Chapter 5
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Mark's POV
I can't believe it. Steve and Paul are saving themselves for marriage? No fuckin' way. After the way Stephanie openly cheated on Paul with half the damn roster, I was certain that Paul would turn into male whore. I mean Paul was a faithful as a damn puppy dog. Stephanie had that man's rather large nose so wide open you could have driven an 18 wheeler through the damn thing. But in all honesty, Steph's infidelity broke that man's heart. You could see the pain in his eyes. If the eyes are a window to the soul, then his soul was shattered beyond repair. I mean I had never seen a man so emotionally broken. I honestly believe that if it hadn't been for Glenn, Steve, Dwayne, Dave and I, I truly believe that Paul would have completely broken down and maybe ended his life.
And Steve? Now I'm really fuckin' surprised. That guy has been through a lot. From having to prematurely retire as a result of a neck injury to the all the drama with his ex-wife Debra and the subsequent divorce, he was the absolutely last person I would have ever thought would want to be celibate. I mean Debra, who was distraught over Steve wanting a divorce because of her ongoing unstable behavior, injured herself and then called the cops saying that Steve had beaten her. Really? I have known Steve for more than 20 years and know for an absolute fact that he would not harm a fly. Now I know that Steve has a reputation for being a foul mouthed, beer swilling, finger gesturing redneck, but that's all a gimmick. The real Steve has a heart of gold and is a mushy romantic at heart. The Steve that I know wouldn't raise his voice much less raise his hand to a woman in anger. When Debra accused him of beating her and got arrested, me and the guys came and bailed him out of jail and I swear I'll never forget the look in his eyes as long as I live. It was a look of extreme pain and heartbreak. Steve will never admit to it, but when I was driving him home, I happen to look over and saw Steve's face contorted in anguish, tears streaming down his face and his shoulders shake as he cried.
Now you're probably wonderin' about me. I go by many different names: "The American Bad Ass", "The Phenom" and "The Deadman". But to my friends and family, I'm just Mark Calaway. I've been married and divorced 3 times and the proud father of 5 children: Gunner, Kevin, Gracie, Chasey and Kaia. I have also decided to lead a life of celibacy until I find the woman of my dreams. Now, I know I've been married and divorced, but I feel that I have made several mistakes and that I have not truly found "the one", yet I will not stop searching and will continue to remain celibate until I have found her. I believe that the reason for my failures in my love life have been due to not waiting until I was married before I became intimate with anybody. I know it's crazy, but this time, I'm gonna do it right. When I meet the woman of my dreams, she won't have to worry if I'm gonna pressure her to "put out". No way. I plan on being the most patient, most understanding man in the world. I'm gonna give her passionate kisses and hold her in my arms, telling her how much I love her and how much I treasure her. She won't ever have to worry about me cheating on her either, because my heart, my soul and my body will belong to her and her alone. I just hope that I don't spend my life a lonely man. Because underneath my 6'10, 328 pound frame is a loving, sensitive, caring teddy bear whose only fault is wanting to wait for my bride. Am I so wrong for that? Well, if saving my body for my wife is wrong, then I don't wanna be right. When I finally meet the woman who is gonna be Mrs. Mark Calaway, she is gonna be the most loved woman in the world. I will spend my days fulfilling her every wish, pampering her the way a woman should be pampered. I will spend my nights making hot passionate love to her.
Every night when I lie down and close my eyes, I imagine my woman lying underneath me as I thrust in and out of her sweet, tight, warm love canal with her gorgeous legs either wrapped tightly around my waist or hung over my broad shoulders and her nails clawing at my sweat drenched back. In my dreams, I am loving her in every position possible, underneath me, on top of me, her lying on her side, me taking her from behind, us lying in a 69 position and her lying top of me in reverse cowboy style-you name it, we're doing it. But the thing is, when I do, it will be as her man, her husband and her one and only. I'm so excited at the prospect because I don't plan on using any type of barriers, I plan on taking her bare because I wanna feel her naturally, I want my hot cum to splash against her walls and I don't care if my baby is conceived in the process. I mean just thought of it is making my eyes well up with tears because the thought of it is just so beautiful.
Author's Note: I know that was a little fluffy, but I want the readers to learn the character's point of view and why they are deciding to save themselves for marriage. As always, please read and review!