Legalities, as always Sam and Dean and all things Supernatural do not belong to me. They are the property of the CW and Kripke Enterprises. I wish they would share, but I don't think that is going to happen so I guess I will simply play in their sandbox for a bit.

Rating MA: For language and injured Dean and Sam throughout the storyline, they will also be M/M pairing although they are not brothers in this story. Pairings won't happen till later chapters, so be sure to review the warnings before reading.

If you don't like this type of thing, then don't read this story I am sure there are ones that would be more pleasing to you.

Author's Note: This story will follow Sam and Dean they continue their lives and try to deal with the challenges of their own pasts and tragic past of a child named Adam Milligan. This ride will get bumpy before it gets smooth, so be prepared.

This Chapter alludes to a sex scene...although Dean's not really up to it yet...It also refers to past abuse. You have been warned.

Please keep in mind that I do not have a Beta, so if there are errors, I apologize ahead of time. Thank you anyone that read and reviewed, Favorited, or followed. I really appreciate the support.

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Chapter 12

Meeting Adam

Sam watched with an amused smirk as Dean shuffled around their room. The man had already showered and had even allowed Sam to help change the bandages on his chest. Dean had started letting him help almost as soon as he'd been released from the hospital...apparently he'd recognized Sam's inherent need to be involved in his healing process. His heart constricted painfully as he was reminded of how close he'd come to losing his everything…because that's what Dean was for him…absolutely everything. He couldn't even picture his life without the ex-military man turned doctor and his crazy OCD habits…ruling over his hum drum life. Sam leaned against the headboard and brought his hands up interlacing his fingers behind his head as the blankets dipped and pooled around his lean hips. His chest was bare of even a stitch of clothing…Dean's emerald green eyes flickered over and raked hungrily over Sam's broad toned chest.

"That's not really fair, Sam." He said with a raised eyebrow and a slight smirk on his pouty lips as he stopped pacing their room long enough to drink in the sight of the lawyer. "You know I can't get my heart rate up yet…I could die…" he dead panned. The broken look that was immediately in Sam's ocean colored eyes had Dean instantly regretting his quip. He limped over to the king sized bed and knelt down near Sam's hip…his fingers pulling the blankets down so he could touch the pale soft skin of Sam's naked hip. "I'm sorry Sammy…it was a bad joke." His eyes were sincere as he watched the myriad of emotions jump across Sam's pained visage. He rubbed gentle circles on the milky flesh with the pads of his fingers and leaned forward laying his head against rapidly beating heart of his everything.

Sam pulled in a stuttered breath and nodded as he brought his hands up and gently turned Dean's face up toward his. "I can't even imagine…Dean…without you…none of this would be worth anything to me…and I've lost almost you…a few times now." He closed his eyes and sighed as his cock started to fill due to the proximity of Dean's stroking fingers. He licked his lips and then leaned in, kissing Dean gently but firmly on his luscious pink lips. "I can't lose you Dean…I can't…" his eyes were so steady and full of love and support that Dean felt his own start to burn in response.

"I know the feeling Sam...and I'm so sorry that you had to go through that...I would do anything to keep you from knowing how that feels." He shifted and then Dean groaned as he felt the tip of Sam's erection touch his base of his palm. "You won't Sammy…lose me...Oh God…I wish I could touch you…" He said as his eyes fell shut and he shifted again so that his hand was now grasping the fully hard length of Sam…

Sam tilted his head and looked down at the smirking face of his lover…God he loved how that sounded…even in his head. Dean's long fingers feathered along his hard shaft and then pulled gently at the springy dark hairs at the apex between his legs. It was his turn to groan as Dean lifted lust filled green eyes…and then he moaned in pain as his heart reminded him that he wasn't that far along the healing process yet. He breathed out painfully and sat back…Sam's eyes snapped open and he was immediately sitting up and gently grasping Dean's shoulders to help keep him from toppling forward as he waited for the pain to pass.

"Dean? Are you okay…can I do something?" He asked. Fear making his voice higher and lighter than it was normally.

"I think…you've already done something Sammy…" Dean said through his teeth, but his eyes sparkled with humor as he felt the pain recede and Sam's own eyes widened in understanding. He pulled back from Dean and grabbed the blanket hiking it up over his chest like a virgin on prom-night. Dean couldn't hold back the laughter that bubbled up and he was soon looking at Sam's bare ass as he traipsed into their shared bathroom. "Oh come on Sam…I was kidding…bring that gorgeous ass back to bed." Dean called as the door slammed shut.

"Nope…not going to take the chance of you having a relapse because you're ogling over my sexy ass." Sam called from behind the closed door. Dean rolled his eyes and got up, he knocked on the door and waited until Sam finally pulled it open and stared at him with a raised eyebrow of his own. "Yeeesss…?" He drawled…his face impassive as he stared down at Dean's smirking lips. The older man's tongue shot out and licked lightly along his plump pale pink lips and Sam found that he was mesmerized by the action…he always was. Damn that man and his far too sexy lips…Sam thought in frustration as he reached out and pulled Dean into the bathroom and leaned him carefully against the closed door. His lips descending and pulling softly at the other man's as a needy whine worked its way out of his chest.

Dean could feel the rigid shaft of Sam's rock hard cock pushing against his sweatpants and he couldn't help the chuckle that manifested. Sam pulled back and stared into the shimmering green pools that were Dean's eyes, his head tilting to the side and a slightly reproving look taking over his handsome features. "You. Need. To. Heal. Faster." He stated. Each word punctuated by a kiss to somewhere on Dean's face...ending with his lips again.

Sam pulled back and turned toward the shower, turning only enough to glance back over his shoulder and smirk in Dean's general direction as his own fingers closed around his cock and he started to stroke himself to completion as he stepped into the tiled shower and gently shut the glass doors.

"Oh…that's just fucking cruel Sam." Dean muttered as he shifted uncomfortably at the rising presence of his own threatening erection.

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Dean was seated in the passenger seat of Sam's BMW…his heart racing…which was bad. But he was nervous…he was going to finally meet the little boy that he hoped desperately would want to be their son. Without even having met the boy, Dean knew that he was theirs. He'd seen pictures and talked with the caregiver over the phone a couple of times, but he had yet to see him in person. He looked over at Sam's relaxed face and he wanted to slap him for his ability to keep a cool and calm exterior when Dean felt like he was flying apart inside. His fingers were twisting into his jeans and his knee was bouncing as tension ran through his body.

Sam's hand reached across the car and gently stopped Dean's knee. "Dean…stop. He's going to love you." He turned incredibly huge, yet sincere eyes toward Dean and a smile flashed across his face…one that had his dimples coming out to play and made Dean blush a little. He loved Sam's dimples…they were one of his favorite features on Sam's body. His absolute favorite being Sam's amazing eyes…he could express so much with those wide blue-green eyes…they really were the window to the man's soul. And that was one part of Sam that Dean knew he owned. Just like Sam owned his soul. He smiled at the thought and reached down to interlace their fingers. Warmth and love filling the neglected parts of his soul...being with Sam always had that affect on him.

"I know…I'm just…it's me…and you…and a family. Sam, it's everything that I've ever wanted wrapped up with a nice neat little bow." He sighed and closed his eyes slowly, pinching at the bridge of his nose with his free hand, before opening them again and blinking back the burning sensation of tears. His face paler than Sam liked and his slight smattering of freckles standing out in stark relief against his sun starved skin. "I just keep waiting for it to get ripped away…that's all. You're the only really good thing I ever got to keep for myself." The last part was said so quietly that it was almost a whisper and it had Sam glancing over at him.

"I know Dean. But that's not your life anymore…this is. I am." He pulled into the parking space at the orphanage and placed the car in park. "This is going to go well…and that kid is going to have best life because of you."

Dean shook his head and reached up to pull Sam in for a soft almost chaste kiss. "Not just because of me Sammy…because of you too."

Sam nodded against his lips and pulled back. "Let's go get our son." He stated as he turned off the car and climbed out of the leather seat. He opened the back and took out the briefcase that had the details of their adoption application inside along with anything else that Dean had wanted to bring.

Once seated inside the entryway of the orphanage both men watched the stairs like a pair of hawks as they waited for the little boy to come down them. When he finally did, he was holding onto the fingers of a tall black woman who smiled warmly at them. "Adam…this is Dean Winchester and Sam Wesson…they're here to talk to you."

The little boy looked up at them with wide brilliant blue eyes, his blonde hair a little longer than Dean wore his own. He furrowed his small lightly colored eyebrows and took in the men sitting in front of him. The shorter one appeared to be in some pain and that made his little heart hurt…he wondered if someone had hurt that man…like his daddy had hurt him...? He shifted his intelligent gaze over to the other man and he saw support and kindness reflected out of his face as he nodded slightly to Adam in greeting.

Adam didn't really talk much, he preferred to sit back and watch…learn. An odd realizations for a six year old...but he was and old soul trapped in the body of a child. No one went through what he had and came out with their innocence intact...or they childhood.

That was how he had done it with his father…stayed out of the way as much as possible. Until the man had gone crazy one night and hurt Adam real bad…and then the nice woman had come and taken him away. She'd taken him to the doctor…who had fixed the 'hurts' his father had done to him. But as he looked at these two men he felt something warm and safe flood his tiny heart and he pulled his fingers out of the woman's hands and walked over to the smaller man. He was looking intently at Adam…he reached up and took the man's face between his small hands and stared into the man's slowly widening green eyes. Adam decided right then and there that he liked this man…he smiled and leaned forward hugging the man around the neck.

Dean's breath caught as the little boy walked right up to him and grasped his face, taking stock of who Dean was at an almost cellular level. He smiled and then pulled the doctor down and into a hug that reverberated through his entire body. The kid hugged with everything he was…and Dean found his arms coming up involuntarily and wrapping protectively around the small boy.

The woman smiled and looked over at Sam as the tears welled up in his eyes. He'd never seen Dean so happy before, the grin that spread across Dean's face was so side that it must have hurt somewhat.

"It appears as though we have a match." She said warmly. Sam nodded instantly.

TBC…

Author's Note: I am going to try and get another chapter up this week. So bear with me…schedule is getting hectic again and my time is more limited than I would like. Thanks to everyone that has been asking about the update…here ya go. Particularly LeeMarieJack and a guest that didn't leave a name…just requests.

Please Review: Let me know if you like the introduction of Adam and how you think he'll fit into their world.