Hello people!

I am feeling extra generous today and so will do a double update so to speak, basically, two chapters in one. "Why's that?" you ask, because I sat my last ever history exam and it wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be considering I crammed it. Not a good thing to do, and I should have revised more, but everything I had revised came up on the paper or I didn't remember how much of it I knew and I got a question on it... Bring on the hopefully A in history!

Anywho, this double chapter is from both Rogue and Natsu's points of views. Rogue first, then after the break line, Natsu. Both with their own lyrics, and not my bad made up ones! I thought it'd be nice to see more through their eyes :)

So, here is the chapter!

Review and as always, enjoy! :3

Chapter Twelve-

'Cause you loved her too much

I want to own her.

It's all I seem to think about now a days. Her. That deliciously curvious blond headed beauty who seems to be just out of my grip. That Fairy who's eyes shine so bright they light up the room. Lips so tantalizing, I just want to kiss them when I see them. Body so perfectly formed I just want to touch her. Bite her neck and lick and kiss over her skin. Squeeze and nibble and possess and cause high pitched squeaks to leave her lips. Oh, the sounds I imagine she'll make!

I hold myself harder, pulling the skin back again. A low moan starts in my throat but I try to imagine her moan instead. Higher pitched and laboured.

Her holding back, quick tongue and witty comments towards me when I turn up around her. Show myself from the shadows I have kept myself hidden in as I watch her go about her business. Her eyes narrowing when she seems me and that obvious mistrust. The scowl across her pretty face and that final giving in. But not totally. Only a bit. My, she'll be a challenge. But that'll just make it more fun, more of a challenge to make her mine.

Continuing the rhythm, I imagine me approaching the woman. Her face glowing, hair like golden fire and eyes so deep and chocolatey. I begin to rock as I sit, my toes curling at the feeling.

The way she grasped her weapon that night in the streets and called upon her spirits. The memory of her fighting the red head from Raven Tail. The power, the spirit, her fight and tactics. The way she rests her hand on her weapon every time I show myself to her, is ready to call upon the stars for help. The magic she uses. She is a feisty one in battle. But when I get her to bed, God, what will it be like then? How will she fight a dragon trying to possess what he wants? Will she scratch and fight and bite and thrust? I want to dominate that girl.

Speeding up my pace at the thought of the woman, I hear low, dragon like growls from within my throat. My eye balls roll in my skull as I tilt my head back. The images of her fill my head. Sweaty, naked and under my body. Finger nails leaving marks across my skin and me leaving teeth marks across her neck, my sharp canines marking her soft skin. Her breast bruised and lips slightly swollen from where I have kissed them.

When she becomes mine, no one can have her. Not a damn person. No one can touch her, because she'll be mine to have. She makes me so loquacious, so open. She makes me lust and need and feel like I never have before. I have never wanted anything as much as her, and that's why she will be mine. Anyone who stands in my way? I'll tear to pieces.

I can feel myself reach my climax as I pump harder, thinking of the Fairy as I do. Imagining her doing this to me. Her hand around my erection. I tighten my grip till it is like iron and moan out loud at the growing feeling in my groin. Like the feeling intensifying as I pull the skin back and forth, the more I see the blond Fairy the greater my feeling grows for her.

It's strange, how at the Grand Magic Games she was nothing but a Celestial Mage. A friend of the other Dragon Slayers. A girl. Now, the more I see her, the more glorious she becomes. Like a drug, she's addictive. I want to take more of the substance, and I will, even if she doesn't know it yet. It has been two weeks since I first saved her, a week since the meeting in the dark and any opportunity I get since then.

I reach my climax and growl loudly, cum spurting from the tip. I slouch back against the cool metal of my bath, releasing my shaft and finally feeling the cold shower water hitting my body. After a moment, I stretch my arm up and turn the shower off, the waters assault on my skin ending. Letting my arm fall back by my side, I breath heavily, still recovering from the feeling.

I'm not quite sure when I starting liking the Fairy. In fact, I vaguely recall I only really noticed her that day in the forest after I left the guild for a walk, when it was too hot then cold and I couldn't control my Dragon Force. But I brush the thought aside, thinking of her again.

"A name is where it'll start. When I get that, I'll get you."

Cause love comes slow

Why can't I just tell her?

I sit by the lake I used to fish in with Lisanna and Happy when we were children. My knees are slightly bent as I sit, my hands lazily placed in between them with a fishing rod held loosely in between my fingers. I'm not really focusing on the rod or the water in front of me, at first I thought it would be a good idea coming here to fish. I only realise now that it wasn't really. I'm just a man sitting alone in the middle of a forest.

Sighing, I close my eyes and am met with who I am always met with when I close my eyes.

Lucy.

Her smile accompanied by a little red blush in her cheeks, her chocolate brown eyes glowing like soft flames and her perfectly blond hair cascading across her shoulders. A small bunch pulled up and held by a blue bow at the side of her head. I feel the familiar eruption of butterflies in the pit of my stomach as I imagine her turning and smiling at me. I can feel heat rushing to my cheeks and my ears burning. Suddenly, I open my eyes again and shake my head, the feeling scaring me.

I had first noticed feeling like this about her about five months ago, waving off the warm feeling in my chest and cheeks as a result of using my fire to begin with. But I am the Salamander, I have dragons lungs and skin resistant against fire.

It quickly became apparent that the feeling only happened when I was around Lucy. When she sat next to me or giggled, when our skin touched or she called my name. Her smell, that intoxicating scent of vanilla and freshly cut grass. Anything about her made my cheeks flare and heart beat race.

I may have always been accused of being a little dense and clueless when it came to feeling anything other than love for my Nakama, but when it came to the feeling I felt towards Lucy, I wasn't dense at all. In fact, I started to notice that maybe I had felt like this for a lot longer than five months. Maybe since the first time I had grabbed her hand and told her to follow me to Fairy Tail, maybe a while after that moment. But the feelings were there, I just never really noticed them. They'd come so slowly, but because of that they were strong.

At first, I tried to ignore them and act as if I didn't feel for Lucy any differently than anyone else in Fairy Tail. But I couldn't do that, because even though I loved the rest of Fairy Tail like family, I seem to love her more. Like Sirius, the brightest star in the night sky, she shines brighter than the rest. Something I learnt from Lucy, about the stars among other things.

Then one night, I found myself unable to sleep, my slumber only being filled with the images of Igneel leaving me and then, strangely Lucy too. I had ended up wandering the streets, finally stopping at Lucy's apartment, realising that without my knowing it my legs had carried me here. Entering her house through her bedroom window, I had laid down next to her in her bed being as careful as I could not to wake her.I knew I probably shouldn't have, but she looked so beautiful sleeping and I just wanted to feel her soft skin. Inhale her scent. Feel as if she wasn't going to leave me.

As soon as I laid beside her she snuggled into me. I was shocked for a moment, but I wrapped my arms around her. I'm not sure why, but It's what I wanted to do. What felt right.

When I awoke early he next morning, I realised I had been by her all night and I had slept soundly. She was facing my chest and mumbling softly in her sleep. While staring at her in all her sleep, hair slightly dishevelled, eyes closed and a small smile on her face, I couldn't help but realise that I had never seen Lucy looking so beautiful before. She was ethereal almost, glowing like her spirits and the stars they came from. That's when I kissed her softly.

My action petrified me after I pulled away, so I had fled. Running to the guild, choosing a job and avoiding Lucy ever since. That was four and a half months ago. I couldn't let myself get that close to her, what if she didn't like me like that back? It would break me. Every now and then I allow myself the pleasure of talking to her to ensure she is safe, I even hug her. But I can't let those moments last to long, if I do I'm afraid I'll never let go.

Not seeing her everyday and being with her like we were, kills me. Every. Single. Day.

Opening my eyes, I can feel a pain in my chest and my eyes slightly wet. Coming here and fishing defiantly wasn't a good idea, because my thoughts are back to Lucy. Dropping my fishing rod, I fall back on the grass and stare up into the crisp blue sky, a frown spreading across my features. I can see the rod being pulled in my peripheral vision, but don't bother to move to pick the rod up and catch a fish Happy would undoubtedly love to eat. I am to caught up to catch fish today.

I had fought dark mages and defeated guilds. Apes and creatures. Pulled myself from the shadows and never stopped fighting no matter how much pain I felt. Hell, I'd even fought dragons! The question that always runs through my head leaves me confused beyond reason.

Why can't I just tell her how I feel about her?