Chapter 6
Glen's POV
What can I say….I am in complete shock. My friends are all celibate and here I thought I was the only one. The very friends who I thought would bang anything with two legs and a pussy are actually saving themselves for marriage. Un-fucking-believable. I mean it's like a man who doesn't engage in pre-marital sex in the 21st century is often accused of being one of three things: unattractive, homosexual, mentally challenged or hell, all three. But clearly I'm none of these things. I'm 6'10, 325 lbs of all muscle, often called ruggedly handsome with brown curly hair, blue eyes and a goatee. I am simply a man who believes that sex and lovemaking should be between a man and woman who not only are madly in love but who have been united in holy matrimony. I know that I am an old fashioned guy, but I believe in real and everlasting love and being a real man to the woman I love by making her my wife and not touching her until we're married. So if that means waiting until I marry her to make love to her then I will. But I can tell you this…when I find her and determine that she is the one I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with, then it's on. If she's a virgin, I will be a patient and gentle lover handling her like the treasure that she is. But if she's experienced, you can best believe that I am gonna tear that pussy up. I'm gonna hit it from the back, the side and the front! I'm telling you, my wedding night is gonna be one of the greatest nights of my entire life. I think my dick is getting hard just thinking about it. I can't tell you how many nights I have lain awake just fantasizing about me and my woman making love to each other from dusk to the sun rises in the morning. I see myself thrusting into her over and over again while I'm growling sexy things to her like "Yeah baby…show big daddy what he's been missing" as well as asking her "How much do you love your big daddy?" and "Yeah girl, give that sweet, hot, tight ass pussy to your man…TO YOUR BIG DADDY WOMAN!" And while she's running her nails down my sweat drenched back, leaving welts, she's telling me how much loves me between kisses, she's also telling me how good a lover I am and how big my dick is.
As I am brought back to reality, my heart becomes heavy as I am reminded of the heartbreak that I have endured since I decided not to engage in sex before being married. It seems that every woman that I have dated thought something was wrong with me when they found out that I was choosing to be celibate. I even had one woman ask if I had been diagnosed with bipolar disorder. What? I couldn't fucking believe it. I mean just because I don't want to have meaningless, casual sex then that automatically means something is wrong with me? I don't think so. I go by names like "The Big Red Machine" or one-half of the brothers of destruction. But at the end of the day, I am just plain old Glen Jacobs, a simple old fashioned guy who believes in real love. Sad thing is, because I'm well known, I'm often the target of opportunistic whores who simply want to use me for my body and my wealth adding another notch to their belt. It's crazy because it is often believed that women are the only ones who believe in love, romance and marriage, but that couldn't be further from the truth. There are a lot of men, myself and my half brother included, who want that –at least that's what I thought until today, when I found out that some of my friends and colleagues are also waiting until marriage to have sex. I must say that is truly a shock. But you know something, it's ok because deep down in my heart, I know for a fact that my soul mate is out there and waiting for me and only me. Call me crazy but last night, after I went to bed, I could have sworn I heard a woman's voice whisper to my heart and she said "I'm out here waiting for you my love, we have yet to meet". When I heard that, tears came to eyes and my heart swelled with pride. I whisper back "I'll find you my love, no matter how long it takes".
Author's Note: I dedicated this chapter to Kane09lisa. I know it's still more fluff but once again, I want to provide the POVs of all involved. As always please read and review.