi hai wo...hamesha apni chalata hai mujh par...lekin abb main uski bilkul nai sunuga...jo Mujhe achha lagega... thik lagega wahi karuga...he said like stubborn kid...
Abhijeet smiles tumhe lagta hai Gaurav aisa hone dega kabhi...wo bhi is stage par? Never bachhe Never and he speaks - I know tumhe...tumhe thora bura lagega..lekin Gaurav ne hamesha tumhara bhala hi chaha hai...usne abb tak bahut achhe se sambhala hai tumhe...Sameer's expressions changes on listening this...Abhijeet noted that well and continue- main jaanta hu wo bahut strict hai tumhare saath...wo Bas tumhe har musibat se door rakhna chahta hai... aur uske liye wo kisi bhi hadh tak ja sakta hai...
Sameer- main jaanta hu...lekin main koi bachha nai hu...Jo wo and he stop...remove blanket away and tries to put his foot on floor...
Abhijeet shocked to see him reacting like this- Sam...Sameer baitho araam se...I said sit...kya kar rahe ho tum...Gaurav ne mana kiya hai chalne se- he said strictly...
In hospital-
As Gaurav goes close to Ajay, he took few steps back - Good... Good morning Sir...he wishes him in scared tone...kabeer moves away from him to give Gaurav some space Ajay give a pleading look to Kabeer...Kabeer turn his face to other side...
Gaurav looking into his eyes- zyada time nai loonga Ajay...Mujhe bas itna batao Sameer ke saath jo bhi chal raha hai...Is Sab mein tum involve ho ya nahin?
Ajay trembling voice - nai...nai Sir...kya...kya chal raha hai...mu...Mujhe kuch nai pata main to bas apni study par concentrate kar raha hu..
Kabeer glared at him and than looked at Gaurav...
Gaurav bit angry - really? Chalo dekhte hai kya aur kitna concentrate kar rahe ho study par and look at Kabeer-Kabeer...Mujhe tumhare bhai ka test lena hai"Chota Sa" I hope you don't mind...
Kabeer understand well what he wants to say, he nodded his head in yes- ok Sir...and look at Ajay- Ajay...jo bhi tum jaante ho Sab Sir ko batao...I hope tum samajh rahe ho main kya keh raha hu...
Kabeer stop for a while and than look at Gaurav- Sir...he requested him with eyes...
Gaurav assured him and Kabeer left the room...
Gaurav pick up phone and dial a number- haan Ramesh... Adhe ghante tak kisi ko bhi mere room mein mat ane dena...haan phir OPD dekhta hu...and he place the phone back and than turn towards door and locked it, than glared at Ajay whose heartbeat starts to rising with each word of Gaurav...
Than he moves towards his table and remove an Injection vial and syringe from drawer - Ajay... jaante ho isme kya hai?
Ajay- nai...nai Sir...
Gaurav- Ketamine...he speaks sitting on his chair...
Ajay wipes sweat from his face- k..keta...ketamine Sir?
Gaurav raises his eyebrows- haan Ketamine...kya hua? First time suna kya? and he starts to fill the injection and place that on side after filling it...
Ajay getting scared more by looking at injection- nai...nai Sir...su...suna hai... yaad... yaad nai a raha Sir...he replied in trembling voice...
Gaurav nodded his head in yes- koi baat nai...Yaad karlo...2 minute deta hu tumhe... he told him by looking at his watch...
Ajay in confusion - 2...2 minutes Sir?
Gaurav staring at him- haan 2 minute...kam hain? Are Yaar 2 minutes me Maggi ban jaati hai...tum 2 lines bhi yaad nai kar sakte ?
Ajay- kar...karta Hun Sir and he starts to remember...and starts to bite nails...
Gaurav after 2minutes- Time out...main yaad karwata hu tumhe...agar yaad aye to join me... and gets up...It is usually used as dissociative anaesthetia and Tranquilizer, Detach you from surroundings, Used in- Epilepsy and some kinds of Depression...Depression se yaad aya...Depression jaante ho kya Hota hai?
Ajay- g...g Sir...jaanta hu...
Ajay recalls and join him- S...skin...skin grafting Sir...
Gaurav nodded his head and continues -orthopaedic procedures...
Ajay in agreeing tone -yes...yes Sir...Sir.
Gaurav smiles and nodded his head in yes- hmm...aur? and he closes his eyes resting his head back on chair...
Ajay narrowed his eyes- Sirr?
Gaurav tap finger on his lips- hmmm carry on...next?
Ajay nervous tone - E...ENT and dental extractions Sir
Gaurav- hmm good...aur?
Ajay- aur...Bas...itna...itna hi yaad aya Sir...
Gaurav- chalo koi baat nai and he gets up and goes close to him than pat his arm- sabse important to reh hi gya...poochoge nai kya?
Ajay turned his neck looking towards him- k...Kya Sir?
Gaurav- it is used on Animals also...esp on some idiot creatures like YOU he speaks pointing his finger...
Ajay scared to hell- me...me Sir? Why? Why Sir? Maine...Maine kya kiya Sir? and he get up from chair immediately...
Gaurav I'm sorry..aaj pehli baar main apne Doctor hone ka galat istemaal kar raha hu...lekin Ajay jaise logon ko sudharne ka yehi tarika Hota hai...and he speaks- yes YOU...and NOWWW I'm going to inject you with this...I promise tumhe is se koi pain nai hoga... aur Ye jaise hi Ye tumhari veins mein pahunchega tum bahut light feel karoge, jaise hawa mein ud rahe ho...aur phir apne aap Sab Bol doge... Mujhe zyada mehnat bhi nai karni paregi... are ruko zara...iske Side effects bhi batata hu..sit there he signals him to sit at chair back...
Ajay got scared on this and his hand starts to shiver... took his steps back nd stop near wall- Mu...Mujhe kuch nai pata Sir... wo...wo main...main to Bas...main Bas us se badla lena chahta tha Sir...use pagal karna chahta tha...on seeing him silent he continues again- I'm sorry Sir... main..and he stops...
Gaura lost his patience on hearing all this- tu mere Sammy ko pagal karega haan? and he lunged towards him and place hand on his neck and pinned him vigorously towards wall- Trekking par bhi tujhe samjhaya tha Maine pyar se... lekin tu nai samjha, Himmat kaise hui teri is hadh tak jaane ki?
Ajay struggles to free himself by holding his hand tightly and when he was about to choked Gaurav left his neck...he coughaed...placing hand in his neck- sorry...very sorry Sir...galti ho gyi...meri...meri ba...baat suniyae...and he struggles to stay calm himself down...
Gaurav hold him from his arm...drag towards chair and throw him on it... forward glass of water towards him- pio ise...PIO...
Ajay immediately hold glass and drank some water and than settled a bit- I...cough... I'm sorry Sir...main Bas Sameer...cough...Sameer ko
Gaurav correcting him - Dr. Sameer...
Ajay thinking Ye Maine kya keh diya inhe..Ye to mera kachoomar bana denge...Bhai bhi Mujhe kiske hawale kar ke chale gye...Mujhe kisi bhi tarah yahan se niklna hoga and he nodded his head in yes- I'm sorry Sir...Dr. Cough Dr. Sameer...main Bas thora sa mazaak...
Gaurav boiling in anger on hear this...raises his hand and slap hard on Ajay's right cheek- MAZAAK? Aisa mazaak? how dare you? HOW DARE YOUUU? tune socha bhi kaise tum mere Sammy ko itna hurt kar doge? Sharm nai ayi kisi masoom insaan ke saath aisa ghinona mazaak karte huae? Itna gir gye tum? Wo...
Ajay cried placing hand on his cheek- I...I'm really sorry Sir...and than wipes his tears...age...age se kabhi aisa nahi hoga...
Gaurav continues - Tumhe ek baar bhi mera khyaal nahi aya? Ye nai socha.,, ke Mujhe pata chalega to kya halat karuga tumhari? itni Himmat ho gyi teri? Ruk... abhi rusticate karwata hu tujhe college se...and he starts to dial a number again...
Ajay moved immediately...kneeled and hold his legs tightly- nai plz nai Sir...aisa mat kijiye... Dad Mujhe zinda nai chodenge Sir...mera career yehi khatam ho jayega... Mujhe maaf kar dijiye Sir...I promise abb Sameer...Dr. Sameer ko koi pareshaan nai karega...main unki taraf dekhuga bhi nai...he pleaded and sobbing...
Gaurav holding his collar and make him sit on chair- hmm that's Good for YOU...
At home-
Sameer- Abhijeet plz Mujhe chalna hai...tum Gaurav ko mat batana hi mat...
Abhijeet nodded his head- nai Sameer...is mamle mein kuch nai kahuga...Gaurav a jaye to us se pooch lena...
Sameer- Abhijeet plzz...he wailed...
Abhijeet- Sameer dekho tum...
At same time-
Dekhiyae...aap aise ander nai ja sakte...and security guard enters inside running after two people...
Manohar kaka - Kaun hai Ye log? aur andar tak kaise a gaye?
Dilawar- kaka keh rahe hai hame Sameer Saab se milna hai...kuch bahut zaroori hai...
Abhijeet and Sameer stop arguing on hear their voices and turn their face towards the door...
Manohar kaka- Kaun ho tum log? He asked strictly
Hame Sameer bête se Milne dijiye...hum Bas unhe dekh kar chale jayenge- two oldies pleaded by folding their hands to him...
Manohar give an angry look to Dilawar- Ye log aise yahan tak pahunch kaise gye?
Dilawar- Maine bahut roka kaka...lekin Ye log zabardasti ander ghus gaye...abb bazurg hai to zyada sakhti nai kar paya he said In apologising tone...
Abhijeet gets up as he listens more arguable voices...
Manohar kaka- thik hai age se dhyaan rakhna...Gaurav bête ko pata chala to seedha bahar ho jaoge...he apologised and went outside at his duty and Manohar kaka turn towards them- aap log ander aiyae and he allows them to come inside...and then looked at him...
Sameer baba apse milne koi aya hai...Manohar kaka looking at Abhijeet and signals him something...
Abhijeet narrows his eyes- Kaun hai Kaka?
Pata nai beta...before he complete his sentence...
Sameer beta...kaise ho aap?
Sameer shocked to see them there...and a smile of hope appears on his face...
It was same old man and woman...
Abhijeet narrows his eyes give quiery look to Manohar kaka...he shrugged also...and move towards kitchen...Abhijeet manage to smile and say Hello to them...
Sameer narrows his eyes and got nervous - aap...aap log yahan kaise? and he looked at Abhijeet's questioning eyes- Abhijeet...Ye...Ye log mere dost hain...aur inse miliyae Ye...
Aap log baithayae plz...Abhijeet cutted his words as he didn't want to disclose his identity to them...
Old woman smiles and goes close to him- kitne dino se tum dikhe nahin beta...hum to pareshaan ho gye the tumhare liye...Man too goes close to him and she give a look to his foot that was wrapped in bandage- Ye chot kaise lagi tumhe...isi wajah se tum yahan...is mahal mein qaid ho...she speaks rolling her eyes inside house- bahut khoobsoorat ghar hai tumhare...and than rub hand on his head...that soothes Sameer...
Abhijeet doubts on them Kahin Ye log wahin dono to nahin jinke bare mein Gaurav baat kar raha tha...usne indono ko Sameer ke saath jate huae dekha tha gaadi mein waise bhi Ye log jo dikh rahe hain wo hai nahin...dekhta hu kya karte hain Ye log ... and he smile by looking at them...and than remove his phone and starts to look at something...
Man- Sameer beta hame tumse kuch Zaroori baat karni hai...he speaks looking at Abhijeet...indirectly signals him to go away...
Sameer looked at Abhijeet helplessly...
Abhijeet place his phone on table, bite his lip- Sameer tum log baatein Karo main Abhi ata hu and he left them there and move towards his room...
Sameer curious tone - Di kaisi hai...wo thik to hai na...I'm really sorry Mujhe chot lag gyi thi...is liye us din nai a saka...aur mera phone bhi mere pass nahin hai...wo Gaurav ke pass hai...he said sadly in one go...
Man- to in logon ne tumhe yahan qaid kar rakha hai...shayad Ye log nai chahte ke tum apni didi se milo...
Sameer- nai aisa nahin hai...Ye Sab mere dost hai aur bahut pyar karte hain mujhse...
Man evil tone- Agar pyar karte to tumhe apni didi ke liye nai tarsate...aur a hi tumse tumhara phone cheen te...
woman- soch lo beta tumhe kya chahyae...Ye log ya phir apni didi?
Sameer looked at them with pleading eyes- nai nai...aap log plz aise mat kahiyae... didi to Mujhe kisi bhi halat mein chahyae...unke liye main kuch bhi kar sakta hu...plz ek...ek baar meri baat karwa dijiye unse...
Woman fake loving tone- kya karoge baat karke tum...tum jab tak khud Himmat nai karoge kuch nai hoga...Tumhari didi kisi wajah se aise Sab ke saamne nai ana chahti aur tum jaise bhi ho yahan is qaid se niklo pehle...kaise rehte ho tum yahan? Mera to soch kar hi dam ghut ta hai..
Sameer bit saddened on listening this-main...main aaj hi koshish karta hu...aap log jahan kahoge wahin aouga main..
At same time Abhijeet came outside his room and coming downstairs...
Both look at him and share an evil smile and signals each other than get up- thik hai beta...hum chalte hai aur thik 9 baje intezaar karenge aaj usi Jagah par...and they move outside fastly without looking back...
Abhijeet- are Ye kya Sameer...tumhare dost itni jaldi bhaag gaye? move towards his phone and look at it than move towards Sameer...
In hospital-
Gaurav calm down Ajay after that and call Kabeer inside- Kabeer Ajay ne co-operate kiya...aur test bhi clear kar liya...Mujhe mere sawalon ke jawaab mil gaye...thanks for make him come here...
Kabeer smiles and nodded his head in yes- My pleasure Sir...
Ajay was standing there turning his head down...still looking scared and embarrassed.
Gaurav continues- Thank you Ajay...I hope tumhe jo samjhaya yaad rakhoge tum... aur apni study par thora zyada dhyaan dena abb se.
Ajay manage to speak- g Sir...Main dhyaan... dhyaan rakhuga...
Gaurav smile and pat his cheek- Good...abb jao tumhe college bhi jana hoga...and he looked at Kabeer- Kabeer and signals him to take him outside...than moved towards Phone and dial a number- Haan sister...5 minute baad patient bhej dijiye and place back the receiver...sat back on his chair and took sigh of relief- I hope abb Ye Sammy se door hi rahe...iski Himmat kaise hui mere Sammy ko itna dukh pahunchane ki... Kya socha usne ke Sammy akela hai? Ye jaise chahega Sammy karega... and took deep breath...khair abb main aise nai hone doonga...Sammy ko achha lage ya nahin...abb Bas use Sab clear karna hai...pata nai kaise react karega wo...and he think for a moment- bachhe ka phone bhi mere pass hai..ghar pahunchate hi sabse pehle use phone doonga..Khush ho jayega...lekin niraash bhi bahut hoga...jab dekhega ke inlogon ka phone nai aya... lekin main sambhaal hi loonga,I know mushkil hoga Lekin ho jayega and suddenly he realised about Daya- dekhu kya kar raha hai...Aditya ko bola tha phir se CBT ke liye...and he pick up the receiver again and dial Aditya's number...
Aurhor's note-
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