Hey guys :)
So, here's the next chapter! Thank you for all the reviews, follows and favourites, I really appreciate it all! It's lovely and sunny in England today (I know right, shocking!) and I'm a dress! (If you knew me, you'd know that's even more shocking, I love jeans :3)
In classic Feathers style, I am going to tell you about my life (sorry about that), I officially killed my wonderful touch screen phone, and now I am stuck with a Nokia brick from before 2002, over 11 years old! I'm not spoilt or expect new phones and all that stuff, so I accepted it happily so I could still talk, but the buttons make my fingers hurt. So here's a life lesson, look after your phone! :(
Anywho... Made up lyric again and it is a Lucy chapter. It is a bit lemony, well, half lemons... If that makes sense?
Enjoy! :)
Chapter Eight-
Only his touch makes you whole
I lean back in my bath, mouth under the water so I can only breath through my nose. My knee's are pulled to my chest above the bubbles. The water so hot that steam is raising from its surface, and slowly the heat eases my still stressed muscles. I sigh into the water.
I had seen Natsu today, like I wanted too. But it didn't quite go like how I had wished it would. He had smiled when he saw me, his cheeks red and eyes shining, and I swear for a moment I thought he was going to hug me. Then, the smile fell and he put his head down, quickly walking past me instead and out of the large guild doors. I hadn't frowned to this, or cried. I simple stopped smiling as the horrid sinking feeling kicked in again.
Why hadn't you wrapped your arms around me and never let go?
Closing my eyes, I let my mind wander to when I had seen Natsu. Apart from the fact, I wasn't recalling the events of today, they were different. The images in my head slightly pinker and more romantic than reality, but I guess that is how I feel around him.
"Lucy... I missed you so much." I say to myself, my words just distorted sounds from under the water. In my head, he walks up to me, not carrying on walking past me and out of the guild. His chest an inch from mine, towering over me and looking down with loving eyes. Cheeks red and eyes shining at the sight of me. "Please, never leave me again."
"I will never leave you, Natsu." I mummer.
"And I'll never leave you. Lucy, I- I." He reaches out and grabs me, pulling me closer to his body from the small of my back before they trail to my hips and hold me tightly. "I love you."
These words I don't speak, but listen to in my head, over and over as I imagine him leaning down and kissing me deeply. The echo of his words resonating around my mind, his voice gruff yet loving if not a tad possessive. But it makes me shiver, that is a tone of voice I would love to hear him use when speaking to me.
His hands run across my stomach, down along side my belly button and across the front of my legs, thumbs on the inside of my thighs, before he trailing back up to glide across my breast. Squeezing them ever so slightly. Even through layers of fabric, the feeling is good. Then, he takes them back to the small of my back, holding me to him. His kisses making me melt and hen he pulls away, I whisper his words back.
"I love you too."
Suddenly, I open my eyes. Quickly, I sit up in the bath, displacing the water and causing it to splash, some spilling out of the bath and hitting my title floors, soaking the towel I had placed on the floor for when I got out of the bath.
My hands are cupping my breast, the place I imagined Natsu would feel and squeeze. My inner thighs warm and my cheeks feel as if they are on fire. Quickly taking my hands from my chest, I try and slow my breathing. The water is all to suddenly to hot, and I can feel myself sweating. Running my hands through my hair, my scalp still dry, I lean my elbows on my knee's and sit like that for a moment. Fingers laced in with my hair, and breathing quickly.
I can't quite tell if this is embarrassment, or shame, I am feeling. But I have never thought of doing things with Natsu like that, him touching me like that. Hugs and kisses, yes. But feeling my breasts, rubbing my thighs. The fact I am aroused by these thoughts scare me even more. I bite my lip. I can feel myself shaking. The thought which scares me most about this moment is, I do want Natsu to touch me like that. Is it normal to imagine him doing it, then mirroring what I imagine him doing to me?
"What's wrong with me?"