Note: This is definitely more interesting then whatever the heck the episode really WAS about. (it was a total snooze fest!)


'Date: November 9th, 2020. I've now been here for over a week.'

'Have things gotten easier? Not exactly. I still don't know who's after my team, and I've taken enemy fire 3 times now. Thankfully, no injuries. Just me being annoyed.'

'Lately, my depression has been ganging up on me more and more each day. I miss my desk at work, I miss my tea ( The so called tea they have here is no good!). I miss my people, I miss trading jokes with them. And I miss sneaking up on them and startling them.'

'Sigh. I recently met a kind soldier, who also dosn't want to be here. I talk to him every day. He understands what it's like to be homesick. And he's fun to joke around with.'

'Well, I might as well go to bed.'

Next day

'Date: November 10th, 2020. Today was a bit easier. No enemy fire, I think I actually got a lead in whoever is after my team.'

'I heard today that, that SEAL who had been accused of committing war crimes, was going to jail. I even heard that the star witness almost didn't show up! I knew that that was my team's work that the trial had gone well.'

'When I figured it out, I felt the need to be alone for a bit. The kind soldier followed me, and asked me what was wrong, and we talked for a bit.'

'I went back to my bunk, and did some heavy thinking.'

'I was thinking about my lead agent. He's the closest to a son I'll ever have. I want to one day tell him that.'

'I was also thinking about the agent I left in charge of my team. And hoping she dosn't burn the whole building down while I'm stuck here.'

'And, I was thinking of my old partner that I had for a few years, and, I really miss him. His replacement was terrible, and thankfully disappeared when I was chasing after a human trafficking ring.'

'I guess, I just really miss having someone to talk to at the end of the day over a drink, and I just don't seem motivated to ask one of the agents to drink with me because I'm worried of interfering with whatever plans they might have.''

'I was left alone all day with my thoughts until dinner.'

'I hope I make progress on finding this culprit soon.'

'Goodbye.'


Endnotes: I wrote another post The Bear fic called Homesickness for We are Family, in it, I give Hetty someone to talk to. (the thought of her being all alone out wherever she is bugged me).

And I made a reference to The Blank Slate here. (the big 20 chapter fic in which I attempted to fill in the big canon hole of Seasons 10 and 11.)